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Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.00,0:06:32.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wanted to see me, doctor?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.05,0:06:34.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Have you seen Mrs. Vogler,\Nsister?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.08,0:06:35.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, not yet.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.08,0:06:38.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I will let you know about\Nthe situation
Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.04,0:06:42.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and will explain to you why\Nyou must take care of her.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.00,0:06:45.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As you may know,\NMrs. Vogler is an actress,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.00,0:06:48.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and was cast as Electra.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.06,0:06:51.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the middle of the play\Nshe went silent
Dialogue: 0,0:06:51.00,0:06:52.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and looked around as if surprised.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.08,0:07:07.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She stayed silent for a minute.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:07.01,0:07:13.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Later she excused herself saying\Nthat she could not contain her laughter.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:13.00,0:07:15.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The next day the theater called
Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.00,0:07:18.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to ask if she had forgotten\Nthe rehearsal.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.00,0:07:19.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When the housekeeper went to\Nsee her,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.10,0:07:21.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she was still in bed.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.01,0:07:26.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was awake, but did not respond\Nto her questions and did not move.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:26.00,0:07:28.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She's been like that for three months
Dialogue: 0,0:07:28.07,0:07:31.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they have done all tests imaginable.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.06,0:07:33.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The result is clear:\Nshe is totally sane,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.10,0:07:37.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,physically as well as mentally.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.01,0:07:40.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is not even about a hysterical\Nreaction.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:40.08,0:07:43.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Any questions,\NSister Alma?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:43.06,0:07:44.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.07,0:07:54.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well then, go with Mrs. Vogler.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.10,0:07:58.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Good day, Mrs. Vogler.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.05,0:08:00.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am Sister Alma.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.03,0:08:06.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They have put me in charge of taking\Ncare of you for some time.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:06.02,0:08:08.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe I should tell you about myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.08,0:08:11.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am 25 years old and engaged.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.08,0:08:15.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have been a nurse for two years now.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.06,0:08:18.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My parents have a farm.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.07,0:08:23.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My mother was a nurse before marrying.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.08,0:08:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will go for the dinner plate.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.08,0:08:30.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Fried liver and a fruit salad.\NThis looks very good.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:30.00,0:08:32.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you like to raise your head?
Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.06,0:08:40.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Are you fine like this?
Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.05,0:08:42.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sister Alma.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.01,0:08:44.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What is your first impression?
Dialogue: 0,0:08:44.01,0:08:47.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know what to say, doctor.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.04,0:08:50.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At first her face seemed sweet,\Nalmost infantile.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:50.01,0:08:53.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then her eyes...
Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.09,0:08:57.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She has such a severe stare...
Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.00,0:08:58.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know, maybe I should...
Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.06,0:09:01.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are you thinking Sister Alma?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:01.03,0:09:03.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe I should turn down this job.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:03.07,0:09:06.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Has something scared you?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:06.03,0:09:08.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, but...
Dialogue: 0,0:09:08.01,0:09:12.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she should have an older and more\Nexperienced nurse.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:12.03,0:09:14.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Experienced in life.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:14.04,0:09:17.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It could be that I may not be able.\NTo handle it. To resist?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.00,0:09:20.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mentally.\NMentally?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.03,0:09:24.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If the state of Mrs. Vogler is the\Nresult of a decision,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.08,0:09:26.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it should be strong like when she\Nwas well.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.05,0:09:27.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.10,0:09:31.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is a decision that shows great\Nmental strength.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.06,0:09:35.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe I am not up to it.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.03,0:09:37.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe you would like to see the dusk,\NMrs. Vogler.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:37.06,0:09:42.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will close it later.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:42.08,0:09:45.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you like me to turn on the radio?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:45.00,0:09:48.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is a radio soap, I think.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.09,0:09:51.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Excuse me, my dear.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.09,0:09:54.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oh! You must forgive me!
Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.09,0:09:59.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is nothing else I desire\Nother than your forgiveness.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:59.07,0:10:04.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are you laughing at, Mrs. Vogler?\NIs the actress,that one that's funny ?
Dialogue: 0,0:10:04.04,0:10:09.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you know about compasion?\NWhat do you know?
Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.07,0:10:16.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you know about compasion?
Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.09,0:10:20.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't understand those sort of\Nthings, Mrs. Vogler.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:20.01,0:10:25.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I like cinema and theatre,\Nbut I hardly go.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:25.02,0:10:28.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel a great admiration for\Nartists.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:28.09,0:10:32.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think art has a great importance\Nin life.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:32.09,0:10:38.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Especially for those that have serious\Nproblems.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.04,0:10:43.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I should talk about those things.\NI'm skating on ice.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.01,0:10:46.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let me see if I can find music.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:46.06,0:10:50.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is it alright like this?
Dialogue: 0,0:10:50.08,0:12:39.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Good night, Mrs. Vogler.\NSleep well.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:39.10,0:12:49.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Damn it!
Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.00,0:12:51.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's strange.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:51.05,0:12:54.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One goes through life doing\Nthe same things.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.07,0:12:59.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Doing the same things.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.08,0:13:03.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will marry Karl-Henrik and will\Nhave some children...
Dialogue: 0,0:13:03.04,0:13:06.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I will raise.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:06.03,0:13:10.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All of this is decided.\NIt is inside me.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:10.00,0:13:13.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is nothing to think.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:13.05,0:13:16.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is an enormous feeling of\Nsecurity.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:16.09,0:13:21.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have a good job and I am happy\Nwith him.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:21.00,0:13:23.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That is also good,
Dialogue: 0,0:13:23.00,0:13:26.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but on the other hand.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:26.02,0:13:31.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it is good...
Dialogue: 0,0:13:31.07,0:13:40.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's good.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:40.04,0:13:46.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ask myself what will really\Nhappen?
Dialogue: 0,0:13:46.00,0:13:50.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth Vogler...
Dialogue: 0,0:13:50.05,0:13:53.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth...
Dialogue: 0,0:13:53.00,0:13:56.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,.... today, between the American\Nartillery and the South Vietnamese
Dialogue: 0,0:13:56.03,0:13:58.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the desperate guerrilla of\NVietcong
Dialogue: 0,0:13:58.01,0:14:00.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that attacked the vital coastal base.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:00.01,0:14:03.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Marine planes and the American\Nairfoce in Quang
Dialogue: 0,0:14:03.02,0:14:07.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are bombing positions of the\NVietcong army in Tay Ninh.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:07.01,0:14:11.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Today planes have left on more\Nthan 48 bombing missions.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:11.00,0:14:14.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in other fronts, various American\Ntroop batalions,
Dialogue: 0,0:14:14.05,0:14:21.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,landed yesterday in the coast near...
Dialogue: 0,0:14:21.05,0:14:24.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In this zone more than 2.000 vietcongs\Nwere captured
Dialogue: 0,0:14:24.04,0:14:27.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the largest operation in the\Nlast three months.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:27.03,0:14:31.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Today the street disturbances...
Dialogue: 0,0:14:31.07,0:15:25.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,.... that have sent more than 141 Vietcongs\Nto the tribunals...
Dialogue: 0,0:15:25.03,0:15:34.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you like me to open the\Nletter, Mrs. Vogler?
Dialogue: 0,0:15:34.08,0:15:42.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Should I read it?
Dialogue: 0,0:15:42.01,0:15:52.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you like me to read it?
Dialogue: 0,0:15:52.00,0:15:57.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Dear Elisabeth: Since they don't\Npermit me to see you, I am writing you.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:57.01,0:16:03.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you do not want to read my letter,\Nthen you can ignore it.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:03.06,0:16:08.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can not stop looking for contact\Nwith you,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:08.01,0:16:11.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,since I am tormented constantly by\None question:
Dialogue: 0,0:16:11.05,0:16:17.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Have I hurt you in any way?\NHave I hurt you without knowing?
Dialogue: 0,0:16:17.08,0:16:27.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is there a terrible misunderstanding\Nbetween us?"
Dialogue: 0,0:16:27.01,0:16:37.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you think I should keep reading this?
Dialogue: 0,0:16:37.09,0:16:41.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Lately we were happy;\Nas far I thought.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:41.00,0:16:47.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'd had never been so close\Nto each other.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:47.00,0:16:49.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you remember when you'd say:
Dialogue: 0,0:16:49.01,0:16:54.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Now I understand marriage"?
Dialogue: 0,0:16:54.02,0:16:57.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have shown me..."
Dialogue: 0,0:16:57.00,0:17:01.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do not understand...
Dialogue: 0,0:17:01.03,0:17:09.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes. "... that we should see each\Nother like two anxious children,
Dialogue: 0,0:17:09.02,0:17:13.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Full of good will and\Nthe best intentions,
Dialogue: 0,0:17:13.09,0:17:17.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but gov...
Dialogue: 0,0:17:17.04,0:17:22.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But govern by forces that we\Nonly parcially control.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:22.05,0:17:26.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you remember saying all this?
Dialogue: 0,0:17:26.04,0:17:28.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We walked through the woods
Dialogue: 0,0:17:28.09,0:17:39.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you stopped me holding from my\Nbelt..."
Dialogue: 0,0:17:39.04,0:17:43.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There is also a picture with the\Nletter.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:43.00,0:17:47.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is a picture of your son...\NI don't know if...
Dialogue: 0,0:17:47.04,0:17:51.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you like to see it, Mrs. Vogler?
Dialogue: 0,0:17:51.04,0:18:24.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He looks like such a sweet child.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:24.04,0:18:26.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have been thinking, Elisabeth,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:26.05,0:18:29.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I don't think you should still\Nbe in the hospital.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:29.10,0:18:32.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it is for the worse.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:32.01,0:18:35.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since you don't want to return home,\Nyou and Sister Alma
Dialogue: 0,0:18:35.00,0:18:40.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can go my house on the coast, eh?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:40.04,0:18:43.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You think I don't understand?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:43.02,0:18:45.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The impossible dream.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:45.10,0:18:50.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not of seeming, but of being.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:50.00,0:18:55.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Conscious every moment.\NVigilant.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:55.02,0:18:56.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At the same time,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:56.07,0:19:00.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the abiss between what you are for\Nothers and for yourself,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:00.04,0:19:03.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the feeling of vertigo and the\Nconstant desire
Dialogue: 0,0:19:03.10,0:19:07.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at least, of being exposed,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:07.01,0:19:11.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of being analalized, dissected,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:11.01,0:19:14.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,maybe even annihilated.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:14.05,0:19:18.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every word a lie,\Nevery gesture a falsehood,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:18.01,0:19:20.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,every smile a grimace.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:20.10,0:19:23.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suicide?
Dialogue: 0,0:19:23.01,0:19:27.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Oh, no! That is horrible.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:27.04,0:19:29.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You would not do such a thing.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:29.00,0:19:32.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you can stay immobile and in\Nsilence.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:32.01,0:19:34.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At least that way you don't lie.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:34.10,0:19:38.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can close within yourself.\Nalienate yourself?
Dialogue: 0,0:19:38.05,0:19:40.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This way you will not have to\Nact roles,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:40.03,0:19:43.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and not put on false gestures.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:43.06,0:19:46.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You think.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:46.00,0:19:48.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, do you see? Reality is in the way,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:48.07,0:19:51.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your hiding place is not impenetrable.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:51.06,0:19:57.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Life sweeps in through everywhere.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:57.06,0:20:00.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you are obliged to react.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:00.01,0:20:04.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No one asks if it is real or unreal,\Nif you are true or false.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:04.00,0:20:09.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The question is only important\Nin theatre.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:09.05,0:20:12.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And almost not even there.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:12.01,0:20:15.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understand you, Elisabeth.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:15.02,0:20:18.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understand that you are in silence,\Nthat you are immobile,
Dialogue: 0,0:20:18.01,0:20:23.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you have placed this lack of will\Nin such a fantastic system.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:23.00,0:20:26.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understand you and admire you.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:26.09,0:20:31.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think you should maintain this role\Nuntil it ends,
Dialogue: 0,0:20:31.05,0:20:33.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until it stops being interesting.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:33.01,0:20:35.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The you can leave it.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:35.03,0:20:44.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The same way that you left little by little\Nthe others.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:44.00,0:20:47.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mrs. Vogler and the sister\Nleft for the the doctor's house
Dialogue: 0,0:20:47.07,0:20:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at the end of the summer.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:49.08,0:20:54.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Being close to the sea produced\Na favorable effect on the actress.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:54.02,0:20:58.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The apathy that had crippled her\Nwas left behind for long walks,
Dialogue: 0,0:20:58.07,0:21:00.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fishing, cooking,
Dialogue: 0,0:21:00.01,0:21:03.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,writing letters\Nand other entertainments.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:03.00,0:21:06.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sister Alma enjoyed her rural\Nreclusion
Dialogue: 0,0:21:06.00,0:21:49.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and her patient.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:49.05,0:22:10.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't you know that it's bad luck\Ncompare hands?
Dialogue: 0,0:22:10.04,0:22:12.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:12.06,0:22:15.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,may I read you something from\Nmy book?
Dialogue: 0,0:22:15.03,0:22:18.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oh, am I bothering you?\NIt starts like this:
Dialogue: 0,0:22:18.07,0:22:21.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"All the anxiety that we carry\Nwith us,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:21.01,0:22:25.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,our frustrated dreams,\Nthe incomprehensible cruelty,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:25.04,0:22:27.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,our fear of extinction,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:27.09,0:22:31.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the interior painful view of\Nour terrestrial condition,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:31.05,0:22:34.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have slowly eroded our hope
Dialogue: 0,0:22:34.00,0:22:37.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and any other salvation.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:37.02,0:22:41.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The bellow of our faith and\Ndoubt against darkness and silence
Dialogue: 0,0:22:41.01,0:22:45.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it is one of our most terrible tests\Nof our abandonment
Dialogue: 0,0:22:45.07,0:22:50.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and of our terrified and indescribable\Nknowledge."
Dialogue: 0,0:22:50.09,0:22:56.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you think it is like this?
Dialogue: 0,0:22:56.09,0:23:00.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't believe it.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:00.01,0:23:01.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Change...
Dialogue: 0,0:23:01.01,0:23:06.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My worst defect is laziness and later\NI feel guilty.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:06.00,0:23:08.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Karl-Henrik fights with me\Nbecause of my lack of ambition.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:08.05,0:23:10.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He says I go about like a zombie.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:10.01,0:23:12.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's unfair.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:12.08,0:23:15.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In exams I was the best from\Nmy group.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:15.10,0:23:20.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it's certain that he refers\Nto something else.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:20.01,0:23:21.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know?
Dialogue: 0,0:23:21.01,0:23:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sorry.\NDo you know what I sometimes think?
Dialogue: 0,0:23:25.08,0:23:28.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the hospital where I was examined
Dialogue: 0,0:23:28.00,0:23:30.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there is a home for elderly nurses.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:30.06,0:23:36.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Those that always lived for\Ntheir work. Always in uniform.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:36.03,0:23:38.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They live in their small rooms.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:38.00,0:23:42.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imagine all your life dedicated\Nto something.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:42.09,0:23:46.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean to say, believing in something,\Ncarrying out,
Dialogue: 0,0:23:46.00,0:23:49.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,believing that your life\Nhas a purpose.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:49.00,0:23:51.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I like things that way.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:51.02,0:23:54.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Clinging to one thing intensely,\Nand nothing else matters.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:54.03,0:23:56.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It should be done.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:56.00,0:23:59.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Meaning something to the rest.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:59.01,0:24:05.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You don't think the same?
Dialogue: 0,0:24:05.00,0:24:09.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know it seems childish,\Nbut I believe in it.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:09.09,0:24:13.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,OH my god!, look at the rain!
Dialogue: 0,0:24:13.05,0:24:15.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ah, yes!
Dialogue: 0,0:24:15.01,0:24:16.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He was married.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:16.06,0:24:18.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We had a relationship for\Nfive years.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:18.01,0:24:21.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then he was tired, ofcourse.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:21.07,0:24:25.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was so much in love,\Nthat's for sure, and he was\Nthe first.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:25.07,0:24:30.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember everything like a\Nlong torment.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:30.02,0:24:34.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Long periods of pain and\Nlater short periods of...
Dialogue: 0,0:24:34.07,0:24:37.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It as if you teach me to\Nsmoke.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:37.08,0:24:40.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He used to smoke a lot.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:40.05,0:24:42.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thinking about it now,\Nit is really common,
Dialogue: 0,0:24:42.07,0:24:46.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cheap fiction.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:46.10,0:24:51.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In a certain way, it was never\Nreal.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:51.01,0:24:54.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know how to describe it.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:54.00,0:24:57.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At least,\NI was never real for him.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:57.09,0:25:02.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My pain was real, that's certain.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:02.03,0:25:05.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It seems that I was part\Nof it,
Dialogue: 0,0:25:05.04,0:25:07.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in a disagreable manner,
Dialogue: 0,0:25:07.04,0:25:10.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like it had to that way.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:10.10,0:25:20.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Including the things we said to\Neach other...
Dialogue: 0,0:25:20.00,0:25:23.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many people have told me that\Nthat I am a good listerner.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:23.04,0:25:25.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Funny, eh?
Dialogue: 0,0:25:25.00,0:25:28.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But no one has bothered to listen\Nto me.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:28.01,0:25:31.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like you are doing now.\NYou are listening.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:31.01,0:25:34.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think you are the first person\Nto have listened to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:34.08,0:25:39.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It can't be that interesting.\NI think it might be better to\Nread a book.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:39.03,0:25:42.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God!, and I continue.\NAm I bothering you?
Dialogue: 0,0:25:42.01,0:25:44.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is so nice to talk.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:44.08,0:25:46.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,one feels so warm and well.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:46.07,0:25:51.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have never felt this way in\Nmy life.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:51.08,0:25:53.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I always wanted a sister
Dialogue: 0,0:25:53.06,0:25:56.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I only have a bunch of\Nbrothers. Seven.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:56.02,0:25:58.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Funny, eh?\NAnd then I arrived.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:58.05,0:26:02.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All of my life has been sorrounded\Nby boys.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:02.06,0:26:05.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I like boys,
Dialogue: 0,0:26:05.00,0:26:10.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you should know that with\Nall of your acting experience.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:10.00,0:26:13.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I really like Karl-Henrik .
Dialogue: 0,0:26:13.04,0:26:16.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, as you know,\Nyou only love one time.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:16.00,0:26:18.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am faithful to him.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:18.05,0:26:25.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In my profession there are opportunities,\NI am telling you.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:25.05,0:26:29.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Karl-Henrik and I had rented a\Nhouse next to the sea.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:29.01,0:26:33.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was June and we were alone.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:33.01,0:26:38.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One day, Karl-Henrik had to go\Nto the city, and I went to the\Nbeach alone.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:38.05,0:26:42.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was trully great.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:42.08,0:26:45.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was also another girl.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:45.00,0:26:48.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She lived in a nearby island,\Nbut had come to our beach
Dialogue: 0,0:26:48.01,0:26:53.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because it was facing the south\Nand much more protected.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:53.02,0:26:57.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we layed down to sunbathed\Ncompletely naked.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:57.01,0:27:02.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We slept a little,\Nand then we rubbed suntan oil.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:02.03,0:27:07.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We had on those cheap straw hats...
Dialogue: 0,0:27:07.03,0:27:12.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mine had a blue ribbon.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:12.05,0:27:15.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was laying and looking from\Nunderneath it.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:15.09,0:27:19.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I contemplated the view,\Nthe sea and the sun.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:19.09,0:27:27.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was so very strange.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:27.05,0:27:33.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddenly I saw two figures\Njumping from the rocks and on\Ntop of us.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:33.00,0:27:37.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They would hide and then spy\Nafter us.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:37.00,0:27:39.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"There are two boys looking\Nat us", I said to her.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:39.09,0:27:42.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was called Katarina.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:42.10,0:27:48.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Well then, let them look", she said.\NAnd then she turned around.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:48.01,0:27:51.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a very strange sensation.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:51.01,0:27:55.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wanted to hide and dress,\Nbut I just stayed still
Dialogue: 0,0:27:55.09,0:27:58.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,face down,\Nwith my ass on the air,
Dialogue: 0,0:27:58.05,0:28:04.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,totally ashamed,\Ntotally quiet.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:04.05,0:28:07.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The whole time I had Katarina\Nnext to me,
Dialogue: 0,0:28:07.00,0:28:10.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with her thick chest and thighs.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:10.01,0:28:17.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was there, laying,\Nlaughing a little to herself.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:17.01,0:28:20.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddendly I saw the two boys\Ngetting close and looking.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:20.03,0:28:23.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I saw that they were extremely\Nyoung.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:23.03,0:28:27.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then , one of them,
Dialogue: 0,0:28:27.00,0:28:29.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the bolder one,
Dialogue: 0,0:28:29.00,0:28:31.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,got right close to us
Dialogue: 0,0:28:31.08,0:28:35.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then he started crouching\Nnext to Katarina.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:35.10,0:28:43.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He pretended to be holding his foot\Nand he seated to touch his toes.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:43.01,0:28:47.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was feeling totally strange.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:47.04,0:28:51.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then unexpectedly Katarina said:
Dialogue: 0,0:28:51.06,0:28:54.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Well aren't going to get on top?"
Dialogue: 0,0:28:54.07,0:28:59.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then she touched his hand\Nand helped him get undressed.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:59.01,0:29:02.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddenly he was on top of her,
Dialogue: 0,0:29:02.00,0:29:06.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she was helping\Nand was holding his behind.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:06.09,0:29:11.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The other boy simply sat and\Nobserved.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:11.00,0:29:15.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I heard Katarina whisper\Non his ear and laugh.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:15.09,0:29:19.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had his face directly in\Nfront of mine.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:19.05,0:29:24.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was all red and swollen.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:24.10,0:29:30.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddenly I turned around and\Nsaid: Aren't you going to come\Nwith me?"
Dialogue: 0,0:29:30.03,0:29:33.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Katarina said: "Now go with her".
Dialogue: 0,0:29:33.00,0:29:38.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he left her and landed on\Nme, completely hard.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:38.07,0:29:44.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He grabbed one of my breasts.\NGod, how it hurt!
Dialogue: 0,0:29:44.01,0:29:49.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in some way I was ready\Nand I came immediately...
Dialogue: 0,0:29:49.07,0:29:54.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was going to tell him:\N"Be careful so I won't\Nbe pregnant",
Dialogue: 0,0:29:54.02,0:29:57.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when he came. I felt...
Dialogue: 0,0:29:57.00,0:30:03.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt , for the first time in\Nmy life, how he poured inside me.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:03.07,0:30:06.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He grabbed me by the shoulders\Nand arched backwards.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:06.08,0:30:12.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I came again and again.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:12.03,0:30:19.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Katarina was now on his side,\Nlooking at him, and held him\Nfrom behind.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:19.04,0:30:25.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When he came, she hugged him\Nand grabbed his hand to\Nmasterbate with.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:25.09,0:30:36.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When she came,she cried so much.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:36.01,0:30:38.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then we all three started to\Nlaugh.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:38.07,0:30:41.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We called the other boy that was\Nseating.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:41.07,0:30:48.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His name was Peter.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:48.00,0:30:55.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He was confused, and with the\Naspect of being completly frozen\Nin the sun.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:55.00,0:30:56.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Katarina unbuttoned his pants
Dialogue: 0,0:30:56.08,0:30:59.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and started to play with him.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:59.01,0:31:04.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He came in her mouth.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:04.00,0:31:07.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He bent forward and started\Nto kiss her on her back.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:07.00,0:31:10.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She turned around, grabbed his\Nhead with both hands
Dialogue: 0,0:31:10.00,0:31:11.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and offered her breast.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:11.07,0:31:13.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The other boy was so excited ,
Dialogue: 0,0:31:13.04,0:31:17.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that we both started again.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:17.02,0:31:21.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was as good as the first time.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:21.09,0:31:24.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then we swamp\Nand said good bye.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:24.04,0:31:30.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I returned home, Karl-Henrik\Nhad was home.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:30.08,0:31:36.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We dined together and drank\Nthe red wine he had brought.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:36.07,0:31:39.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then we slept together.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:39.06,0:31:43.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Never had it been that good,\Nnot before or after.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:43.07,0:31:45.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can you understand?
Dialogue: 0,0:31:45.04,0:31:49.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ended up pregnant,\Nbut ofcourse.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:49.04,0:31:55.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Karl-Henrik, which was studying\Nmedicine, took me to a friend and\Nhad it aborted.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:55.01,0:31:59.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We were both happy.\NWe did not want children.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:59.09,0:32:08.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well at least for the moment.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:08.02,0:32:11.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It didn't make sense.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:11.00,0:32:14.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Him and I did not fit.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:14.06,0:32:17.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Later one has a bad conscience\Nfor the little things,
Dialogue: 0,0:32:17.01,0:32:19.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you understand?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:19.09,0:32:22.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What happens with everything\Nyou believe in?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:22.09,0:32:27.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Isn't it needed?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:27.03,0:32:31.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can you be one and the same\Nperson in a time?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:31.00,0:32:33.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean to say,\NI was two people?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:33.01,0:32:37.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God, I am so dumb!
Dialogue: 0,0:32:37.01,0:32:41.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In any case, I don't have any\Nreason for whining.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:41.00,0:33:04.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Wait, I am going to go get a\Ntissue.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:04.00,0:33:06.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is almost daylight
Dialogue: 0,0:33:06.01,0:33:15.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it keeps on raining.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:15.05,0:33:18.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imagine, I have been talking\Nwithout stoping.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:18.00,0:33:20.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have been speaking and you\Nhave been listening.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:20.03,0:33:22.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What a bore it must be for you!
Dialogue: 0,0:33:22.01,0:33:25.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What interest can be my life\Nbe to you?
Dialogue: 0,0:33:25.07,0:33:30.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One should be like you.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:30.01,0:33:33.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know what I saw when I say\Nyour movie last night?
Dialogue: 0,0:33:33.10,0:33:40.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I got home, I saw myself\Nin the mirror and thought:\N"we are the same."
Dialogue: 0,0:33:40.00,0:33:41.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't misunderstande me,\Nyou are much more better\Nlooking,
Dialogue: 0,0:33:41.08,0:33:43.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but we are similar.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:43.10,0:33:48.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think I could become you,\Nif I made a real effort.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:48.01,0:33:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean from the inside.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:52.04,0:33:56.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You could become me like this,\Nwith nothing else.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:56.08,0:33:58.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Although your soul would be\Nmuch bigger.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:58.06,0:34:04.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would overflow all over.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:04.09,0:34:22.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You should sleep, if not,\Nyou will sleep on the table.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:22.06,0:34:27.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, I should sleep,\NIf not, I will sleep on the table
Dialogue: 0,0:34:27.04,0:34:33.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that would be a bit\Nuncomfortable.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:33.04,0:37:28.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Good night.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:28.00,0:37:32.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Listen, Elisabeth...
Dialogue: 0,0:37:32.02,0:38:04.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Did you call me last night?
Dialogue: 0,0:38:04.07,0:38:48.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Last night, were you in my\Nbedroom?
Dialogue: 0,0:38:48.01,0:38:51.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you also want me to take\Nyour mail.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:51.05,0:38:55.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can you give me a sip?
Dialogue: 0,0:38:55.02,0:40:00.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Good bye.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:00.07,0:40:03.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Dear doctor: I always wanted\Nto live this way.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:03.04,0:40:05.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This silence, to live isolated,
Dialogue: 0,0:40:05.08,0:40:08.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,feeling how the maltreated soul
Dialogue: 0,0:40:08.02,0:40:15.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,started to finally heal.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:15.04,0:40:20.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alma is spoiling me in the most\Nmoving manner.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:20.01,0:40:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think, by the way,\Nthat she is enjoying it
Dialogue: 0,0:40:23.02,0:40:25.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that she likes me a lot,
Dialogue: 0,0:40:25.00,0:40:29.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she is even excited in a\Ndelicious and unconscious way.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:29.04,0:40:40.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is fun to study her.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:40.08,0:40:42.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes she cries for\Npast sins,
Dialogue: 0,0:40:42.08,0:40:45.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like an orgiastic episode\Nwith an unknown guy.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:45.08,0:40:47.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Followed by an abortion.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:47.02,0:40:49.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Complains that her life's concepts
Dialogue: 0,0:40:49.06,0:46:22.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dont agree with her actions. "
Dialogue: 0,0:46:22.01,0:46:25.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see that you are reading theatre.
Dialogue: 0,0:46:25.02,0:46:31.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That is a good sign.\NI will tell the doctor.
Dialogue: 0,0:46:31.07,0:46:33.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't you think we should\Nleave soon?
Dialogue: 0,0:46:33.08,0:46:53.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am starting to miss the city.\NDon't you?
Dialogue: 0,0:46:53.02,0:46:56.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you really like to\Nmake me happy?
Dialogue: 0,0:46:56.09,0:47:01.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know it is a sacrifice, but\NIneed your help right now.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:01.04,0:47:05.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is nothing dangerous.\NI want you to talk to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:05.01,0:47:08.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It doesn't have to be anything\Nspecial. Anything.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:08.01,0:47:11.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are we having for dinner
Dialogue: 0,0:47:11.03,0:47:13.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or if you think that the water\Nis cold after a storm
Dialogue: 0,0:47:13.10,0:47:16.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or too cold to go swimming.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:16.06,0:47:19.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We should only need to speak\Na few minutes.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:19.00,0:47:22.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One minuto.\NYou could read it from your book.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:22.00,0:47:26.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Only some words.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:26.02,0:47:30.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I must not try to get upset.\NYou stay in silence, that is yours.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:30.05,0:47:35.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I now need you to speak to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:35.09,0:47:41.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mi dear wife, can't you say\Nnot even a simple word?
Dialogue: 0,0:47:41.01,0:47:44.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I knew you would oppose.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:44.10,0:47:48.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can not know how I feel.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:48.06,0:47:51.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I always thought that the\Ngreat artist felt
Dialogue: 0,0:47:51.04,0:47:54.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,great compasion for the rest,
Dialogue: 0,0:47:54.05,0:47:57.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that he created from a great\Nunderstanding of sympathy
Dialogue: 0,0:47:57.00,0:47:59.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the necessity to help.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:59.03,0:48:04.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stupid me.
Dialogue: 0,0:48:04.07,0:48:06.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have used me!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:06.06,0:48:11.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now that you don't need me\Nyou throw me without more!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:11.00,0:48:14.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, I hear very well how it\Nsounds!, how false it sounds!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:14.09,0:48:17.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have used me\Nand now you get rid of me!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:17.02,0:48:28.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every word!\NAnd then, this glasses!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:28.10,0:48:31.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have really hurt me.
Dialogue: 0,0:48:31.07,0:48:36.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have laughed behind my back.
Dialogue: 0,0:48:36.00,0:48:39.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I read the letter you sent the\Ndoctor, it wasn't sealed.
Dialogue: 0,0:48:39.09,0:48:44.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I read it all!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:44.03,0:48:46.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You made me talk!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:46.05,0:48:48.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You made me say things that I\Nwould never have told anyone.
Dialogue: 0,0:48:48.10,0:48:51.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you tell them!\NA study, eh?
Dialogue: 0,0:48:51.08,0:48:53.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡You aren't...!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:53.09,0:48:57.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well now you are going to talk,\Nif you have something to say!
Dialogue: 0,0:48:57.02,0:49:11.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You are a rotten...!
Dialogue: 0,0:49:11.09,0:49:24.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡No, still!
Dialogue: 0,0:49:24.07,0:49:28.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You were really scared, eh?
Dialogue: 0,0:49:28.01,0:49:33.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For one second you have really\Nbeen afraid, no?
Dialogue: 0,0:49:33.01,0:49:36.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a real fear of death, eh?
Dialogue: 0,0:49:36.02,0:49:38.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You thought that Alma had become\Ncrazy.
Dialogue: 0,0:49:38.08,0:49:42.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What kind of person are really?
Dialogue: 0,0:49:42.01,0:49:45.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or do you think like this:\N"I will always remember that face,
Dialogue: 0,0:49:45.06,0:49:48.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that tone of voice, that expression."
Dialogue: 0,0:49:48.00,0:50:11.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will give something that you\Nwill not forget!
Dialogue: 0,0:50:11.01,0:50:15.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You like, right?
Dialogue: 0,0:50:15.02,0:50:18.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me it is not that simple...
Dialogue: 0,0:50:18.01,0:50:20.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nor that funny.
Dialogue: 0,0:50:20.10,0:51:45.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you always had your smile.
Dialogue: 0,0:51:45.00,0:51:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It must be like that?
Dialogue: 0,0:51:49.08,0:51:52.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is it really important not to\Nlie?
Dialogue: 0,0:51:52.05,0:51:56.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to speak with a truthful tone?
Dialogue: 0,0:51:56.09,0:52:00.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can one live without\Nspeaking freely?
Dialogue: 0,0:52:00.04,0:52:05.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To Lie, flee and avoid things.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:05.06,0:52:12.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Isn't it better let oneself and be\Nlazy and forgetful, false?
Dialogue: 0,0:52:12.00,0:52:20.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe you would be better if you\Nallowed yourself to be what you are.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:20.00,0:52:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, you don't understand.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:23.02,0:52:27.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You don't understand what I am saying.\NYOu are inaccessible.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:27.00,0:52:31.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They said you were mentally sane,\Nbut your crazyness is the worst.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:31.00,0:52:32.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You act as if you were sane.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:32.08,0:52:35.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You do it so well\Nthat all believe you.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:35.00,0:52:45.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All except for me,\Nbecause I know how rotten you are.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:45.00,0:52:47.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What am I doing?
Dialogue: 0,0:52:47.08,0:52:49.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Elisabeth!
Dialogue: 0,0:52:49.01,0:52:51.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Elisabeth, forgive me!
Dialogue: 0,0:52:51.09,0:52:55.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have behaved like an idiot,\NI don't know what's happened to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:52:55.04,0:53:00.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am here to help you, but\Nwhen I saw that horrible letter...
Dialogue: 0,0:53:00.03,0:53:06.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt very betrayed.\NYou asked me to talk about myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:06.02,0:53:08.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was nice,\Nyou seemed to compassionate.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:08.07,0:53:10.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had drank to much...
Dialogue: 0,0:53:10.00,0:53:13.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was so nice to be able to\Ntalk about that.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:13.03,0:53:19.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was also flattered because\Na great actress was listening.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:19.00,0:53:24.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought it would be alright\Nto tell it, if it would help you.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:24.05,0:53:28.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But that is terrible, really?\NTotal exhibitioniscm!
Dialogue: 0,0:53:28.00,0:53:31.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth, I want you to forgive me.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:31.00,0:53:34.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I value you very much, you mean\Nso much to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:53:34.02,0:54:00.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have learned so much from you,\NI don't want us to separate like\Nenemies.
Dialogue: 0,0:54:00.02,0:54:03.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't you want to forgive me!\NYou have to much pride!
Dialogue: 0,0:54:03.09,0:54:07.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You are not humiliating yourself,\Nbecause you don't have to do it.
Dialogue: 0,0:54:07.01,0:58:06.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will not do it! I will not do it!
Dialogue: 0,0:58:06.08,0:58:08.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We don't speak,
Dialogue: 0,0:58:08.08,0:58:14.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we don't listen, we don't understand...
Dialogue: 0,0:58:14.04,0:58:16.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth?
Dialogue: 0,0:58:16.06,0:59:02.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What does it mean to be able...?
Dialogue: 0,0:59:02.01,0:59:07.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you sleep your face is\Nflaccid.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:07.06,0:59:13.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The face is swollen and ugly.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:13.01,0:59:23.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have an ugly wrinkle on the\Nface.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:23.03,0:59:30.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You smell of sleep and tears .
Dialogue: 0,0:59:30.00,0:59:33.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see your pulse beat\Non your throat.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:33.08,0:59:36.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have a scar that you\Nnormally cover with makeup.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:36.01,0:59:39.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Elisabeth!
Dialogue: 0,0:59:39.08,0:59:42.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Elisabeth!
Dialogue: 0,0:59:42.06,0:59:46.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is calling again.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:46.00,0:59:49.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will find out what they want\Nfrom us.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:49.04,1:00:14.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here, far, in our solitude.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:14.00,1:00:16.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Elisabeth!
Dialogue: 0,1:00:16.06,1:00:18.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth?
Dialogue: 0,1:00:18.00,1:00:21.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sorry if I have frightened you.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:21.05,1:00:23.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am not Elisabeth.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:23.07,1:00:26.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't come here asking you\Nfor anything.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:26.03,1:00:28.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't want to bother you.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:28.07,1:00:30.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You think I don't understand?
Dialogue: 0,1:00:30.08,1:00:34.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The doctor explained things.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:34.09,1:00:38.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The most difficult is explaining\Nto the child.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:38.04,1:00:42.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do what I can.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:42.00,1:00:47.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There something that lies deep\Nthat is difficult to see.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:47.00,1:00:51.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You love someone; to be exact,\Nyou say you love someone.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:51.04,1:00:56.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is incomprehensible. Intangible,\Nlike words, that's it.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:56.05,1:01:00.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mrs. Vogler, I am not your wife.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:00.00,1:01:02.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,YOu are also loved.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:02.03,1:01:04.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have created a small\Nsisterhood.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:04.07,1:01:07.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It generates security.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:07.01,1:01:12.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you see the posibility of it lasting,\Nisn't it like that?
Dialogue: 0,1:01:12.06,1:01:16.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How can I say everything that I have\Nthought without loosing myself,
Dialogue: 0,1:01:16.01,1:01:26.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without borring you?
Dialogue: 0,1:01:26.00,1:01:36.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I love you,\Njust as I had loved you before.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:36.05,1:01:39.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, don't be so anxious,\Nmy loved one.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:39.09,1:01:41.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have each other.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:41.07,1:01:44.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have faith, we know our\Nmutual thoughts.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:44.01,1:01:48.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We love another.\NIt is true, right?
Dialogue: 0,1:01:48.01,1:01:55.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The most important thing is the\Neffort, not what we obtain, right?
Dialogue: 0,1:01:55.01,1:02:00.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,See each other like children.\NDefenceless, tormented, alone...
Dialogue: 0,1:02:00.02,1:02:02.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth...
Dialogue: 0,1:02:02.01,1:02:05.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tell the boy that I will go soon.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:05.09,1:02:09.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That mom has been sick,
Dialogue: 0,1:02:09.06,1:02:12.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but that she has been longing\Nto see her little one.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:12.06,1:02:15.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Remember to buy him a gift\Nfrom mommy.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:15.00,1:02:21.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know that I have so much\Ntenderness for you...
Dialogue: 0,1:02:21.01,1:02:24.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is almost dificult to bear.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:24.06,1:02:29.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know what to do with\Nmy tenderness.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:29.02,1:02:33.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I live of from kindness.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:33.00,1:02:36.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth, do you like being\Nwith me?
Dialogue: 0,1:02:36.08,1:02:40.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is it nice?
Dialogue: 0,1:02:40.07,1:02:44.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You are a wonderful lover,\Nyou know that.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:44.01,1:02:47.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I love you...
Dialogue: 0,1:02:47.04,1:02:49.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Curse me! Please leave me !
Dialogue: 0,1:02:49.06,1:02:54.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡No, I can't!\NI can't endure it anymore!
Dialogue: 0,1:02:54.02,1:02:58.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Leave me in peace! It is a shame!\NEverything is a shame!
Dialogue: 0,1:02:58.01,1:03:00.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Leave me in peace!
Dialogue: 0,1:03:00.00,1:03:03.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,¡Estoy fría, podrida e indiferente!
Dialogue: 0,1:03:03.05,1:03:13.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Everything is a lie or imitations!\NEverything!
Dialogue: 0,1:03:13.03,1:03:15.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Elisabeth,
Dialogue: 0,1:03:15.00,1:03:17.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you have there?
Dialogue: 0,1:03:17.07,1:03:24.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are you hiding under your hand?\NLet me see.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:24.01,1:03:29.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It the picture of your boy,\Nthe one you had torn.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:29.01,1:03:38.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We should talk about it.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:38.07,1:03:42.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tell me about it, Elisabeth.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:42.01,1:03:45.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I will do it.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:45.01,1:03:48.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was one night at a party,\Nright?
Dialogue: 0,1:03:48.05,1:03:52.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was late and very loud.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:52.01,1:03:55.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The dawn was approaching,\Nand someone in the group said:
Dialogue: 0,1:03:55.08,1:03:58.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Elisabeth, like a woman and an\Nartist you have it...
Dialogue: 0,1:03:58.02,1:04:00.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,practically everything under\Nyour belt,
Dialogue: 0,1:04:00.03,1:04:04.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you lack motherly\Nfeelings."
Dialogue: 0,1:04:04.04,1:04:08.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You laughed becuase you thought\Nthat it was nonsense.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:08.00,1:04:13.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After a while, you started to\Nthink about what he said.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:13.00,1:04:16.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It worried you more and more.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:16.05,1:04:19.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You let your husband impregnate\Nyou.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:19.02,1:04:22.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wanted to be a mother.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:22.06,1:04:26.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you found out that it\Nwas true, you became afraid.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:26.00,1:04:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The responsibility frightened you,\Nto be tied, to leave the theatre.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:31.10,1:04:34.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The pain scared you, death,
Dialogue: 0,1:04:34.01,1:04:38.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that your body would swell.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:38.03,1:04:40.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you acted out the role.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:40.07,1:04:45.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The role of a future young\Nand happy mother.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:45.03,1:04:47.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The whole world said:\N"She is so beautiful."
Dialogue: 0,1:04:47.06,1:04:52.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"She has never been so beautiful"
Dialogue: 0,1:04:52.07,1:04:57.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mean while, you tried to abort\Nseveral times.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:57.04,1:04:59.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you failed.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:59.10,1:05:01.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you saw that it was\Nirreversible,
Dialogue: 0,1:05:01.10,1:05:10.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you started to hate the baby\Nand wanted a still birth.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:10.00,1:05:15.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wished that the baby was\Ndead.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:15.04,1:05:22.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wanted a dead baby.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:22.06,1:05:25.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a long and difficult birth.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:25.06,1:05:28.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You were in pain for several\Ndays.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:28.10,1:05:31.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Finally, the baby was born using\Nforceps.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:31.04,1:05:35.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You saw with disgust and terror\Nyour crying child and murmurred:
Dialogue: 0,1:05:35.07,1:05:40.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Can't you die soon?"\N"Can you die?"
Dialogue: 0,1:05:40.06,1:05:44.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But he survived.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:44.02,1:05:49.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The boy cried day and night.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:49.07,1:05:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you hated him.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:52.04,1:05:57.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You were afraid and felt guilty.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:57.01,1:06:02.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Finally relatives and a sitter\Ntook care of the baby.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:02.00,1:06:08.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You could now get up from bed\Nand return to theatre.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:08.07,1:06:12.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But your pain had not ended.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:12.00,1:06:17.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The boy saw himself trapped by\Nan inmeasurable love for his mother.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:17.03,1:06:19.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You defend yourself.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:19.00,1:06:21.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You defend yourself desperately.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:21.08,1:06:24.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You feel that you can't\Ncorrespond.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:24.07,1:06:28.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you try and keep trying,
Dialogue: 0,1:06:28.03,1:06:31.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but between you there is only\Ncruel and rough encounters.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:31.09,1:06:36.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can't do it.\NYou are cold and indifferent.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:36.08,1:06:38.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He looks at you.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:38.09,1:06:41.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He loves you and he is so\Ntender...
Dialogue: 0,1:06:41.08,1:06:46.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You want to hit him,\Nbecause he doesn't live you alone.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:46.00,1:06:50.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You think he is repulsive, with\Nhis thick lips and ulgy body ,
Dialogue: 0,1:06:50.01,1:06:52.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with his wet and begging eyes.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:52.07,1:06:56.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He is repulsive and you are\Nafraid.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:56.04,1:07:01.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are you hiding under\Nyour hand?
Dialogue: 0,1:07:01.05,1:07:07.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let me see.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:07.00,1:07:10.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the picture of your boy,\Nthe one you tore.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:10.10,1:07:21.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We should talk about it.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:21.04,1:07:26.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tell me about it, Elisabeth.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:26.04,1:07:30.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I will do it.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:30.09,1:07:34.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a night at a party,\Nright?
Dialogue: 0,1:07:34.03,1:07:38.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was late and loud.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:38.03,1:07:42.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dawn was approaching and\Nsomeone from the group said:
Dialogue: 0,1:07:42.01,1:07:44.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Elisabeth, like a woman and\Nand artist you have it
Dialogue: 0,1:07:44.07,1:07:47.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,practically everything under\Nyour belt,
Dialogue: 0,1:07:47.00,1:07:51.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you lack motherly feelings."
Dialogue: 0,1:07:51.00,1:07:55.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You laughed because you thought\Nit was nonsense.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:55.00,1:07:59.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After a while, you started\Nto think about what he said.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:59.04,1:08:02.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It worried you more and more.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:02.05,1:08:06.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You let your husband impregnate\Nyou.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:06.07,1:08:11.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wanted to be a mother.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:11.02,1:08:15.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you found out that it was\Ntrue, you became afraid.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:15.04,1:08:17.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The responsibility frightened you,
Dialogue: 0,1:08:17.09,1:08:22.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be tied, to leave the\Ntheatre.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:22.00,1:08:24.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The pain scare you, death,
Dialogue: 0,1:08:24.09,1:08:29.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that your body would swell.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:29.07,1:08:32.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you played the role.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:32.00,1:08:36.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The role of a future young and\Nhappy mother.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:36.06,1:08:39.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The whole world said:\N"You are so beautiful.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:39.00,1:08:42.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You've never been so beautiful."
Dialogue: 0,1:08:42.02,1:08:46.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mean while, you tried to abort\Nseveral times.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:46.05,1:08:50.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But you failed.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:50.00,1:08:53.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you saw that it was irreversible
Dialogue: 0,1:08:53.10,1:08:58.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You started to hate the baby
Dialogue: 0,1:08:58.01,1:09:04.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you wished a still birth.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:04.00,1:09:10.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wished that the baby\Nwould die.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:10.10,1:09:17.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You wanted a dead baby.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:17.01,1:09:21.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a long and difficult\Nbirth.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:21.00,1:09:24.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You were in pain for several\Ndays.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:24.04,1:09:27.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Finally, the baby was born\Nusing forceps.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:27.06,1:09:31.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You was with disgust and terror\Nyour crying child and murmurred:
Dialogue: 0,1:09:31.08,1:09:36.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Can't you die soon?"\N"Can you die?"
Dialogue: 0,1:09:36.03,1:09:38.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The day cried day and night
Dialogue: 0,1:09:38.10,1:09:41.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you hated him.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:41.07,1:09:47.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You were afraid and felt guilty.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:47.00,1:09:51.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Finally some relatives and a sitter\Ntook care of the baby.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:51.04,1:09:57.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You could now get up from bed\Nand return to theatre.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:57.00,1:10:01.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the suffering did not end.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:01.00,1:10:06.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The boy was trapped with an\Ninmeasurable love for his mother.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:06.01,1:10:09.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You defend desperately.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:09.01,1:10:12.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You feel that you can't correspond.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:12.04,1:10:15.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you try and keep trying,
Dialogue: 0,1:10:15.10,1:10:19.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but between you there is only\Ncruel and rough encounters.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:19.06,1:10:22.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can't do it.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:22.00,1:10:25.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You are cold and indifferent.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:25.00,1:10:27.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He looks at you.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:27.04,1:10:30.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He loves us and is tender...
Dialogue: 0,1:10:30.04,1:10:34.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You want to hit him because\Nhe doesn't leave you in peace.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:34.07,1:10:38.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You think he is repulsive, with\Nhis thick mouth and ugly body,
Dialogue: 0,1:10:38.06,1:10:41.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with his wet and begging eyes.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:41.02,1:10:51.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He is repulsive and you are afraid.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:51.05,1:10:54.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No!
Dialogue: 0,1:10:54.03,1:10:56.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am not like you.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:56.06,1:10:59.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do not feel like you.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:59.00,1:11:03.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am Sister Alma,\NI am only here to help you.
Dialogue: 0,1:11:03.00,1:11:05.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am not Elisabeth Vogler!
Dialogue: 0,1:11:05.01,1:11:07.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You are Elisabeth Vogler!
Dialogue: 0,1:11:07.07,1:11:10.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would like to have...!
Dialogue: 0,1:11:10.09,1:11:14.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I adore...!
Dialogue: 0,1:11:14.10,1:11:49.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't have...
Dialogue: 0,1:11:49.03,1:12:05.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've learnt so much.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:05.00,1:12:13.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'll see how long I can last.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:13.01,1:12:17.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will never be like you, never.\NI change all the time.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:17.01,1:12:53.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can do whatever you like,\Nit won't affect me.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:53.01,1:12:55.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Talking is useless.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:55.07,1:12:57.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Put out the candle.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:57.06,1:12:59.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is like being another.
Dialogue: 0,1:12:59.08,1:13:03.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now no, no. No, no.
Dialogue: 0,1:13:03.05,1:13:07.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Cautious and outside time.\NUnforseen.
Dialogue: 0,1:13:07.08,1:13:11.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When it was supossed to occur,\Nit didn't, and therefore, failed.
Dialogue: 0,1:13:11.05,1:13:15.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stay where you are!\NBut I should do it.
Dialogue: 0,1:13:15.01,1:13:19.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not inward, no...\NGet ready and tell the others...
Dialogue: 0,1:13:19.08,1:13:27.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The inconsolable and, maybe...
Dialogue: 0,1:13:27.02,1:13:28.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here, yes...
Dialogue: 0,1:13:28.10,1:13:31.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, what is closer...?
Dialogue: 0,1:13:31.04,1:13:33.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you call it...?
Dialogue: 0,1:13:33.02,1:13:35.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, no, no...
Dialogue: 0,1:13:35.05,1:13:38.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Us, our, you, me...
Dialogue: 0,1:13:38.05,1:15:12.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many words and such nausea...\NIncomprehensible pain.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:12.00,1:15:21.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now listen to me.\NRepeat after me.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:21.01,1:15:26.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nothing...
Dialogue: 0,1:15:26.07,1:15:29.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nothing.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:29.04,1:15:37.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, nothing...
Dialogue: 0,1:15:37.01,1:15:40.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nothing.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:40.08,1:15:42.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's it.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:42.07,1:15:44.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's good.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:44.05,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's how it should be.