0:00:00.181,0:00:01.347 A thing is happening. 0:00:01.847,0:00:04.947 Beauty's at work through [br]pure and selfless acceptance, 0:00:04.947,0:00:08.195 through everyday transcendence[br]that remedies the chaos, 0:00:08.195,0:00:11.414 an antidote to the sorrow [br]on this earth for eternity. 0:00:11.414,0:00:14.955 Music heard so deeply [br]that it is not heard at all. 0:00:14.955,0:00:17.836 You are the music while the music lasts. 0:00:17.836,0:00:20.305 Insist on beauty in spite of everything. 0:00:20.305,0:00:21.317 Decorum. 0:00:25.737,0:00:28.685 As I'm walking, I see [br]you on your motorbike. 0:00:29.203,0:00:31.453 I can see your blue eyes [br]and nose peering underneath 0:00:31.453,0:00:33.279 the crash helmet. 0:00:33.279,0:00:34.255 And it's not you. 0:00:34.255,0:00:36.041 It's just a man that looks like you. 0:00:36.711,0:00:38.275 I'm disappointed every time. 0:00:38.775,0:00:42.700 Every time I see a man on a motorbike,[br]I think it's my dad. 0:00:44.180,0:00:45.702 I'm not sure why this is. 0:00:47.802,0:00:50.072 Sometimes I forget [br]what your bike looks like. 0:00:51.032,0:00:53.553 Everyone's eyes and faces [br]look the same underneath 0:00:53.553,0:00:55.211 black crash helmets. 0:00:55.211,0:00:58.114 From a distance, everyone looks like you. 0:00:58.114,0:00:59.984 Although soon I realize it's not. 0:01:01.354,0:01:03.354 I remember you used [br]to paint pictures of naked women 0:01:03.354,0:01:05.696 in crash helmets. 0:01:05.696,0:01:08.268 Their identities were hidden too. 0:01:08.268,0:01:10.847 I always wondered who these women were, 0:01:10.847,0:01:14.407 their shiny black round heads [br]like lollipops. 0:01:14.407,0:01:15.526 Props. 0:01:17.186,0:01:18.584 Who were they, dad? 0:01:21.910,0:01:24.035 (inhales softly) 0:01:24.335,0:01:26.509 (exhales softly) 0:01:27.008,0:01:36.753 (silence) 0:01:55.530,0:01:56.612 Breath. 0:02:01.433,0:02:03.994 (approaching footsteps) 0:02:09.000,0:02:10.279 A laughing heart... 0:02:12.112,0:02:13.563 Your life is your life. 0:02:14.481,0:02:16.694 Don't let it be clubbed into submission. 0:02:17.731,0:02:20.616 Be on the watch.[br]There are ways out. 0:02:21.093,0:02:22.525 There's light somewhere. 0:02:23.235,0:02:25.928 It may not be much light, [br]but it beats the darkness. 0:02:26.558,0:02:27.928 Be on the watch. 0:02:28.498,0:02:30.521 The gods will offer you chances. 0:02:31.081,0:02:33.536 Know them. Take them. 0:02:34.196,0:02:38.682 You can't beat death, [br]but you can beat death in life sometimes. 0:02:39.782,0:02:41.921 And the more often you learn to do it, 0:02:42.641,0:02:44.328 the more light there will be. 0:02:45.248,0:02:46.792 Your life is your life. 0:02:47.212,0:02:48.760 Know it while you have it. 0:02:49.550,0:02:51.237 You are marvelous. 0:02:52.517,0:02:54.901 The gods wait to delight in you. 0:03:03.091,0:03:05.972 Rascal was a wildcat [br]when it was four degrees outside. 0:03:06.888,0:03:09.658 When I moved in she'd stand [br]with me in winter and rain, 0:03:09.658,0:03:12.095 sleep with me, mostly outside. 0:03:12.845,0:03:15.079 Hunter, I never tried to break her spirit. 0:03:17.049,0:03:18.685 Hit by a car in front of me. 0:03:19.565,0:03:20.755 I was shocked. 0:03:21.625,0:03:24.281 I buried her by cat litter and wild food, 0:03:24.281,0:03:26.527 her sunshine place [br]could only dig the stones 0:03:26.527,0:03:29.948 because of city sewage pipes [br]about three or four feet. 0:03:30.998,0:03:35.176 I wish it was deeper, next to keep [br]other animals from digging her up. 0:03:35.176,0:03:36.685 When I find stones, I'll cover up 0:03:36.685,0:03:39.231 [inaudible] begin to swell. 0:03:39.231,0:03:42.143 If so, I'll put more soil on top. 0:03:43.123,0:03:47.103 First, cat and friend. 0:03:51.293,0:03:53.779 Hi. Yeah. 0:03:54.921,0:03:57.160 I saw you last night. Hmm. 0:03:58.091,0:04:00.255 I was in the club. Yup. 0:04:01.755,0:04:03.211 I saw who you were with too. 0:04:04.112,0:04:05.992 She was holding you so tight. 0:04:06.263,0:04:07.962 Because she knows you want me. 0:04:09.605,0:04:12.265 Oh, naw. She can't love you. 0:04:12.995,0:04:14.651 She can't love you like I do. 0:04:16.350,0:04:19.415 I said to myself that [br]you must be out of your mind. 0:04:19.415,0:04:20.949 You were there with somebody else. 0:04:20.949,0:04:22.694 You know you're wasting your time. 0:04:23.814,0:04:24.999 Oh, no. 0:04:24.999,0:04:26.445 But she can't love you. 0:04:27.065,0:04:28.775 She can't love you like I do. 0:04:29.835,0:04:32.996 You're missing my beat[br]and I'm needing your moves. 0:04:34.150,0:04:37.049 Let's give it one more try.[br]Let's get back in the groove. 0:04:37.679,0:04:39.355 Because she can't love you. 0:04:40.965,0:04:42.756 She can't love you like I do. 0:04:47.306,0:04:49.749 When I was younger, [br]my father was the producer 0:04:49.749,0:04:53.645 of a transvestite troupe[br]and it seemed a dream for me 0:04:53.645,0:04:56.198 to be able to observe [br]what was behind the curtain. 0:04:56.858,0:04:59.817 I think this is when it all started,[br]while growing up. 0:04:59.817,0:05:01.818 I kept on searching [br]for this feeling of wonder, 0:05:01.818,0:05:03.738 this taste for metamorphosis. 0:05:04.788,0:05:08.205 I direct speak of cabarets,[br]shows, or even strange. 0:05:08.545,0:05:12.446 From video to another, [br]off the same protagonist progresses 0:05:12.446,0:05:16.015 in this mysterious [br]and phantasmagorical universe. 0:05:16.015,0:05:19.180 I consider my videos as living paintings. 0:05:19.180,0:05:22.013 I use the camera [br]as a painter with his brushes. 0:05:24.573,0:05:26.235 What could my world be made of? 0:05:29.775,0:05:33.453 Red. Green. Blue. 0:05:35.715,0:05:39.264 Red. Green. Blue. 0:05:41.161,0:05:44.407 Red. Green. Blue. 0:05:48.784,0:05:52.110 If you want to turn yourself [br]into a proud samurai warrior, 0:05:52.110,0:05:54.708 you need the katana samurai sword. 0:05:54.708,0:05:57.870 This high-quality plastic weapon [br]is a Japanese long sword 0:05:57.870,0:06:01.639 which will look just perfect [br]with your traditional Japanese hakama 0:06:01.639,0:06:03.805 and the traditional Japanese geta. 0:06:03.805,0:06:06.424 And add the finishing touch [br]to your Asian outfit: 0:06:06.424,0:06:08.435 the black and gold katana samurai sword 0:06:08.435,0:06:10.548 comes with a matching black scabbard 0:06:10.548,0:06:12.535 so it can be stored safely. 0:06:12.535,0:06:14.768 The Japanese sword [br]will protect you in fights 0:06:14.768,0:06:17.268 and is sure to make you [br]an eye-catcher in any party. 0:06:17.268,0:06:20.162 Size length, 105 centimeters. 0:06:20.162,0:06:22.634 Blade length, 70 centimeters. 0:06:22.634,0:06:24.578 Material, plastic. 0:06:29.938,0:06:33.279 Yeah, so... a couple years ago 0:06:33.279,0:06:35.781 a bunch of us went down to the beach 0:06:35.781,0:06:41.068 and we got there and coast guards running 0:06:41.068,0:06:43.218 all up and down the sand like,[br]"You can't get in the water." 0:06:43.218,0:06:44.914 You know?[br]Screaming at us. 0:06:45.545,0:06:47.724 So we waited a bit and they went [br]further down the beach 0:06:47.724,0:06:49.628 and then we decided we would go. 0:06:49.628,0:06:51.498 Like, what the fuck?[br]Why did we come here? 0:06:51.498,0:06:55.765 So my buddy went down there and he's like, 0:06:55.765,0:06:57.353 "All good, come down here, man." 0:06:57.353,0:07:00.461 So I walked over and we looked down. 0:07:00.461,0:07:02.038 And we couldn't see it [br]from where we were parked, 0:07:02.038,0:07:04.468 but when we looked down, [br]we were really close, 0:07:04.468,0:07:07.066 you looked down and there [br]just all these fucking jellyfish. 0:07:07.066,0:07:11.262 Like, one every... like all over the place. 0:07:11.262,0:07:13.616 One every two or three feet. 0:07:13.616,0:07:16.588 And from where we were standing,[br]you couldn't really tell 0:07:17.258,0:07:20.158 if they were living or dead, you know? 0:07:20.158,0:07:22.049 'Cause some of them were still moving, 0:07:22.049,0:07:26.656 but then others were just totally limp. 0:07:30.796,0:07:34.228 So... tell me what it's like [br]growing up in Singapore. 0:07:38.727,0:07:43.550 Well, we had... I had [br]these really magnificent memories 0:07:43.550,0:07:45.409 of my childhood. 0:07:45.409,0:07:48.193 We had these magnificent playgrounds. 0:07:49.783,0:07:51.734 There was, like, these big watermelons. 0:07:54.214,0:07:58.173 I remember I used to climb [br]to the top of the watermelon 0:07:58.173,0:08:00.818 and I'd rub myself on the ridges 0:08:01.438,0:08:02.868 to give myself pleasure. 0:08:12.210,0:08:14.645 You think we could fall [br]in love on the internet? 0:08:20.932,0:08:21.961 No. 0:08:26.191,0:08:28.986 'Cause it wouldn't be love.[br]It'd just be porn. 0:08:31.513,0:08:32.794 I don't think so. 0:08:36.445,0:08:40.971 Seen from a distance,[br]almost everything looks beautiful. 0:08:40.971,0:08:45.158 As the distance increases, [br]the more you romanticize. 0:08:45.158,0:08:49.540 All the small details from [br]the everyday reminisces the past. 0:08:49.540,0:08:53.509 Because things we want to forget [br]are the things we can never forget. 0:08:59.332,0:09:00.507 DO IT! 0:09:01.495,0:09:03.116 JUST DO IT! 0:09:04.306,0:09:06.930 Don't let your dreams be dreams. 0:09:07.310,0:09:09.260 Yesterday you said tomorrow. 0:09:09.260,0:09:11.503 So just DO IT! 0:09:11.503,0:09:13.920 Make your dreams come true! 0:09:13.920,0:09:16.064 Just DO IT! 0:09:18.587,0:09:21.475 Some people dream of success[br]while you're gonna wake up 0:09:21.475,0:09:22.860 and work hard at it! 0:09:22.860,0:09:24.805 Nothing is impossible. 0:09:26.435,0:09:29.797 You should get to the point[br]where anyone else would quit 0:09:29.797,0:09:31.857 and you're not gonna stop there. 0:09:32.387,0:09:34.189 No, what are you waiting for? 0:09:35.229,0:09:36.513 DO IT! 0:09:38.093,0:09:41.041 Just... DO IT! 0:09:41.191,0:09:42.588 Yes, you can! 0:09:42.978,0:09:44.350 Just do it. 0:09:48.860,0:09:53.741 If you're tired of starting over,[br]stop giving up. 0:10:02.557,0:10:05.417 Emerging gaming technologies [br]operate within a nexus 0:10:05.417,0:10:08.981 of social relationships that [br]characterize the modern world. 0:10:08.981,0:10:11.327 These technologies enable [br]a constant commentary 0:10:11.327,0:10:13.828 which has become [br]the quintessential quality of power, 0:10:13.828,0:10:16.676 often operating as mechanisms [br]that dictate our action 0:10:16.676,0:10:19.133 and pre-ordain our expectations. 0:10:19.133,0:10:21.633 The work interrogates [br]the cultural logic of feedback 0:10:21.633,0:10:24.431 as a metaphor and material condition. 0:10:24.431,0:10:29.035 It is live, cybernetic, reactive. 0:10:29.035,0:10:33.397 Sensory data translated [br]through visual and tactile apparatus. 0:10:33.397,0:10:37.300 Disillusion of the virtual [br]and corporeal boundary, 0:10:37.300,0:10:42.674 reorienting perspective of the existing[br]and the alternative space and time. 0:10:42.674,0:10:46.078 An avatar in symbiosis with the subject, 0:10:46.078,0:10:49.945 taking the lead in a continuous loop [br]of action and reaction. 0:10:57.527,0:10:59.303 We're surrounded by forms. 0:11:01.720,0:11:03.650 Yet it's still so elusive, right? 0:11:04.993,0:11:08.532 You know, sometimes it feels [br]like we fill that void between us 0:11:08.532,0:11:10.743 with something that grows slowly, 0:11:10.743,0:11:12.621 like it's overtaking us or something. 0:11:13.961,0:11:16.407 Through the way we speak,[br]or what we do, 0:11:16.407,0:11:17.792 where we put stuff around us, 0:11:17.792,0:11:21.529 even the stances we inhabit[br]or the faces we make 0:11:21.529,0:11:23.953 or even the body parts, you know? 0:11:23.953,0:11:25.793 The food we eat. Whatever. 0:11:25.793,0:11:29.426 Sometimes it gets heavier, you know? 0:11:30.396,0:11:33.250 Or more light, but [br]it's like all the distinctions 0:11:33.250,0:11:36.196 are starting to melt away. 0:11:36.196,0:11:39.911 The forms, the resemblances,[br]the symmetries, 0:11:39.911,0:11:42.686 the repetitions, the patterns. 0:11:42.686,0:11:45.721 Patterns that we know we have always had, 0:11:45.721,0:11:48.521 that have always been there[br]and we're not sure why. 0:11:49.231,0:11:54.923 And now... the outside looks [br]more and more like the images 0:11:54.923,0:11:57.229 that were contained in us [br]since the beginning. 0:12:04.049,0:12:06.352 Hi. Thank you for waiting. 0:12:06.607,0:12:09.157 We've been running [br]a little bit behind today. 0:12:09.817,0:12:11.072 Right. 0:12:11.072,0:12:13.437 As you know, we've taken a few readings 0:12:13.437,0:12:15.289 and these get sent away. 0:12:15.289,0:12:17.647 We have a look at them.[br]We meet, a group of us. 0:12:17.647,0:12:19.856 Many years of experience. 0:12:19.856,0:12:22.253 We have a look and we see what we can see. 0:12:22.253,0:12:23.710 Does that make sense? 0:12:23.710,0:12:25.065 If I ju-- 0:12:26.275,0:12:28.147 If you just have a look here, really... 0:12:29.777,0:12:34.527 The system's really slow, [br]so it's a case of monitoring. 0:12:35.057,0:12:36.980 And you monitoring [br]and you just letting us know 0:12:36.980,0:12:39.030 if you notice anything unusual. 0:12:39.030,0:12:40.933 Would you be able to do this? 0:12:41.813,0:12:42.730 Hmm? 0:12:46.010,0:12:47.477 You have any questions? 0:12:54.817,0:12:55.847 Double. 0:12:57.122,0:12:58.257 Double-sided. 0:12:58.814,0:13:01.611 Minds. Different paths. 0:13:02.141,0:13:06.245 One runs after sunlight,[br]one follows the rising moon. 0:13:06.245,0:13:09.427 They either congregate, [br]connect, intersect, touch, 0:13:09.427,0:13:12.873 unite at sunset for eclipses... 0:13:12.873,0:13:15.791 play and then separate [br]for long interstices. 0:13:16.311,0:13:20.814 Later, re-enacting past meetings [br]forever lost in repetition. 0:13:25.054,0:13:28.991 Ebb and flow, edging closer. 0:13:29.792,0:13:31.411 Expanding warmth. 0:13:32.121,0:13:34.988 That point just before the pressure bursts. 0:13:35.928,0:13:37.645 Capillary rush. 0:13:38.475,0:13:41.424 Tension. Resisting. 0:13:42.354,0:13:48.703 Each muscle, each limb, [br]each breath under control for now. 0:13:49.623,0:13:52.661 Questions of limitations [br]dissolve into the blur. 0:13:53.231,0:13:55.812 Eyes open, but horizons fall away. 0:13:56.392,0:13:58.261 The burn increases now. 0:13:58.601,0:13:59.651 (Shia grunts) 0:13:59.651,0:14:01.266 The pain sensors... 0:14:02.316,0:14:04.850 one of you escapes, but I pull you back. 0:14:05.570,0:14:07.535 Heh. Duality. 0:14:08.305,0:14:10.901 Existing only as a whole. 0:14:11.501,0:14:13.877 Weakened by quivering joints. 0:14:13.877,0:14:18.215 Lungs push for release,[br]a struggle to hold on. 0:14:19.195,0:14:24.302 Control surrendered, suspended in dullness. 0:14:25.192,0:14:26.865 Eyes close. 0:14:28.695,0:14:29.892 Now numb. 0:14:33.962,0:14:39.316 Running, reaching, falling, [br]skipping, turning, sliding, walking. 0:14:39.500,0:14:42.690 These are all words [br]that describe ways of moving. 0:14:42.690,0:14:45.939 Each action is packed [br]with many micro-movements. 0:14:45.939,0:14:49.362 It's hard for us to recognize [br]these small movements individually. 0:14:49.362,0:14:52.294 When describing how to walk, [br]we use the simplest terms possible 0:14:52.294,0:14:55.635 and struggle to explain all [br]the mechanics of a simple movement. 0:14:55.635,0:14:58.320 Understanding body movement [br]in the terms of everyday language 0:14:58.320,0:15:01.384 should be simple, however [br]our muscle memory takes over 0:15:01.384,0:15:03.493 for our brain and our body [br]becomes a strange system 0:15:03.493,0:15:07.186 of levers and pulleys [br]that maneuver by our command. 0:15:12.106,0:15:13.446 She sits. 0:15:15.054,0:15:16.720 I squirt toothpaste in my mouth. 0:15:16.796,0:15:18.051 I start to brush. 0:15:18.741,0:15:20.338 She's looking at me.[br]I look at her. 0:15:20.338,0:15:23.111 I keep brushing whilst looking. 0:15:23.111,0:15:24.588 Whilst I look at her,[br]she looks at me 0:15:24.588,0:15:27.732 and I continue to brush, [br]getting faster, getting harder. 0:15:29.632,0:15:31.262 I start to gag. 0:15:31.962,0:15:34.833 My eyes leak and I still look at her. 0:15:34.833,0:15:37.804 She looks at me and I keep brushing, gagging. 0:15:38.554,0:15:40.309 I feel like I'm gonna be sick. 0:15:41.009,0:15:42.235 Am I gonna be sick? 0:15:43.445,0:15:48.573 Gagging! Paste down my face, [br]my hair, on my shirt. 0:15:49.113,0:15:53.587 Dripping, and I still look at her[br]and she looks at me. 0:15:54.795,0:15:55.830 Enough. 0:16:03.605,0:16:08.952 The sculpture, the painter,[br]the video maker, 0:16:08.952,0:16:11.985 the figure of the artist has been [br]as fetishized in Western culture 0:16:11.985,0:16:15.818 as the Hollywood actor,[br]the town drunk or the Messiah himself. 0:16:16.498,0:16:19.008 Michael Peter's TateShots[br]attempts to reconfigure 0:16:19.008,0:16:23.125 the concept of creator or creatrix[br]by placing himself in the position 0:16:23.125,0:16:25.274 of artist as meme. 0:16:25.274,0:16:28.868 Watch, enjoy, and be one. 0:16:30.401,0:16:32.056 We are all children of the universe. 0:16:51.259,0:16:52.495 Yeah, absolutely. 0:16:54.176,0:16:56.796 I feel my absence [br]in the absence of all things. 0:17:00.901,0:17:05.564 Belief in living has been [br]contorted into this shortened life 0:17:05.564,0:17:08.166 of contempt and pre-determined imprisonment. 0:17:08.766,0:17:09.764 And I... 0:17:11.494,0:17:12.763 (sighs) 0:17:14.283,0:17:15.805 I feel it all collapsing. 0:17:17.876,0:17:20.628 I CAN'T FUCKING EMBRACE IT! 0:17:24.779,0:17:25.881 (sighs) 0:17:29.485,0:17:30.518 (sighs) 0:17:40.045,0:17:44.161 It's near and here I stand... 0:17:48.101,0:17:51.863 wasting my last moments, [br]cursing thee who impress me this 0:17:51.863,0:17:52.863 your fate. 0:17:55.917,0:17:57.429 You give nothing. 0:17:57.643,0:18:00.279 No mercy, no empathy. 0:18:01.489,0:18:03.098 Only self-hate. 0:18:03.098,0:18:05.317 To you, I'm just a fucking plaything. 0:18:05.317,0:18:07.641 An amusement replicating the cries of man. 0:18:07.641,0:18:11.294 You replay the last moments [br]of my life over and over and over! 0:18:11.294,0:18:15.904 I'm just a fucking charade [br]suspended at the core of ridicule 0:18:15.904,0:18:19.539 and I pity for those whose end mirrors mine 0:18:19.539,0:18:21.221 and I pity myself. 0:18:23.481,0:18:24.976 (sniffles) 0:18:26.269,0:18:27.668 I'm helpless. 0:18:28.925,0:18:30.039 Thank you. 0:18:37.213,0:18:41.633 I'm tormented by the inescapable 0:18:41.633,0:18:44.636 rewinding collapse. 0:18:48.401,0:18:50.258 Don't let them see me like this. 0:18:52.873,0:18:54.605 Man is under surveillance. 0:18:55.555,0:18:56.601 Where is he going? 0:18:57.668,0:19:00.793 Almost into a state of euphoria, of relief, 0:19:00.793,0:19:03.489 as though he's happy about it. 0:19:03.489,0:19:05.711 He has to act as a looking glass[br]rather than a mirror 0:19:05.711,0:19:07.975 of social conventions. 0:19:07.975,0:19:12.101 He disintegrated perfectly,[br]but never reappeared. 0:19:12.871,0:19:15.495 He became translucent to reveal his reality. 0:19:16.265,0:19:20.018 It's impossible unless he is, [br]or was, insane. 0:19:22.118,0:19:25.340 He changed his mind.[br]You know how men are. 0:19:26.440,0:19:29.282 Perhaps it symbolizes something deep [br]in the subconscious. 0:19:30.051,0:19:37.567 (silence) 0:19:43.186,0:19:45.049 Feeling genuinely upset. 0:19:49.384,0:19:51.853 Tears level. Hmm. 0:19:56.815,0:19:58.041 Shame on me. 0:20:00.262,0:20:02.827 My face is receptacle on surface, 0:20:03.747,0:20:06.195 a surface that's throwing up [br]what's already there. 0:20:07.286,0:20:09.268 Wet wear and hard [inaudible] stuff. 0:20:11.458,0:20:14.486 Confrontation is post. Preferably. 0:20:15.316,0:20:18.165 Living in lilts like over and under. 0:20:18.165,0:20:20.998 With grapple here [br]is approaching confrontation. 0:20:20.998,0:20:23.212 Or surface lump rolled out. 0:20:25.542,0:20:29.623 You go through the dump [br]to form a projectile semi-bound 0:20:29.623,0:20:31.727 like protest song collapsed. 0:20:32.677,0:20:34.979 Needs filled for no other. 0:20:35.928,0:20:38.775 Forced partly forever as long [br]as I leave you together. 0:20:41.435,0:20:42.687 Art hits. 0:20:44.787,0:20:46.383 Whatever I point at is big. 0:20:51.885,0:21:33.281 Snapped leg. Snapped leg. 0:21:36.296,0:21:37.746 Chalk circle. 0:21:38.296,0:21:41.792 Another one of those days where you think,[br]"Shit, I've done nothing today." 0:21:41.792,0:21:43.276 This London Underground journey 0:21:43.276,0:21:45.711 needs no excessive [br]mental activity to perform. 0:21:45.711,0:21:48.625 I'm stuck in a strange [br]modern day meditation. 0:21:48.625,0:21:50.603 This space asks for an interruption. 0:21:50.603,0:21:53.533 When it happens, it's a moment [br]of pure panic and confusion. 0:21:53.533,0:21:56.088 All previous expectations are obliterated. 0:21:56.088,0:21:57.952 There's a second of elation. 0:21:57.952,0:21:59.672 The rules are being broken here. 0:22:01.042,0:22:02.432 Quickly, it passes. 0:22:04.352,0:22:06.481 I'm back in the routine. 0:22:06.481,0:22:08.794 There's an expansion [br]of discovery and limitation, 0:22:08.794,0:22:11.808 even if I'm thinking, [br]"Fuck. This is boring" 0:22:11.808,0:22:14.138 as I scribble repetitively onto the floor. 0:22:18.458,0:22:22.281 Between the visible and invisible lies [br]a glistening rectangular pane, 0:22:22.893,0:22:24.668 a transparent veil. 0:22:25.224,0:22:28.241 This thin glossy sheet of glass, [br]so innocent looking, 0:22:28.241,0:22:31.101 is the frontier between [br]the physicality of toil 0:22:31.101,0:22:33.941 and the ignorance of immateriality. 0:22:33.941,0:22:38.783 Liquid crystals oscillating between [br]a seamless fluid and solid state 0:22:38.783,0:22:41.375 produce a viscous reality [br]that's almost palpable, 0:22:41.375,0:22:45.769 almost attainable but succeeds [br]only in abstracting. 0:22:45.769,0:22:48.752 The heightened artifice [br]perpetuates anonymity, 0:22:48.752,0:22:51.205 outsourced and far away. 0:22:51.205,0:22:55.776 Dead labor turns to capital[br]and power relations dissolve. 0:22:55.776,0:22:58.155 All that is solid melts into the air. 0:23:03.325,0:23:06.488 These light installations do[br]not provide an original experience. 0:23:07.231,0:23:09.278 Instead, the audience [br]will witness occurrences 0:23:09.278,0:23:12.155 they have previously encountered [br]in their everyday lives 0:23:12.155,0:23:15.486 on bedroom walls, floors, [br]and through bus windows 0:23:15.486,0:23:17.051 but may have never noticed. 0:23:17.600,0:23:20.609 Observing, recording, [br]and recreating studies of light, 0:23:21.025,0:23:23.699 this series of events are light occurrences [br]that have captured 0:23:23.699,0:23:26.443 and digitally recreated using projectors 0:23:26.443,0:23:29.386 as the technology to stage[br]them in this space. 0:23:29.386,0:23:32.249 Do you either go noticed or unnoticed? 0:23:37.229,0:23:41.099 What you're about to witness [br]is quite definitely harrowing. 0:23:41.915,0:23:45.594 British artist Jack Evans, [br]when he was raised in Mansfield, 0:23:45.594,0:23:47.658 part of the Midlands, is now at 0:23:47.658,0:23:51.780 one of the most southern parts [br]of the UK, Brighton Beach 0:23:51.780,0:23:55.801 in the hellish winter cold [br]laid out in nothing but Raybans, 0:23:55.801,0:24:00.670 his favorite pair of speedos [br]and a fucking tacky shit gold watch, 0:24:00.670,0:24:04.431 eating what I believe [br]those Brits call a 99 Flake. 0:24:04.431,0:24:07.707 His body looks glorious [br]as it shivers in the wind. 0:24:07.707,0:24:11.754 I do have to remind you, [br]especially the ladies, 0:24:11.754,0:24:13.755 it was fucking cold. 0:24:14.665,0:24:15.760 Enjoy. 0:24:19.605,0:24:22.773 Hold your breath.[br]Count to two. 0:24:23.625,0:24:26.316 Come with us in a world of pure imagination. 0:24:27.156,0:24:30.163 Take a look and you'll see [br]into our imagination. 0:24:30.923,0:24:34.218 We'll begin travelling [br]in the world of our creation. 0:24:34.877,0:24:37.830 What you'll see will have no explanation. 0:24:38.597,0:24:39.925 Look around. 0:24:40.283,0:24:43.585 There's no life to compare [br]with living with no pixelation. 0:24:56.841,0:25:01.148 Joe Moss was Shia LaBeouf [br]before Shia LaBeouf was Joe Moss. 0:25:05.842,0:25:08.028 We only got 30 seconds, [br]so I mean, I'll try his voice 0:25:08.028,0:25:11.078 but... I don't know. 0:25:11.081,0:25:13.730 Who makes that choice?[br]Who's pretending to be who? 0:25:14.740,0:25:17.119 We're pretending to talk [br]to a you that doesn't exist yet, 0:25:17.119,0:25:18.654 but what's really going on here? 0:25:18.654,0:25:22.033 I... fuck, I don't think [br]any of us understand. 0:25:22.033,0:25:23.311 Maybe you do. 0:25:24.713,0:25:26.435 There's always reflections [br]of you in the screen, 0:25:26.435,0:25:28.214 but I can't speak.[br]I'm dumb. 0:25:28.214,0:25:30.966 I'm the dumbest, but Shia talks. 0:25:30.966,0:25:33.113 Fuck, 30 seconds.[br]All right. 0:25:33.113,0:25:34.385 Pressure, whatever. 0:25:34.385,0:25:35.938 Hey, mom, it's really Joe. 0:25:35.938,0:25:38.076 I bet you never thought[br]this would fucking happen, huh? 0:25:38.076,0:25:39.307 (chuckles) 0:25:43.317,0:25:45.657 Work number 24 oscillates somewhere between 0:25:45.657,0:25:48.377 a durational performance in live sculpture. 0:25:48.377,0:25:51.556 The work seeks to act both [br]as a social and institutional critique 0:25:51.556,0:25:55.052 of "What is an art school?"[br]presented then in the form 0:25:55.052,0:25:57.281 of a bookshop, as opposed to a library, 0:25:57.281,0:25:59.371 arguably a democratic equivalent. 0:25:59.371,0:26:02.004 The work seeks to explore [br]the currency of ideas, 0:26:02.004,0:26:04.738 how trade and exchange [br]is not only commoditized, 0:26:04.738,0:26:07.668 but perhaps how conversation [br]is perhaps a vital component 0:26:07.668,0:26:10.626 in the flow and disruption [br]of how culture manifests. 0:26:14.816,0:26:17.890 A practice revolves around [br]questions of fact and fiction 0:26:17.890,0:26:19.840 and the blurred line that lies between. 0:26:20.420,0:26:22.297 I'm interested in how surveillance images 0:26:22.297,0:26:24.773 can be manipulated [br]and orchestrated in order to create 0:26:24.773,0:26:28.179 a particular narrative, [br]creating an unreliable narrator. 0:26:28.919,0:26:31.018 There are three parts to the work: 0:26:31.018,0:26:33.721 Footage of a factual space,[br]whereby a sequence of events 0:26:33.721,0:26:37.191 has occured, the digital [br]drawing of the space, 0:26:37.191,0:26:40.925 and a stripped-back stage [br]to its crude simplest skeletal form, 0:26:40.925,0:26:43.491 where the sequence [br]of events is re-enacted. 0:26:43.491,0:26:46.945 The stage is a factual representation [br]of a real life space 0:26:46.945,0:26:49.847 whereby every property [br]is identical in dimensions. 0:26:53.787,0:26:56.506 57,910,000. 0:26:56.878,0:26:59.581 108,200,000. 0:26:59.811,0:27:02.640 149,600,000. 0:27:02.940,0:27:06.471 227,940,000. 0:27:06.471,0:27:10.201 778,330,000. 0:27:10.201,0:27:13.856 1,429,400,000. 0:27:14.110,0:27:18.007 2,970,990,000. 0:27:18.136,0:27:19.639 4,000,000,500. 0:27:19.639,0:27:21.496 4 million, 5 billion... 0:27:21.496,0:27:24.546 913,520,000. 0:27:29.376,0:27:31.935 I can't stop looking at my phone and computer. 0:27:32.756,0:27:37.013 Separate connected entity making [br]me lose time/space awareness. 0:27:37.013,0:27:38.310 Where's my phone? 0:27:38.310,0:27:40.845 I need to make this sunset digital. 0:27:40.845,0:27:42.782 A stone preserved in binary code 0:27:42.782,0:27:44.503 until the server breaks [br]and the national grid 0:27:44.503,0:27:46.095 runs out of gas. 0:27:46.095,0:27:47.735 I can't find my money. 0:27:47.735,0:27:50.179 Dad left the physical sphere long ago. 0:27:50.179,0:27:53.712 All I see remind me of things online[br]or in a video game. 0:27:53.712,0:27:55.955 They are so real in the moment. 0:27:55.955,0:27:58.740 I climbed that mountain [br]with my mind and fingers. 0:27:58.740,0:28:01.498 My body didn't even get close. 0:28:01.498,0:28:04.688 All my experiences turn [br]into light and pixels. 0:28:08.958,0:28:11.927 Errrrrrmmmm. 0:28:12.258,0:28:15.157 Ummmmmmmmm. 0:28:15.485,0:28:18.906 Oohhhhhhhmmmm. 0:28:20.136,0:28:23.755 Ooohmmmmmmm. 0:28:25.035,0:28:29.060 Errrrrmmmmmmmm. 0:28:29.060,0:28:32.410 Ummmmmmmmmm. 0:28:32.750,0:28:35.299 Ooohhmmmmmm. 0:28:36.617,0:28:39.866 Ohhmmmmmmm. 0:28:40.846,0:28:45.919 Errrrmmmmmmmm. 0:28:46.259,0:28:49.945 Ummmmmmmmmm. 0:28:50.275,0:28:53.425 Ohhmmmmmmmm. 0:28:55.635,0:28:59.275 Ohhmmmmmmm. 0:29:00.225,0:29:03.688 Errmmmmmmmm. 0:29:03.911,0:29:07.088 Ummmmmmmmmm. 0:29:07.741,0:29:10.722 Ohhmmmmmmm. 0:29:11.585,0:29:15.259 Ohhmmmmmmmmm. 0:29:15.991,0:29:20.375 Errmmmmmmmmm. 0:29:20.850,0:29:23.378 Ummmmmmmm.