1 00:00:02,925 --> 00:00:04,949 You know, you can always bug people, 2 00:00:04,964 --> 00:00:07,615 in a beautiful way, in a very helpful way. 3 00:00:07,615 --> 00:00:14,784 by just saying to them: "What did you forget?" 4 00:00:14,784 --> 00:00:17,729 Well, I don't know. What was I supposed to remember? 5 00:00:17,729 --> 00:00:21,803 Oh, I'm really not trying to put you on, I mean it's not difficult. 6 00:00:21,803 --> 00:00:25,558 This is something completely obvious that you forgot. 7 00:00:25,826 --> 00:00:29,839 You would easily remember it, because it's so obvious. 8 00:00:29,839 --> 00:00:32,504 Well that's the hardest thing in the world to think of. 9 00:00:32,504 --> 00:00:35,030 What's is the most obvious thing I've forgotten? 10 00:00:35,030 --> 00:00:38,545 Hell, what's that? 11 00:00:38,545 --> 00:00:43,863 Well who do you think you are? 12 00:00:43,863 --> 00:00:46,423 How do you answer that question? Who are you? 13 00:00:46,423 --> 00:00:48,304 Will you give a name? 14 00:00:48,304 --> 00:00:51,150 You say, "I'm Joe Doe, cause I'm Alan Watts." 15 00:00:51,150 --> 00:00:53,940 That is not true! 16 00:00:53,940 --> 00:00:58,263 That's what people told you, you are! 17 00:00:58,263 --> 00:01:00,446 They put that name on you, and they torch you 18 00:01:00,446 --> 00:01:05,707 to identify with it and to behave as it was expected to behave. 19 00:01:05,707 --> 00:01:09,769 But that's not who you are, you know very well. 20 00:01:09,769 --> 00:01:14,911 Go back in your memory, go back into your infancy before they started telling you all this stuff. 21 00:01:14,911 --> 00:01:19,890 Who are you? 22 00:01:19,890 --> 00:01:31,182 And if you get with that you'll know very well who you are 23 00:01:31,182 --> 00:01:39,909 What you are basically, deep deep down, far far in 24 00:01:39,909 --> 00:01:45,907 is simply the fabric and structure of existence itself 25 00:01:45,907 --> 00:01:50,994 only there's a conspiracy that you musn't let on about that. 26 00:01:50,994 --> 00:01:58,738 Because everybody is. And if one person realizes it the other's a little bit offended 27 00:01:58,738 --> 00:02:03,994 And they say: "well, how come you're so great?" 28 00:02:03,994 --> 00:02:10,119 So, everybody therefore who gets an intimation of who they really are 29 00:02:11,380 --> 00:02:11,380 and ever comes out with it in Christian civilization, people say: "who the hell do you think you are? You Jesus Christ?" 30 00:02:12,735 --> 00:02:18,504 Or you can say: "Jesus Christ said he was Jesus Christ and everybody put him down through it and that's what you're doing to me." 31 00:02:18,504 --> 00:02:19,112 There is a, an as it were recess of the soul, of the psyche. 32 00:02:19,112 --> 99:59:59,999 Where everybody knows perfectly well that you are not just this irresponsible little mouse 33 99:59:59,999 --> 99:59:59,999 that's been chucked down into this world. 34 99:59:59,999 --> 99:59:59,999 But that you are really doing this work. 35 99:59:59,999 --> 99:59:59,999 You're running it. 36 99:59:59,999 --> 99:59:59,999 Only you can't admit just in the same way as you can't admit that you're responsible for the way your own heart beats. 37 99:59:59,999 --> 99:59:59,999 You say: "Oh, that's not my doing. I've no control over my heart. Do you have any control over being conscious? Do you know how you will?"