1 00:00:06,018 --> 00:00:12,500 독자들이 실제 이야기와 배경을 알게된다면 책을 달리 보게 되고, 2 00:00:12,500 --> 00:00:18,310 더 잘 읽게 된다고 생각합니다. 왜냐하면 글 속에서 무언가가 일어나기 때문입니다. 3 00:00:18,310 --> 00:00:24,989 페이지 내에서 실제 주체가 크게 변화하는거죠 4 00:00:24,989 --> 00:00:31,226 제가 아버지의 자살에 대해 책을 쓰고있을 당시, 십년이란 세월동안 작업했지만 5 00:00:31,226 --> 00:00:36,143 뭘 써야하는지 잘 몰랐어요. 그리고 처음엔 너무 단적으로 글을 썼죠. 6 00:00:36,143 --> 00:00:38,821 돌아가신 걸 알게 된 날 그리고 가족들 얼마나 슬퍼했는지에 대해 썼어요. 도저히 읽을수 없더라구요 7 00:00:38,821 --> 00:00:44,685 그러다, 책 중간부에 단편소설을 쓰기 시작했어요. 8 00:00:44,685 --> 00:00:50,016 중간정도 썼을때, 모든것이 변하는 아주 놀라운 일이 있었어요. 그때까지 그런 일이 있을거라 9 00:00:50,016 --> 00:00:55,066 생각지 못했어요. 다음날, 단편소설을 제처두고 다시 책의 본문으로 돌아왔죠. 10 00:00:55,066 --> 00:01:00,830 그리고 제가 그 전까지 썼던 페이지들을 다시 읽어보았어요. 제가 쓴 내용이였지만, 11 00:01:00,830 --> 00:01:07,268 내용에 패턴이 있다는 걸 발견했어요. 12 00:01:07,268 --> 00:01:10,928 13 00:01:10,928 --> 00:01:17,385 14 00:01:17,385 --> 00:01:22,304 15 00:01:22,304 --> 00:01:28,064 16 00:01:28,064 --> 00:01:34,451 17 00:01:34,451 --> 00:01:41,067 18 00:01:41,067 --> 00:01:46,764 19 00:01:46,764 --> 00:01:51,664 20 00:01:51,664 --> 00:01:57,933 21 00:01:57,933 --> 00:02:01,429 22 00:02:01,429 --> 00:02:06,066 23 00:02:06,066 --> 00:02:12,177 24 00:02:12,177 --> 00:02:18,344 25 00:02:18,344 --> 00:02:23,265 26 00:02:23,265 --> 00:02:27,760 27 00:02:27,760 --> 00:02:33,382 28 00:02:33,382 --> 00:02:37,428 29 00:02:37,428 --> 00:02:40,929 30 00:02:40,929 --> 00:02:44,683 31 00:02:44,683 --> 00:02:49,334 32 00:02:49,334 --> 00:02:53,296 33 00:02:53,296 --> 00:02:57,417 34 00:02:57,432 --> 00:03:02,623 35 00:03:02,623 --> 00:03:07,175 36 00:03:07,175 --> 00:03:13,431 37 00:03:13,431 --> 00:03:17,846 38 00:03:17,846 --> 00:03:24,710 39 00:03:24,710 --> 00:03:30,499 40 00:03:30,499 --> 00:03:37,264 41 00:03:37,264 --> 00:03:43,592 42 00:03:43,592 --> 00:03:47,881 43 00:03:47,881 --> 00:03:54,224 44 00:03:54,224 --> 00:04:00,597 45 00:04:00,597 --> 00:04:06,623 46 00:04:06,623 --> 00:04:11,826 47 00:04:11,826 --> 00:04:16,678 48 00:04:16,678 --> 00:04:21,703 49 00:04:21,703 --> 00:04:23,762 50 00:04:23,762 --> 00:04:30,923 51 00:04:30,923 --> 00:04:38,749 52 00:04:38,749 --> 00:04:44,180 53 00:04:44,180 --> 00:04:48,674 54 00:04:48,674 --> 00:04:55,220 55 00:04:55,220 --> 00:05:00,348 56 00:05:00,348 --> 00:05:05,018 57 00:05:05,018 --> 00:05:09,763 58 00:05:09,763 --> 00:05:12,820 59 00:05:12,820 --> 00:05:18,073 60 00:05:18,073 --> 00:05:22,929 61 00:05:22,929 --> 00:05:29,013 62 00:05:29,013 --> 00:05:34,675 63 00:05:34,675 --> 00:05:40,932 64 00:05:40,932 --> 00:05:46,679 65 00:05:46,679 --> 00:05:52,680 66 00:05:52,680 --> 00:05:58,456 67 00:05:58,456 --> 00:06:07,841 68 00:06:07,841 --> 00:06:12,600 69 00:06:12,600 --> 00:06:17,760 70 00:06:17,760 --> 00:06:21,538 71 00:06:21,538 --> 00:06:25,702 72 00:06:25,702 --> 00:06:29,464 73 00:06:29,464 --> 00:06:35,222 74 00:06:35,222 --> 00:06:41,089 75 00:06:41,089 --> 00:06:46,842 76 00:06:46,842 --> 00:06:50,256 77 00:06:50,256 --> 00:06:56,223 78 00:06:56,223 --> 00:07:00,991 79 00:07:00,991 --> 00:07:06,421 80 00:07:06,421 --> 00:07:10,460 81 00:07:10,460 --> 00:07:14,924 82 00:07:14,924 --> 00:07:20,343 83 00:07:20,343 --> 00:07:25,864 84 00:07:25,864 --> 00:07:30,006 85 00:07:30,006 --> 00:07:35,845 86 00:07:35,845 --> 00:07:38,703 87 00:07:38,703 --> 00:07:46,573 88 00:07:46,573 --> 00:07:52,842 89 00:07:52,842 --> 00:07:59,626 90 00:07:59,626 --> 00:08:03,848 91 00:08:03,848 --> 00:08:08,470 92 00:08:08,470 --> 00:08:12,303 93 00:08:12,303 --> 00:08:17,005 94 00:08:17,005 --> 00:08:21,675 95 00:08:21,675 --> 00:08:27,302 96 00:08:27,302 --> 00:08:34,843 97 00:08:34,843 --> 00:08:45,822 98 00:08:45,822 --> 00:08:51,258 99 00:08:51,258 --> 00:08:56,567 100 00:08:56,567 --> 00:09:04,010 101 00:09:04,010 --> 00:09:08,702 102 00:09:08,702 --> 00:09:10,861 103 00:09:10,861 --> 00:09:16,750 104 00:09:16,750 --> 00:09:22,176 105 00:09:22,176 --> 00:09:26,709 106 00:09:26,709 --> 00:09:32,703 107 00:09:32,703 --> 00:09:38,786 108 00:09:38,786 --> 00:09:44,257 109 00:09:44,257 --> 00:09:48,583 110 00:09:48,583 --> 00:09:55,340 111 00:09:55,340 --> 00:09:59,003 112 00:09:59,003 --> 00:10:02,684 113 00:10:02,684 --> 00:10:05,382 114 00:10:05,382 --> 00:10:09,587 115 00:10:09,587 --> 00:10:14,753 116 00:10:14,753 --> 00:10:21,980 117 00:10:21,980 --> 00:10:26,003 118 00:10:26,003 --> 00:10:31,007 119 00:10:31,007 --> 00:10:35,377 120 00:10:35,377 --> 00:10:41,344 121 00:10:41,344 --> 00:10:46,642 122 00:10:46,642 --> 00:10:47,754