WEBVTT 00:00:02.980 --> 00:00:02.981 You know, you can always bug people, 00:00:03.134 --> 00:00:04.385 in a beautiful way, in a very helpful way. 00:00:06.142 --> 00:00:14.784 by just saying to them: "What did you forget?" 00:00:14.784 --> 00:00:17.868 Well, I don't know. What was I supposed to remember? 00:00:17.868 --> 00:00:21.511 Oh, I'm really not trying to put you on, I mean it's not difficult. 00:00:21.511 --> 00:00:21.512 This is something completely obvious that you forgot. 00:00:25.826 --> 00:00:29.839 You would easily remember it, because it's so obvious. 00:00:29.839 --> 00:00:32.504 Well that's the hardest thing in the world to think of. 00:00:32.504 --> 00:00:35.030 What's is the most obvious thing I've forgotten? 00:00:35.030 --> 00:00:38.545 Hell, what's that? 00:00:38.545 --> 00:00:43.863 Well who do you think you are? 00:00:43.863 --> 00:00:46.423 How do you answer that question? Who are you? 00:00:46.423 --> 00:00:48.304 Will you give a name? 00:00:48.304 --> 00:00:51.150 You say, "I'm Joe Doe, cause I'm Alan Watts." 00:00:51.150 --> 00:00:53.940 That is not true! 00:00:53.940 --> 00:00:58.263 That's what people told you, you are! 00:00:58.263 --> 00:01:00.446 They put that name on you, and they torch you 00:01:00.446 --> 00:01:05.707 to identify with it and to behave as it was expected to behave. 00:01:05.707 --> 00:01:09.769 But that's not who you are, you know very well. 00:01:09.769 --> 00:01:14.911 Go back in your memory, go back into your infancy before they started telling you all this stuff. 00:01:14.911 --> 00:01:19.890 Who are you? 00:01:19.890 --> 00:01:31.182 And if you get with that you'll know very well who you are 00:01:31.182 --> 00:01:39.909 What you are basically, deep deep down, far far in 00:01:39.909 --> 00:01:45.907 is simply the fabric and structure of existence itself 00:01:45.907 --> 00:01:50.994 only there's a conspiracy that you musn't let on about that. 00:01:50.994 --> 00:01:58.738 Because everybody is. And if one person realizes it the other's a little bit offended 00:01:58.738 --> 00:02:03.994 And they say: "well, how come you're so great?" 00:02:03.994 --> 00:02:10.119 So, everybody therefore who gets an intimation of who they really are 00:02:11.380 --> 00:02:11.380 and ever comes out with it in Christian civilization, people say: "who the hell do you think you are? You Jesus Christ?" 00:02:12.735 --> 00:02:18.504 Or you can say: "Jesus Christ said he was Jesus Christ and everybody put him down through it and that's what you're doing to me." 00:02:18.504 --> 00:02:19.112 There is a, an as it were recess of the soul, of the psyche. 00:02:19.112 --> 99:59:59.999 Where everybody knows perfectly well that you are not just this irresponsible little mouse 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 that's been chucked down into this world. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But that you are really doing this work. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You're running it. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Only you can't admit just in the same way as you can't admit that you're responsible for the way your own heart beats. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You say: "Oh, that's not my doing. I've no control over my heart. Do you have any control over being conscious? Do you know how you will?"