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[COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS]

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[Previously unaired footage]

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-We made dinner for everyone.
-Really? I'm glad.

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What's up? 
You don't look too happy though.

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-Well... today...
-What's wrong?

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On my way home... I happened to see...

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-Were you googling yourself?
-No! I wasn't.

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I've deleted the Twitter app,
in the first place.

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I didn't google myself, but I casually looked over
comments on Yama-channel.

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It was crazy.

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Were the comments positive?

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-I was so shocked by what I read!
-Were they coming for you?

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I realized I took the wrong train.

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And I was like,
"Oh, no! I can't get home."

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-I was surprised at myself!
-Were you okay?

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-You shouldn't read comments. 
-That's right.

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They pointed out you wear
the hat indoors, right?

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Right! 
But, look at this!

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I didn't want to be seen 
like this on the first day!

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-Careful, they might make more
comments now. / -Yeah.

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I'm like... really...

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-They could make fun of the hat hair.
-Did you look through the comments?

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Hmm, I looked at them on the train...

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I couldn't stop reading...

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You miss your station 
when you focus on something.

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Were you hurt?

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I wouldn't say I was hurt... 
I mean, I was prepared.

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In particular, I knew
Yamachan would attack us.

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He's really harsh.

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Since I'm very shy around new people,

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I thought I was used to being told 
I have a bad personality.

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But I realized I made 
many people think like that.

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I'm just... how should I put it...

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Well, it might've upset me a bit.

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I'm scared!

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I always think...

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they don't know you at all.

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You-- you're right...

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People who don't know you
just think this and that.

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It doesn't matter. 
They don't know anything about you.

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What's more, what they say isn't true.

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I saw this coming.

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I thought I was emotionally prepared 
for people's negative opinions.

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-It became a reality.
-I'm facing the issue now, oh no...!

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Only you guys can relate to this,

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so I wanted to see you all 
as soon as possible.

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-Oh no, I'm going to cry. 
-It's ok, go ahead and cry.

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No, it'd be uncool
if I cry because of this.

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Why? That's not uncool.

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It's like... Ah, I'm tearing up.

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-It's ok to cry.
-I've been feeling vulnerable since yesterday.

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Here you are.

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Come to think of it, 
they're so annoying, right?

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They just comment online without
showing their faces or giving their names.

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Right... I thought I understood that, but...

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Did you feel offended?

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What? No, not at all--
It's like...

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Some people are quick to assume that people 
they don't know well are incompatible with them.

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I don't want to be judged too quickly, 
so I don't do that to others as a rule.

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So I was amazed,
"What a channel Yamachan has!"

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while I was watching YouTube.

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Like, "Emika must have been a bully."

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I was like "Wow!" I have been 
bullied before, but I never bullied anyone!

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So... I think I was shocked.

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I shouldn't have done it. 
Why did I look...

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Maybe you were worried about 
what other people think of you.

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Well, it's fine as long as you don't look.

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-But you can't help but look at it again...
-When the next episode airs.

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That's crazy. They'll probably 
criticize Ryo and me, too.

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But I'm excited!

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But both of us are dissed 
because of our occupations.

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When we lose, 
some people say like, "You're shit!"

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So we eventually stop looking at it.

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If that would have a bad effect on 
your performance,

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-that'd be the worst.
-You're right.

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So I avoid those harmful things 
as much as possible.

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Everyone has first impressions of others.

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Of course, 
I had a first impression of you too.

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If you can simply be yourself from now on,

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viewers will see what you are really like.

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-It depends on how you act.
-That's true.

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So I don't want you to be hurt--

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I mean, I hope you don't feel down
because of googling yourself.

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-I don't want you to waste your time.
-I just happened to see the comments on YouTube.

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What possessed you to check YouTube?

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I wanted to watch 
our entrance interviews.

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I thought, "It's so dumb. What the hell are these?"
"You just say whatever you like!"

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You mean yourself?

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I mean, that's what I want to say 
to the people who wrote the comments.

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Some people praise you,
but some people diss you.

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-It's not that I want to be praised.
-Yeah, of course.

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The internet and social media
have a big impact on society these days.

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It's like... What should I say...

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I'm not nervous around you guys anymore.

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But I can't completely 
show my true self yet.

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It took me a month to start to open up.

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So now I have to see negative comments 
about my personality for the next month.

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I feel...

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I'm frightened.

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For me, the saddest thing would be 
if nobody were to notice me.

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Me too.

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So I'm glad to hear 
both good things and bad things.

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If you didn't appear on this show, you wouldn't 
be noticed at all. Sorry if that sounds rude.

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Nobody would remember you.

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But I think...

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if I aspired to work 
in the entertainment industry...

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You could take advantage of the opportunity?

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Right! But that's not my goal.

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I wonder if I made the wrong choice...

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No, no...

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I'm worried about it--
but I'm having fun.

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I'm glad that I met you guys... but--

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-I'm anxious about my future.
-It'll be okay.

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People online just diss whoever.

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I've been worried.

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They criticize everybody.

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Nitpickers find fault with everything,

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but they're actually 
dissatisfied with themselves.

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You're so cool.

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They're pitiful, right?

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I don't care about 
what haters say these days.

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I remember you saying that.

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They are crazy.

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I don't want to think like this, but...

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They're gross!

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I think that's fine.

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You can think "You're gross," "Die!"

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or "You piece of shit!"

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It's a waste of your limited time to think of 
anonymous people who say negative things.

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I'm the type of person 
who cares about what others think.

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Just think about it,

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do you want to be praised
by millions of people?

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-No, I don't need that.
-Right? Then no problem.

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If people around you
point out your bad habit--

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I was sorry about 
not taking off my hat indoors.

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-But people around you don't care about it.
-That's fine.

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We don't care about it.

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You'll get used to the comments.

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If you don't checked them, 
you won't care.

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[Translated and Timed by koma]
[Reviewed by hiro]