0:00:11.581,0:00:14.077 When it comes to saving life, 0:00:14.077,0:00:18.274 my guess is that you think[br]of things like chemotherapy or CPR, 0:00:18.274,0:00:21.274 things far removed from philosophy. 0:00:21.279,0:00:24.596 But the title of my talk today,[br]"How Philosophy Can Save Your Life," 0:00:24.596,0:00:25.631 is in earnest. 0:00:25.631,0:00:28.257 I actually think that when[br]it comes to saving your life, 0:00:28.257,0:00:30.671 you need something like philosophy. 0:00:30.671,0:00:31.919 Think about it. 0:00:33.045,0:00:37.321 CPR, chemotherapy and all the other[br]marvelous medical techniques, 0:00:37.321,0:00:40.802 as wonderful and precious as they can be,[br]don't actually save your life. 0:00:40.802,0:00:43.034 They really just put off your death. 0:00:43.370,0:00:47.760 It's said that when Socrates,[br]the great hero of Western philosophy, 0:00:48.037,0:00:50.452 was sentenced to death[br]by the Athenian court, 0:00:50.452,0:00:54.590 he replied, "Technically you do not have[br]the power to sentence me to death. 0:00:54.590,0:00:59.067 Life has sentenced me to death.[br]All you can do is give me a date." 0:00:59.098,0:01:03.598 Handing down a death sentence[br]or successfully administering chemotherapy 0:01:03.598,0:01:07.537 is really just making an adjustment[br]on the date of our inevitable death. 0:01:07.537,0:01:11.328 If you want to save your life,[br]you need to turn it from a humdrum thing 0:01:11.328,0:01:13.835 into the precious thing[br]that it's meant to be. 0:01:14.153,0:01:17.602 And I don't think chemotherapy[br]has a whole lot to offer on that score. 0:01:17.602,0:01:20.341 Now, when I am talking about philosophy, 0:01:20.341,0:01:22.832 I mean it in the ancient[br]Greek sense of that word: 0:01:22.832,0:01:26.609 The love of wisdom. The pursuit of wisdom. 0:01:26.609,0:01:31.255 Sometimes, I worry that some[br]of our contemporary practitioners 0:01:31.255,0:01:35.345 can give you the sense that philosophy[br]is really just for some big brain 0:01:35.345,0:01:38.625 that's going to construct[br]a perfect theory of the whole universe, 0:01:38.625,0:01:40.084 or maybe even more likely, 0:01:40.084,0:01:43.431 a big brain that's going to criticize[br]what everyone else has to say. 0:01:43.432,0:01:46.301 And while criticism and theorizing 0:01:46.304,0:01:48.682 are important and even joyful[br]parts of philosophy - 0:01:48.682,0:01:50.168 I don't want to diminish them - 0:01:50.168,0:01:52.592 really, philosophy is something[br]much more than that. 0:01:52.592,0:01:55.888 I guess I worry that people often feel[br]like they don't have permission 0:01:55.888,0:01:57.559 to study philosophy, 0:01:57.586,0:01:59.470 that they feel intimidated by it, 0:01:59.470,0:02:03.336 or they feel social pressures[br]that steer them away from studying it. 0:02:03.336,0:02:07.597 That's too bad because I think philosophy[br]is something that we can all engage in, 0:02:07.597,0:02:10.837 and I think it's something[br]that we often should engage in. 0:02:11.165,0:02:14.015 Philosophy begins[br]in the wonder that we all feel 0:02:14.015,0:02:17.299 about what's true and really valuable. 0:02:17.311,0:02:22.855 It takes us on a fascinating, sometimes[br]perilous journey of speculation and doubt. 0:02:22.875,0:02:25.776 But it ends by returning us to our lives 0:02:25.776,0:02:28.660 and helping to know them[br]for the first time. 0:02:28.660,0:02:31.789 To explain what I am talking about,[br]let me tell a few stories. 0:02:32.584,0:02:35.697 Sometime toward the end[br]of the fifth century B.C., 0:02:35.701,0:02:40.230 a man by the name of Chaerephon[br]went into the Delphi Oracle and asked, 0:02:40.230,0:02:44.281 "Is my friend Socrates[br]the wisest person around?" 0:02:44.769,0:02:49.632 The Oracle came back:[br]"No one is wiser than Socrates." 0:02:49.995,0:02:53.802 Now, when Socrates himself[br]got wind of this pronouncement, 0:02:53.808,0:02:54.988 he was puzzled. 0:02:54.988,0:02:57.406 He thought, "I can't be the wisest person. 0:02:57.406,0:02:59.523 I actually have no wisdom at all." 0:02:59.645,0:03:03.586 So he set out to disprove the Oracle[br]with a very simple strategy: 0:03:03.586,0:03:07.010 Just find one person[br]with a little bit of wisdom, 0:03:07.010,0:03:10.324 which would clearly beat him,[br]whose wisdom level was at zero. 0:03:10.926,0:03:12.805 So he wandered around Athens, 0:03:12.805,0:03:15.852 critically interviewing[br]the religious authorities, 0:03:15.873,0:03:17.469 the political authorities, 0:03:17.469,0:03:19.729 the workers, the entertainers. 0:03:20.112,0:03:22.927 And what he found was [br]that the Oracle had spoken the truth: 0:03:22.927,0:03:24.372 he was the wisest. 0:03:24.372,0:03:26.373 Not because he possessed any great wisdom, 0:03:26.373,0:03:29.894 but he possessed one little piece[br]of priceless wisdom. 0:03:29.904,0:03:31.999 Namely, he knew he knew nothing. 0:03:31.999,0:03:35.917 Everyone else claimed to have special[br]knowledge about their various pursuits 0:03:35.917,0:03:37.235 when in fact they did not, 0:03:37.235,0:03:40.355 putting them in the hole, wisdom-wise. 0:03:40.735,0:03:43.775 Now, I've always been fascinated[br]by that story of Socrates, 0:03:43.775,0:03:46.290 but I've also always been[br]a little puzzled by it. 0:03:46.290,0:03:50.367 What does it mean to have wisdom[br]when you don't possess wisdom? 0:03:50.367,0:03:54.987 How can searching after answers[br]be a form of wisdom? 0:03:54.987,0:03:58.723 What good is it not to have the answers[br]but to be looking for them? 0:03:58.789,0:04:00.937 It took a student of mine, actually, 0:04:00.937,0:04:05.490 to really help me understand that story[br]in a much deeper way. 0:04:05.624,0:04:10.328 She reenacted, unaware[br]of Plato's writings about Socrates, 0:04:10.328,0:04:12.512 that very story. 0:04:12.512,0:04:16.025 And, I think, she shows both how[br]philosophy can help save your life, 0:04:16.032,0:04:19.972 but also how we can all move[br]in the greatness of philosophy. 0:04:20.635,0:04:22.391 Her name was Jillian, 0:04:22.709,0:04:26.446 and she was a nurse's aide[br]when she took my ethics class, 0:04:26.446,0:04:29.423 I think because it probably helped[br]to fulfill some requirement. 0:04:29.423,0:04:32.670 She was studying to eventually[br]become a full-fledged nurse. 0:04:32.841,0:04:38.638 One of the most interesting[br]conversations was sparked 0:04:38.639,0:04:41.195 when I casually asked the drooping class, 0:04:41.952,0:04:44.637 "What's a hospital for, anyway?" 0:04:45.102,0:04:48.254 I challenged the expected answers[br]as they came out. 0:04:48.658,0:04:50.091 "To fix people." 0:04:50.290,0:04:52.724 "What about those with a terminal case?" 0:04:53.596,0:04:55.251 "To ease people's pain?" 0:04:55.611,0:04:58.111 "What about those people[br]whose pain cannot be eased?" 0:04:58.854,0:05:01.250 "To ease people's pain[br]whose pain can be eased?" 0:05:01.250,0:05:03.873 "Is there no obligation[br]to healthy people?" 0:05:03.873,0:05:06.140 I was trying to open up[br]their minds a little bit 0:05:06.140,0:05:09.484 for some articles I was assigning[br]on the purpose of a hospital. 0:05:09.484,0:05:11.942 Well, the conversation[br]sparked something in Jillian, 0:05:11.942,0:05:16.232 and she asked my permission if she could[br]write on this for her next paper. 0:05:16.727,0:05:18.514 Well, a couple of weeks later, 0:05:18.514,0:05:21.694 as students were filing out,[br]turning in their papers, 0:05:21.694,0:05:24.754 I called her aside[br]to ask how the project had gone. 0:05:25.246,0:05:27.764 Well, our conversation[br]in class, she told me, 0:05:27.764,0:05:30.388 had really perplexed her,[br]even kind of disturbed her. 0:05:30.388,0:05:33.481 She worked in a hospital,[br]she felt she had a good sense of things, 0:05:33.481,0:05:35.756 but after our conversation, she realized 0:05:35.756,0:05:39.278 that she didn't really have any great[br]wisdom about the point of a hospital. 0:05:39.576,0:05:43.181 To help her formulate[br]a thesis for her paper, 0:05:43.181,0:05:47.034 she lit on the idea[br]of going around the hospital 0:05:47.150,0:05:49.333 and questioning various people there - 0:05:49.333,0:05:52.799 the doctors, the administrators,[br]the nurses, the nurse's' aides. 0:05:52.799,0:05:55.997 She said, "I figured someone[br]there surely had to have some wisdom 0:05:55.997,0:05:58.528 about what the point of a hospital was." 0:05:58.577,0:06:02.232 But what she found was[br]that when she critically interviewed them, 0:06:02.377,0:06:06.969 that they often gave the same pat answers[br]as the students did in class, 0:06:06.969,0:06:09.673 which, with a little criticism, 0:06:09.673,0:06:13.993 she was able to show[br]to be not really totally adequate. 0:06:14.853,0:06:18.892 She said that the best answer she got[br]was from some doctor who said to her - 0:06:18.892,0:06:22.453 after having had his first couple[br]of attempts shot down by a nurse's aide - 0:06:23.077,0:06:25.703 "Well, maybe you're[br]supposed to do all of the above." 0:06:25.973,0:06:28.853 But she realized that[br]that too was kind of inadequate. 0:06:28.853,0:06:31.041 Should they always[br]give people what they want? 0:06:31.041,0:06:33.280 Should they always[br]give people what they need? 0:06:33.280,0:06:36.138 What should govern the variety[br]of services that they provide? 0:06:36.138,0:06:37.868 And why were they there? 0:06:38.108,0:06:41.238 The problem, Jillian said to me,[br]was she thought that too often, 0:06:41.238,0:06:46.211 the hospital subordinated[br]its whole purpose to fixing broken bodies. 0:06:46.855,0:06:50.473 She said, "Too often pregnant women[br]are treated like they are sick, 0:06:50.473,0:06:53.923 mourners are dealt with[br]like psychological cases. 0:06:54.143,0:06:57.385 Folks clearly dying are pointlessly fixed. 0:06:57.653,0:07:01.063 If the hospital is no more[br]than a mechanical body shop, 0:07:01.354,0:07:04.752 we live in a less than fully human world." 0:07:05.600,0:07:07.810 "Imagine," she said, "Doctors, nurses, 0:07:07.810,0:07:10.965 people who have devoted decades[br]to studying and practicing medicine[br] 0:07:10.965,0:07:14.432 who've never given really serious thought[br]to why they were doing it." 0:07:14.605,0:07:16.240 Imagine, I thought, 0:07:16.240,0:07:20.573 the people of Athens being unable[br]to answer Socrates' question successfully. 0:07:20.573,0:07:24.139 Imagine, I also thought, people,[br]maybe especially people in a hospital, 0:07:24.139,0:07:26.246 forgetting to save their own lives. 0:07:26.533,0:07:30.595 Now, she also said she figured that many[br]of her coworkers did pretty decent jobs 0:07:30.595,0:07:33.259 going on their feel[br]for what they ought to be doing, 0:07:33.259,0:07:36.828 but she wondered if they wouldn't be[br]better off opening their minds 0:07:36.828,0:07:38.903 to the full truth of it. 0:07:38.919,0:07:42.006 She was echoing[br]a famous claim of Socrates: 0:07:42.006,0:07:45.768 "The unexamined life is not worth living." 0:07:46.549,0:07:50.194 In her paper, Jillian explained[br]that the philosophers I had assigned 0:07:50.194,0:07:52.632 helped her to see matters[br]a little more clearly. 0:07:52.632,0:07:56.702 That sickness, pain, can alienate us[br]from those around us, 0:07:56.702,0:07:59.936 that they threaten to exile us[br]from the human community. 0:08:00.197,0:08:03.854 The closest she could come[br]to formulating the purpose of the hospital 0:08:03.854,0:08:06.684 was, "To be there for people." 0:08:07.421,0:08:10.736 "To be there when they're sick,[br]to be there when they're dying, 0:08:10.801,0:08:12.806 to be there when they're mourning." 0:08:12.830,0:08:16.007 "To help people when you could,[br]and to aid people when they wanted, 0:08:16.019,0:08:17.079 of course, 0:08:17.079,0:08:20.745 but most of all, to be there[br]for them, human to human." 0:08:21.004,0:08:25.009 The point of medicine, she said, was care. 0:08:25.343,0:08:27.896 "Doctors are there,"[br]she marvelously concluded, 0:08:28.183,0:08:29.774 "to help the nurses." 0:08:29.986,0:08:32.864 But doctors, she feared, sometimes[br]overrate their wisdom 0:08:32.864,0:08:36.576 on the basis of their technical[br]proficiency and science. 0:08:37.095,0:08:40.464 She also admitted that she[br]didn't necessarily have all the answers 0:08:40.469,0:08:43.315 and that even what she was saying[br]she had some doubts about, 0:08:43.475,0:08:48.705 but she said that her pursuit of wisdom[br]about what she was doing 0:08:48.705,0:08:50.395 had helped her to really understand 0:08:50.395,0:08:53.594 the full meaning and significance[br]of what she was training to do, 0:08:53.691,0:08:58.206 that philosophy had helped[br]plug her into her vocation. 0:08:59.476,0:09:03.076 Jillian has been a full-fledged nurse[br]now for over a decade, 0:09:03.221,0:09:07.551 and I contacted her recently,[br]and she said to me, 0:09:07.660,0:09:09.762 "You know, I kept[br]that paper I wrote for you, 0:09:09.762,0:09:13.792 and I still define my goals[br]and my purposes in those terms." 0:09:13.792,0:09:18.252 In being there for people,[br]she's been saving her own life. 0:09:19.349,0:09:21.610 In the wake of Socrates, 0:09:21.610,0:09:23.706 philosophy in the ancient world 0:09:23.706,0:09:28.306 really became focused on the question[br]of how to live a good life. 0:09:28.506,0:09:32.521 It was all about the pursuit[br]of what they called "eudaimonia," 0:09:32.524,0:09:33.650 in ancient Greek, 0:09:33.650,0:09:36.926 which we often translate[br]as happiness, the pursuit of happiness. 0:09:37.288,0:09:39.321 And happiness is[br]a pretty good translation, 0:09:39.321,0:09:41.671 but really, eudaimonia[br]means something more like 0:09:41.671,0:09:43.933 "Flourishing over the course[br]of your whole life" 0:09:43.946,0:09:47.472 or "Living up to the full[br]potential of being human." 0:09:47.472,0:09:50.773 Philosophy was not just[br]some intellectual game, 0:09:50.773,0:09:53.714 it was very much about trying[br]to understand those principles 0:09:53.714,0:09:57.923 that are going to bring happiness[br]and practice them in our lives. 0:09:58.515,0:10:03.348 I have to admit that I am guilty[br]of sometimes asking my students in class, 0:10:03.348,0:10:05.667 "If the doctor gave you[br]only one year to live, 0:10:05.667,0:10:08.477 how would you spend your remaining days?" 0:10:08.893,0:10:14.493 Generally, I get kind of cliched,[br]bucket-list sort of answers, 0:10:14.584,0:10:17.827 which show how unexamined[br]our lives often are. 0:10:17.827,0:10:21.881 For bucket lists make[br]a really bad assumption 0:10:21.881,0:10:27.337 that the good life is just a parade[br]of splashy, disconnected experiences. 0:10:28.402,0:10:31.503 One time, as I was fielding answers 0:10:31.503,0:10:35.973 about skydiving and visiting the Pyramids, 0:10:35.973,0:10:39.204 I noticed a twinkle[br]in the eye of Kimberly, 0:10:39.228,0:10:42.227 one of my great nontraditional students. 0:10:42.227,0:10:44.583 After class, I called her up and I said, 0:10:44.583,0:10:47.214 "I noticed you were[br]kind of smiling when we were talking 0:10:47.214,0:10:50.038 about how people would spend[br]their last year of life. 0:10:50.038,0:10:51.529 What was on your mind?" 0:10:52.382,0:10:53.458 She explained to me 0:10:53.458,0:10:58.418 that fairly recently[br]she'd been in exactly that situation. 0:10:58.828,0:11:03.716 She had been diagnosed[br]with a rare neuromuscular disorder, 0:11:03.716,0:11:06.663 "The most aggressive case seen,"[br]the doctor said, 0:11:06.665,0:11:10.151 and they told her that she[br]did not have long to live. 0:11:12.377,0:11:14.503 Well, after some dark nights of the soul, 0:11:14.503,0:11:17.695 Kimberly made up her mind[br]to take matters into her own hands, 0:11:17.695,0:11:22.423 seeking out some additional therapies[br]to the ones the doctors prescribed. 0:11:22.423,0:11:26.223 But she realized she did not have[br]all the time in the world, 0:11:26.364,0:11:28.095 and so, she said to me, 0:11:28.095,0:11:32.493 she decided to engage in philosophy[br]in that ancient sense. 0:11:32.493,0:11:34.451 She was going to try to figure out 0:11:34.451,0:11:38.578 what, really, happiness was[br]and how to practice it. 0:11:39.928,0:11:41.367 She loved wine, 0:11:41.405,0:11:45.619 so she got in the habit of really savoring[br]a couple of glasses every night. 0:11:45.619,0:11:47.710 She loved bicycling, 0:11:47.717,0:11:51.041 so she threw herself[br]into the world of cycling. 0:11:51.589,0:11:54.988 She loved learning more,[br]and she never finished college, 0:11:54.988,0:11:56.484 so she went back to school 0:11:56.484,0:11:59.864 to study the kinds of subjects[br]she was most interested in, 0:11:59.884,0:12:02.117 including philosophy, 0:12:02.117,0:12:07.998 where she studied, with me, thinkers[br]like Plato and Epicurus and Epictetus. 0:12:07.998,0:12:13.289 She said these thinkers helped to sharpen[br]her sense of the logic of living. 0:12:14.006,0:12:16.433 You come to terms with your death. 0:12:16.433,0:12:20.496 You confront the limitations[br]of bodily existence. 0:12:20.496,0:12:22.372 You pursue virtue. 0:12:22.372,0:12:25.682 You try to figure out[br]what's really pleasurable. 0:12:25.682,0:12:28.199 You pursue knowledge to deepen yourself 0:12:28.199,0:12:31.404 and to use this unique[br]human brain of ours. 0:12:31.819,0:12:37.929 I find a life like Kimberly's utterly[br]marvelous and also utterly philosophical. 0:12:38.644,0:12:44.037 Students that I have had,[br]like Kimberly and Jillian and many others, 0:12:44.037,0:12:45.405 have shown me that, 0:12:45.405,0:12:49.995 in the words of one of my heroes,[br]William James, an American philosopher, 0:12:50.365,0:12:54.067 "The deepest human life is everywhere." 0:12:55.057,0:12:58.429 The philosophical odyssey[br]is open to all of us; 0:12:58.441,0:13:02.491 the books of the great philosophers[br]are there to help us, 0:13:02.491,0:13:06.881 but of course, ultimately it's a journey[br]that we have to go on for ourselves. 0:13:07.468,0:13:09.935 Now, maybe you happen to be living 0:13:09.935,0:13:15.532 according to absolutely brilliant,[br]beautiful principles and ideals. 0:13:16.017,0:13:18.985 If that's true, philosophy[br]can still be a help; 0:13:18.985,0:13:20.869 it can help take you off autopilot 0:13:20.869,0:13:24.781 and put your hands on the wheel[br]of your beautiful life. 0:13:25.264,0:13:31.534 But what if some of the ideas[br]structuring your life are less than ideal? 0:13:32.125,0:13:36.402 What if some of the ideas[br]you have about how to be a nurse, 0:13:36.402,0:13:37.616 or a doctor, 0:13:37.616,0:13:39.460 or a teacher, or a student, 0:13:39.468,0:13:41.317 or a citizen, or a parent, 0:13:41.332,0:13:44.844 or a man, or a woman, or a human being 0:13:44.969,0:13:47.139 are a little out of whack? 0:13:48.451,0:13:52.283 Well then, philosophy has the power[br]to cut through the crap 0:13:52.283,0:13:57.084 and help bring us closer to what really[br]is meaningful and valuable. 0:13:57.488,0:13:59.171 I hate to break it to you today, 0:13:59.171,0:14:01.941 but you are going to die. 0:14:01.941,0:14:04.171 We all have a death sentence, 0:14:04.171,0:14:09.206 and there is no cosmic contract that says[br]it can't happen in the upcoming year. 0:14:09.506,0:14:11.674 So why not make up your mind 0:14:11.674,0:14:16.311 to devote yourself to philosophy[br]in that ancient sense? 0:14:16.311,0:14:20.300 Like Kimberly, like Jillian,[br]like all the other great philosophers. 0:14:21.313,0:14:24.391 The books of the great philosophers[br]are there to help us, 0:14:24.391,0:14:28.854 and you don't need my permission[br]for you to study them. 0:14:29.011,0:14:30.100 In fact, I would say, 0:14:30.100,0:14:34.200 freedom is the one thing[br]you should never ask permission for. 0:14:35.920,0:14:40.974 About a year ago, I contacted Kimberly[br]to see how she was doing, 0:14:40.974,0:14:44.859 and she explained to me[br]that she had to take a break 0:14:44.859,0:14:49.383 from her dream job with the women's[br]cycling developing program. 0:14:50.505,0:14:53.168 She was having to undergo chemotherapy. 0:14:54.153,0:14:55.588 "But," she said, "don't worry. 0:14:55.598,0:14:58.188 Things are looking up.[br]Not that they ever looked down. 0:14:58.188,0:14:59.577 I'm still pursuing happiness. 0:14:59.577,0:15:02.357 I'm still pursuing philosophy," she said. 0:15:02.357,0:15:05.650 "And it's better than last summer;[br]I was on hospice care for a while. 0:15:05.650,0:15:09.190 I think I'm on the fast track[br]to racing my bike again." 0:15:09.923,0:15:12.702 She was still saving her own life. 0:15:13.679,0:15:15.496 I haven't heard from her since. 0:15:15.992,0:15:17.602 Thank you very much. 0:15:17.602,0:15:20.125 (Applause)