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Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.02,0:00:12.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,독자들이 실제 이야기와 배경을 알게된다면\N책을 달리 보게 되고,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.50,0:00:18.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,더 잘 읽게 된다고 생각합니다. 왜냐하면\N글을 쓰는 동안에서 무언가 일어나기 때문입니다.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.31,0:00:24.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,페이지 위에서 글을 쓰는 동안 실제 주체의 \N큰 변화가 일어나는 것이죠.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.99,0:00:31.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,제가 아버지의 자살에 대해 책을 쓰고있을 때,\N십년동안 작업했지만 어떻게 써야 할지 잘 몰랐어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.23,0:00:36.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,처음엔 너무 단적으로 글을 썼죠. 아버지가 \N돌아가시고 가족 모두 얼마나 슬퍼했는지
Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.14,0:00:38.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,그런 것에 대해 썼어요. \N도저히 못읽게 더라구요
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.82,0:00:44.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,그러다, 책 중간부에 와서 \N단편소설을 쓰기 시작했어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.68,0:00:50.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,반 정도 썼을때, 모든것이 달라지는 놀라운 \N일이 있었어요. 그런 일이 있을거라고
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.02,0:00:55.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,그때, 글을 쓰고 있을 당시엔 생각도 못했어요. \N다음날, 정신을 차리고
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.07,0:01:00.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,단편소설의 내용을 줄이고 처음 계획대로 책을 써나갔죠.\N그리고 이전까지 쓴 내용을 다시 읽어봤어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.83,0:01:07.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,마치 처음 읽는 글 같았고, 제가 썼지만 \N패턴이 있다는 걸 발견했어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.27,0:01:10.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,제가 보지 못했던 순간까지 연결되어\N있는거예요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.93,0:01:17.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,그 순간, 글쓰기에 대한 저의 생각이 통채로 바뀌었죠\N이 책의 최고 페이지는
Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.38,0:01:22.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,그런 전환이 있던 후예요. 힘들고 계획 없이 썼을때 였죠\N그래서 전 독자들에게 이 책의 배경에 대해선
Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.30,0:01:28.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,숨기는게 없다는 것을 말씀드리고 싶어요. \N전 독자들에게 알았으면 해요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.06,0:01:34.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,아버지께서 제가 13세 자살하셨고 \N제에게 알라스카에 와서 일년 같이 지내자고
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.45,0:01:41.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,부탁하셨지만 전 거절했고 \N이 후 곧 아버지께서 자살하셨어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.07,0:01:46.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,왜냐면 제가 아번지와 아들이 일년동안 타지에서 지내는\N이야기를 쓰고 있을때,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.76,0:01:51.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,그때가 바로 제가 아버지와 함께 일년을 타지에서 일년을 \N같이 보낼 수 있는 기회였죠. 글을 쓰고 있을땐 몰랐어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.66,0:01:57.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,글을 쓰고 있을땐, 제가 아버지와 함꼐 일년을 보낼 기회를 \N다시 얻는다는 생각이 전혀 들지않았어요.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.93,0:02:01.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,소설 속에 굉장한 힘이 있는것 같아요.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.43,0:02:06.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,우리가 알아차리지 못하는 순간에도 패턴이 있어요. \N독자가 이러한 패턴을 알라볼 수 있는 때는 소설의
Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.07,0:02:12.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,실화를 알았을 때죠. 그래서 저는 항상 독자에게 소설에서 \N어떤 부분이 실화이고 공상인지를 알려주고 하죠
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.18,0:02:18.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,왜냐면, 전 작가의 과거 경험에 바탕을 둔 소설에 \N무척 관심이 많거든요.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.34,0:02:23.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,무의식중에 우리는 안좋았던 일을 좋았던 일로
Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.26,0:02:27.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,바꾸고, 다시 재구성해서 용서를 받으려고 하죠
Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.76,0:02:33.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,저도 그랬던것 같습니다. 책을 통해 아버지의 \N절망에 좀 더 가까이 다가갔고, 결국 \N
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.38,0:02:37.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,아버지를 그리고 마지막 가시는 길이 어떠했을지를\N이해하게 되었습니다. 이게 바로 제가 하고자 했던 겁니다
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