WEBVTT 00:00:07.572 --> 00:00:11.772 Even after writing eleven books and winning several prestigious awards, 00:00:11.772 --> 00:00:14.071 Maya Angelou couldn’t escape the nagging doubt 00:00:14.071 --> 00:00:18.405 that she hadn’t really earned her accomplishments. 00:00:18.405 --> 00:00:21.452 Albert Einstein experienced something similar: 00:00:21.452 --> 00:00:24.556 he described himself as an “involuntary swindler” 00:00:24.556 --> 00:00:28.555 whose work didn’t deserve as much attention as it had received. NOTE Paragraph 00:00:28.555 --> 00:00:31.874 Accomplishments at the level of Angelou’s or Einstein’s are rare, 00:00:31.874 --> 00:00:35.154 but their feeling of fraudulence is extremely common. 00:00:35.154 --> 00:00:37.188 Why can’t so many of us shake feelings 00:00:37.188 --> 00:00:39.314 that we haven’t earned our accomplishments, 00:00:39.314 --> 00:00:43.729 or that our ideas and skills aren’t worthy of others’ attention? NOTE Paragraph 00:00:43.729 --> 00:00:47.151 Psychologist Pauline Rose Clance was the first to study 00:00:47.151 --> 00:00:49.705 this unwarranted sense of insecurity. 00:00:49.705 --> 00:00:51.194 In her work as a therapist, 00:00:51.194 --> 00:00:54.966 she noticed many of her undergraduate patients shared a concern: 00:00:54.966 --> 00:00:56.931 though they had high grades, 00:00:56.931 --> 00:01:00.108 they didn’t believe they deserved their spots at the university. 00:01:00.108 --> 00:01:03.531 Some even believed their acceptance had been an admissions error. 00:01:03.531 --> 00:01:05.725 While Clance knew these fears were unfounded, 00:01:05.725 --> 00:01:09.526 she could also remember feeling the exact same way in graduate school. 00:01:09.526 --> 00:01:13.090 She and her patients experienced something that goes by a number of names-- 00:01:13.090 --> 00:01:14.668 imposter phenomenon, 00:01:14.668 --> 00:01:16.172 imposter experience, 00:01:16.172 --> 00:01:18.315 and imposter syndrome. NOTE Paragraph 00:01:18.315 --> 00:01:20.484 Together with colleague Suzanne Imes, 00:01:20.484 --> 00:01:25.356 Clance first studied imposterism in female college students and faculty. 00:01:25.356 --> 00:01:29.060 Their work established pervasive feelings of fraudulence in this group. 00:01:29.060 --> 00:01:30.495 Since that first study, 00:01:30.495 --> 00:01:33.330 the same thing has been established across gender, 00:01:33.330 --> 00:01:34.294 race, 00:01:34.294 --> 00:01:35.163 age, 00:01:35.163 --> 00:01:37.360 and a huge range of occupations, 00:01:37.360 --> 00:01:39.969 though it may be more prevalent and disproportionately affect 00:01:39.969 --> 00:01:43.459 the experiences of underrepresented or disadvantaged groups. 00:01:43.459 --> 00:01:47.041 To call it a syndrome is to downplay how universal it is. 00:01:47.041 --> 00:01:49.586 It's not a disease or an abnormality, 00:01:49.586 --> 00:01:52.544 and it isn’t necessarily tied to depression, 00:01:52.544 --> 00:01:53.335 anxiety, 00:01:53.335 --> 00:01:54.956 or self-esteem. NOTE Paragraph 00:01:54.956 --> 00:01:57.590 Where do these feelings of fraudulence come from? 00:01:57.590 --> 00:01:59.734 People who are highly skilled or accomplished 00:01:59.734 --> 00:02:02.279 tend to think others are just as skilled. 00:02:02.279 --> 00:02:05.283 This can spiral into feelings that they don’t deserve accolades 00:02:05.283 --> 00:02:07.476 and opportunities over other people. 00:02:07.476 --> 00:02:09.646 And as Angelou and Einstein experienced, 00:02:09.646 --> 00:02:12.178 there’s often no threshold of accomplishment 00:02:12.178 --> 00:02:14.411 that puts these feelings to rest. 00:02:14.411 --> 00:02:18.727 Feelings of imposterism aren’t restricted to highly skilled individuals, either. 00:02:18.727 --> 00:02:23.030 Everyone is susceptible to a phenomenon known as pluralistic ignorance, 00:02:23.030 --> 00:02:25.546 where we each doubt ourselves privately, 00:02:25.546 --> 00:02:27.949 but believe we’re alone in thinking that way 00:02:27.949 --> 00:02:30.174 because no one else voices their doubts. 00:02:30.174 --> 00:02:33.663 Since it’s tough to really know how hard our peers work, 00:02:33.663 --> 00:02:36.125 how difficult they find certain tasks, 00:02:36.125 --> 00:02:38.136 or how much they doubt themselves, 00:02:38.136 --> 00:02:41.562 there’s no easy way to dismiss feelings that we’re less capable 00:02:41.562 --> 00:02:43.537 than the people around us. 00:02:43.537 --> 00:02:45.427 Intense feelings of imposterism 00:02:45.427 --> 00:02:47.762 can prevent people from sharing their great ideas 00:02:47.762 --> 00:02:50.996 or applying for jobs and programs where they’d excel. NOTE Paragraph 00:02:50.996 --> 00:02:52.512 At least so far, 00:02:52.512 --> 00:02:55.391 the most surefire way to combat imposter syndrome 00:02:55.391 --> 00:02:56.593 is to talk about it. 00:02:56.593 --> 00:02:58.756 Many people suffering from imposter syndrome 00:02:58.756 --> 00:03:01.307 are afraid that if they ask about their performance, 00:03:01.307 --> 00:03:02.968 their fears will be confirmed. 00:03:02.968 --> 00:03:05.133 And even when they receive positive feedback, 00:03:05.133 --> 00:03:07.787 it often fails to ease feelings of fraudulence. 00:03:07.787 --> 00:03:09.187 But on the other hand, 00:03:09.187 --> 00:03:13.075 hearing that an advisor or mentor has experienced feelings of imposterism 00:03:13.075 --> 00:03:14.916 can help relieve those feelings. 00:03:14.916 --> 00:03:16.623 The same goes for peers. 00:03:16.623 --> 00:03:19.417 Even simply finding out there’s a term for these feelings 00:03:19.417 --> 00:03:21.240 can be an incredible relief. 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:22.951 Once you’re aware of the phenomenon, 00:03:22.951 --> 00:03:24.996 you can combat your own imposter syndrome 00:03:24.996 --> 00:03:27.887 by collecting and revisiting positive feedback. 00:03:27.887 --> 00:03:31.010 One scientist who kept blaming herself for problems in her lab 00:03:31.010 --> 00:03:34.467 started to document the causes every time something went wrong. 00:03:34.467 --> 00:03:36.850 Eventually, she realized most of the problems 00:03:36.850 --> 00:03:38.332 came from equipment failure, 00:03:38.332 --> 00:03:40.840 and came to recognize her own competence. NOTE Paragraph 00:03:40.840 --> 00:03:43.701 We may never be able to banish these feelings entirely, 00:03:43.701 --> 00:03:48.353 but we can have open conversations about academic or professional challenges. 00:03:48.353 --> 00:03:51.730 With increasing awareness of how common these experiences are, 00:03:51.730 --> 00:03:55.078 perhaps we can feel freer to be frank about our feelings 00:03:55.078 --> 00:03:57.669 and build confidence in some simple truths: 00:03:57.669 --> 00:03:58.848 you have talent, 00:03:58.848 --> 00:03:59.838 you are capable, 00:03:59.838 --> 00:04:01.200 and you belong.