[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.70,0:00:06.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm on government assistance and I run Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.56,0:00:09.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out of money and I had to buy pampers Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.36,0:00:12.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for Jelani and I had $11 and 42 cents in Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.93,0:00:16.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the bank and I remember wrapping my son Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.45,0:00:18.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the towel for two days I remember the Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.62,0:00:21.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,second day like you said I had my son my Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.69,0:00:23.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hand on Jelani stomach and I said don't Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.06,0:00:28.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,worry baby mommy will never be this Dialogue: 0,0:00:23.64,0:00:29.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,broke or broken again and that day what Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.71,0:00:36.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,shifted for me Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.58,0:00:39.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music] Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.09,0:00:42.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was I was willing and I don't know if Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.10,0:00:47.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this is gonna sound crazy I was willing Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.70,0:00:52.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to completely die to any form of me that Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.41,0:00:54.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had been so that I can birth the woman Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.42,0:00:57.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I was Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.68,0:00:59.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the reason why a lot of people won't Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.22,0:01:02.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,become who they want is because they're Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.63,0:01:03.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,too attached to who they've been and you Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.18,0:01:05.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hear it all the time when people say Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.38,0:01:07.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've always been this way okay well if Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.84,0:01:10.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's working for you keep doing that I Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.69,0:01:16.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,knew it wasn't working for me I think I Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.51,0:01:20.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had hit my version of rock bottom so I Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.64,0:01:24.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was willing to let go of everything and Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.35,0:01:26.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everybody see another reason why people Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.47,0:01:29.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,won't get there is because the doorway Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.87,0:01:31.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is for you to fit through you're trying Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.39,0:01:34.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to carry everybody else through because Dialogue: 0,0:01:31.37,0:01:37.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're trying to be rescue 9-1-1 and you Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.88,0:01:39.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gotta rescue you first I am much more Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.79,0:01:41.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,valuable to my family and to my Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.83,0:01:45.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,community because Pilate was willing to Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.99,0:01:48.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,let them go go through the door myself Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.28,0:01:50.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,teach myself learn myself condition Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.53,0:01:53.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,myself and then come back and get them Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.50,0:01:55.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so much more valuable to them now but I Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.99,0:01:59.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have to go through a window time of 10 Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.91,0:02:01.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,years of judgment you leaving us hanging Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.66,0:02:03.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out with white people all the time you Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.28,0:02:05.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,go to these crazy countries we don't Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.29,0:02:08.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,know what you I have to be willing to to Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.63,0:02:12.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,allow my conviction to make me Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.80,0:02:14.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,inconvenienced see we want to grow but Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.11,0:02:16.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we want to stay liked by everybody I was Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.78,0:02:19.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,willing to be my own rescue at the risk Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.55,0:02:19.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of your approval most of us aren't like Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.67,0:02:21.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.94,0:02:23.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Facebook this example we want to be Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.53,0:02:27.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,liked well I woke up and I liked myself Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.75,0:02:29.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,today so you'll like his extra my job is Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.11,0:02:32.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to like me first I was willing to say Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.42,0:02:32.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everyday Lisa you like you least are you Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.03,0:02:34.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,proud of you Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.91,0:02:36.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nice are you playing Fallout everyday Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.80,0:02:39.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,before I checked in with anybody else Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.90,0:02:42.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was willing to inconvenience my entire Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.42,0:02:45.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,life my entire life I was willing to Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.69,0:02:48.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,disrupt my entire life to buy my future Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.44,0:02:51.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to buy my possibility to give my dream a Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.60,0:02:53.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,chance see we're not supposed to tuck Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.63,0:02:55.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,our dreams in on the on the pillow when Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.49,0:02:57.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we get up in the morning we're not Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.26,0:02:59.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,supposed to leave them at home we're Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.51,0:03:00.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going but Phil somebody else's dream Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.49,0:03:03.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we're not supposed to do that that's not Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.96,0:03:05.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what we're wired to do that's not who we Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.06,0:03:07.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are your human spirit doesn't care about Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.64,0:03:09.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the economy the human spirit doesn't Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.65,0:03:11.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,care that my son's father went to prison Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.24,0:03:13.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my the human spirit doesn't care what's Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.37,0:03:15.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,happened to your family the human spirit Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.17,0:03:17.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,doesn't care about the past that you may Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.87,0:03:19.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have been molested or your family may Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.64,0:03:21.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have been broken or you may have been Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.26,0:03:23.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,betrayed or you may have a divorce your Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.18,0:03:25.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,human sphere doesn't care about any of Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.25,0:03:29.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that your human spirit simply says Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.11,0:03:31.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what's our command for tomorrow what do Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.13,0:03:33.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you want to create it's not keeping Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.41,0:03:35.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,score your brain is keeping score Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.33,0:03:38.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because your brain is designed to keep Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.76,0:03:41.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you safe your soul your intuition your Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.88,0:03:43.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,human spirit is designed to make you Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.04,0:03:43.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,soar Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.11,0:03:52.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you get to the edge your brain will Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.05,0:03:54.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,always tell you to step back it's always Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.29,0:03:57.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gonna tell you to step back because you Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.96,0:03:59.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can fall always it's gonna tell you step Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.24,0:04:01.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,back because before you fail the last Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.61,0:04:03.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,time you did this you saw someone else Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.41,0:04:05.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fails you could hurt you can be off work Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.36,0:04:07.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's gonna tell you it's designed to Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.01,0:04:09.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,keep you safe so you have to be willing Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.38,0:04:12.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to play between your brain and your soul Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.66,0:04:14.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and on some days you gotta just listen Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.27,0:04:15.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to your soul and you got to say on my Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.37,0:04:17.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,leap I'm gonna get to the edge most Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.99,0:04:19.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people are at the edge and you're Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.55,0:04:21.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sending it to edge and you're watching Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.38,0:04:24.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everyone else fly Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.18,0:04:26.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,let's pick my ride watch my crib all Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.06,0:04:28.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this stuff you know Washington's lies on Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.34,0:04:30.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Facebook you're at the edge watching Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.53,0:04:32.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,someone else live wondering what it's Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.66,0:04:34.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gonna be like when you jump without ever Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.16,0:04:37.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jumping and I'm just here to tell you Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.44,0:04:40.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jump because only three things can Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.02,0:04:41.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,happen you're either gonna jump and fly Dialogue: 0,0:04:40.09,0:04:44.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are you gonna jump in fall on something Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.77,0:04:47.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,soft are you gonna fall down hard either Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.53,0:04:48.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,way you're gonna get back up you already Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.02,0:04:49.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,know you got what it takes to get back Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.34,0:04:51.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,up Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.37,0:04:53.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're not your greatest fears not the Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.77,0:04:56.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,true the far the greatest fears that you Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.75,0:04:58.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,will live a full life in never form but Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.75,0:05:00.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you never leave you're not afraid of Dialogue: 0,0:04:58.76,0:05:03.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dying Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.90,0:05:05.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who you really are before they really Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.54,0:05:07.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,get your fingerprint before they really Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.34,0:05:09.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,feel your breath before they really get Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.17,0:05:11.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your contribution if they really feel Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.51,0:05:13.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you that's what you don't want to happen Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.55,0:05:16.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you don't want to leave this place Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.20,0:05:18.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without us knowing you were here all I'm Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.26,0:05:22.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,doing is giving mice my dream a chance Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.23,0:05:24.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm not extraordinary you don't get Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.65,0:05:27.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,off the hook you don't get to be like Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.39,0:05:30.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm an ordinary one who chooses every Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.81,0:05:38.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,day to make one more extraordinary Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.21,0:05:41.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,decision everything that I need to get Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.76,0:05:44.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,back up I have in me if I don't have Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.46,0:05:46.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what I need I can go get it once I Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.07,0:05:48.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,figured that out the world was my like Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.11,0:05:48.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,playground like just the questions just Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.24,0:05:50.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where do I go get it Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.99,0:05:52.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well I don't know about that would I go Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.46,0:05:54.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,get it and and I don't come from a Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.80,0:05:56.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,learning background where I was a great Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.36,0:05:59.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,student I wasn't you know my highest Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.67,0:06:02.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,grade in school was a C+ and when I got Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.37,0:06:04.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a C+ I did the happy dance and and so I Dialogue: 0,0:06:02.91,0:06:07.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,didn't have a background where studying Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.65,0:06:09.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was natural for me but when I realized Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.29,0:06:13.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that if I go study something and I learn Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.99,0:06:16.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it I own it it's mine now man it was Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.35,0:06:17.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,crazy cuz all through school I struggled Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.05,0:06:18.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I the last time I took an English class Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.67,0:06:20.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my English teacher told me I was the Dialogue: 0,0:06:18.99,0:06:20.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,weakest writer she ever met in her Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.13,0:06:23.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,entire life Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.70,0:06:25.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lovely yeah lovely and the same year I Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.73,0:06:26.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,took a speech class and my speech Dialogue: 0,0:06:25.05,0:06:27.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,teacher he said quote unquote miss Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.43,0:06:30.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nichols I recommend you never speak in Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.87,0:06:34.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,public that you get a desk job and so I Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.95,0:06:37.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yeah it just is just you know it was it Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.02,0:06:39.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was demotivated people sad people hurt Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.50,0:06:41.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people hurt sad people make other people Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.39,0:06:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sad bottom line don't take it personal Dialogue: 0,0:06:41.37,0:06:46.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,her people hurt see most people want the Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.77,0:06:50.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,convenience of transformation without Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.86,0:06:53.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the inconvenience a retired US required Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.85,0:06:54.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for transformation so my grandmother Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.13,0:06:56.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,says and I love to repeat this your Dialogue: 0,0:06:54.93,0:06:58.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,conviction which you're passionate about Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.76,0:07:01.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your conviction and your convenience Dialogue: 0,0:06:58.92,0:07:03.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't live on the same block Dialogue: 0,0:07:01.07,0:07:05.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they ain't even in the same zip code so Dialogue: 0,0:07:03.78,0:07:08.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if you want to have a conviction for Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.31,0:07:10.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,something you have to sign up sign up to Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.61,0:07:12.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the inconvenience we're trying to find Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.65,0:07:14.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,convictions and passion and breakthrough Dialogue: 0,0:07:12.72,0:07:16.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the inside of our box well when you Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.67,0:07:19.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,realize that the Box doesn't even exist Dialogue: 0,0:07:16.98,0:07:20.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like someone made up oh you're playing Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.14,0:07:23.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,outside the box so we all bought into Dialogue: 0,0:07:20.82,0:07:24.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there's a box well I don't live it I Dialogue: 0,0:07:23.07,0:07:26.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't even own a box Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.30,0:07:29.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't even only want to get in your Dialogue: 0,0:07:26.40,0:07:30.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,box you better come out here go ahead Dialogue: 0,0:07:29.34,0:07:33.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,get in there and so when you start Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.81,0:07:36.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thinking like that time all of a sudden Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.08,0:07:38.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everything is possible so I you know Dialogue: 0,0:07:36.36,0:07:39.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people I disrupt people when I say you Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.52,0:07:42.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,want to make me extraordinary because it Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.99,0:07:44.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lets you off the hook what if the guy Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.78,0:07:46.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that we call God that divine whatever Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.58,0:07:48.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your faith is what if there's no partial Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.74,0:07:49.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's not gonna give me a hookup and not Dialogue: 0,0:07:48.33,0:07:51.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,give you one not gonna give me an Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.65,0:07:53.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,opportunity give me one I'm just gonna Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.27,0:07:54.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,go after my diamond down a treadmill Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.01,0:07:56.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like wasn't said I'm gonna be on the Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.39,0:07:58.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,treadmill running you know I'm not I'm Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.49,0:08:00.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just not gonna stop because I believe Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.14,0:08:02.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all things are available to us I'm just Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.57,0:08:05.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wanting to go after are you willing and Dialogue: 0,0:08:02.16,0:08:07.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then that is so disruptive cuz then you Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.16,0:08:08.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,got to make a decision because it's Dialogue: 0,0:08:07.14,0:08:11.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,easier to live inside the parameters of Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.73,0:08:13.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well as a black woman well as born and Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.52,0:08:14.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,raised in South Central well I'm Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.44,0:08:16.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,academically - I'm Dyslexic Dialogue: 0,0:08:14.85,0:08:19.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm dyslexic I wrote seven books on Dialogue: 0,0:08:16.41,0:08:21.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dyslexia so just knowing like I'm not Dialogue: 0,0:08:19.38,0:08:23.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,perfect what I do really well is I Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.27,0:08:25.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,manage my imperfection well and so we're Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.79,0:08:27.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all waiting for perfect it's an illusion Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.65,0:08:29.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that will never come to you and it's an Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.00,0:08:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,excuse to never show up and play your Dialogue: 0,0:08:29.31,0:08:34.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,story is not meant to be your fortress Dialogue: 0,0:08:31.44,0:08:37.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your story isn't it to be your fuel any Dialogue: 0,0:08:34.59,0:08:39.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,story like the fact the beauty of me Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.23,0:08:41.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being one of the top 1% earners in Dialogue: 0,0:08:39.48,0:08:43.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,America is that I was on government Dialogue: 0,0:08:41.76,0:08:46.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,assistance right like that's the beauty Dialogue: 0,0:08:43.92,0:08:48.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like come on it wouldn't be a big deal Dialogue: 0,0:08:46.14,0:08:50.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if my family was rich Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.33,0:08:53.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like I'm supposed to do something the Dialogue: 0,0:08:50.94,0:08:55.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,beauty is that when you show the little Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.25,0:08:57.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,engine that could story I can't I don't Dialogue: 0,0:08:55.41,0:08:59.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,run fast but I ain't no stop Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.43,0:09:02.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I might slow down and have to breathe Dialogue: 0,0:08:59.44,0:09:04.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and catch my breath and I'm not stop it Dialogue: 0,0:09:02.57,0:09:07.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all things are available to all of us Dialogue: 0,0:09:04.52,0:09:09.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and good people should do well because Dialogue: 0,0:09:07.58,0:09:14.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when good people do well good people Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.83,0:09:16.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just do more good in the world I'm that Dialogue: 0,0:09:14.93,0:09:18.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,same girl who ran track for Dorsey high Dialogue: 0,0:09:16.73,0:09:19.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,school and struggled to get through high Dialogue: 0,0:09:18.11,0:09:21.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,school who got kicked out of college Dialogue: 0,0:09:19.46,0:09:23.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I couldn't afford to stay that Dialogue: 0,0:09:21.53,0:09:26.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was on governments I'm the same girl I'm Dialogue: 0,0:09:23.48,0:09:29.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that same girl don't forget her I'm also Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.33,0:09:29.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that same woman who runs a multi-million Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.03,0:09:32.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dollar business Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.81,0:09:35.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm also the same woman with seven Dialogue: 0,0:09:32.27,0:09:36.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bestsellers I own both of those I own Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.39,0:09:38.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all of it Dialogue: 0,0:09:36.32,0:09:40.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't shrink to my greatness and I Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.15,0:09:43.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't live in one side of myself if you Dialogue: 0,0:09:40.73,0:09:46.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can own your brilliance while owning Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.04,0:09:50.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your your imperfections if you can own Dialogue: 0,0:09:46.10,0:09:53.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your giant while owning your smallest if Dialogue: 0,0:09:50.00,0:09:58.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you can live in duality constant duality Dialogue: 0,0:09:53.87,0:10:00.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the freedom will be earth-shaking if you Dialogue: 0,0:09:58.67,0:10:01.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can live in that sea either you don't Dialogue: 0,0:10:00.80,0:10:04.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,want to be as great as you really are Dialogue: 0,0:10:01.97,0:10:06.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you're trying to dim your life so Dialogue: 0,0:10:04.22,0:10:10.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that others won't feel insecure about Dialogue: 0,0:10:06.32,0:10:13.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,themselves in your presence and so you Dialogue: 0,0:10:10.82,0:10:16.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,keep playing at 79 watts when you know Dialogue: 0,0:10:13.70,0:10:18.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're supposed to shine at 159 watts Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.07,0:10:19.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you keep taking checking the Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.17,0:10:21.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,temperature of the room to see what the Dialogue: 0,0:10:19.61,0:10:23.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,room can handle versus just given the Dialogue: 0,0:10:21.89,0:10:24.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,room you and letting them at the if your Dialogue: 0,0:10:23.48,0:10:26.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lights too bright then let them put on Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.77,0:10:28.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some shades can you give yourself Dialogue: 0,0:10:26.72,0:10:31.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,permission to live in the duality of Dialogue: 0,0:10:28.82,0:10:32.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your imperfections in your smallness and Dialogue: 0,0:10:31.07,0:10:34.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what you're learning and what you still Dialogue: 0,0:10:32.36,0:10:36.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have to learn and your greatness and Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.28,0:10:38.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your brilliance in your light can you Dialogue: 0,0:10:36.23,0:10:40.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,allow them to coexist and then serve Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.12,0:10:42.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,them up to the world to love you to see Dialogue: 0,0:10:40.97,0:10:47.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you to inhale you Dialogue: 0,0:10:42.53,0:10:49.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to judge you to leave you to love you Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.17,0:10:51.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're just some of us are just as Dialogue: 0,0:10:49.85,0:10:54.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,afraid of being loved as we are to be Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.62,0:10:57.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,left if you go where you've never gone Dialogue: 0,0:10:54.59,0:10:59.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do what you've never done and say what Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.17,0:11:00.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you never said you'll become the woman Dialogue: 0,0:10:59.24,0:11:01.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the man you've always known yourself Dialogue: 0,0:11:00.92,0:11:34.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be Dialogue: 0,0:11:01.95,0:11:34.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music] Dialogue: 0,0:11:37.51,0:11:39.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you