let's looking in on america's perfect family
The Johngers I just look at their amazing life
safe secure jobs, social respect
and admiration?, a growing family, ???
humanal cars and a good made kitchen
yes the Johngers are living proof that if we are willing
to follow the same trusted paths
what?! how do we ever by end to that myth
since we have been young we have
been indacturated to follow a prescribe formuler
have to get degree
to get the best job that you can
the white picked fans
the big screen tv
2.5 kids
the bape, the boat, the box, the job, the 6 figures
work for 40-50 years and then retire
I did all of the things that were expected of me
that the expends my dreams
every monday i would walk on the beach
and put my ipod in
and just wonder what was wrong with me
I got it like I look up at the beach
i have a great job, all this money, I'm so lucky right now
and yet I'm freaking miserable
and i was on a run 3 to 4 days a week
and i just remember thinking I didn't sign up to be a single parent
every single day i would come home and i would tell about --- like
I cannot do this anymore, I cannot do this, I can't do this anymore
you climb the ladder and you get to the top and realise you haven't
against the wrong wall
i didn't even know what the right wall was
and I'm 32 and I feel like that I should have that figured out
people do this kind of quiet desperation they wish things were different
they need life to shake them and they wake the * up
this is not the way you have got to live
there is something better out there
it's only when you start making choices for yourself
that you have been lived your own dream
instead of the american dream
I ---- but I would not know what it would be like if this happenned
i don't know what's around the corner for me
i have never been ?? and not knowing