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[JES FAN][br]Once you've seen them,

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they're lodged in your mind.

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Especially thinking of them as[br]one of the first few representations

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of the Chinese person as a subject.

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There's a medical missionary[br]called Peter Parker

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who traveled to Canton to perform[br]the surgical incision of tumors

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in the early nineteenth century.

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Lam Qua was a really celebrated painter [br]at the time.

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He was most famous for painting portraitures.

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But I suppose that Lam Qua was also celebrated

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by how accurate he can paint his sitters.

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He's known for this one quote saying,

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"What eye no see, no can do."

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There's something about Chinese-ness here.

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Thinking, like,[br]how did Chinese-ness become a word?

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What are the technologies that's involved[br]in creating this idea of "the other"?

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Why does the shoulder need to be bare?

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Like, the braid of hair is placed.

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It's just so seductive,[br]and I was wondering if that kind of seduction

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has to come in a way that you're able to see

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the sitter as a fellow human.

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["Jes Fan: Infectious Beauty"]

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I think it made me really try to understand[br]the idea of beauty and seduction.

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I think my work has a lot to do with seduction.

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Nowadays, beauty is really flat.

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There's only one emotion you can emote on[br]social media,

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which is the double tap, right?[br][LAUGHS]

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That there's only a heart shape.

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When something is beautiful,[br]it's just a flat heart.

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But then, when you think of[br]beauty in the past,

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it's beauty and the sublime.

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It has to come with this suspension--

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this fear.

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It also meant, in the past,

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to describe something that was so beautiful

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that it almost makes you want to puke.

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[LAUGHS]

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Originally, I grew up in Hong Kong.

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It's very oppressive, being queer there,

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just not being able to see yourself reflected[br]in society,

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nor even within just

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being able to see happy, queer adults--

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or queer adults in general.

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It's kind of not being able to see a future[br]extension of yourself.

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I had a really rough few years growing up,

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trying to find who I can be.

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[AUDIO FROM NEWS BROADCAST][br]Breaking news from Hong Kong,

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where the government invoked [br]emergency powers overnight,

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this concludes a ban on masks[br]during public demonstrations.

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Face masks have become a precious commodity[br]during the pandemic.

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That was the case in Hong Kong[br]a few months ago,

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but supplies have bounced back.

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[JES FAN][br]I've been thinking a lot about,

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since Hong Kong's

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protests are cauterized[br]by the virus,

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the changing of different masks,

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from the cartridges to the bacterial;

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but they signify such different social movement.

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There's something about that covering

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and needing to achieve more and more so,

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that's the next step of evolution,

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becoming more and more autonomous

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and not being able to shed your microsphere[br]to others.

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I was thinking about the prosthetic face mask,

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to completely seal you off

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and you can be the perfect individual.

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You're like your own atmosphere.

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[JULIE WOLF][br]So my understanding of the piece

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is that you make it so that it's a glass shape[br]of something.

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And then, you add the melanin to the piece,

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and then fill it with silicon afterwards,[br]correct?

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[FAN][br]Yeah.

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[WOLF][br]What we want to make is melanin.

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It's the final physical form that we're going[br]to make.

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This is called L-DOPA.

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In this case, L-DOPA is a really[br]unstable molecule.

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If you expose it to light

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or ambient temperature,

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it will start to do something called autopolymerizing.

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It's going to start to make a polymer,

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which is a repeated subunit,

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which is going to be related to that melanin.

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So what we're going to do is to make the conditions

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as unstable for L-DOPA as possible,

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so that we can bypass the biological process

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and just get right to the melanin.

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So it's not as dark,

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but you can see that[br]there's the flakes in there.

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[FAN][br]So crazy that they're warm.

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[WOLF][br]Yeah.

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[FAN][br]It would be great to have them...

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something that you can identify or trigger,

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and sort of hope that is that.

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Because the plates you gave me

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with the E. coli,

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they look exactly like molds.

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So let's hope that these will grow happily

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and into more slurry-like, you know?

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A lot of what I'm trying to do with

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what we consider as gendered materials,

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or racialized materials,

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they're just really, really absurd.

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It's like a cooking show.

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I have semen,

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blood,

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melanin,

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and pee.

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[LAUGHS]

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So at the time I was thinking a lot about[br]how race,

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especially in the U.S.,

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is seen as infectious.

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Think about China and coronavirus.

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Think about SARS and being in Hong Kong.

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And think about Jim Crow era,[br]not sharing bodies of water.

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That idea of it being infected.

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These days in Asia, the beauty is smooth,

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has no corners,[br]does not repulse.

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There's something about...

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doing this is subverting that balance,

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it's showing the labor to acquire that smoothness.

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And by showing it,[br]it looks like these infectious rings.

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But then, also the materials[br]that's carried in these bulbous forms

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are actually semen that's decaying.

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I find that very funny.

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[LAUGHS]

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It's very much about[br]having forms fitting into each other

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and somehow evoking a sense of this uncanniness,

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but simultaneously so erotic[br]that you can't stop.

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But to be attracted to it,

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that eroticness

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seduces you.

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It's beauty in the gloss,

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and the possibility to see your own reflection[br]in it.

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At the same time,

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you're actually staring at something that[br]repulses you,

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that actually is considered infectious

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or unclean.

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My therapist says that I'm so familiar with[br]oppression

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that danger and risk and oppression makes[br]me feel at home.

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So I slave myself away in the studio.

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Or, like, I deprive myself of pleasure

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because I'm not oppressed[br]as a queer being here.

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[LAUGHS]

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So I oppress myself now.[br][LAUGHS]

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Because I can't go back if I fail.