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اعتقد اذا استطاع القارئ معرفة القصة الحقيقية وخفاياها ذلك يغير من طريقة قراءته لها

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كما انه يغيرها على نحوٍ افضل , وذلك بسبب حدوث شيئاً ما

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خلال فترة كتابتها,

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عندما كنت اكتب عن انتحار والدي, اخذ مني كتابة هذا الكتاب 10 سنوات ولم اعلم

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كيف اكتب عنه. في البداية كتبت وصف حرفي عن يوم وفاته

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كنا جميعاً نبكي, لذا كان من الصعب قراءته

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لكن بعد ذلك, كنت اكتب الرواية القصيرة التي في منتصف الكتاب

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وفي منتصف كتابتي, حدثت مفاجأة كبيرة , حينها تغير كل شيء ولم اعلم بأن

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تلك اللحظة قادمة, حتى كنت في منتصف كتابتي لتلك الجملة, في اليوم الذي يليه عدت و

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