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我读研究生是在克兰布鲁克艺术学院

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一开始挺震惊的，我觉得

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因为全校只有我一个是少数族裔

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那还是1988年

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我没法在同龄人的艺术圈子里

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找到自己的归属

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这对我来说很困难——那是我第一次

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被迫直面自己的黑人身份

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当我八岁左右时，我的妈妈对我讲了

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我必须直面的复杂状况

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知道这些后的我想：
“我得练出一副厚脸皮才行，

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我得能施展拳脚……
[笑]

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哪怕是在这个爱和我对着干的世界。”

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我曾因“黑鬼”的身份被侮辱过

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那次我教完课，夹着公文包走在回家的路上

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一群秘密警察围住了我，说：

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“躺到地上。”

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因为那条街上有家便利店被抢了

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这就是我的真实经历

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