Family values | Deon Jones | TEDxAmericanUniversity
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0:14 - 0:16(Singing) Somebody cared for me,
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0:17 - 0:19had me on their mind,
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0:21 - 0:25took the time and cared for me.
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0:26 - 0:28I'm so glad they cared,
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0:30 - 0:32I'm so glad they cared,
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0:33 - 0:37I'm so glad they cared for me.
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0:39 - 0:40(Speaking) I spend a lot of my time
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0:40 - 0:45thinking about how I can make
a difference in the world. -
0:46 - 0:48I spend a lot of my time
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0:48 - 0:55thinking about how I can make
an impact in individuals' lives. -
0:57 - 0:59For all I can remember,
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0:59 - 1:03I've always just wanted
to be used by the Creator - -
1:04 - 1:06Lord, just use me.
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1:06 - 1:11I was born in Mississippi,
poverty, very rural. -
1:12 - 1:15The town I grew up in
for most part of my childhood -
1:15 - 1:18was a town called Wiggins, Mississippi.
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1:19 - 1:23And about three miles north of Wiggins
was a small, unincorporated community -
1:23 - 1:26called Bond, Mississippi.
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1:26 - 1:29To give you a clue on how small it was:
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1:29 - 1:31the population of both places together
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1:31 - 1:33is 4,500 people.
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1:34 - 1:35Towns so small,
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1:35 - 1:38with my maternal side of the family
and my paternal side of the family, -
1:38 - 1:41I'm literally related
to almost every black person there. -
1:41 - 1:42(Laughter)
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1:42 - 1:43The town is so small,
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1:43 - 1:46you have to put on clothes
and make sure your hair's done - -
1:46 - 1:48you can't go with your hair scarf on
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1:48 - 1:49to the Walmart
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1:49 - 1:52because you're destined to see
somebody you know. -
1:54 - 1:56During this time
growing up in Mississippi, -
1:56 - 2:00we spent a lot of time
at Great Grandma Shug's house. -
2:00 - 2:04Now, Great Grandma Shug,
she lived in her mother's house -
2:05 - 2:09because her house, back in the day,
there was some problems with it. -
2:10 - 2:15So I spent a lot of my childhood
in my great-great-grandmother's house. -
2:16 - 2:18So this house had no central air,
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2:18 - 2:24so when we were hot,
we put the fans in the window -
2:24 - 2:28and put a little ice-pack there
so you could stay cool. -
2:28 - 2:32No central heat, so we would stand
with the wood and the gas stove -
2:32 - 2:35and, you know, burn
our hands and our butts. -
2:35 - 2:36(Laughter)
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2:36 - 2:37To flush the toilet,
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2:37 - 2:41we would have to get a bucket
and fill it up with water -
2:41 - 2:44and pour it down the toilet
for it to flush. -
2:45 - 2:49One of our favorite chores
was to hang clothes on the line, -
2:49 - 2:51because we didn't have a dryer.
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2:52 - 2:54Now, growing up in Grandma Shug's house,
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2:54 - 2:58it was really no place fun,
really, for a child. -
2:58 - 3:01However, because my mom
worked two and three jobs -
3:01 - 3:05because she had to take care of my sister
the best way she could, -
3:07 - 3:08and my aunts and uncles,
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3:08 - 3:11they did everything
from being truck drivers -
3:11 - 3:13to working at the lumber factory
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3:13 - 3:15to working in fast food
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3:15 - 3:17to cleaning hotels -
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3:18 - 3:19all crazy hours -
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3:19 - 3:25so most of the time, we ended up
at Great Grandma Shug's house. -
3:25 - 3:29My sister and I would be dropped off
in the morning before Head Start, -
3:29 - 3:33and most of the time,
it was before the sun even came up. -
3:33 - 3:35I would go get in Grandma Shug's bed,
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3:35 - 3:39my sister would go to the other room,
where my momma's mom was staying, -
3:39 - 3:40Grandma Tootie,
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3:40 - 3:42and get in her bed.
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3:42 - 3:46Now, I always grew up thinking
that I was Grandma Shug's favorite -
3:46 - 3:48because I was the one
and the only grandchild -
3:48 - 3:52who was able to sleep in her bed with her.
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3:52 - 3:55However, I realized as time went by
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3:55 - 3:59that I was the only grandchild
who didn't kick her at night, -
3:59 - 4:01my hand wasn't over here,
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4:01 - 4:03I didn't move throughout the night.
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4:04 - 4:05But fast forward,
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4:05 - 4:07we would get up,
and we would go to Head Start, -
4:07 - 4:11and we would come back
to a totally different environment. -
4:12 - 4:14The bed was neatly made.
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4:14 - 4:16In the South, the old folks say
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4:16 - 4:19you're not supposed to get in the bed
unless you're going to sleep. -
4:20 - 4:22So we would sit on the floor.
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4:22 - 4:24Like I said, we didn't have cable,
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4:24 - 4:27so Grandma Shug would make us watch Oprah.
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4:27 - 4:32We had an antenna that allowed us
to get ABC, PBS and Fox. -
4:32 - 4:38So we would watch Oprah -
3:00 pm, ABC, channel 13. -
4:40 - 4:43Grandma said, "Y'all got to watch Oprah
because she's somebody, -
4:43 - 4:48and I want y'all to get your all lessons
so y'all can be somebody too." -
4:49 - 4:51There was one episode that Oprah had
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4:51 - 4:54where she told the story
of her growing-up experience - -
4:54 - 4:56she's from Kosciusko, Mississippi.
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4:56 - 4:58Her grandma was a maid,
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4:58 - 5:00and her grandma used to hang
clothes out on the line, -
5:00 - 5:02and Oprah would watch her,
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5:02 - 5:04and she would say "Oprah Gail,
you got to watch me now -
5:04 - 5:08because you're going to have to learn
to do this for yourself one day." -
5:08 - 5:09And Oprah said
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5:09 - 5:13that that thing we all have in us
called human instinct hit her and said, -
5:13 - 5:16"No, this is not going to be my life."
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5:16 - 5:19Now, most of us who grew up in the South,
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5:19 - 5:22most of us who know black grandmothers,
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5:22 - 5:24she probably didn't say that out loud.
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5:24 - 5:25(Laughter)
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5:25 - 5:27She wasn't going to be
planting any switches. -
5:28 - 5:31But that instinct to thrive
not just to survive, -
5:31 - 5:36that instinct to reach for something
better than what you're seeing, -
5:37 - 5:41I grabbed onto that, and I ran with it.
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5:41 - 5:46It was that instinct that led me
from a high-school dropout factory -
5:47 - 5:51to being the first of my mother's children
to graduate from college. -
5:51 - 5:55It was that instinct that led me
from a state like Mississippi, -
5:55 - 6:00that's still haunted
by its racial injustices, -
6:00 - 6:05to interning in the administration
of the first African American president. -
6:05 - 6:07(Applause)
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6:10 - 6:15It's that same instinct
that led me from a fatherless home -
6:16 - 6:18to being a father figure and a big brother
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6:18 - 6:24to so many kids who have been incarcerated
in adult jails and prisons. -
6:25 - 6:27Now, I don't say that for the applause -
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6:27 - 6:29I appreciate it -
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6:30 - 6:33I say that because there is power
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6:34 - 6:37when someone speaks
into a young child's life -
6:38 - 6:41and allows them to see better
for themselves -
6:42 - 6:44and to change their trajectory.
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6:46 - 6:47Thanks to Grandma Shug,
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6:47 - 6:50who couldn't provide me
much material wealth, -
6:51 - 6:55didn't have the connections
to get me here and there, -
6:55 - 6:57but she loved me,
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6:58 - 6:59she cared for me,
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7:00 - 7:02she made me watch Oprah.
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7:02 - 7:04(Laughter)
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7:04 - 7:09And since, I have seen every episode
of the Oprah Winfrey show. -
7:09 - 7:11(Laughter)
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7:11 - 7:13I wish they would have
a heads-up Oprah thing - -
7:13 - 7:15I would always win.
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7:16 - 7:19But even when I went to Atlanta
in the fourth grade -
7:19 - 7:22because my mom
ran in the middle of the night -
7:22 - 7:26from a man who beat her
for breakfast, lunch and dinner - -
7:27 - 7:31nothing prepares you to see
your mom being whipped with a belt. -
7:31 - 7:33So we ran.
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7:33 - 7:36Even when I got to Atlanta
from Mississippi, -
7:36 - 7:39I held onto that ritual:
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7:40 - 7:41to go home -
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7:41 - 7:474:00 pm Eastern Time,
ABC, channel 2 in Atlanta - -
7:47 - 7:49to watch Oprah.
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7:50 - 7:53For most of my life,
and all of my life actually, -
7:53 - 7:59Oprah has been a constant
and consistent rainbow in my cloud. -
8:00 - 8:04I came here to American University
in the summer of 2010 -
8:04 - 8:07and had the awesome privilege
my senior year -
8:07 - 8:10of having Julian Bond as my professor.
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8:11 - 8:14Legend, civil-rights icon.
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8:16 - 8:19And in our class, the first semester,
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8:19 - 8:23we had to write a 20-page paper
on a civil-rights icon, -
8:23 - 8:25and we had to interview that icon.
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8:26 - 8:31I had the distinct honor of being able
to do mine on Dr. Maya Angelou - -
8:32 - 8:34one of the greatest experiences of my life
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8:34 - 8:39because it was just a few months
before she passed away. -
8:40 - 8:42And in one of those interviews,
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8:42 - 8:46she said that your crown
has been paid for - -
8:47 - 8:51put it on your head and wear it -
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8:52 - 8:56paid for by the slaves who came here
and were sold on auction blocks -
8:56 - 9:00so you could be the fruit
produced by their seed, -
9:01 - 9:05paid for by those who bled and died,
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9:05 - 9:07like Vernon Dahmer and Medgar Evers
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9:07 - 9:11and Malcolm X and Martin Luther King
and Fannie Lou Hamer, -
9:11 - 9:13who said, "I question America.
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9:13 - 9:16Is this America, the land of the free,
the home of the brave, -
9:16 - 9:20where we have to sleep
with our phones off the hook -
9:20 - 9:25because our lives are threatened daily
just because we want to have our freedom?" -
9:25 - 9:27Paid for.
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9:28 - 9:30We've been paid for.
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9:30 - 9:33Because you and I have been paid for
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9:33 - 9:36and someone has been
rainbows in our clouds, -
9:37 - 9:43we have the responsibility
to be that for someone else. -
9:43 - 9:46There are one of three
young people in our country -
9:46 - 9:50who will grow up
without ever having a mentor, -
9:50 - 9:52structured or natural.
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9:52 - 9:55That means today, approximately
16 million young people -
9:55 - 9:57will reach the age of 19
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9:58 - 10:01without ever having someone
to validate them, -
10:01 - 10:03to say, "I see you. I hear you.
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10:03 - 10:05What you say and you as a person
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10:05 - 10:07matter to me."
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10:09 - 10:11I'm reminded of a young man
who I worked with -
10:11 - 10:14who was incarcerated as an adult at 16.
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10:15 - 10:17He called me one time and said,
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10:17 - 10:19"I just want to say thank you."
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10:19 - 10:21And I said, "For what?"
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10:22 - 10:26He said, "For accepting my collect calls,
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10:27 - 10:29for sending me books,
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10:29 - 10:31for being here for me,
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10:32 - 10:34for never leaving my side,
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10:34 - 10:36for taking care of my mom" -
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10:36 - 10:39she hadn't seen him in over a year -
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10:40 - 10:43"for never seeing me as a monster."
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10:44 - 10:46Tears began to form in my eyes
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10:46 - 10:48because, one,
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10:48 - 10:51"thank you" is the greatest thing
you can say to someone. -
10:52 - 10:54Those of us who are believers,
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10:54 - 10:57"thank you" is what we say to God.
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10:57 - 10:59But second, what he was saying
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10:59 - 11:05is you are the first person
to see and treat me as a human being. -
11:06 - 11:09Dr. Angelou told me
in one of our interviews, -
11:09 - 11:12"If you don't remember
anything else out of our conversation, -
11:13 - 11:17remember this statement
that comes to us from the BC period -
11:17 - 11:19by a Roman playwright named Terence" -
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11:20 - 11:22Terence with one "r."
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11:22 - 11:25"It says, 'I am a human being.
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11:25 - 11:29Nothing human can be alien to me.'
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11:29 - 11:32'I am a human being.
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11:32 - 11:35Nothing human can be alien to me.'
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11:36 - 11:37What does that mean?
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11:37 - 11:42That means all of us have the same
human instinct to be as great as Dr. King, -
11:42 - 11:44to be a Mahatma Gandhi,
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11:44 - 11:46to be Mother Teresa.
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11:48 - 11:54But all of us has the same human instinct
to commit the darkest act. -
11:54 - 12:01Because we are human beings,
nothing human can be alien to us. -
12:01 - 12:03You have to remember that."
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12:03 - 12:05And we have to understand
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12:05 - 12:10that the most important responsibility
we have in our country -
12:11 - 12:17is to uplift the humanity
and validate our young people. -
12:17 - 12:20Most people say, "Deon, I've tried it" -
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12:20 - 12:24particularly when we talk about kids
who come from at-risk environments - -
12:25 - 12:26"I've tried it.
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12:26 - 12:31Those kids today,
they're a whole different breed. -
12:31 - 12:34There's no hope for them."
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12:34 - 12:36However, research shows us
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12:36 - 12:41that most kids who grew up
without a mentor, without a caring adult, -
12:42 - 12:45always wanted one
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12:45 - 12:50because they understand
the power of mentoring. -
12:51 - 12:54Jonathan McClard needed a mentor.
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12:54 - 12:58Jonathan needed a rainbow in his cloud.
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12:59 - 13:04Jonathan was witty,
he was funny, he was intelligent. -
13:04 - 13:06He wanted to be a psychiatrist.
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13:06 - 13:07He wanted a side hustle -
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13:07 - 13:10he wanted to open up
a bar and grill on the beach. -
13:12 - 13:14But we lost Jonathan three times.
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13:16 - 13:19We lost him at the age of 16
when he was charged as an adult, -
13:20 - 13:22sent to an adult jail.
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13:23 - 13:28We lost him emotionally
when he was actually sentenced -
13:28 - 13:33and he was told he would be going
to spend 30 years in an adult prison. -
13:35 - 13:37Jonathan never made it to that prison,
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13:37 - 13:39because the third time we lost Jonathan,
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13:40 - 13:42just a few days before his 17th birthday,
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13:42 - 13:46we found him hanging from his cell.
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13:47 - 13:52Jonathan needed somebody
in the system that cared. -
13:52 - 13:55Jonathan needed a rainbow in his cloud.
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13:55 - 13:59Jonathan needed someone
to validate his dreams. -
14:00 - 14:01On this journey in life,
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14:01 - 14:04you have the opportunity
to be someone's rainbow. -
14:06 - 14:10Grandma Shug passed away my freshman year
here at the American University, -
14:10 - 14:13and I remember the night so well.
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14:13 - 14:15I was coming from choir rehearsal,
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14:15 - 14:18I'm getting on the American University
shuttle, coming back to campus, -
14:19 - 14:23and between Tilly Campus and Ward Circle,
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14:23 - 14:28I get a call that Grandma Shug
has passed away. -
14:30 - 14:34Human instinct says that you should cry,
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14:35 - 14:41you should yell, you should wail,
you should be filled with grief. -
14:42 - 14:48It was one of the hardest family deaths
that I've ever dealt with in my life. -
14:48 - 14:50But at that moment,
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14:51 - 14:55I flashed back to sitting
on the wooden floor -
14:55 - 14:57watching Oprah,
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14:58 - 15:02and Great Grandma Shug
sitting in her blue rocking chair -
15:02 - 15:06that was fixated
between her bed and her dresser. -
15:07 - 15:09In the darkest times,
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15:09 - 15:12when there seems
that there may not be a light, -
15:12 - 15:15she had a red United Methodist hymnal
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15:15 - 15:17on her dresser.
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15:17 - 15:22She would pull it out
in the darkest times. -
15:22 - 15:23She would say,
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15:24 - 15:28(Singing) "Precious Lord,
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15:29 - 15:33take my hand.
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15:35 - 15:39Lead me on.
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15:40 - 15:43Let me stand.
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15:44 - 15:47Lord, I'm tired;
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15:48 - 15:51I am weak.
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15:53 - 15:57And Lord, I'm worn
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15:58 - 16:03through the storm,
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16:03 - 16:05through the night.
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16:06 - 16:11Lead me on to the light.
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16:13 - 16:15Take my hand,
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16:17 - 16:20precious Lord,
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16:20 - 16:23and lead me home."
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16:26 - 16:31(Speaking) I thought about
how could I best honor her life. -
16:33 - 16:38I thought about how
would she want me to continue. -
16:40 - 16:43And I knew that it was the only way
that I could continue, -
16:43 - 16:45the only way that I could honor her life,
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16:48 - 16:52was walking the purpose
that the Creator has provided for me. -
16:53 - 16:56And that purpose is to make sure
that every human being, -
16:56 - 16:59particularly our young people,
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16:59 - 17:05has the opportunity
to live their best life. -
17:06 - 17:08We all can do that.
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17:09 - 17:15And what I know for sure
is that all of our lives are enhanced -
17:15 - 17:19when we give what others have given us.
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17:21 - 17:24For some of you, it may be writing a check
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17:24 - 17:29to a national or local organization
that focuses on uplifting young people. -
17:29 - 17:31For others, it may be structured
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17:31 - 17:34where you have a one-on-one mentor,
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17:34 - 17:38where you volunteer
at the Boys and Girls Club once a week. -
17:39 - 17:43And for some of you, it just may be
a simple smile and "good morning" -
17:43 - 17:46and encouraging conversation
to a young person -
17:46 - 17:49you see on public transportation
or walking down the street. -
17:51 - 17:54But you have to make
the decision to do it. -
17:55 - 17:58And when we make that decision to care,
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17:59 - 18:03when we make the decision
to be a rainbow in someone's cloud, -
18:04 - 18:06a young man can live with a hope
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18:06 - 18:08of being the next president
of the United States -
18:08 - 18:12instead of the fear
of being the next Michael Brown. -
18:14 - 18:19A young woman can live with the dream
of being the next CEO or Mellody Hobson -
18:21 - 18:24instead of the fear of having to be
the next young woman in her family -
18:24 - 18:27who will have to sell her body
to make ends meet. -
18:29 - 18:34A young person who identifies
as lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, -
18:34 - 18:36gender queer, same-gender loving
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18:37 - 18:40can live with the hope
of being the next Supreme Court justice -
18:41 - 18:43instead of contemplating suicide
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18:43 - 18:46because they are not loved
by those who shall love the most. -
18:48 - 18:50If we care more,
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18:51 - 18:54if we decide to be a rainbow
in someone's cloud, -
18:55 - 18:57if we will do this,
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18:58 - 18:59may Kalief Browder,
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19:01 - 19:03a young man who was charged as an adult,
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19:04 - 19:06never saw a courtroom
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19:07 - 19:11but spent three years
in New York's Rikers Island. -
19:12 - 19:16One out of those three years,
he spent it in solitary confinement. -
19:16 - 19:18He finally was released
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19:18 - 19:20because they found out
what they had charged him for - -
19:20 - 19:22he actually didn't do it.
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19:22 - 19:25He tried school, but it didn't work out.
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19:26 - 19:28If we cared more,
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19:29 - 19:32when Kalief's mom walked
outside her backyard one day, -
19:32 - 19:36she wouldn't have found her son
hanging from his bedroom window. -
19:38 - 19:43We have the power to care
and uplift our young people, -
19:44 - 19:47training the next generation of leaders.
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19:49 - 19:51They'll go and serve in public office,
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19:51 - 19:54they'll become teachers,
they'll become the next Beyoncé. -
19:56 - 19:57They'll do well,
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19:57 - 19:59and they'll walk up on a stage,
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20:01 - 20:04and when they're asked about
how did they get to where they were - -
20:06 - 20:08what was it for you? -
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20:09 - 20:10they'll say,
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20:10 - 20:12(Singing) Somebody cared for me,
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20:12 - 20:14had me on their mind,
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20:15 - 20:19took the time and cared for me.
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20:20 - 20:22I'm so glad they cared,
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20:23 - 20:25I'm so glad they cared,
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20:25 - 20:29I'm so glad they cared for me."
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20:29 - 20:30Thank you.
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20:30 - 20:33(Applause)
- Title:
- Family values | Deon Jones | TEDxAmericanUniversity
- Description:
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Caring adults are the centerpiece of a child's development. Having one or not can transform a child's life forever.
Deon Jones was a member of the start-up team at Opportunity@Work operationalizing the national TechHire Initiative announced by President Obama to connect more Americans to well-paying tech jobs. Beyond this work, Deon has become a nationally recognized voice on the upward mobility and wellness of young people, particularly those growing up in poverty and in at-risk communities. As a passionate advocate for young people, he was a national spokesperson at the Campaign for Youth Justice, where he traveled globally speaking on the organization’s mission to end youth incarceration in the U.S. adult criminal justice system. In addition, he served on the board of America’s Promise Alliance, an organization founded by General Colin Powell to end the U.S. high-school dropout crisis.
This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at http://ted.com/tedx.
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