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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.00,0:00:02.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hello everyone, here's Evildea, your God!
Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.95,0:00:06.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And tonight, I want to discuss something
Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.06,0:00:09.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which I've been thinking about for a long time
Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.03,0:00:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and discussed with my wife, but haven't said on this channel.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.80,0:00:15.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But first I simply want to say that it is
Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.47,0:00:17.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now after midnight. My wife is in bed.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.90,0:00:20.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My parents-in-law are in bed.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.09,0:00:24.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'm on the sofa thinking about the future
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.73,0:00:28.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in fact lately I can't not think about it
Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.41,0:00:33.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because it really is extremely important for my future.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.36,0:00:36.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Probably if you've watched my channel for a while
Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.35,0:00:40.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you probably know that I intend to have a child
Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.66,0:00:44.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the coming year. Or not have, but to make born
Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.26,0:00:46.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a child in the coming year
Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.09,0:00:50.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to be somewhat careful about my use of verbs
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.14,0:00:56.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So the plan is that in January, I'll begin
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.51,0:01:02.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to start a family. I don't know how to say that
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.55,0:01:07.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without seeming very strange, but that is the plan
Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.89,0:01:11.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But during several months, my and my wife
Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.78,0:01:14.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,discussed the matter a lot and we both
Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.78,0:01:16.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,want to have a child.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.51,0:01:18.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But we both don't want to have a child.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.93,0:01:23.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is an extremely hard problem for us
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.72,0:01:28.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because we don't want a child just now,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.13,0:01:31.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because for example I want to travel around the world
Dialogue: 0,0:01:31.86,0:01:34.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My wife wants the same
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.43,0:01:40.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We want to develop our careers
Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.10,0:01:41.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and so on
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.28,0:01:44.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are a lot of things that we want
Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.75,0:01:48.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to do first, but there is another problem.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.82,0:01:52.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I more and more am getting older.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.60,0:01:56.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we know that the easiest years
Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.48,0:02:04.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for giving birth, little by little, are disappearing
Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.57,0:02:08.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And of course that greatly occupies our minds
Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.45,0:02:14.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lately. And even raises the matter
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.63,0:02:19.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of whether we should have a child later.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.82,0:02:23.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I discuss it a lot with her,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.30,0:02:26.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and for some reason really want to have a child
Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.61,0:02:29.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,since I was a child myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.39,0:02:32.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One moment, I have to change the position
Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.69,0:02:35.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the camera, because it is a bit strange at the moment.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.96,0:02:41.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So since I was a child, I always imagined a family
Dialogue: 0,0:02:41.83,0:02:47.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as a father, a mother and a child.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.60,0:02:50.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If a family doesn't have a child, it isn't
Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.36,0:02:52.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really a family.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.40,0:02:55.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I don't know why I think that way,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.04,0:02:57.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my parents definitely didn't educate me that way
Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.66,0:03:02.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I simply grew up that way and started that way
Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.19,0:03:05.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and of course in the Chinese culture,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.10,0:03:08.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to have a child is one of the most important things
Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.16,0:03:11.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so you can imagine that her mother and father
Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.19,0:03:14.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,say "When is the child coming? When is the child coming?"
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.05,0:03:18.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And mine even say "Do you intend to have a child?"
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.36,0:03:22.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Soon? Soonish?"
Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.01,0:03:26.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we always say "Yes, yes we intend
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.42,0:03:29.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We intend to, simply wait a little."
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.98,0:03:33.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But lately we discussed the matter a lot
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.41,0:03:36.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,probably you saw the videoblog where we visited
Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.13,0:03:42.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,our friends' house,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.57,0:03:48.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and when we were there that didn't really help
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.31,0:03:52.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because the father of that young girl Ling Ling
Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.69,0:03:55.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He in fact said to me that if you want to develop
Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.81,0:04:00.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your career, have anything or do anything at all,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.40,0:04:02.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do it fucking now!
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.66,0:04:05.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because you won't be able to do it after the child
Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.36,0:04:08.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and of course that massively scared me
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.51,0:04:11.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and even scared my wife
Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.72,0:04:14.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and there are lots of other things but,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.19,0:04:19.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne definitely, not definitely I'm lying when I say that
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.54,0:04:22.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't want a child now,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.01,0:04:28.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I'm afraid that if we wait too long
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.51,0:04:31.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we won't be able to have it in the future.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.42,0:04:33.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's a real fear.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.95,0:04:37.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm still young enough, my wife
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.36,0:04:41.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is still young enough, in fact I didn't say
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.19,0:04:44.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this before on this channel and I hope
Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.57,0:04:49.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you all won't say this on Facebook.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.66,0:04:51.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At least not in English.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.45,0:04:56.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But my wife is a little older than me
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.78,0:04:59.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not that much, just a little.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.72,0:05:03.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So she understandably has real fears about
Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.42,0:05:08.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whether to have a child now or in the future?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.57,0:05:15.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yes, that's the most important problem currently
Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.52,0:05:17.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I know that I have to make a choice
Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.92,0:05:19.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And she has to make a choice
Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.31,0:05:23.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you all, you can't choose for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.07,0:05:27.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it really occupies my thoughts lately.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.81,0:05:32.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I simply want to share that with you
Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.19,0:05:36.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's what I'm thinking about
Dialogue: 0,0:05:36.95,0:05:41.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In other news, this weekend
Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.78,0:05:46.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,will be a great weekend because on Saturday,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.57,0:05:50.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll go to a Youtube meeting and I'll film that
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.15,0:05:53.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On Sunday I'll go to Zamenhof Day and
Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.48,0:05:57.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the Zamenhof Day will happen on Sunday because
Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.51,0:06:01.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the real Zamenhof Day will happen during the week
Dialogue: 0,0:06:01.48,0:06:04.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we don't want to meet during the week
Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.30,0:06:06.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so we intend to have it on Sunday.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:06.89,0:06:09.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So in fact, you will be able to experience Zamenhof Day
Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.99,0:06:13.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,before the real Zamenhof Day
Dialogue: 0,0:06:14.58,0:06:18.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And Friday night I intend to go to
Dialogue: 0,0:06:18.54,0:06:22.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a blog group, maybe I can find someone who
Dialogue: 0,0:06:22.100,0:06:24.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wants to collaborate with me.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.89,0:06:27.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes that is everything!
Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.28,0:06:29.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Forgive me if this video bored you
Dialogue: 0,0:06:29.98,0:06:32.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but here is the end, so if you like it,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.87,0:06:34.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like it, share it, subscribe to my channel
Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.99,0:06:36.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if you still haven't subscribed
Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.31,0:06:38.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'll see everyone in the next video
Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.15,0:06:40.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and if you're not there, I'll find you and
Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.80,0:06:42.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll put something into your arse
Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.94,0:06:44.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And as always I want to thank my
Dialogue: 0,0:06:44.60,0:06:46.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,donators at Patreon, but before I
Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.80,0:06:49.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do that, I just want to say that every
Dialogue: 0,0:06:49.63,0:06:52.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dollar that you can donate to my channel
Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.21,0:06:55.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,every month really helps develop it.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.16,0:06:56.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And those are . . .
Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.81,0:07:12.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'll see you all in the next video.