0:00:00.053,0:00:06.086 [COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS] 0:00:06.152,0:00:12.566 [Previously unaired footage] 0:00:12.873,0:00:15.280 -We made dinner for everyone.[br]-Really? I'm glad. 0:00:16.116,0:00:18.260 What's up? [br]You don't look too happy though. 0:00:18.260,0:00:20.260 -Well... today...[br]-What's wrong? 0:00:20.673,0:00:23.600 On my way home... I happened to see... 0:00:24.226,0:00:26.530 -Were you googling yourself?[br]-No! I wasn't. 0:00:26.593,0:00:28.970 I've deleted the Twitter app,[br]in the first place. 0:00:28.970,0:00:32.853 I didn't google myself, but I casually looked over[br]comments on Yama-channel. 0:00:32.913,0:00:34.316 It was crazy. 0:00:34.350,0:00:36.760 Were the comments positive? 0:00:36.760,0:00:39.913 -I was so shocked by what I read![br]-Were they coming for you? 0:00:39.913,0:00:41.613 I realized I took the wrong train. 0:00:44.090,0:00:46.626 And I was like,[br]"Oh, no! I can't get home." 0:00:47.960,0:00:50.321 -I was surprised at myself![br]-Were you okay? 0:00:50.450,0:00:52.966 -You shouldn't read comments. [br]-That's right. 0:00:53.120,0:00:55.383 They pointed out you wear[br]the hat indoors, right? 0:00:55.420,0:00:57.106 Right! [br]But, look at this! 0:00:57.143,0:00:59.918 I didn't want to be seen [br]like this on the first day! 0:01:00.420,0:01:03.006 -Careful, they might make more[br]comments now. / -Yeah. 0:01:03.693,0:01:05.813 I'm like... really... 0:01:05.813,0:01:09.240 -They could make fun of the hat hair.[br]-Did you look through the comments? 0:01:09.460,0:01:11.686 Hmm, I looked at them on the train... 0:01:11.686,0:01:13.680 I couldn't stop reading... 0:01:13.700,0:01:16.136 You miss your station [br]when you focus on something. 0:01:16.440,0:01:18.030 Were you hurt? 0:01:18.333,0:01:22.220 I wouldn't say I was hurt... [br]I mean, I was prepared. 0:01:22.966,0:01:25.240 In particular, I knew[br]Yamachan would attack us. 0:01:25.240,0:01:27.680 He's really harsh. 0:01:28.260,0:01:31.626 Since I'm very shy around new people, 0:01:33.280,0:01:36.593 I thought I was used to being told [br]I have a bad personality. 0:01:37.006,0:01:44.326 But I realized I made [br]many people think like that. 0:01:44.873,0:01:46.720 I'm just... how should I put it... 0:01:46.980,0:01:48.720 Well, it might've upset me a bit. 0:01:49.806,0:01:50.993 I'm scared! 0:01:51.080,0:01:52.873 I always think... 0:01:53.520,0:01:56.053 they don't know you at all. 0:01:56.512,0:01:57.280 You-- you're right... 0:01:57.280,0:02:02.073 People who don't know you[br]just think this and that. 0:02:02.480,0:02:05.666 It doesn't matter. [br]They don't know anything about you. 0:02:05.800,0:02:08.626 What's more, what they say isn't true. 0:02:08.980,0:02:12.223 I saw this coming. 0:02:12.223,0:02:16.190 I thought I was emotionally prepared [br]for people's negative opinions. 0:02:16.340,0:02:19.110 -It became a reality.[br]-I'm facing the issue now, oh no...! 0:02:19.506,0:02:22.983 Only you guys can relate to this, 0:02:23.133,0:02:26.013 so I wanted to see you all [br]as soon as possible. 0:02:26.113,0:02:28.953 -Oh no, I'm going to cry. [br]-It's ok, go ahead and cry. 0:02:28.950,0:02:31.186 No, it'd be uncool[br]if I cry because of this. 0:02:31.553,0:02:33.180 Why? That's not uncool. 0:02:33.260,0:02:35.866 It's like... Ah, I'm tearing up. 0:02:36.060,0:02:39.106 -It's ok to cry.[br]-I've been feeling vulnerable since yesterday. 0:02:39.560,0:02:40.760 Here you are. 0:02:40.873,0:02:43.193 Come to think of it, [br]they're so annoying, right? 0:02:43.530,0:02:50.260 They just comment online without[br]showing their faces or giving their names. 0:02:50.420,0:02:53.473 Right... I thought I understood that, but... 0:02:54.020,0:02:55.470 Did you feel offended? 0:02:56.060,0:02:57.813 What? No, not at all--[br]It's like... 0:02:58.860,0:03:06.526 Some people are quick to assume that people [br]they don't know well are incompatible with them. 0:03:07.193,0:03:13.686 I don't want to be judged too quickly, [br]so I don't do that to others as a rule. 0:03:15.190,0:03:18.573 So I was amazed,[br]"What a channel Yamachan has!" 0:03:18.700,0:03:20.360 while I was watching YouTube. 0:03:20.700,0:03:23.973 Like, "Emika must have been a bully." 0:03:25.786,0:03:30.093 I was like "Wow!" I have been [br]bullied before, but I never bullied anyone! 0:03:30.480,0:03:34.393 So... I think I was shocked. 0:03:34.726,0:03:38.513 I shouldn't have done it. [br]Why did I look... 0:03:38.610,0:03:42.700 Maybe you were worried about [br]what other people think of you. 0:03:43.253,0:03:45.353 Well, it's fine as long as you don't look. 0:03:45.573,0:03:49.043 -But you can't help but look at it again...[br]-When the next episode airs. 0:03:50.026,0:03:53.013 That's crazy. They'll probably [br]criticize Ryo and me, too. 0:03:53.266,0:03:54.820 But I'm excited! 0:03:54.913,0:03:58.560 But both of us are dissed [br]because of our occupations. 0:03:58.853,0:04:01.793 When we lose, [br]some people say like, "You're shit!" 0:04:02.133,0:04:06.140 So we eventually stop looking at it. 0:04:06.253,0:04:10.680 If that would have a bad effect on [br]your performance, 0:04:11.000,0:04:12.866 -that'd be the worst.[br]-You're right. 0:04:12.986,0:04:18.133 So I avoid those harmful things [br]as much as possible. 0:04:18.453,0:04:23.966 Everyone has first impressions of others. 0:04:24.413,0:04:27.406 Of course, [br]I had a first impression of you too. 0:04:27.546,0:04:32.506 If you can simply be yourself from now on, 0:04:33.326,0:04:36.866 viewers will see what you are really like. 0:04:37.040,0:04:40.446 -It depends on how you act.[br]-That's true. 0:04:40.606,0:04:42.200 So I don't want you to be hurt-- 0:04:42.353,0:04:46.600 I mean, I hope you don't feel down[br]because of googling yourself. 0:04:46.693,0:04:50.613 -I don't want you to waste your time.[br]-I just happened to see the comments on YouTube. 0:04:50.940,0:04:52.873 What possessed you to check YouTube? 0:04:53.020,0:04:55.640 I wanted to watch [br]our entrance interviews. 0:04:55.873,0:05:00.013 I thought, "It's so dumb. What the hell are these?"[br]"You just say whatever you like!" 0:05:00.013,0:05:01.466 You mean yourself? 0:05:01.466,0:05:04.593 I mean, that's what I want to say [br]to the people who wrote the comments. 0:05:04.640,0:05:07.440 Some people praise you,[br]but some people diss you. 0:05:07.560,0:05:11.440 -It's not that I want to be praised.[br]-Yeah, of course. 0:05:13.306,0:05:17.986 The internet and social media[br]have a big impact on society these days. 0:05:18.400,0:05:20.366 It's like... What should I say... 0:05:21.940,0:05:25.800 I'm not nervous around you guys anymore. 0:05:26.340,0:05:29.980 But I can't completely [br]show my true self yet. 0:05:29.980,0:05:33.573 It took me a month to start to open up. 0:05:33.880,0:05:37.716 So now I have to see negative comments [br]about my personality for the next month. 0:05:37.716,0:05:39.186 I feel... 0:05:39.186,0:05:41.560 I'm frightened. 0:05:42.346,0:05:48.706 For me, the saddest thing would be [br]if nobody were to notice me. 0:05:49.233,0:05:50.140 Me too. 0:05:50.300,0:05:53.916 So I'm glad to hear [br]both good things and bad things. 0:05:53.916,0:05:58.386 If you didn't appear on this show, you wouldn't [br]be noticed at all. Sorry if that sounds rude. 0:05:58.446,0:06:00.106 Nobody would remember you. 0:06:00.100,0:06:01.693 But I think... 0:06:01.690,0:06:07.026 if I aspired to work [br]in the entertainment industry... 0:06:07.426,0:06:09.530 You could take advantage of the opportunity? 0:06:09.613,0:06:11.713 Right! But that's not my goal. 0:06:13.466,0:06:15.300 I wonder if I made the wrong choice... 0:06:15.360,0:06:16.373 No, no... 0:06:16.370,0:06:18.926 I'm worried about it--[br]but I'm having fun. 0:06:19.320,0:06:23.273 I'm glad that I met you guys... but-- 0:06:24.093,0:06:27.613 -I'm anxious about my future.[br]-It'll be okay. 0:06:27.853,0:06:29.746 People online just diss whoever. 0:06:29.740,0:06:31.433 I've been worried. 0:06:31.430,0:06:33.326 They criticize everybody. 0:06:33.706,0:06:38.286 Nitpickers find fault with everything, 0:06:38.500,0:06:43.206 but they're actually [br]dissatisfied with themselves. 0:06:43.456,0:06:44.270 You're so cool. 0:06:44.346,0:06:46.133 They're pitiful, right? 0:06:46.270,0:06:49.493 I don't care about [br]what haters say these days. 0:06:49.490,0:06:51.466 I remember you saying that. 0:06:51.846,0:06:53.546 They are crazy. 0:06:53.733,0:06:55.886 I don't want to think like this, but... 0:06:56.246,0:06:58.053 They're gross! 0:06:58.166,0:06:59.680 I think that's fine. 0:06:59.813,0:07:02.986 You can think "You're gross," "Die!" 0:07:02.986,0:07:04.980 or "You piece of shit!" 0:07:05.733,0:07:17.493 It's a waste of your limited time to think of [br]anonymous people who say negative things. 0:07:17.490,0:07:21.040 I'm the type of person [br]who cares about what others think. 0:07:21.350,0:07:23.746 Just think about it, 0:07:24.220,0:07:30.793 do you want to be praised[br]by millions of people? 0:07:30.830,0:07:33.506 -No, I don't need that.[br]-Right? Then no problem. 0:07:33.873,0:07:36.293 If people around you[br]point out your bad habit-- 0:07:36.426,0:07:39.213 I was sorry about [br]not taking off my hat indoors. 0:07:39.453,0:07:43.686 -But people around you don't care about it.[br]-That's fine. 0:07:43.906,0:07:45.820 We don't care about it. 0:07:46.580,0:07:48.540 You'll get used to the comments. 0:07:48.960,0:07:51.726 If you don't checked them, [br]you won't care. 0:07:54.540,0:07:58.366 [Translated and Timed by koma][br][Reviewed by hiro]