0:00:06.460,0:00:08.080 一旦看過, 0:00:08.080,0:00:10.160 他們便刻劃在你的腦海裡 0:00:11.680,0:00:15.820 尤其想到他們是最初 0:00:15.820,0:00:19.080 少數代表了中國人的物件之一 0:00:26.120,0:00:28.259 曾有位醫療傳教士-彼得‧帕克 0:00:28.259,0:00:32.940 在十九世紀初,為了展現腫瘤的手術切口 0:00:32.940,0:00:36.410 而來到廣州 0:00:36.410,0:00:40.520 關喬昌是當時聞名遐邇的畫家 0:00:40.520,0:00:43.960 尤以人物肖像著名 0:00:47.280,0:00:49.880 但我認為他聞名之處 0:00:49.880,0:00:52.730 在於其刻劃人物的精細度 0:00:52.730,0:00:54.920 他曾說過這句名言: 0:00:54.920,0:00:57.560 「只畫眼睛所見」 0:01:05.220,0:01:07.560 這和所謂「中國性」有關 0:01:08.560,0:01:12.600 想想看,「中國人的特性」是怎麼演變成一個詞的? 0:01:13.340,0:01:19.220 有什麼樣的巧思藏在創作「另一個頭」其中? 0:01:24.700,0:01:27.000 為什麼肩膀是裸露的? 0:01:27.000,0:01:31.060 讓辮子垂放在這 0:01:31.960,0:01:36.360 十分引人入勝,我好奇這樣的吸引力 0:01:36.360,0:01:39.259 是否能讓觀者把畫中的模特 0:01:39.260,0:01:43.340 視為人類 0:01:48.440,0:01:54.020 「范傑斯:病態美」 0:01:58.480,0:02:03.680 我努力嘗試去理解美和吸引力的定義 0:02:03.680,0:02:06.640 我認為吸引力深深影響著我的創作 0:02:11.640,0:02:13.520 現今的世代,美是十分乏味的 0:02:14.240,0:02:16.760 在社群平台上只能有一種情緒表達 0:02:16.760,0:02:18.760 也就是點擊兩下,對吧? 0:02:18.760,0:02:20.460 那僅僅是一個心形 0:02:20.460,0:02:22.800 當遇上美的事物,得到的僅是一個乏味的心形 0:02:32.300,0:02:34.940 但當你回顧過去的美 0:02:34.940,0:02:36.840 是美及絕美之物 0:02:37.560,0:02:40.700 它是伴隨著某種程度的停頓 0:02:40.700,0:02:41.960 以及這般的恐懼 0:02:48.200,0:02:50.400 這也表示,在過去 0:02:50.410,0:02:54.000 要形容事物的美 0:02:54.000,0:02:56.200 是令人激動到想吐的 0:02:56.200,0:02:56.800 (笑聲) 0:03:04.880,0:03:08.019 我最初在香港長大 0:03:08.020,0:03:10.160 身為同性戀者,在那裡是倍感壓迫的 0:03:12.920,0:03:16.140 無法在社會中表達自我 0:03:16.140,0:03:18.700 平常甚至無法見到 0:03:19.760,0:03:22.670 快樂的同性戀者 0:03:22.670,0:03:24.480 或是同性戀者 0:03:27.000,0:03:31.660 這就像是看不見自己的未來 0:03:35.260,0:03:37.920 我部份的成長歲月很痛苦 0:03:37.920,0:03:40.820 不停地尋找自我的價值 0:03:56.504,0:03:57.924 (茱莉.沃爾芙博士) 0:03:57.924,0:04:00.934 0:04:00.934,0:04:04.784 0:04:04.784,0:04:06.804 0:04:06.804,0:04:07.804 0:04:07.804,0:04:10.404 0:04:11.104,0:04:13.164 0:04:13.164,0:04:15.004 0:04:15.874,0:04:19.544 0:04:19.544,0:04:21.854 0:04:21.854,0:04:24.074 0:04:24.074,0:04:26.964 0:04:26.964,0:04:28.914 0:04:28.914,0:04:30.914 0:04:30.914,0:04:32.984 0:04:33.984,0:04:37.064 0:04:37.064,0:04:40.344 0:04:40.344,0:04:43.724 0:04:43.724,0:04:45.944 0:04:51.184,0:04:52.424 0:04:52.434,0:04:54.464 0:04:54.464,0:04:56.284 0:04:56.284,0:04:57.284 0:04:57.284,0:05:00.184 0:05:00.664,0:05:03.404 0:05:03.944,0:05:06.134 0:05:06.134,0:05:07.864 0:05:07.864,0:05:09.824 0:05:09.824,0:05:11.604 0:05:12.044,0:05:15.404 0:05:16.824,0:05:20.264 0:05:43.004,0:05:45.643 0:05:45.643,0:05:47.823 0:05:47.824,0:05:49.384 0:05:49.384,0:05:52.504 0:05:58.004,0:05:59.504 0:05:59.504,0:06:00.744 0:06:00.744,0:06:01.804 0:06:02.204,0:06:03.144 0:06:03.144,0:06:04.484 0:06:04.744,0:06:05.644 0:06:07.944,0:06:10.544 0:06:10.554,0:06:11.923 0:06:11.923,0:06:13.904 0:06:13.904,0:06:16.324 0:06:16.673,0:06:18.944 0:06:18.944,0:06:22.644 0:06:23.604,0:06:26.304 0:06:32.184,0:06:36.544 0:06:36.544,0:06:39.024 0:06:40.264,0:06:41.534 0:06:41.534,0:06:44.573 0:06:44.573,0:06:47.484 0:06:47.484,0:06:50.764 0:06:53.284,0:06:57.364 0:06:57.374,0:07:00.194 0:07:00.194,0:07:02.804 0:07:02.804,0:07:05.844 0:07:10.544,0:07:14.204 0:07:14.204,0:07:18.564 0:07:18.564,0:07:22.684 0:07:22.684,0:07:25.144 0:07:26.324,0:07:28.104 0:07:29.004,0:07:30.144 0:07:33.404,0:07:34.963 0:07:34.964,0:07:37.954 0:07:38.904,0:07:39.904 0:07:39.904,0:07:42.524 0:07:42.534,0:07:46.204 0:07:46.204,0:07:47.464 0:07:57.364,0:08:01.684 0:08:01.684,0:08:05.874 0:08:05.874,0:08:09.604 0:08:09.604,0:08:12.634 0:08:12.634,0:08:15.634 0:08:15.634,0:08:16.624 0:08:18.804,0:08:21.784 0:08:24.444,0:08:26.944