WEBVTT 00:00:11.581 --> 00:00:14.077 When it comes to saving life, 00:00:14.077 --> 00:00:18.274 my guess is that you think of things like chemotherapy or CPR, 00:00:18.274 --> 00:00:21.274 things far removed from philosophy. 00:00:21.279 --> 00:00:24.596 But the title of my talk today, "How Philosophy Can Save Your Life," 00:00:24.596 --> 00:00:25.631 is in earnest. 00:00:25.631 --> 00:00:28.257 I actually think that when it comes to saving your life, 00:00:28.257 --> 00:00:30.671 you need something like philosophy. 00:00:30.671 --> 00:00:31.919 Think about it. 00:00:33.045 --> 00:00:37.321 CPR, chemotherapy and all the other marvelous medical techniques, 00:00:37.321 --> 00:00:40.802 as wonderful and precious as they can be, don't actually save your life. 00:00:40.802 --> 00:00:43.034 They really just put off your death. 00:00:43.370 --> 00:00:47.760 It's said that when Socrates, the great hero of Western philosophy, 00:00:48.037 --> 00:00:50.452 was sentenced to death by the Athenian court, 00:00:50.452 --> 00:00:54.590 he replied, "Technically you do not have the power to sentence me to death. 00:00:54.590 --> 00:00:59.067 Life has sentenced me to death. All you can do is give me a date." 00:00:59.098 --> 00:01:03.598 Handing down a death sentence or successfully administering chemotherapy 00:01:03.598 --> 00:01:07.537 is really just making an adjustment on the date of our inevitable death. 00:01:07.537 --> 00:01:11.328 If you want to save your life, you need to turn it from a humdrum thing 00:01:11.328 --> 00:01:13.835 into the precious thing that it's meant to be. 00:01:14.153 --> 00:01:17.602 And I don't think chemotherapy has a whole lot to offer on that score. 00:01:17.602 --> 00:01:20.341 Now, when I am talking about philosophy, 00:01:20.341 --> 00:01:22.832 I mean it in the ancient Greek sense of that word: 00:01:22.832 --> 00:01:26.609 The love of wisdom. The pursuit of wisdom. 00:01:26.609 --> 00:01:31.255 Sometimes, I worry that some of our contemporary practitioners 00:01:31.255 --> 00:01:35.345 can give you the sense that philosophy is really just for some big brain 00:01:35.345 --> 00:01:38.625 that's going to construct a perfect theory of the whole universe, 00:01:38.625 --> 00:01:40.084 or maybe even more likely, 00:01:40.084 --> 00:01:43.431 a big brain that's going to criticize what everyone else has to say. 00:01:43.432 --> 00:01:46.301 And while criticism and theorizing 00:01:46.304 --> 00:01:48.682 are important and even joyful parts of philosophy - 00:01:48.682 --> 00:01:50.168 I don't want to diminish them - 00:01:50.168 --> 00:01:52.592 really, philosophy is something much more than that. 00:01:52.592 --> 00:01:55.888 I guess I worry that people often feel like they don't have permission 00:01:55.888 --> 00:01:57.559 to study philosophy, 00:01:57.586 --> 00:01:59.470 that they feel intimidated by it, 00:01:59.470 --> 00:02:03.336 or they feel social pressures that steer them away from studying it. 00:02:03.336 --> 00:02:07.597 That's too bad because I think philosophy is something that we can all engage in, 00:02:07.597 --> 00:02:10.837 and I think it's something that we often should engage in. 00:02:11.165 --> 00:02:14.015 Philosophy begins in the wonder that we all feel 00:02:14.015 --> 00:02:17.299 about what's true and really valuable. 00:02:17.311 --> 00:02:22.855 It takes us on a fascinating, sometimes perilous journey of speculation and doubt. 00:02:22.875 --> 00:02:25.776 But it ends by returning us to our lives 00:02:25.776 --> 00:02:28.660 and helping to know them for the first time. 00:02:28.660 --> 00:02:31.789 To explain what I am talking about, let me tell a few stories. 00:02:32.584 --> 00:02:35.697 Sometime toward the end of the fifth century B.C., 00:02:35.701 --> 00:02:40.230 a man by the name of Chaerephon went into the Delphi Oracle and asked, 00:02:40.230 --> 00:02:44.281 "Is my friend Socrates the wisest person around?" 00:02:44.769 --> 00:02:49.632 The Oracle came back: "No one is wiser than Socrates." 00:02:49.995 --> 00:02:53.802 Now, when Socrates himself got wind of this pronouncement, 00:02:53.808 --> 00:02:54.988 he was puzzled. 00:02:54.988 --> 00:02:57.406 He thought, "I can't be the wisest person. 00:02:57.406 --> 00:02:59.523 I actually have no wisdom at all." 00:02:59.645 --> 00:03:03.586 So he set out to disprove the Oracle with a very simple strategy: 00:03:03.586 --> 00:03:07.010 Just find one person with a little bit of wisdom, 00:03:07.010 --> 00:03:10.324 which would clearly beat him, whose wisdom level was at zero. 00:03:10.926 --> 00:03:12.805 So he wandered around Athens, 00:03:12.805 --> 00:03:15.852 critically interviewing the religious authorities, 00:03:15.873 --> 00:03:17.469 the political authorities, 00:03:17.469 --> 00:03:19.729 the workers, the entertainers. 00:03:20.112 --> 00:03:22.927 And what he found was that the Oracle had spoken the truth: 00:03:22.927 --> 00:03:24.372 he was the wisest. 00:03:24.372 --> 00:03:26.373 Not because he possessed any great wisdom, 00:03:26.373 --> 00:03:29.894 but he possessed one little piece of priceless wisdom. 00:03:29.904 --> 00:03:31.999 Namely, he knew he knew nothing. 00:03:31.999 --> 00:03:35.917 Everyone else claimed to have special knowledge about their various pursuits 00:03:35.917 --> 00:03:37.235 when in fact they did not, 00:03:37.235 --> 00:03:40.355 putting them in the hole, wisdom-wise. 00:03:40.735 --> 00:03:43.775 Now, I've always been fascinated by that story of Socrates, 00:03:43.775 --> 00:03:46.290 but I've also always been a little puzzled by it. 00:03:46.290 --> 00:03:50.367 What does it mean to have wisdom when you don't possess wisdom? 00:03:50.367 --> 00:03:54.987 How can searching after answers be a form of wisdom? 00:03:54.987 --> 00:03:58.723 What good is it not to have the answers but to be looking for them? 00:03:58.789 --> 00:04:00.937 It took a student of mine, actually, 00:04:00.937 --> 00:04:05.490 to really help me understand that story in a much deeper way. 00:04:05.624 --> 00:04:10.328 She reenacted, unaware of Plato's writings about Socrates, 00:04:10.328 --> 00:04:12.512 that very story. 00:04:12.512 --> 00:04:16.025 And, I think, she shows both how philosophy can help save your life, 00:04:16.032 --> 00:04:19.972 but also how we can all move in the greatness of philosophy. 00:04:20.635 --> 00:04:22.391 Her name was Jillian, 00:04:22.709 --> 00:04:26.446 and she was a nurse's aide when she took my ethics class, 00:04:26.446 --> 00:04:29.423 I think because it probably helped to fulfill some requirement. 00:04:29.423 --> 00:04:32.670 She was studying to eventually become a full-fledged nurse. 00:04:32.841 --> 00:04:38.638 One of the most interesting conversations was sparked 00:04:38.639 --> 00:04:41.195 when I casually asked the drooping class, 00:04:41.952 --> 00:04:44.637 "What's a hospital for, anyway?" 00:04:45.102 --> 00:04:48.254 I challenged the expected answers as they came out. 00:04:48.658 --> 00:04:50.091 "To fix people." 00:04:50.290 --> 00:04:52.724 "What about those with a terminal case?" 00:04:53.596 --> 00:04:55.251 "To ease people's pain?" 00:04:55.611 --> 00:04:58.111 "What about those people whose pain cannot be eased?" 00:04:58.854 --> 00:05:01.250 "To ease people's pain whose pain can be eased?" 00:05:01.250 --> 00:05:03.873 "Is there no obligation to healthy people?" 00:05:03.873 --> 00:05:06.140 I was trying to open up their minds a little bit 00:05:06.140 --> 00:05:09.484 for some articles I was assigning on the purpose of a hospital. 00:05:09.484 --> 00:05:11.942 Well, the conversation sparked something in Jillian, 00:05:11.942 --> 00:05:16.232 and she asked my permission if she could write on this for her next paper. 00:05:16.727 --> 00:05:18.514 Well, a couple of weeks later, 00:05:18.514 --> 00:05:21.694 as students were filing out, turning in their papers, 00:05:21.694 --> 00:05:24.754 I called her aside to ask how the project had gone. 00:05:25.246 --> 00:05:27.764 Well, our conversation in class, she told me, 00:05:27.764 --> 00:05:30.388 had really perplexed her, even kind of disturbed her. 00:05:30.388 --> 00:05:33.481 She worked in a hospital, she felt she had a good sense of things, 00:05:33.481 --> 00:05:35.756 but after our conversation, she realized 00:05:35.756 --> 00:05:39.278 that she didn't really have any great wisdom about the point of a hospital. 00:05:39.576 --> 00:05:43.181 To help her formulate a thesis for her paper, 00:05:43.181 --> 00:05:47.034 she lit on the idea of going around the hospital 00:05:47.150 --> 00:05:49.333 and questioning various people there - 00:05:49.333 --> 00:05:52.799 the doctors, the administrators, the nurses, the nurse's' aides. 00:05:52.799 --> 00:05:55.997 She said, "I figured someone there surely had to have some wisdom 00:05:55.997 --> 00:05:58.528 about what the point of a hospital was." 00:05:58.577 --> 00:06:02.232 But what she found was that when she critically interviewed them, 00:06:02.377 --> 00:06:06.969 that they often gave the same pat answers as the students did in class, 00:06:06.969 --> 00:06:09.673 which, with a little criticism, 00:06:09.673 --> 00:06:13.993 she was able to show to be not really totally adequate. 00:06:14.853 --> 00:06:18.892 She said that the best answer she got was from some doctor who said to her - 00:06:18.892 --> 00:06:22.453 after having had his first couple of attempts shot down by a nurse's aide - 00:06:23.077 --> 00:06:25.703 "Well, maybe you're supposed to do all of the above." 00:06:25.973 --> 00:06:28.853 But she realized that that too was kind of inadequate. 00:06:28.853 --> 00:06:31.041 Should they always give people what they want? 00:06:31.041 --> 00:06:33.280 Should they always give people what they need? 00:06:33.280 --> 00:06:36.138 What should govern the variety of services that they provide? 00:06:36.138 --> 00:06:37.868 And why were they there? 00:06:38.108 --> 00:06:41.238 The problem, Jillian said to me, was she thought that too often, 00:06:41.238 --> 00:06:46.211 the hospital subordinated its whole purpose to fixing broken bodies. 00:06:46.855 --> 00:06:50.473 She said, "Too often pregnant women are treated like they are sick, 00:06:50.473 --> 00:06:53.923 mourners are dealt with like psychological cases. 00:06:54.143 --> 00:06:57.385 Folks clearly dying are pointlessly fixed. 00:06:57.653 --> 00:07:01.063 If the hospital is no more than a mechanical body shop, 00:07:01.354 --> 00:07:04.752 we live in a less than fully human world." 00:07:05.600 --> 00:07:07.810 "Imagine," she said, "Doctors, nurses, NOTE Paragraph 00:07:07.810 --> 00:07:10.965 people who have devoted decades to studying and practicing medicine NOTE Paragraph 00:07:10.965 --> 00:07:14.432 who've never given really serious thought to why they were doing it." 00:07:14.605 --> 00:07:16.240 Imagine, I thought, 00:07:16.240 --> 00:07:20.573 the people of Athens being unable to answer Socrates' question successfully. 00:07:20.573 --> 00:07:24.139 Imagine, I also thought, people, maybe especially people in a hospital, 00:07:24.139 --> 00:07:26.246 forgetting to save their own lives. 00:07:26.533 --> 00:07:30.595 Now, she also said she figured that many of her coworkers did pretty decent jobs 00:07:30.595 --> 00:07:33.259 going on their feel for what they ought to be doing, 00:07:33.259 --> 00:07:36.828 but she wondered if they wouldn't be better off opening their minds 00:07:36.828 --> 00:07:38.903 to the full truth of it. 00:07:38.919 --> 00:07:42.006 She was echoing a famous claim of Socrates: 00:07:42.006 --> 00:07:45.768 "The unexamined life is not worth living." 00:07:46.549 --> 00:07:50.194 In her paper, Jillian explained that the philosophers I had assigned 00:07:50.194 --> 00:07:52.632 helped her to see matters a little more clearly. 00:07:52.632 --> 00:07:56.702 That sickness, pain, can alienate us from those around us, 00:07:56.702 --> 00:07:59.936 that they threaten to exile us from the human community. 00:08:00.197 --> 00:08:03.854 The closest she could come to formulating the purpose of the hospital 00:08:03.854 --> 00:08:06.684 was, "To be there for people." 00:08:07.421 --> 00:08:10.736 "To be there when they're sick, to be there when they're dying, 00:08:10.801 --> 00:08:12.806 to be there when they're mourning." 00:08:12.830 --> 00:08:16.007 "To help people when you could, and to aid people when they wanted, 00:08:16.019 --> 00:08:17.079 of course, 00:08:17.079 --> 00:08:20.745 but most of all, to be there for them, human to human." 00:08:21.004 --> 00:08:25.009 The point of medicine, she said, was care. 00:08:25.343 --> 00:08:27.896 "Doctors are there," she marvelously concluded, 00:08:28.183 --> 00:08:29.774 "to help the nurses." 00:08:29.986 --> 00:08:32.864 But doctors, she feared, sometimes overrate their wisdom 00:08:32.864 --> 00:08:36.576 on the basis of their technical proficiency and science. 00:08:37.095 --> 00:08:40.464 She also admitted that she didn't necessarily have all the answers 00:08:40.469 --> 00:08:43.315 and that even what she was saying she had some doubts about, 00:08:43.475 --> 00:08:48.705 but she said that her pursuit of wisdom about what she was doing 00:08:48.705 --> 00:08:50.395 had helped her to really understand 00:08:50.395 --> 00:08:53.594 the full meaning and significance of what she was training to do, 00:08:53.691 --> 00:08:58.206 that philosophy had helped plug her into her vocation. 00:08:59.476 --> 00:09:03.076 Jillian has been a full-fledged nurse now for over a decade, 00:09:03.221 --> 00:09:07.551 and I contacted her recently, and she said to me, 00:09:07.660 --> 00:09:09.762 "You know, I kept that paper I wrote for you, NOTE Paragraph 00:09:09.762 --> 00:09:13.792 and I still define my goals and my purposes in those terms." 00:09:13.792 --> 00:09:18.252 In being there for people, she's been saving her own life. 00:09:19.349 --> 00:09:21.610 In the wake of Socrates, 00:09:21.610 --> 00:09:23.706 philosophy in the ancient world 00:09:23.706 --> 00:09:28.306 really became focused on the question of how to live a good life. 00:09:28.506 --> 00:09:32.521 It was all about the pursuit of what they called "eudaimonia," 00:09:32.524 --> 00:09:33.650 in ancient Greek, 00:09:33.650 --> 00:09:36.926 which we often translate as happiness, the pursuit of happiness. 00:09:37.288 --> 00:09:39.321 And happiness is a pretty good translation, 00:09:39.321 --> 00:09:41.671 but really, eudaimonia means something more like 00:09:41.671 --> 00:09:43.933 "Flourishing over the course of your whole life" 00:09:43.946 --> 00:09:47.472 or "Living up to the full potential of being human." 00:09:47.472 --> 00:09:50.773 Philosophy was not just some intellectual game, 00:09:50.773 --> 00:09:53.714 it was very much about trying to understand those principles 00:09:53.714 --> 00:09:57.923 that are going to bring happiness and practice them in our lives. 00:09:58.515 --> 00:10:03.348 I have to admit that I am guilty of sometimes asking my students in class, 00:10:03.348 --> 00:10:05.667 "If the doctor gave you only one year to live, 00:10:05.667 --> 00:10:08.477 how would you spend your remaining days?" 00:10:08.893 --> 00:10:14.493 Generally, I get kind of cliched, bucket-list sort of answers, 00:10:14.584 --> 00:10:17.827 which show how unexamined our lives often are. 00:10:17.827 --> 00:10:21.881 For bucket lists make a really bad assumption 00:10:21.881 --> 00:10:27.337 that the good life is just a parade of splashy, disconnected experiences. 00:10:28.402 --> 00:10:31.503 One time, as I was fielding answers 00:10:31.503 --> 00:10:35.973 about skydiving and visiting the Pyramids, 00:10:35.973 --> 00:10:39.204 I noticed a twinkle in the eye of Kimberly, 00:10:39.228 --> 00:10:42.227 one of my great nontraditional students. 00:10:42.227 --> 00:10:44.583 After class, I called her up and I said, 00:10:44.583 --> 00:10:47.214 "I noticed you were kind of smiling when we were talking 00:10:47.214 --> 00:10:50.038 about how people would spend their last year of life. 00:10:50.038 --> 00:10:51.529 What was on your mind?" 00:10:52.382 --> 00:10:53.458 She explained to me 00:10:53.458 --> 00:10:58.418 that fairly recently she'd been in exactly that situation. 00:10:58.828 --> 00:11:03.716 She had been diagnosed with a rare neuromuscular disorder, 00:11:03.716 --> 00:11:06.663 "The most aggressive case seen," the doctor said, 00:11:06.665 --> 00:11:10.151 and they told her that she did not have long to live. 00:11:12.377 --> 00:11:14.503 Well, after some dark nights of the soul, 00:11:14.503 --> 00:11:17.695 Kimberly made up her mind to take matters into her own hands, 00:11:17.695 --> 00:11:22.423 seeking out some additional therapies to the ones the doctors prescribed. 00:11:22.423 --> 00:11:26.223 But she realized she did not have all the time in the world, 00:11:26.364 --> 00:11:28.095 and so, she said to me, 00:11:28.095 --> 00:11:32.493 she decided to engage in philosophy in that ancient sense. 00:11:32.493 --> 00:11:34.451 She was going to try to figure out 00:11:34.451 --> 00:11:38.578 what, really, happiness was and how to practice it. 00:11:39.928 --> 00:11:41.367 She loved wine, 00:11:41.405 --> 00:11:45.619 so she got in the habit of really savoring a couple of glasses every night. 00:11:45.619 --> 00:11:47.710 She loved bicycling, 00:11:47.717 --> 00:11:51.041 so she threw herself into the world of cycling. 00:11:51.589 --> 00:11:54.988 She loved learning more, and she never finished college, 00:11:54.988 --> 00:11:56.484 so she went back to school 00:11:56.484 --> 00:11:59.864 to study the kinds of subjects she was most interested in, 00:11:59.884 --> 00:12:02.117 including philosophy, 00:12:02.117 --> 00:12:07.998 where she studied, with me, thinkers like Plato and Epicurus and Epictetus. 00:12:07.998 --> 00:12:13.289 She said these thinkers helped to sharpen her sense of the logic of living. 00:12:14.006 --> 00:12:16.433 You come to terms with your death. 00:12:16.433 --> 00:12:20.496 You confront the limitations of bodily existence. 00:12:20.496 --> 00:12:22.372 You pursue virtue. 00:12:22.372 --> 00:12:25.682 You try to figure out what's really pleasurable. 00:12:25.682 --> 00:12:28.199 You pursue knowledge to deepen yourself 00:12:28.199 --> 00:12:31.404 and to use this unique human brain of ours. 00:12:31.819 --> 00:12:37.929 I find a life like Kimberly's utterly marvelous and also utterly philosophical. 00:12:38.644 --> 00:12:44.037 Students that I have had, like Kimberly and Jillian and many others, 00:12:44.037 --> 00:12:45.405 have shown me that, 00:12:45.405 --> 00:12:49.995 in the words of one of my heroes, William James, an American philosopher, 00:12:50.365 --> 00:12:54.067 "The deepest human life is everywhere." 00:12:55.057 --> 00:12:58.429 The philosophical odyssey is open to all of us; 00:12:58.441 --> 00:13:02.491 the books of the great philosophers are there to help us, 00:13:02.491 --> 00:13:06.881 but of course, ultimately it's a journey that we have to go on for ourselves. 00:13:07.468 --> 00:13:09.935 Now, maybe you happen to be living 00:13:09.935 --> 00:13:15.532 according to absolutely brilliant, beautiful principles and ideals. 00:13:16.017 --> 00:13:18.985 If that's true, philosophy can still be a help; 00:13:18.985 --> 00:13:20.869 it can help take you off autopilot 00:13:20.869 --> 00:13:24.781 and put your hands on the wheel of your beautiful life. 00:13:25.264 --> 00:13:31.534 But what if some of the ideas structuring your life are less than ideal? 00:13:32.125 --> 00:13:36.402 What if some of the ideas you have about how to be a nurse, 00:13:36.402 --> 00:13:37.616 or a doctor, 00:13:37.616 --> 00:13:39.460 or a teacher, or a student, 00:13:39.468 --> 00:13:41.317 or a citizen, or a parent, 00:13:41.332 --> 00:13:44.844 or a man, or a woman, or a human being 00:13:44.969 --> 00:13:47.139 are a little out of whack? 00:13:48.451 --> 00:13:52.283 Well then, philosophy has the power to cut through the crap 00:13:52.283 --> 00:13:57.084 and help bring us closer to what really is meaningful and valuable. 00:13:57.488 --> 00:13:59.171 I hate to break it to you today, 00:13:59.171 --> 00:14:01.941 but you are going to die. 00:14:01.941 --> 00:14:04.171 We all have a death sentence, 00:14:04.171 --> 00:14:09.206 and there is no cosmic contract that says it can't happen in the upcoming year. 00:14:09.506 --> 00:14:11.674 So why not make up your mind 00:14:11.674 --> 00:14:16.311 to devote yourself to philosophy in that ancient sense? 00:14:16.311 --> 00:14:20.300 Like Kimberly, like Jillian, like all the other great philosophers. 00:14:21.313 --> 00:14:24.391 The books of the great philosophers are there to help us, 00:14:24.391 --> 00:14:28.854 and you don't need my permission for you to study them. 00:14:29.011 --> 00:14:30.100 In fact, I would say, 00:14:30.100 --> 00:14:34.200 freedom is the one thing you should never ask permission for. 00:14:35.920 --> 00:14:40.974 About a year ago, I contacted Kimberly to see how she was doing, 00:14:40.974 --> 00:14:44.859 and she explained to me that she had to take a break 00:14:44.859 --> 00:14:49.383 from her dream job with the women's cycling developing program. 00:14:50.505 --> 00:14:53.168 She was having to undergo chemotherapy. 00:14:54.153 --> 00:14:55.588 "But," she said, "don't worry. 00:14:55.598 --> 00:14:58.188 Things are looking up. Not that they ever looked down. 00:14:58.188 --> 00:14:59.577 I'm still pursuing happiness. 00:14:59.577 --> 00:15:02.357 I'm still pursuing philosophy," she said. 00:15:02.357 --> 00:15:05.650 "And it's better than last summer; I was on hospice care for a while. 00:15:05.650 --> 00:15:09.190 I think I'm on the fast track to racing my bike again." 00:15:09.923 --> 00:15:12.702 She was still saving her own life. 00:15:13.679 --> 00:15:15.496 I haven't heard from her since. 00:15:15.992 --> 00:15:17.602 Thank you very much. 00:15:17.602 --> 00:15:20.125 (Applause)