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一旦你看到他们

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他们就会印刻在你的脑海

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特别是当你知道他们是为数不多的

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以中国人为主题的表现形式

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19世纪初期，一名叫彼得·帕克的医疗布道士来到广州

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进行肿瘤的切口手术

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进行肿瘤的切口手术

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关乔昌是当时享誉盛名的画家

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特别以肖像画而闻名

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但对我而言，关巧昌的成功更在于

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他对模特细致入微的刻画

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正如他自己所说那样

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这里面包含了“中国人”的特质

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为什么要裸露肩膀？

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正如辫子所置放的位子

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这开始让我去思考美和诱惑的真正意义

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我认为我的作品中含有许多诱惑的东西

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如今对美的理解很平淡无奇

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在社交媒体上你往往只能表达一种情感

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但当回过头去看过去对美的理解

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我最初在香港长大

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在那里

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最初的那几年真的很艰辛

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试图找到我想成为的人

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我最近思考了很多

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在这种情况下，左旋多巴是非常不稳定分子形态

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如果你将其暴露在光下

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或常温下

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它将开始产生自动聚合的反应

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它将开始制造聚合物

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太不可思议的是它们居然还有温度

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这就和厨艺展示一样

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我这里有收集的精液

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血液

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黑色素

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和尿液

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[笑声]

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所以我开始思考种族

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特别是在美国

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种族是如何被定义为具有传染性的

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想到中国和冠状病毒

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想到非典病毒和身处香港的经历

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并且想到吉姆·克劳的那个水源不得共享的时代

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如今，美在亚洲的定义是平滑的

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没有边角，互不排斥

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现在所做的是打破这种平衡

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我觉得非常趣

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但被其所吸引

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正是这种色情的表达

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诱惑着你

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光泽中的美

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以及通过其中看到自己倒影的可能性

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同时

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你所凝视着的实际上是那些击退你的

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那些实际上被认为是具有感染性的

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不洁净的东西

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所以我把自己囚禁在工作室

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或是剥夺自己的快乐

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[笑声]

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所以现在我压抑住自己

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因为我如果失败了，我就再也回不去了