WEBVTT 00:00:09.112 --> 00:00:13.152 Even after writing eleven books and winning several prestigious awards, 00:00:13.152 --> 00:00:15.491 Maya Angelou couldn’t escape the nagging doubt 00:00:15.491 --> 00:00:19.685 that she hadn’t really earned her accomplishments. 00:00:19.685 --> 00:00:22.592 Albert Einstein experienced something similar: 00:00:22.592 --> 00:00:25.966 he described himself as an “involuntary swindler” 00:00:25.966 --> 00:00:29.535 whose work didn’t deserve as much attention as it had received. NOTE Paragraph 00:00:29.535 --> 00:00:33.374 Accomplishments at the level of Angelou’s or Einstein’s are rare, 00:00:33.374 --> 00:00:36.404 but their feeling of fraudulence is extremely common. 00:00:36.404 --> 00:00:38.408 Why can’t so many of us shake feelings 00:00:38.408 --> 00:00:40.594 that we haven’t earned our accomplishments, 00:00:40.594 --> 00:00:45.019 or that our ideas and skills aren’t worthy of others’ attention? NOTE Paragraph 00:00:45.019 --> 00:00:48.401 Psychologist Pauline Rose Clance was the first to study 00:00:48.401 --> 00:00:50.925 this unwarranted sense of insecurity. 00:00:50.925 --> 00:00:52.294 In her work as a therapist, 00:00:52.294 --> 00:00:56.646 she noticed many of her undergraduate patients shared a concern: 00:00:56.646 --> 00:00:58.461 though they had high grades, 00:00:58.461 --> 00:01:01.778 they didn’t believe they deserved their spots at the university. 00:01:01.778 --> 00:01:05.021 Some even believed their acceptance had been an admissions error. 00:01:05.021 --> 00:01:07.205 While Clance knew these fears were unfounded, 00:01:07.205 --> 00:01:10.766 she could also remember feeling the exact same way in graduate school. 00:01:10.766 --> 00:01:14.470 She and her patients experienced something that goes by a number of names-- 00:01:14.470 --> 00:01:16.118 imposter phenomenon, 00:01:16.118 --> 00:01:17.662 imposter experience, 00:01:17.662 --> 00:01:19.865 and imposter syndrome. NOTE Paragraph 00:01:19.865 --> 00:01:21.634 Together with colleague Suzanne Imes, 00:01:21.634 --> 00:01:26.616 Clance first studied imposterism in female college students and faculty. 00:01:26.616 --> 00:01:30.180 Their work established pervasive feelings of fraudulence in this group. 00:01:30.180 --> 00:01:31.645 Since that first study, 00:01:31.645 --> 00:01:34.380 the same thing has been established across gender, 00:01:34.380 --> 00:01:35.134 race, 00:01:35.134 --> 00:01:36.003 age, 00:01:36.003 --> 00:01:38.370 and a huge range of occupations, 00:01:38.370 --> 00:01:41.419 though it may be more prevalent and disproportionately affect 00:01:41.419 --> 00:01:44.759 the experiences of underrepresented or disadvantaged groups. 00:01:44.759 --> 00:01:48.271 To call it a syndrome is to downplay how universal it is. 00:01:48.271 --> 00:01:51.276 It's not a disease or an abnormality, 00:01:51.276 --> 00:01:53.864 and it isn’t necessarily tied to depression, 00:01:53.864 --> 00:01:54.825 anxiety, 00:01:54.825 --> 00:01:56.536 or self-esteem. NOTE Paragraph 00:01:56.536 --> 00:01:58.780 Where do these feelings of fraudulence come from? 00:01:58.780 --> 00:02:01.194 People who are highly skilled or accomplished 00:02:01.194 --> 00:02:03.189 tend to think others are just as skilled. 00:02:03.189 --> 00:02:06.563 This can spiral into feelings that they don’t deserve accolades 00:02:06.563 --> 00:02:08.596 and opportunities over other people. 00:02:08.596 --> 00:02:11.186 And as Angelou and Einstein experienced, 00:02:11.186 --> 00:02:13.508 there’s often no threshold of accomplishment 00:02:13.508 --> 00:02:15.531 that puts these feelings to rest. 00:02:15.531 --> 00:02:20.357 Feelings of imposterism aren’t restricted to highly skilled individuals, either. 00:02:20.357 --> 00:02:24.370 Everyone is susceptible to a phenomenon known as pluralistic ignorance, 00:02:24.370 --> 00:02:26.896 where we each doubt ourselves privately, 00:02:26.896 --> 00:02:29.029 but believe we’re alone in thinking that way 00:02:29.029 --> 00:02:31.244 because no one else voices their doubts. 00:02:31.244 --> 00:02:34.973 Since it’s tough to really know how hard our peers work, 00:02:34.973 --> 00:02:37.595 how difficult they find certain tasks, 00:02:37.595 --> 00:02:39.516 or how much they doubt themselves, 00:02:39.516 --> 00:02:42.972 there’s no easy way to dismiss feelings that we’re less capable 00:02:42.972 --> 00:02:44.727 than the people around us. 00:02:44.727 --> 00:02:46.637 Intense feelings of imposterism 00:02:46.637 --> 00:02:48.922 can prevent people from sharing their great ideas 00:02:48.922 --> 00:02:52.656 or applying for jobs and programs where they’d excel. NOTE Paragraph 00:02:52.656 --> 00:02:54.112 At least so far, 00:02:54.112 --> 00:02:56.611 the most surefire way to combat imposter syndrome 00:02:56.611 --> 00:02:58.153 is to talk about it. 00:02:58.153 --> 00:03:00.226 Many people suffering from imposter syndrome 00:03:00.226 --> 00:03:02.557 are afraid that if they ask about their performance, 00:03:02.557 --> 00:03:04.128 their fears will be confirmed. 00:03:04.128 --> 00:03:06.273 And even when they receive positive feedback, 00:03:06.273 --> 00:03:09.317 it often fails to ease feelings of fraudulence. 00:03:09.317 --> 00:03:10.347 But on the other hand, 00:03:10.347 --> 00:03:14.425 hearing that an advisor or mentor has experienced feelings of imposterism 00:03:14.425 --> 00:03:16.116 can help relieve those feelings. 00:03:16.116 --> 00:03:18.193 The same goes for peers. 00:03:18.193 --> 00:03:20.717 Even simply finding out there’s a term for these feelings 00:03:20.717 --> 00:03:22.700 can be an incredible relief. 00:03:22.700 --> 00:03:24.191 Once you’re aware of the phenomenon, 00:03:24.191 --> 00:03:26.616 you can combat your own imposter syndrome 00:03:26.616 --> 00:03:29.387 by collecting and revisiting positive feedback. 00:03:29.387 --> 00:03:32.380 One scientist who kept blaming herself for problems in her lab 00:03:32.380 --> 00:03:35.557 started to document the causes every time something went wrong. 00:03:35.557 --> 00:03:38.160 Eventually, she realized most of the problems 00:03:38.160 --> 00:03:39.902 came from equipment failure, 00:03:39.902 --> 00:03:42.150 and came to recognize her own competence. NOTE Paragraph 00:03:42.150 --> 00:03:45.201 We may never be able to banish these feelings entirely, 00:03:45.201 --> 00:03:49.553 but we can have open conversations about academic or professional challenges. 00:03:49.553 --> 00:03:53.330 With increasing awareness of how common these experiences are, 00:03:53.330 --> 00:03:56.808 perhaps we can feel freer to be frank about our feelings 00:03:56.808 --> 00:03:58.839 and build confidence in some simple truths: 00:03:58.839 --> 00:04:00.048 you have talent, 00:04:00.048 --> 00:04:01.408 you are capable, 00:04:01.408 --> 00:04:02.520 and you belong.