WEBVTT 00:00:00.418 --> 00:00:02.547 -[Lambeau] --I am today because I was pushed 00:00:02.547 --> 00:00:04.137 and because I learned to push myself-- 00:00:04.137 --> 00:00:06.097 - [Sean] He's not you! You get that?! 00:00:09.377 --> 00:00:10.547 -I can come back-- 00:00:10.547 --> 00:00:11.476 -[Sean] No, come in. 00:00:11.476 --> 00:00:13.536 -[Lambeau] Uh, I was just leaving. 00:00:25.056 --> 00:00:28.121 -A lot of that stuff goes back a long way between me and him. 00:00:29.088 --> 00:00:31.108 You know? Not about you. 00:00:36.607 --> 00:00:37.563 -[Will] What is that? 00:00:38.638 --> 00:00:39.796 -[Sean] This is your file. 00:00:39.796 --> 00:00:42.480 I have to to send it back to the judge for evaluation. 00:00:42.480 --> 00:00:43.228 -Oh. 00:00:45.458 --> 00:00:47.989 Hey, you're not going to fail me, are you? [nervous chuckle] 00:00:51.239 --> 00:00:52.316 What's it say? 00:00:54.589 --> 00:00:55.900 -You wanna read it? 00:00:55.900 --> 00:00:56.870 -[Will] Why? 00:00:59.799 --> 00:01:02.817 Have you had any, uh, experience with that? 00:01:02.817 --> 00:01:06.159 -Twenty years of counseling, yeah, I've seen some pretty awful shit. 00:01:06.928 --> 00:01:10.444 -[Will] I mean, have you had any experience with that? 00:01:14.399 --> 00:01:15.339 -Personally. 00:01:16.899 --> 00:01:17.699 -[Will] Yeah. 00:01:18.409 --> 00:01:19.354 -Yeah, I have. 00:01:20.680 --> 00:01:21.993 -Sure ain't good. 00:01:26.030 --> 00:01:28.249 -My father was an alcoholic. 00:01:28.249 --> 00:01:29.626 Mean fucking drunk. 00:01:32.088 --> 00:01:35.148 He'd come home hammered, looking to whale on somebody, 00:01:35.148 --> 00:01:36.269 so I'd provoke him 00:01:36.269 --> 00:01:38.942 so he wouldn't go after my mother and little brother. 00:01:40.690 --> 00:01:42.910 Interesting nights were when he wore his rings. 00:01:45.350 --> 00:01:51.190 -Yeah, he used to just put a wrench, a stick, and a belt on the table, 00:01:51.190 --> 00:01:52.983 and just say "choose". 00:01:53.999 --> 00:01:55.819 -[Sean] I gotta go with the belt there, Vanna. 00:01:55.819 --> 00:01:57.769 -I used to go with the wrench. 00:01:57.769 --> 00:01:59.909 -[Sean] Why the wrench? 00:01:59.909 --> 00:02:02.170 -'Cause fuck him, that's why. 00:02:02.170 --> 00:02:05.450 - Your foster father? - Yeah. 00:02:05.450 --> 00:02:07.770 So uh, you know, what is it, like, 00:02:07.770 --> 00:02:10.820 "Will has an attachment disorder"-- is it all that stuff? 00:02:12.540 --> 00:02:13.749 "Fear of abandonment"? 00:02:15.079 --> 00:02:18.530 Is that why, uh-- is that why I broke up with Skylar? 00:02:18.530 --> 00:02:19.995 -I didn't know you had. 00:02:19.995 --> 00:02:21.660 -[Will] Yeah, I did. 00:02:21.660 --> 00:02:24.152 -You wanna talk about it? -No. 00:02:27.720 --> 00:02:28.758 -Hey, Will... 00:02:30.441 --> 00:02:31.880 I don't know a lot, 00:02:33.990 --> 00:02:35.641 but you see this? 00:02:35.641 --> 00:02:37.026 All this shit. 00:02:42.011 --> 00:02:43.320 This is not your fault. 00:02:46.520 --> 00:02:47.860 -(softly) Yeah, I know that. 00:02:48.560 --> 00:02:49.644 -Look at me, son. 00:02:51.851 --> 00:02:53.273 It's not your fault. 00:02:54.261 --> 00:02:55.194 -I know. 00:02:56.480 --> 00:02:57.838 -[Sean] It's not your fault. 00:03:01.571 --> 00:03:02.281 - I know. 00:03:02.281 --> 00:03:05.380 -[Sean] No, no, no. It's not your fault. 00:03:06.752 --> 00:03:07.410 Hmm? 00:03:08.091 --> 00:03:08.811 -I know. 00:03:08.811 --> 00:03:10.321 -It's not your fault. 00:03:10.321 --> 00:03:11.361 -Alright. 00:03:11.361 --> 00:03:12.631 -It's not your fault. 00:03:15.751 --> 00:03:17.149 It's not your fault. 00:03:17.601 --> 00:03:19.411 -Don't fuck with me. 00:03:20.651 --> 00:03:21.451 [sniffling] 00:03:22.631 --> 00:03:23.972 -It's not your fault. 00:03:23.972 --> 00:03:25.643 -Don't fuck with me, alright?! 00:03:25.643 --> 00:03:27.213 Don't fuck with me, Sean, not you! 00:03:27.213 --> 00:03:28.533 -It's not your fault. 00:03:32.591 --> 00:03:33.852 -[sobbing] 00:03:37.782 --> 00:03:39.475 -[whispering] It's not your fault. 00:03:41.521 --> 00:03:45.312 -[sobbing] 00:03:45.312 --> 00:03:52.152 Oh my god. Oh my god, I'm so sorry! 00:03:52.152 --> 00:03:55.867 [sobbing continues] 00:04:07.232 --> 00:04:08.776 -[Sean] Fuck them, okay?