[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.79,0:00:31.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I pick up the pencil, Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.96,0:00:34.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I ask myself, "Why?" Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.96,0:00:39.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have no story to tell,\Nno pain, no reason to write. Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.58,0:00:43.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Staring at the blank page, Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.29,0:00:46.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a thought (snaps her fingers)\Nwanders before me. Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.08,0:00:47.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see a spark. Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.29,0:00:51.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Reaching out to grab it, my hands\Nstretched out as far as I can, and - Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.33,0:00:53.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- nothing! Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.75,0:00:58.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's all lost: all thought, all purpose. Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.63,0:01:03.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I stare at the paper again -\Nfor hours it seems! Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.88,0:01:06.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As I look up at the clock shining 1 p.m., Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.81,0:01:09.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was ready to take a break. Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.08,0:01:13.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Standing up, fist clenched,\Nshoulders broadened - Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.17,0:01:17.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until I had realized I'd started at 12:59. Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.58,0:01:21.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that hunched me back over\Nwhile releasing a sigh. Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.13,0:01:22.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I continue to stare, Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.67,0:01:27.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,waiting for that booklet\Nof notebook paper to work its magic, Dialogue: 0,0:01:27.42,0:01:30.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to stare back at me, and blink. Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.00,0:01:33.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That is what fuels me: Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.33,0:01:36.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a sense of accomplishment\Nthat I couldn't receive from the clock. Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.84,0:01:40.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As the time slips away,\NI realize I'm not alone, Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.88,0:01:43.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,lost and abandoned in this blank page. Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.50,0:01:46.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when you find yourself,\Nand you're reaching for that sparkle, Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.79,0:01:49.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ready to grab it, but pull back; Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.24,0:01:51.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you have emotion\N[that] builds up inside, Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.70,0:01:55.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but [you] can't seem to find\Nthe words to release it, Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.95,0:01:57.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and to release you, Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.91,0:02:00.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am trapped, my feet glued to the floor, Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.91,0:02:03.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a cluttered closet\Nof insignificant thoughts, Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.74,0:02:06.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,searching for the one to set me free, Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.51,0:02:11.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to fill up the emptiness\Nof that blank page. Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.81,0:02:14.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But this time, this time, Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.65,0:02:17.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I look back at that page, Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.85,0:02:19.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see words. Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.59,0:02:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when you battle\Nwith that first blank page, Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.02,0:02:26.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,those words you can't seem to find, Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.53,0:02:28.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just pick up that pencil, Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.61,0:02:30.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as I did mine. Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.78,0:02:33.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Applause)