0:01:12.080,0:01:17.962 Peace! Happiness! Smile! 0:01:18.160,0:01:23.007 1, 234![br]Smile! More teeth! 0:01:23.200,0:01:28.923 Don't let the camera[br]catch you looking bad! 0:01:29.120,0:01:34.729 Smile! 1, 2, 3, 4! 0:01:34.920,0:01:38.049 Real joy, not just pleasure! 0:01:38.240,0:01:44.964 And natural beauty![br]This isn’t fake! 0:01:45.160,0:01:50.166 Okay, peace! Peace! Peace! 0:04:02.960,0:04:07.887 I'm looking for an actress... 0:04:08.080,0:04:10.924 ...an actress to play a mother. 0:04:11.120,0:04:13.248 Old ladies like you... 0:04:13.440,0:04:16.728 When you see[br]movie stars on TV- 0:04:16.920,0:04:20.685 - you must dream of becoming one. 0:04:20.880,0:04:24.089 - No, I don't.[br]- Why not? 0:04:24.280,0:04:27.363 - You have nothing else to do.[br]- No, I'm busy. 0:04:27.560,0:04:34.205 These women won't agree[br]to play communists like this. 0:04:34.400,0:04:41.602 It might work if we[br]invite them to your house first... 0:04:41.800,0:04:45.407 But if we ask them right here,[br]they'll be afraid. 0:04:45.600,0:04:49.002 People might think[br]they really are communists. 0:04:49.200,0:04:54.240 I disagree... In my neighborhood[br]everybody would do it. 0:04:54.440,0:04:57.649 Then let's go there instead.[br]It's impossible here. 0:04:57.840,0:05:01.970 This whole area was communist. 0:05:07.280,0:05:10.047 We're looking for[br]women with children - 0:05:10.240,0:05:10.705 -to play communist wives. 0:05:14.640,0:05:19.771 You try to prevent us[br]from burning down your house. 0:05:19.960,0:05:22.361 But in the end[br]we burn it down. 0:05:22.560,0:05:27.560 'Mother, they burned[br]our house down!' 0:05:35.200,0:05:37.601 Like that. 0:05:37.800,0:05:42.249 And don't worry if you touch[br]her breasts. You're still a kid. 0:05:42.440,0:05:44.602 Ready? 0:05:48.080,0:05:50.003 Kill them! 0:05:50.200,0:05:52.043 No! 0:05:52.240,0:05:56.802 - Destroy their house![br]- No, please don't! 0:05:58.240,0:06:01.881 Burn it! 0:06:02.080,0:06:03.445 Kill! 0:06:03.640,0:06:08.521 Cry! Weep! 0:06:08.720,0:06:11.644 Don't burn my house. 0:06:37.218,0:06:43.958 Keep crying! 0:06:51.365,0:06:56.485 Okay cut, cut! 0:07:11.800,0:07:16.203 Whether this ends up[br]on the big screen - 0:07:18.169,0:07:19.797 - or only on TV[br]it doesn't matter. 0:07:21.433,0:07:24.154 - But we have to show...[br]- That this is the history! 0:07:24.821,0:07:27.213 This is who we are! 0:07:28.854,0:07:30.930 So in the future[br]people will remember! 0:07:31.710,0:07:34.044 It doesn't have to be a big film - 0:07:34.965,0:07:37.612 - like Rank Organization,[br]Paramount Pictures, MGM... 0:07:38.266,0:07:41.124 We, in our simple way[br]step by step - 0:07:44.653,0:07:48.320 - will tell the story- 0:07:49.960,0:07:55.337 - of what we did[br]when we were young! 0:07:55.880,0:07:57.754 Excuse me... 0:08:25.013,0:08:28.331 There's many ghosts here, because[br]many people were killed here. 0:08:28.450,0:08:33.266 - They died unnatural deaths.[br]- Unnatural deaths. 0:08:33.266,0:08:34.266 They arrived perfectly healthy. 0:08:34.266,0:08:35.970 Bodies discarded, dragged 0:08:35.970,0:08:39.403 When they got here[br]they were beaten up... and died. 0:08:46.773,0:08:49.773 Bodies discarded, dragged 0:08:49.773,0:08:52.580 At first, we beat them to death...[br]But there was too much blood. 0:08:52.610,0:08:56.493 There was so much blood here... 0:09:01.870,0:09:05.688 So when we cleaned it up,[br]it smelled awful. 0:09:05.880,0:09:11.489 To avoid the blood,[br]I used this system. 0:09:11.680,0:09:14.843 Can I show you? 0:09:15.205,0:09:21.265 Now we tie a wire around this pole 0:09:36.050,0:09:38.621 Sit there. 0:09:46.500,0:09:48.910 Face that way. 0:09:49.100,0:09:52.308 We have to re-enact this properly. 0:10:01.282,0:10:03.330 This is how to do it - 0:10:11.330,0:10:13.906 - without too much blood. 0:10:21.920,0:10:24.710 I've tried to forget all this[br]with good music... Dancing... 0:10:24.740,0:10:26.390 Feeling happy.. 0:10:31.626,0:10:35.347 A little alcohol... 0:10:35.347,0:10:38.130 A little marijuana... 0:10:38.130,0:10:43.521 A little... what do you call it?[br]Ecstasy.. 0:10:43.521,0:10:47.081 Once I'd get drunk,[br]I'd 'fly' and feel happy. 0:10:48.361,0:10:50.000 Cha cha. 0:11:09.000,0:11:11.367 He's a happy man. 0:11:59.070,0:12:39.940 Syamsul Arifin,[br]Governor of Northern Sumatra 0:12:54.080,0:12:56.879 Anwar Congo,[br]from the paramilitary group. 0:12:57.076,0:12:59.413 You've heard of him?[br]From the Medan Cinema. 0:13:04.305,0:13:06.423 Now that I'm governor,[br]I stab him if he threatens me. 0:13:06.793,0:13:09.328 Everyone was scared of him. 0:13:22.766,0:13:25.106 The only one not scared was me- 0:13:25.642,0:13:28.437 - because he looked after me[br]when I was a kid. 0:13:29.767,0:13:33.354 When I was in high school - 0:13:33.948,0:13:36.666 - I was the only one[br]not scared of him - 0:13:37.621,0:13:40.388 - because I didn't think of him[br]as a big gangster. 0:13:40.571,0:13:43.804 But when people heard his name,[br]they'd be terrified. 0:13:44.949,0:13:47.381 - Why?[br]- Because he's one of the killers. 0:14:00.153,0:14:03.476 Now, the communists' children[br]are starting to speak out - 0:14:03.974,0:14:06.080 - trying to reverse the history. 0:14:06.294,0:14:09.408 One of them wrote, 'I’m Proud to be[br]the Child of a Communist.' 0:14:12.718,0:14:14.888 But this won't last long - 0:14:14.888,0:14:17.115 - because the people won't accept it. 0:14:18.111,0:14:21.052 Communism will never be[br]accepted here, because - 0:14:21.218,0:14:24.110 - we have so many gangsters,[br]and that's a good thing. 0:14:28.000,0:14:31.502 The word 'gangster' comes[br]from English. 'Free men'. 0:14:32.794,0:14:37.140 Thugs want freedom to do things,[br]even if they're wrong... 0:14:37.405,0:14:40.270 But if we know[br]how to work with them - 0:14:40.408,0:14:43.733 - all we have to do is direct them. 0:15:02.304,0:15:08.066 We were gangsters.[br]We didn't have real jobs. 0:15:12.820,0:15:16.598 So we'd do anything for money.. 0:15:16.784,0:15:20.079 ...just to buy nice clothes. 0:15:20.365,0:15:22.865 This was the cinema - 0:15:23.098,0:15:25.420 - where I worked. 0:15:25.688,0:15:31.630 I'd stand here,[br]scalping tickets and showing off. 0:15:31.886,0:15:36.280 When films were popular,[br]we'd scalp tickets. 0:15:38.514,0:15:44.000 But when the communists[br]were strong - 0:15:46.740,0:15:52.782 They wanted fewer[br]American films. 0:15:52.980,0:15:59.340 - So we gangsters made less money.[br]- Because there was no audience. 0:15:59.540,0:16:03.989 Hollywood films were popular. 0:16:04.180,0:16:09.266 Without them the gangsters[br]didn't make as much money. 0:16:09.460,0:16:13.431 As we say:[br]'Dinner missed the belly' 0:16:15.660,0:16:20.791 When we'd watch happy movies,[br]like Elvis movies - 0:16:20.980,0:16:27.181 - we'd leave the cinema smiling,[br]dancing to the music. 0:16:28.220,0:16:31.269 Our hands... 0:16:32.620,0:16:37.182 Still dancing... 0:16:37.380,0:16:40.304 Still in the mood of the film... 0:16:41.500,0:16:46.540 if girls passed,[br]we'd whistle. 0:16:46.740,0:16:51.701 We loved it.[br]We didn't care what people thought. 0:16:51.900,0:16:58.624 Here was the paramilitary office,[br]where I always killed people. 0:16:58.820,0:17:03.428 I'd see the guy[br]being interrogated... 0:17:03.620,0:17:08.911 I'd give him a cigarette.[br]I'd still be dancing, laughing... 0:17:09.100,0:17:14.186 it was like we were killing... 0:17:14.420,0:17:16.263 ...happily! 0:17:39.660,0:17:43.585 When my mom was alive - 0:17:43.780,0:17:50.311 - sometimes,[br]when I was screaming... 0:17:51.620,0:17:57.229 ...my mom would rush in[br]and wake me up. 0:17:57.460,0:18:00.782 'Before you sleep, wash your feet!' 0:18:00.980,0:18:05.747 'Pray properly Don't just sleep.' 0:18:06.620,0:18:14.620 I know my bad dreams[br]come from what I did... 0:18:15.340,0:18:19.629 ...killing people[br]who didn't want to die. 0:18:19.820,0:18:21.902 I forced them to die. 0:18:25.980,0:18:32.511 Why are you daydreaming,[br]my love? 0:18:32.700,0:18:37.831 Are you so uncertain? 0:18:53.620,0:18:59.468 You're a star now! 0:18:59.660,0:19:02.743 Amazing! 0:19:02.940,0:19:04.908 This guy's a star! 0:19:16.680,0:19:18.887 Joshua, film the photos! 0:19:19.080,0:19:24.041 That's the president's father-in-law,[br]Sarwo Edhie. 0:19:24.240,0:19:28.450 - I'll introduce them one-by-one.[br]- That’s the president. 0:19:28.640,0:19:32.440 That's him with the president. 0:19:45.640,0:19:52.171 Ibrahim Sinik is famous[br]all across the country! 0:19:52.360,0:19:57.000 We gangsters keep him[br]well protected. 0:19:57.000,0:19:59.844 We wish him[br]a long, prosperous life. 0:20:00.040,0:20:02.725 But don't forget[br]to share your money! 0:20:02.920,0:20:05.321 Ask Joshua for money. 0:20:05.520,0:20:08.126 After all, he’s from London! 0:20:08.320,0:20:11.961 You interrogated communists[br]in your newsroom? 0:20:12.160,0:20:16.210 He was always[br]gathering information. 0:20:16.400,0:20:21.201 When he had the information - 0:20:21.400,0:20:26.691 - he'd say: 'Guilty!' and we'd[br]take them away and kill them. 0:21:05.480,0:21:08.768 When you interrogated[br]communists in your office - 0:21:08.960,0:21:12.885 - what questions did you ask? 0:21:13.119,0:21:16.646 Whatever we asked,[br]we'd change their answers - 0:21:16.839,0:21:19.605 - to make them look bad. 0:21:19.800,0:21:22.644 As a newspaper man - 0:21:22.839,0:21:27.000 - my job was to make[br]the public hate them. 0:21:27.080,0:21:30.766 And your relationship[br]with the army? 0:21:30.960,0:21:34.567 - The army.[br]- We had no formal relationship. 0:21:35.000,0:21:38.367 But after we captured[br]the communist youth - 0:21:38.560,0:21:41.882 - and beat them to a pulp - 0:21:42.080,0:21:45.482 - we gave them to the army[br]but the army wouldn't take them. 0:21:45.680,0:21:49.287 They said,[br]'Just dump them in the river.' 0:21:50.480,0:21:53.927 Do you remember[br]exactly what the army said? 0:21:54.120,0:21:57.010 I didn't bring the victims.[br]I had men for that. 0:21:57.200,0:22:01.364 Why would I do such grunt work?[br]Why would I kill people? 0:22:01.560,0:22:05.849 I didn't have to! One wink from me[br]and they're dead! 0:22:16.336,0:22:20.668 Pancasila Youth is the biggest paramilitary organization in Indonesia 0:22:21.407,0:22:25.936 They held an important role in the mass killings in Northern Sumatra 0:22:43.640,0:22:48.771 Pancasila Youth! 0:22:50.637,0:22:55.416 Leader of Pancasila Youth[br]Yapto Soerjosoemarno 0:23:00.560,0:23:03.609 How you doing, Anwar? 0:23:04.280,0:23:07.329 This is the real Anwar Congo! 0:23:14.000,0:23:20.087 Pancasila Youth,[br]servants of the nation... 0:23:20.280,0:23:23.489 Once our sails go up - 0:23:23.680,0:23:28.481 - we never turn back! 0:23:46.040,0:23:48.247 - Pancasila![br]- Forever! 0:24:06.700,0:24:13.510 All Pancasila Youth members[br]are heroes. 0:24:15.321,0:24:17.572 From exterminating[br]the communists - 0:24:17.762,0:24:20.054 - to fighting neo-communists[br]and left-wing extremists- 0:24:20.359,0:24:27.735 - and those who want[br]to destroy our country.. 0:24:28.360,0:24:31.364 This isn't only the duty[br]of the army and police. 0:24:31.560,0:24:36.122 We, Pancasila Youth,[br]must take a stand. 0:24:36.320,0:24:42.885 These are threats to the nation,[br]and we must take action. 0:24:44.560,0:24:49.441 They say Pancasila Youth[br]is a gangster organization. 0:24:49.640,0:24:51.847 If we're gangsters- 0:24:52.040,0:24:55.681 - I'm the biggest[br]gangster of all. 0:25:00.640,0:25:02.608 Oh, shit! 0:25:11.920,0:25:14.623 How did Pancasila Youth[br]exterminate the communists? 0:25:17.820,0:25:19.902 We killed them all. 0:25:20.100,0:25:23.300 That's what happened. 0:25:23.460,0:25:26.270 Let me hit this ball first 0:25:34.380,0:25:39.420 We have too much democracy[br]it's chaos. 0:25:39.620,0:25:42.863 What is this 'democracy'? 0:25:43.060,0:25:47.349 Things were better under[br]the military dictatorship. 0:25:47.540,0:25:51.210 Better economy More security . 0:25:59.732,0:26:00.300 Gangsters are free men. 0:26:00.500,0:26:06.223 They want to enjoy, life[br]in their style. 0:26:07.260,0:26:10.662 Relax and Rolex. 0:26:14.460,0:26:18.590 You definitely have a mole[br]on your pussy. 0:26:19.780,0:26:21.987 Definitely. 0:26:29.380,0:26:31.348 That was great. 0:26:37.500,0:26:40.663 If I get a strike,[br]I get a massage! 0:26:59.540,0:27:03.989 There must be many ghosts here. 0:27:04.180,0:27:07.229 They arrived perfectly healthy. 0:27:07.420,0:27:10.151 Then they were beaten up. 0:27:10.380,0:27:12.508 And died. 0:27:14.500,0:27:16.389 Sit here. 0:27:20.060,0:27:23.303 We have to re-enact this properly 0:27:34.340,0:27:39.107 I never would have[br]worn white pants. 0:27:40.140,0:27:42.825 I never wore white. 0:27:43.020,0:27:46.229 I always wore dark colors. 0:27:47.260,0:27:51.151 I look like I'm dressed for a picnic. 0:27:57.100,0:27:59.990 My acting has to be violent. 0:28:02.660,0:28:09.111 And maybe I should dye[br]my hair black. 0:28:09.300,0:28:13.783 And now he's dead. 0:28:17.060,0:28:20.462 But how do you feel[br]watching this? 0:28:20.660,0:28:26.383 How do I feel?[br]Back then I felt more free. 0:28:26.660,0:28:33.305 Older men are gentle,[br]but young men... 0:28:33.540,0:28:38.307 Especially me, because I watched[br]so many sadistic movies. 0:28:38.540,0:28:42.943 We were influenced by them.[br]So we... 0:28:43.140,0:28:48.783 We were more cruel[br]than the movies. 0:28:52.380,0:28:56.465 I know a good location[br]for a torture scene. 0:28:56.660,0:29:04.660 Behind the school,[br]in the old toilets... 0:29:06.140,0:29:09.747 - But the neighbors will hear..[br]- They know me. 0:29:09.940,0:29:13.945 If I look at them,[br]they run away. 0:29:15.980,0:29:20.030 Look, I'm laughing.[br]I did it wrong, didn't I? 0:29:20.260,0:29:22.103 It's my mistake. 0:29:26.860,0:29:31.548 I was influenced[br]by films starring - 0:29:31.740,0:29:36.223 - Marlon Brando, Al Pacino... 0:29:36.420,0:29:44.420 Those were my favorites.[br]And westerns with John Wayne. 0:29:46.460,0:29:51.626 I brought these clothes[br]from home. 0:29:51.820,0:29:56.189 Hopefully they express my vision. 0:29:56.380,0:30:03.502 Hey you have to change your shirt.[br]Put on a white one. 0:30:03.700,0:30:10.549 You'll look lovely in this![br]Perfect! 0:30:10.780,0:30:16.423 - What the fuck is this?[br]- Just a little decoration. 0:30:17.220,0:30:20.941 It matches your body shape. 0:30:21.140,0:30:24.349 It's perfect! 0:30:24.540,0:30:29.944 - This one's for the 'Big Boss'.[br]- Yep. It's perfect for me. 0:30:40.220,0:30:44.782 And you know where I got[br]the inspiration for it? 0:30:44.980,0:30:50.111 I always watched gangsterfilms - 0:30:50.300,0:30:54.510 - where they always kill with wire. 0:30:54.700,0:30:57.306 It's faster with wire. 0:30:57.500,0:31:03.951 Because when you pull the wire[br]hard, the victim can't grab it... 0:31:04.140,0:31:08.782 He can't, because it cuts in... 0:31:33.780,0:31:37.626 it's great to be[br]a communist, huh? 0:31:37.820,0:31:43.145 Don't just nod. Say 'Yes sir!' 0:31:46.180,0:31:49.343 - Wanna smoke, Pang?[br]- No. 0:31:49.540,0:31:56.389 Try this 'neo-colonialist' cigar. 0:31:56.580,0:31:59.504 Have a puff. 0:32:00.500,0:32:04.027 Just stick it in your nose[br]if you don't want to smoke it. 0:32:04.220,0:32:07.269 - Look at him![br]- Look at me. 0:32:07.460,0:32:10.350 Look him in the eye! 0:32:33.620,0:32:38.069 Hold on, Joshua.[br]It's evening prayers. 0:32:43.220,0:32:46.667 - Don't tie the blindfold so tight.[br]- I didn't. 0:32:46.860,0:32:50.467 The way I pull it[br]just looks tight. 0:32:52.300,0:32:55.349 Even by the window it's hot. 0:33:16.420,0:33:19.310 'Human rights!' 0:33:19.500,0:33:25.781 All this talk about 'human rights'[br]pisses me off. 0:33:25.980,0:33:30.781 'We want a little human rights!' 0:33:32.380,0:33:35.304 Back then[br]there was no human rights. 0:33:35.500,0:33:39.744 - Because you made a revolution.[br]- That's no excuse. 0:33:39.940,0:33:45.868 For example, in Argentina[br]some generals launch a coup d'état- 0:33:46.060,0:33:50.463 - and then they're convicted[br]of human rights violations. 0:33:52.500,0:33:56.027 But I'm a gangster 0:33:59.700,0:34:02.863 I'm a gangster A free man. 0:34:03.060,0:34:05.427 A movietheater gangster. 0:34:05.620,0:34:08.191 Not much education. 0:34:08.380,0:34:13.102 - A human drop out.[br]- A drop out. 0:34:14.140,0:34:19.704 There are people like me[br]everywhere in the world. 0:34:41.500,0:34:43.946 They still look great. 0:34:46.580,0:34:51.063 There were many[br]Chinese communists! 0:34:51.260,0:34:56.471 I got a thick book[br]with all their names. 0:34:56.660,0:35:00.301 I'd visit them,[br]'How much you gonna pay?' 0:35:00.500,0:35:05.711 They'd say[br]'Please, Sir don't! I'm old.' 0:35:05.900,0:35:11.350 We used them for their money[br]We didn't kill them. 0:35:11.540,0:35:16.944 But if they didn't pay we killed[br]them. They can't have it both ways. 0:35:17.140,0:35:20.622 If they didn't pay.. 0:35:20.820,0:35:23.471 ...we killed them. 0:35:34.100,0:35:39.391 These Chinese are diff cult.[br]Sometimes they piss me off. 0:35:43.340,0:35:49.825 That's it...[br]You sure speak good Chinese. 0:35:51.620,0:35:56.831 When I need money[br]there's nothing like an old friend. 0:35:57.020,0:36:01.787 With others, if it's not enough,[br]I won't accept it. 0:36:03.100,0:36:08.664 Hi Lung. C'mon, shake my hand.[br]It's been a long time. 0:36:08.860,0:36:12.990 - I need money.[br]- Why me? 0:36:13.180,0:36:17.344 I'm asking you nicely 0:36:17.540,0:36:22.387 I don't even ask the others.[br]I just punch them... 0:36:22.580,0:36:25.789 An uppercut right in the stomach. 0:36:27.420,0:36:32.950 You give this sincerely?[br]Then thank you very much. 0:36:38.180,0:36:42.902 Our organization is planning[br]a big meeting. We need money. 0:36:43.100,0:36:46.900 We need more than normal. 0:36:47.100,0:36:51.549 We need a huge amount. 0:36:51.740,0:36:55.222 Don't give the usual amount. 0:36:55.700,0:36:58.146 What’s this shit? 0:36:58.340,0:37:00.661 Give more[br]or I won't accept it. 0:37:00.860,0:37:05.946 - Please...[br]- I'd never accept so little. 0:37:07.340,0:37:09.388 Here. 0:37:09.580,0:37:12.629 That's not enough. 0:37:12.820,0:37:15.585 What's wrong with you, Cik? 0:37:15.780,0:37:19.182 We consider you our father Cik. 0:37:19.380,0:37:25.023 So throw in more, and we'll take it,[br]because this isn’t for just anybody. 0:37:25.220,0:37:29.430 Count it up and put it in. 0:37:46.740,0:37:51.826 The spirit of Pancasila Youth - 0:37:52.020,0:37:56.184 - which people accuse[br]of being gangsters... 0:37:56.380,0:38:01.102 Gangsters are people[br]who work outside the system - 0:38:01.300,0:38:05.385 - not for the government. 0:38:07.020,0:38:10.581 The word 'gangster'[br]comes from 'free men'. 0:38:10.780,0:38:14.830 This nation needs 'free men'! 0:38:18.540,0:38:21.703 If everyone worked for[br]the government- 0:38:21.900,0:38:26.144 - we'd be a nation of bureaucrats.[br]We'd get nothing done. 0:38:26.340,0:38:29.708 We need gangsters[br]to get things done. 0:38:29.900,0:38:33.506 Free, private men[br]who get things done. 0:38:36.180,0:38:39.662 Use your muscles! 0:38:39.860,0:38:42.988 Muscles aren't[br]for beating people up - 0:38:43.180,0:38:48.345 - although beating people up[br]is sometimes needed. 0:38:51.180,0:38:54.263 - Once more, Pancasila![br]- Forever! 0:38:54.459,0:38:57.066 - Pancasila![br]- Freedom! 0:39:00.180,0:39:05.141 While you wait for this train,[br]we wish to inform you - 0:39:05.340,0:39:11.142 - that the traffic laws are there[br]to protect you and your family. 0:39:11.340,0:39:15.901 We also inform you,[br]that in accordance with the law... 0:39:18.459,0:39:24.741 - This is me, Anwar Congo.[br]- Oh, that's you! 0:39:24.940,0:39:27.784 Look, I'm rolling a joint. 0:39:27.980,0:39:31.109 You're smoking pot. 0:39:31.300,0:39:37.546 That's me. I'm wearing a plaid shirt,[br]camouflage pants, saddle shoes... 0:39:37.740,0:39:40.471 See how 'elite' I am? 0:39:40.660,0:39:44.267 This is what you should wear[br]in the studio scene. 0:39:44.460,0:39:50.991 And for the killing scene... Jeans.[br]I wore jeans for killing. 0:39:51.180,0:39:57.381 When you kill people, you should[br]wear thick pants. Like this... 0:39:57.580,0:40:02.905 - How about a checkered pattern?[br]- That'd be great, but small ones. 0:40:03.100,0:40:08.948 To look cool,[br]I imitated movie stars. 0:40:09.140,0:40:13.509 But I didn't copy Elvis Presley 0:40:13.700,0:40:18.911 Herman, I'll make you[br]a gorgeous dress! 0:40:19.820,0:40:24.109 - More energy![br]- We're ready boss! 0:40:24.300,0:40:27.429 Burn them all! 0:40:27.620,0:40:29.384 Finally you got it! 0:40:29.580,0:40:36.782 Cry 'What's going on, mom?'[br]'Leave us alone!' 0:40:37.820,0:40:43.623 Wait everybody![br]Anwar show us how to kill. 0:40:45.940,0:40:49.228 You! Come here! 0:40:51.180,0:40:55.185 What's going on? 0:40:55.380,0:41:02.980 Who says I'm a communist? 0:41:08.100,0:41:13.391 Hold him down! 0:41:13.620,0:41:15.941 Torture him! Kill him! 0:41:17.340,0:41:19.069 Are you listening? 0:41:19.260,0:41:23.390 Stop denying[br]you're a communist! 0:41:27.740,0:41:30.391 - Okay fine![br]- Leave our grandfather alone! 0:41:30.580,0:41:34.630 You take him, I'll take the kids! 0:41:36.940,0:41:40.103 - You love these kids?[br]- Please stop. 0:41:40.300,0:41:42.701 Sit! 0:41:42.900,0:41:47.383 - Or I'll smash this kid![br]- Let me go! 0:41:47.580,0:41:53.428 If you love these kids,[br]you better stop lying. 0:41:53.620,0:41:56.146 It's your choice! 0:41:58.620,0:42:00.827 Cut! 0:42:03.340,0:42:05.741 Amazing! 0:42:18.780,0:42:21.431 Why do people watch James Bond? 0:42:22.340,0:42:24.741 To see action. 0:42:25.780,0:42:31.184 Why do people watch films about[br]Nazis? To see power and sadism! 0:42:31.380,0:42:33.587 We can do that! 0:42:33.780,0:42:39.264 We can make something[br]even more sadistic than... 0:42:40.300,0:42:46.865 ...more sadistic than what[br]you see in movies about Nazis. 0:42:47.060,0:42:49.222 Sure I can! 0:42:49.420,0:42:54.586 Because there's never been a movie[br]where heads get chopped off- 0:42:54.780,0:42:58.865 - except in fiction,[br]but that’s different - 0:42:59.060,0:43:03.065 - because I did it in real life! 0:43:12.940,0:43:17.946 What's clear is no film[br]has ever used our method. 0:43:20.740,0:43:25.109 We can attract a huge audience! 0:43:25.300,0:43:29.305 Humor... it's a must. 0:43:29.500,0:43:32.947 - Romance?[br]- We've got it! 0:43:35.100,0:43:37.546 Fuck this umbrella! 0:43:37.740,0:43:40.744 Herman’s trapped. 0:43:40.940,0:43:44.581 He should scream,[br]'Leave me alone! Stop! Stop!' 0:43:44.780,0:43:49.741 Meanwhile, the three of us scream,[br]'You communist bitch!' 0:43:51.500,0:43:54.982 Keep attacking her! 0:43:57.580,0:44:03.826 I'm gonna rape you![br]I'm gonna kill you! 0:44:05.020,0:44:10.948 How long have you been pregnant?[br]You'll give birth to a communist! 0:44:11.140,0:44:14.189 But if the audience is[br]tense the whole time - 0:44:14.380,0:44:17.623 - with nothing to entertain them,[br]it will never work! 0:44:20.980,0:44:26.066 On Saturday night,[br]I went to the movies. 0:44:26.260,0:44:31.790 Oh, I'm not gonna[br]shake my ass or anything. 0:44:31.980,0:44:38.829 I watched the movie[br]alone with my girlfriend. 0:44:39.020,0:44:47.020 The film was sold out - 0:44:47.220,0:44:53.990 - so I bought tickets from[br]the movie theater gangsters. 0:44:54.180,0:44:57.627 Oh how lovely.. 0:45:17.180,0:45:24.951 - Adi! How’s the family?[br]- We're all fine. 0:45:26.700,0:45:31.308 Was it a good flight? 0:45:31.500,0:45:35.710 - How've you been, Anwar?[br]- I'm fine. 0:45:37.140,0:45:40.462 - The city has changed a lot.[br]- Really? 0:45:40.660,0:45:45.029 I've tried to call you many times. 0:45:45.220,0:45:49.384 But you never answer my calls. 0:46:18.060,0:46:20.347 Your nose needs more. 0:46:20.540,0:46:27.389 - Do you remember Soaduon?[br]- Yes, where is he? 0:46:27.580,0:46:32.461 Over there. Soaduon Siregar. 0:46:32.660,0:46:38.463 Now he takes credit for everything,[br]but back then he was nobody 0:46:38.660,0:46:42.142 I remember him. 0:46:48.900,0:46:54.464 - Adi, this is Soaduon Siregar.[br]- I remember you. 0:46:54.660,0:46:58.870 He's one of Ibrahim's Sinik's[br]journalists. 0:46:59.060,0:47:01.381 As they say: 0:47:01.580,0:47:06.541 'Although camels live in Arabia,[br]they never get to visit Mecca.' 0:47:06.740,0:47:11.189 Being close to a rich boss[br]didn't make him rich. 0:47:11.380,0:47:15.305 Just like me.[br]Have a seat. 0:47:15.500,0:47:19.221 Interrogation of Communist, Take 2 0:47:21.340,0:47:28.303 We give land to the farmers. 0:47:28.500,0:47:33.461 We give them fertilizer, seeds,[br]farming equipment... 0:47:34.500,0:47:39.745 In order to spread[br]communism, right? 0:47:39.940,0:47:47.461 Indeed, we want to show that[br]the Communists are the best party. 0:47:48.500,0:47:54.701 Why do you recruit people[br]to join an illegal party? 0:47:54.900,0:48:00.225 But back then, it wasn't illegal. 0:48:00.420,0:48:05.028 - It wasn't?[br]- Before 1965? Of course not! 0:48:05.380,0:48:12.662 It's easy to make the communists[br]look bad after we destroyed them. 0:48:13.340,0:48:18.301 So, the communists were not[br]more cruel than us. 0:48:18.500,0:48:22.869 We were the cruel ones! 0:48:23.060,0:48:26.906 'Cruel' is totally[br]different from sadistic. 0:48:27.100,0:48:31.822 - No, it isn't. They're synonyms.[br]- No. 0:48:32.020,0:48:34.591 Sadism is different. 0:48:34.780,0:48:38.068 - You're playing with words![br]- No, I'm not. 0:48:38.260,0:48:40.501 You're playing with words. 0:48:44.340,0:48:48.823 It bumped its head. 0:48:54.220,0:49:00.865 Sometimes I think... if my dad[br]was a communist and was killed - 0:49:01.060,0:49:05.384 - I'd be upset. That's normal, right? 0:49:08.860,0:49:14.902 For example, if you killed my father[br]I'd be upset with you. 0:49:15.100,0:49:17.387 Why'd you kill my father? 0:49:17.580,0:49:22.427 Then, you don't let me go to school.[br]You don't let me work. 0:49:22.620,0:49:27.865 You don't even let me marry[br]This needs to be changed. 0:49:28.060,0:49:31.064 There's been no official apology - 0:49:31.260,0:49:34.867 - but what's so hard[br]about apologizing? 0:49:35.060,0:49:38.860 The government would apologize,[br]not us. 0:49:39.060,0:49:43.190 It would be like medicine.[br]It would reduce the pain. 0:49:43.380,0:49:48.546 - Forgiveness.[br]- Wouldn't they curse us secretly? 0:49:48.740,0:49:55.510 They curse us secretly..[br]Because if they cursed us openly.. 0:49:55.700,0:50:00.866 They'd be arrested![br]So they whisper their curses? 0:50:02.500,0:50:06.550 For me, Adi, in the end... 0:50:06.780,0:50:11.866 I'm disturbed in my sleep.[br]Maybe because- 0:50:12.060,0:50:17.544 - when I strangled people with wire[br]I watched them die... 0:50:17.740,0:50:21.870 But when you used other methods,[br]you also watched. 0:50:22.060,0:50:25.985 Yes, but when I'm falling asleep,[br]it comes back to me. 0:50:26.180,0:50:28.911 That's what gives me nightmares. 0:50:31.260,0:50:37.586 You feel haunted[br]because your mind is weak. 0:50:37.780,0:50:41.182 Have you ever been[br]to a neurologist? 0:50:41.380,0:50:47.308 If I went to a neurologist,[br]it would mean I'm crazy. 0:50:47.500,0:50:52.427 No! Psychiatrists are not[br]for crazy people. 0:50:52.620,0:50:59.185 Psychiatrists aren't for crazy[br]people. They're nerve experts. 0:50:59.380,0:51:06.389 Even I've been to a nerve expert...[br]But for a mild stroke. 0:51:07.220,0:51:14.183 See, your nightmares are just[br]a nerve disturbance. 0:51:14.460,0:51:17.350 Come on, give it a try! 0:51:17.540,0:51:23.627 If you see a shrink,[br]you talk, he talks. 0:51:23.860,0:51:27.307 Then he gives you nerve vitamins. 0:51:38.860,0:51:42.342 Remember the 'Crush[br]the Chinese' campaign in 1966? 0:51:42.540,0:51:44.861 All along Sudirman Street - 0:51:45.060,0:51:49.588 - I killed every Chinese[br]person I met. I stabbed them! 0:51:49.780,0:51:57.267 I don't remember how many[br]but it was dozens. 0:51:57.460,0:52:00.987 If I met them, I stabbed them. 0:52:01.180,0:52:06.107 All the way to Asia Street,[br]where I met my girlfriend's dad. 0:52:06.300,0:52:10.783 Remember my girlfriend[br]was Chinese? 0:52:10.980,0:52:15.542 'Crush the Chinese' became[br]'Crush my Girlfriend's Dad'! 0:52:15.740,0:52:19.540 So I stabbed him, too![br]Because he was Chinese! 0:52:19.740,0:52:24.746 He fell into a ditch.[br]I hit him with a brick. He sank. 0:52:31.380,0:52:36.466 Killing is the worst crime[br]you can do. 0:52:36.660,0:52:40.107 So the key is to find a way - 0:52:40.300,0:52:44.624 - not to feel guilty 0:52:44.820,0:52:48.188 it's all about finding[br]the right excuse. 0:52:48.380,0:52:54.262 For example, if I'm asked[br]to kill someone... 0:52:55.460,0:53:02.344 If the compensation is right... 0:53:03.660,0:53:08.791 ...then of course I'll do it, and[br]from one perspective it's not wrong. 0:53:08.980,0:53:13.508 That’s the perspective[br]we must make ourselves believe. 0:53:15.500,0:53:20.222 At first, I was scared...[br]These are top gangsters! 0:53:20.420,0:53:26.587 Like you and Anwar... 0:53:26.780,0:53:31.786 Terrifying![br]And making a film! It's shocking! 0:53:31.980,0:53:35.427 But if you want a true story[br]I have one. 0:53:35.620,0:53:40.911 Tell us. Because everything[br]in this film should be true. 0:53:41.100,0:53:45.901 There was a shopkeeper. 0:53:46.100,0:53:50.503 He was the only Chinese person[br]in the area. 0:53:50.700,0:53:54.864 To be honest,[br]he was my stepfather. 0:53:55.060,0:53:58.109 He was my stepfather.. 0:53:58.300,0:54:02.066 But although[br]he was my stepfather- 0:54:02.260,0:54:06.345 - I lived with him[br]since I was a baby.. 0:54:06.540,0:54:12.661 At 3 AM,[br]someone knocked on our door. 0:54:12.860,0:54:19.425 They called my dad. Mom said,[br]'It's dangerous! Don't go out.' 0:54:19.620,0:54:22.226 But he went out. 0:54:22.420,0:54:25.742 We heard him shout, 'Help!'[br]Then, silence. 0:54:25.940,0:54:30.468 They took him away[br]We couldn't sleep until morning. 0:54:30.660,0:54:35.063 - How old were you?[br]- 11 or 12... 0:54:35.260,0:54:38.025 I remember it well. 0:54:38.220,0:54:41.747 And it's impossible to forget! 0:54:41.940,0:54:46.468 We found his body[br]under an oil drum. 0:54:46.660,0:54:51.541 The drum was cut in half- 0:54:51.740,0:54:55.142 - and the body was under it,[br]like this... 0:54:55.340,0:54:58.583 His head and feet were[br]covered by sacks - 0:54:58.780,0:55:01.784 - but one foot poked out like this. 0:55:01.980,0:55:05.985 That same morning,[br]nobody dared help us... 0:55:06.180,0:55:13.587 We buried him like a goat[br]next to the main road. 0:55:13.780,0:55:18.149 Just me and my grandfather[br]carrying the body- 0:55:18.340,0:55:23.267 - digging the grave... No one[br]helped us. I was so small. 0:55:23.620,0:55:31.620 Then, all the communist families[br]were exiled... 0:55:32.620,0:55:37.262 We were dumped in a shantytown[br]at the edge of the jungle. 0:55:37.460,0:55:42.148 That's why to be honest,[br]I've never been to school. 0:55:42.340,0:55:46.231 I had to teach myself[br]to read and write. 0:55:46.420,0:55:50.823 Why should I hide this from you? 0:55:51.020,0:55:57.221 I promise I'm not[br]criticizing what we're doing. 0:55:57.420,0:56:02.665 It's only input for the film.[br]I promise I'm not criticizing you. 0:56:02.860,0:56:06.228 Look, everything's[br]already been planned. 0:56:06.420,0:56:10.106 We can't include every story[br]or the film will never end. 0:56:10.300,0:56:17.309 And your story is too complicated.[br]It would take days to shoot. 0:56:17.500,0:56:23.064 - Maybe we can work it in...[br]- Or it can motivate the actors. 0:56:25.140,0:56:28.349 We believe this man's a communist. 0:56:29.500,0:56:36.224 After we decided to kill him, there[br]were many reactions. Some prayed. 0:56:36.420,0:56:41.824 - Come on, pray.[br]- 'God help me!' 0:56:42.020,0:56:45.741 How do you tell him he's going[br]to die? Angrily or softly? 0:56:45.940,0:56:53.142 I tried to make them accept[br]that they were going to die. 0:56:53.340,0:56:57.709 Anwar teach us how to torture. 0:56:57.900,0:57:02.144 'You want me to use this?' 0:57:02.340,0:57:06.629 - Should I scare him?[br]- Yes. 0:57:06.820,0:57:11.462 You want me to use this? 0:57:11.660,0:57:17.144 Then, beg him not to. 0:57:17.340,0:57:23.700 Now, take the cloth[br]and blindfold him. 0:57:23.900,0:57:30.465 Josh always asks me,[br]'You worked in the same office - 0:57:30.660,0:57:34.585 - how could you not have known?' 0:57:34.780,0:57:40.867 I declare: I never saw anything. 0:57:41.820,0:57:49.227 Now, seeing your re-enactment,[br]I realize you were so smooth - 0:57:49.420,0:57:54.904 - that even me, a journalist[br]with such sharp senses... 0:57:55.100,0:57:57.102 I never knew! 0:57:57.300,0:58:05.300 I'm surprised. Because we didn't[br]hide what we were doing. 0:58:06.260,0:58:11.221 - If you didn't know, I'd be shocked.[br]- I didn't. 0:58:11.420,0:58:14.105 We were in the same office... 0:58:14.300,0:58:19.227 - And we didn't hide it.[br]- I never knew. 0:58:21.260,0:58:28.382 You were so smooth, and I rarely[br]went upstairs to your office. 0:58:28.580,0:58:34.462 - Your publisher directed the torture.[br]- No! 0:58:34.660,0:58:37.982 - He says so himself.[br]- That's not true! 0:58:38.180,0:58:45.348 He and the other leaders[br]decided who we killed. 0:58:46.140,0:58:50.782 Look, I'm not calling you a liar,[br]but logically.. 0:58:50.980,0:58:56.146 - Continue, Adi.[br]- I'm not calling him a liar Joshua. 0:58:56.340,0:59:04.340 But this man, a journalist distancing[br]himself from these things... 0:59:04.780,0:59:10.901 That's predictable. But logically[br]something we didn't hide... 0:59:11.100,0:59:16.470 How could he not know?[br]Even the neighbors knew! 0:59:16.660,0:59:22.190 Hundreds were killed.[br]It was an open secret. 0:59:23.380,0:59:28.989 - Drink![br]- Have some water. 0:59:29.180,0:59:33.390 - Drink![br]- It's not poison! 0:59:33.580,0:59:38.427 Drink! Just drink it. 0:59:38.620,0:59:45.469 - Drink it. It will refresh you.[br]- Give him a cigarette. 0:59:47.220,0:59:50.303 Let him smoke. 0:59:50.500,0:59:54.630 It's sadistic, Adi. 0:59:55.820,1:00:01.509 Ask him again about his activities. 1:00:02.940,1:00:07.787 Have mercy on me. 1:00:13.340,1:00:17.345 Please, sir. 1:00:28.500,1:00:31.549 Should we kill him? 1:00:31.740,1:00:36.951 Wait. Would you give a[br]message to my family? 1:00:37.300,1:00:39.587 Sure. 1:00:39.780,1:00:46.425 Or could I speak to them[br]one last time? 1:00:46.620,1:00:50.067 No way. 1:00:53.340,1:00:57.026 Okay pull. 1:01:02.660,1:01:08.827 Lower your head. 1:01:10.020,1:01:12.341 He's dead. 1:01:16.140,1:01:19.110 Wrap him up. 1:01:39.220,1:01:44.386 Listen, if we succeed[br]in making this film - 1:01:44.580,1:01:49.871 - it will disprove all the propaganda[br]about the communists being cruel. 1:01:50.060,1:01:53.621 - And show that we were cruel![br]- We're the cruel ones. 1:01:53.820,1:02:00.351 If this film is a success! We must[br]understand every step we take here. 1:02:00.540,1:02:04.704 It's not about fear[br]it's 40 years ago... 1:02:04.900,1:02:08.825 ...so any criminal case has expired. 1:02:09.020,1:02:13.947 It's not about fear it's about[br]image. The whole society will say: 1:02:14.140,1:02:20.910 'We always suspected it. They lied[br]about the communists being cruel.' 1:02:21.100,1:02:25.389 it's not a problem for us.[br]It's a problem for history. 1:02:25.580,1:02:33.306 The whole story will be reversed.[br]Not 180 degrees... 360 degrees! 1:02:33.500,1:02:36.663 If we succeed with this scene! 1:02:36.860,1:02:44.860 But why should we always hide[br]our history if that's the truth? 1:02:45.980,1:02:49.223 No, the consequence is... 1:02:49.420,1:02:53.425 ...that everything Anwar[br]and I have always said is false. 1:02:53.620,1:02:56.271 It's not the communists[br]who were cruel. 1:02:56.460,1:03:00.510 - But that’s true![br]- I completely agree. 1:03:01.260,1:03:06.266 But not everything true[br]should be made public. 1:03:06.540,1:03:09.987 I believe even God has secrets. 1:03:11.420,1:03:15.345 I'm absolutely aware[br]that we were cruel. 1:03:17.380,1:03:21.146 That's all I have to say 1:03:21.340,1:03:25.868 it's up to you what to do about it. 1:04:02.020,1:04:08.107 I don't mean to make you[br]uncomfortable, but I have to ask... 1:04:08.300,1:04:13.386 By telling yourself it was 'war',[br]you're not haunted like Anwar. 1:04:13.580,1:04:18.188 But the Geneva Conventions[br]define what you did as 'war crimes'. 1:04:18.380,1:04:22.669 I don't necessarily agree[br]with those international laws. 1:04:22.860,1:04:27.707 When Bush was in power[br]Guantanamo was right. 1:04:27.900,1:04:33.384 Saddam Hussein had[br]weapons of mass destruction. 1:04:33.580,1:04:40.350 That was right according to Bush,[br]but now it's wrong. 1:04:41.340,1:04:46.346 The Geneva Conventions may be[br]today's morality but tomorrow - 1:04:46.540,1:04:50.989 - we'll have the Jakarta Conventions[br]and dump the Geneva Conventions. 1:04:52.220,1:04:57.021 'War crimes' are defined[br]by the winners. 1:04:57.220,1:05:01.111 I'm a winner So I can make[br]my own definition. 1:05:01.300,1:05:04.702 I needn't follow[br]the international definitions. 1:05:04.900,1:05:11.101 And more important,[br]not everything true is good. 1:05:11.300,1:05:16.784 Some truths are not good.[br]Like re-opening this case. 1:05:16.980,1:05:20.746 Even if everything you're finding out[br]is true, it's not good. 1:05:20.940,1:05:26.151 But for millions of victims'[br]families- 1:05:26.340,1:05:31.426 - if the truth comes out, it's good. 1:05:31.620,1:05:37.024 Fine, but start with the first[br]murder Cain and Abel. 1:05:37.220,1:05:41.589 Why focus on killing[br]the communists? 1:05:41.780,1:05:44.351 Americans killed the Indians. 1:05:44.540,1:05:48.386 Has anybody been[br]punished for that? Punish them! 1:05:48.580,1:05:52.710 For me, re-opening this case[br]is a provocation to fight. 1:05:52.900,1:05:57.303 I'm ready! If the world wants[br]continuous war, I'm ready 1:05:57.500,1:06:01.505 if you wanna make[br]us fight, I'm ready! 1:06:01.700,1:06:08.265 What if you were brought to the[br]international court in the Hague? 1:06:08.460,1:06:11.430 - Now?[br]- Yes. 1:06:11.620,1:06:17.150 I'd go! I don't feel guilty[br]so why would I go? 1:06:17.340,1:06:22.107 Because I'd be famous.[br]I'm ready! 1:06:22.300,1:06:27.830 Please, get me called[br]to the Hague! 1:06:33.180,1:06:35.831 More hot! 1:06:39.420,1:06:41.991 More hot! 1:06:44.900,1:06:48.586 I like this... Eye candy. 1:06:55.620,1:06:59.989 This is healthy for a guy like me. 1:07:06.020,1:07:08.466 Enjoy the scenery Ma'am.[br]Okay. 1:07:08.660,1:07:12.187 - One, two, three.[br]- Ah! 1:07:12.380,1:07:15.145 - Again! One, two, three.[br]- Ah! 1:07:17.340,1:07:20.822 I was asked to run for parliament. 1:07:21.020,1:07:25.344 'Why me?' 'Don't worry![br]You can do it!' they said. 1:07:31.860,1:07:37.469 Then I thought,[br]'Why not?'. 1:07:37.660,1:07:43.190 In fact, I'm a perfect candidate[br]because I'm well known! 1:07:59.100,1:08:01.944 Don't clench your fist. 1:08:02.140,1:08:04.666 Be quiet![br]I've almost got it! 1:08:04.860,1:08:08.387 - OK, but don't make a fist.[br]- You're ruining the sound! 1:08:08.580,1:08:11.424 - But...[br]- Stop it! 1:08:11.620,1:08:16.751 Be quiet![br]You're a real pain! Just shut up! 1:08:16.940,1:08:21.343 Long live the Businessmen and[br]Workers Party! I am Herman... 1:08:21.540,1:08:26.262 ...ready to fight[br]for workers' rights. 1:08:26.460,1:08:30.465 Remember to vote[br]for me on election day! 1:08:32.180,1:08:38.222 If I get elected and get[br]on the Building Commission - 1:08:38.420,1:08:43.904 - I can get money from everyone. 1:08:44.940,1:08:49.707 For example, if a building[br]is 10 cm too small... 1:08:51.140,1:08:54.462 I can demand[br]'Tear down the building!'. 1:08:54.660,1:08:58.824 They'll say, 'Please don't report us.[br]Here's your money'. 1:08:59.900,1:09:04.189 Even if nothing's[br]wrong with the building - 1:09:04.420,1:09:08.470 - if I threaten them,[br]they'll give me money anyway. 1:09:10.180,1:09:15.141 Not just a little money[br]In a block of 10 buildings... 1:09:15.340,1:09:18.867 if each pays $10000,[br]just do the math! 1:09:19.060,1:09:22.462 That's already $100,000. 1:09:24.500,1:09:26.821 That's only one neighborhood! 1:09:28.820,1:09:35.590 Actually parliament should[br]bethe most noble place in society. 1:09:35.780,1:09:39.023 But if we see[br]what they do there... 1:09:39.220,1:09:47.071 They're really just[br]robbers with ties. 1:09:49.300,1:09:54.067 What illegal businesses are[br]Pancasila Youth involved in? 1:09:54.260,1:09:57.264 Gambling. 1:09:57.460,1:10:01.510 Gambling, night clubs. 1:10:01.700,1:10:03.941 Supermarkets. 1:10:04.140,1:10:08.543 But that’s not illegal.[br]They just hire us as security. 1:10:08.740,1:10:12.426 - The illegal ones?[br]- Gambling. 1:10:12.620,1:10:15.351 - Any others?[br]- Smuggling. 1:10:15.540,1:10:21.786 Illegal fishing, illegal logging,[br]illegal gambling... 1:10:21.980,1:10:25.951 ...and if they don't pay[br]we blackmail them. 1:10:27.900,1:10:30.426 Let's welcome our candidate,[br]Marzuki! 1:10:30.620,1:10:33.749 Long live our party! 1:10:33.940,1:10:35.669 Pancasila! 1:10:36.980,1:10:40.302 Ready! 1:10:40.500,1:10:44.300 What am I supposed to say?[br]How does it begin? 1:10:44.500,1:10:48.505 - What's the first sentence?[br]- I'm Herman. 1:10:48.700,1:10:51.783 - I'm Herman![br]- Stand up, you'll look better. 1:10:52.060,1:10:55.303 Ladies and gentlemen... What[br]comes next? I can't remember 1:10:55.500,1:11:02.782 I'm Herman, from the Businessmen[br]and Workers' Party! 1:11:07.860,1:11:12.741 - Any free T-shirts?[br]- Nope... Ma'am, here's my card. 1:11:12.940,1:11:15.420 T-shirts! We want presents! 1:11:15.620,1:11:20.626 Don't worry about money or presents.[br]We'll come back with gifts. 1:11:20.820,1:11:23.824 Pray for us, hopefully he'll win. 1:11:24.020,1:11:26.751 Tell people[br]who ask for presents... 1:11:26.940,1:11:30.069 'We'll come back with gifts[br]if we win.' 1:11:30.260,1:11:34.026 Tell them, 'We're filming today' 1:11:35.100,1:11:38.547 - Don't forget.[br]- Just a card? 1:11:38.740,1:11:40.822 Where's 'the bonus'?[br]Don't we get anything else? 1:11:41.060,1:11:43.984 - 'The bonus' comes later.[br]- Once you're elected? 1:11:44.180,1:11:49.471 - Honey where do you think you are?[br]- Yes, but... 1:11:50.300,1:11:57.422 Many of the parties[br]bribe people to vote for them. 1:11:57.620,1:12:00.669 In fact, they all do. 1:12:00.860,1:12:04.990 And when you see thousands[br]of people at a rally - 1:12:05.180,1:12:09.230 - all of them[br]were paid to be there. 1:12:12.740,1:12:16.984 They consider it going to work. 1:12:18.540,1:12:20.622 Without money they won't come. 1:12:20.820,1:12:24.905 They'll ask each other,[br]'how much did you get?'. 1:12:28.020,1:12:32.708 And leaders just get paid more! 1:12:38.140,1:12:46.068 Nowadays, nobody believes[br]in what they're campaigning for. 1:12:49.980,1:12:53.746 We've all become[br]like soap opera actors. 1:12:56.779,1:13:00.626 Our souls have become[br]like soap opera actors. 1:13:00.820,1:13:04.381 They look happy,[br]but inside they’re pissed off! 1:13:04.579,1:13:08.346 Fuck this shit, they're thinking. 1:13:33.900,1:13:36.380 Where's the injured one? 1:13:41.860,1:13:45.069 Where’s the crippled one? 1:13:45.260,1:13:48.342 - Which?[br]- The injured one. 1:13:48.540,1:13:51.942 There she is. 1:13:52.540,1:13:56.431 - Sweet little duck.[br]- Don't! You'll hurt her again. 1:13:59.619,1:14:03.545 She's weak[br]because you broke her leg. 1:14:06.739,1:14:11.427 Don't do that.[br]She's a baby! 1:14:12.460,1:14:16.101 Say 'I’m sorry Duck.' 1:14:16.300,1:14:18.507 - I'm sorry Duck.[br]- That's it. 1:14:18.700,1:14:23.228 Now say 'lt was an accident.[br]I was scared, so I hit you.' 1:14:23.500,1:14:26.629 Say 'lt was an accident.'[br]Speak loudly. 1:14:26.820,1:14:31.587 - Sorry Duck.[br]- And pet her a little. 1:14:39.300,1:14:43.942 Now the communist[br]has become a ghost. 1:14:44.140,1:14:52.104 He was killed and became a ghost. 1:14:52.300,1:14:54.985 - Haunting you.[br]- Haunting me. 1:14:55.220,1:14:58.508 Do you feel trauma seeing this? 1:14:58.780,1:15:05.186 If he came to me at night,[br]I'd be terrified. 1:15:05.380,1:15:10.227 It's like the ghosts hate me. 1:15:10.420,1:15:14.470 Because in my dreams they[br]have threatening voices... 1:15:14.660,1:15:20.463 - They laugh, but frighteningly![br]- Try to laugh. 1:15:26.140,1:15:28.381 Anwar's nightmare, take 2. 1:15:29.340,1:15:30.421 Standby. 1:15:30.620,1:15:31.826 Record. 1:15:44.540,1:15:48.704 I thought I killed you! 1:15:51.820,1:15:56.462 - What did I do wrong?[br]- Just get up, surprised. 1:15:56.660,1:16:02.941 And ask, 'Why are you alive?'[br]What's so hard about it? 1:16:10.100,1:16:13.991 I... I thought I killed you! 1:16:39.500,1:16:42.743 Why am I coming to this place? 1:16:44.780,1:16:51.345 Because it affected me so deeply. 1:16:54.100,1:16:58.071 Because the method of killing... 1:17:00.220,1:17:03.588 ...was very different. 1:17:03.780,1:17:10.584 And that's why I always[br]have nightmares. 1:17:10.780,1:17:15.780 Is it because I've been[br]telling you my story so honestly? 1:17:23.700,1:17:30.868 Or maybe[br]the vengeance of the dead? 1:17:35.220,1:17:39.703 I remember... I said[br]'Get out of the car'. 1:17:39.900,1:17:43.700 He asked,[br]'Where are you taking me?'. 1:17:44.020,1:17:49.231 Soon, he refused to keep walking... 1:17:50.340,1:17:55.187 I saw Roshiman bringing me[br]a machete. 1:17:57.420,1:18:04.781 Spontaneously I walked over to him[br]and cut his head off. 1:18:04.980,1:18:10.987 My friends didn't want to look. 1:18:11.180,1:18:15.344 They ran back to the car. 1:18:16.140,1:18:19.462 And I heard this sound... 1:18:23.780,1:18:27.910 His body had fallen down... 1:18:29.100,1:18:33.389 And the eyes in his head[br]were still... 1:18:45.900,1:18:50.701 On the way home, I kept thinking,[br]why didn't I close his eyes? 1:18:50.900,1:18:56.191 All I could think about was[br]why didn't I close his eyes? 1:18:56.380,1:19:02.183 And that is the source[br]of all my nightmares... 1:19:02.380,1:19:08.831 I'm always gazed at by those[br]eyes that I didn't close. 1:19:09.020,1:19:15.266 That's what always[br]disturbs me so very much. 1:20:25.380,1:20:28.190 Slit his throat! 1:20:28.380,1:20:32.101 Cut off his head! 1:20:37.460,1:20:39.906 Hooray! 1:20:59.540,1:21:02.350 Did you take it?[br]Is it good? 1:21:02.540,1:21:04.383 - Thank you.[br]- No, thank you, Sir. 1:21:04.580,1:21:08.790 No. With such a beautiful girl?[br]I should thank you. 1:21:11.660,1:21:16.621 Too bad she bleaches her hair...[br]Makes her look like a whore. 1:21:21.620,1:21:24.191 - Tell him about the car![br]- What happened? 1:21:24.380,1:21:26.986 There was this girl... 1:21:27.180,1:21:29.262 She sucked off six men - 1:21:29.460,1:21:32.031 - and not a drop of cum on the floor. 1:21:32.220,1:21:35.190 - Six men?[br]- She swallowed it all. 1:21:35.380,1:21:39.385 And after the last guy finishes,[br]she's still sucking - 1:21:39.580,1:21:43.744 - like she wanted more! 1:21:50.580,1:21:58.580 Dear God, make our great[br]organization a pillar of this nation. 1:22:02.660,1:22:06.710 You know the price of the land?[br]200 million dollars. 1:22:07.940,1:22:10.910 I gave it to the birds. 1:22:12.860,1:22:16.990 So they have a happy life.[br]I'm also happy. 1:22:19.260,1:22:22.662 Everybody's terrified of[br]the paramilitaries. 1:22:23.700,1:22:28.501 So, when a businessman wants[br]land where people are living... 1:22:28.700,1:22:32.386 if he just pays for it,[br]it's expensive. 1:22:32.580,1:22:38.189 But we can solve his problem. 1:22:39.300,1:22:44.545 Because people are terrified of us,[br]when we show up - 1:22:44.740,1:22:49.223 - they say 'Just take the land.[br]Pay what you like.' 1:22:52.540,1:22:55.669 This is a rose. 1:22:55.860,1:22:58.466 Very very limited. 1:23:02.620,1:23:06.705 Elephant.[br]This is very very limited. 1:23:09.100,1:23:13.185 I buy these[br]from every country I visit. 1:23:14.540,1:23:17.862 Hungary[br]2,250 dollars. 1:23:52.340,1:23:56.345 You've cut off my head... 1:23:56.540,1:24:01.944 You have to be furious,[br]but also sad. 1:24:02.140,1:24:07.180 You have to be angry sad.[br]Sadistic. 1:24:07.380,1:24:10.384 Look at your blood! 1:24:14.180,1:24:17.980 Look what I found[br]in your stomach! 1:24:24.380,1:24:29.511 Look at this![br]Your liver. 1:24:37.700,1:24:40.146 It's rotten! 1:25:29.940,1:25:34.662 Even in make-up he looks like[br]he's from Ethiopia! 1:25:34.860,1:25:40.708 - Tanzania. Like Idi Amin.[br]- Idi Amin Dada. 1:25:45.580,1:25:51.701 Camera 3 on Citra![br]Close up on Citra for the opening. 1:25:51.900,1:25:56.030 Everybody ready?[br]Roll the leader! 1:26:00.340,1:26:04.743 Indonesian National Television[br]'Special Dialogue' 1:26:04.940,1:26:09.628 Welcome back to Indonesian[br]Television's Special Dialogue. 1:26:09.820,1:26:13.461 Today we meet movie theater[br]gangsters who are making a film - 1:26:13.660,1:26:15.788 -to commemorate the[br]crushing of the communists. 1:26:15.980,1:26:19.871 We go straight to the perpetrator[br]and star of the film, Anwar Congo! 1:26:20.060,1:26:23.382 Let's welcome Anwar Congo! 1:26:24.580,1:26:28.505 In those days movie theater[br]gangsters were very well known. 1:26:28.700,1:26:32.102 What's the origin of[br]the word 'gangster'? 1:26:32.300,1:26:36.385 Actually gangster comes[br]from 'free men'. 1:26:36.580,1:26:41.746 That's why we use[br]a special song in our movie. 1:26:41.940,1:26:47.629 A song called 'Born Free.' 1:26:47.820,1:26:51.427 So you brought the communists[br]straight to your office? 1:26:51.620,1:26:59.141 Yes, and after we interrogated them,[br]and decided they shouldn't be alive- 1:26:59.340,1:27:03.550 - we had to kill them. 1:27:03.740,1:27:08.109 And was your method of killing[br]inspired by gangsterfilms? 1:27:08.300,1:27:10.507 Sometimes! 1:27:10.700,1:27:12.464 It's like... 1:27:12.660,1:27:15.869 Amazing![br]He was inspired by films! 1:27:16.060,1:27:21.544 Each genre had its own method.[br]Like in mafia movies... 1:27:21.740,1:27:28.191 ...they strangle the guy in[br]the car and dump the body. 1:27:28.380,1:27:30.542 So we did that too. 1:27:30.740,1:27:34.825 Which means Anwar[br]and his friends developed - 1:27:35.020,1:27:38.945 - a new, more efficient system[br]for exterminating communists. 1:27:39.140,1:27:44.510 It was more humane, less sadistic,[br]and avoided excessive violence... 1:27:44.700,1:27:49.024 But you also just wiped them out! 1:27:52.260,1:27:58.711 - How many people did he kill?[br]- About 1000. 1:27:58.900,1:28:03.030 How can he sleep?[br]Isn't he haunted? 1:28:03.220,1:28:06.463 - A lot of them went crazy.[br]- Yeah. 1:28:06.660,1:28:09.903 - No, they got rich.[br]- Yeah. 1:28:10.100,1:28:13.821 Rich from stealing. 1:28:14.020,1:28:18.787 But killing all those people[br]made them crazy too. 1:28:19.780,1:28:25.469 But what’s the special meaning[br]of this film for young people? 1:28:25.660,1:28:31.542 Young people must remember[br]their history. 1:28:31.740,1:28:35.540 They must never forget.[br]What's more... 1:28:35.740,1:28:38.425 God must be against communists. 1:28:38.620,1:28:41.066 Yes. God hates communists! 1:28:41.260,1:28:44.582 That's why he's made[br]this film so beautiful! 1:28:44.780,1:28:50.947 According to General Sarwo Edhie[br]2.5 million communists were killed. 1:28:51.140,1:28:56.465 Why haven’t the victims'[br]children ever tried to take revenge? 1:28:56.700,1:29:03.470 It's not that they don't want[br]to take revenge. They can't! 1:29:03.660,1:29:07.790 Because we'd exterminate them all! 1:29:22.780,1:29:29.425 This is the only film shoot to be[br]visited by a government minister. 1:29:29.620,1:29:36.708 He's coming here just for you,[br]to motivate and support you! 1:29:36.900,1:29:39.426 You should be proud! 1:29:47.100,1:29:50.627 The whole world will see this.[br]London, England! 1:29:50.820,1:29:53.710 Forget Jakarta.[br]Jakarta is nothing! 1:29:59.100,1:30:03.230 Wow! All the killers are here! 1:30:08.580,1:30:12.380 Just improvise[br]and express your anger. 1:30:12.580,1:30:14.708 Scream, 'Crush the communists!' 1:30:14.900,1:30:20.191 - Crush the communists![br]- Wipe them out! 1:30:20.380,1:30:22.906 Okay let’s try it. 1:30:23.860,1:30:27.945 Attack on Kampung Kolam. Take 1. 1:30:29.140,1:30:33.111 Don't let any communists escape! 1:30:35.260,1:30:39.549 Kill! Kill![br]Kill the communists! 1:30:40.740,1:30:44.028 Slaughterthem! 1:30:44.220,1:30:46.666 Are you ready to attack? 1:30:46.860,1:30:52.788 Take no prisoners![br]Destroy them all! 1:30:54.460,1:30:57.703 Burn down their houses! 1:30:57.900,1:31:04.067 Kill the communists![br]Chop them up! 1:31:04.260,1:31:08.982 Exterminate them to their roots! 1:31:10.380,1:31:17.662 Chop off their heads[br]Burn them! Kill them all! 1:31:17.860,1:31:21.626 Kill! Kill! 1:31:28.220,1:31:33.431 Cut! Cut! Cut! 1:31:33.620,1:31:40.663 Joshua and crew, now I'm speaking[br]as a leader of Pancasila Youth. 1:31:40.860,1:31:47.391 What we’ve just shown is not[br]characteristic of our organization. 1:31:47.580,1:31:52.580 We shouldn't look brutal,[br]like we want to drink people's blood. 1:31:58.020,1:32:05.063 That's dangerous[br]for our organization's image. 1:32:05.260,1:32:09.743 But we must exterminate[br]the communists. 1:32:09.940,1:32:12.750 We must totally[br]wipe them out- 1:32:12.940,1:32:17.901 - but in a more humane way. 1:32:18.100,1:32:22.867 What we just filmed,[br]I felt awful... 1:32:23.060,1:32:25.870 Especially with my image[br]right in the middle of it! 1:32:26.060,1:32:28.461 OK, Joshua? 1:32:28.660,1:32:33.109 This is the true story[br]That's what we all want, right? 1:32:33.300,1:32:35.985 Sure. Sure. 1:32:36.180,1:32:38.421 You know, what we just filmed... 1:32:38.620,1:32:43.990 Don't erase it! Use it to show[br]how ferocious we can be! 1:32:44.180,1:32:49.550 In fact, we can even be worse! 1:32:49.740,1:32:55.986 So, think of it as[br]a simulation of our rage - 1:32:56.180,1:33:01.027 - if anyone disturbs our country 1:33:07.940,1:33:11.422 If they're pretty I'd rape them all. 1:33:11.620,1:33:18.583 Especially back then,[br]when we were the law. 1:33:18.780,1:33:20.191 Fuck 'em! 1:33:20.380,1:33:24.146 Fuck the shit[br]out of everyone I meet. 1:33:24.340,1:33:29.028 Are you a communist woman? 1:33:29.220,1:33:32.827 What are you hiding there? 1:33:33.020,1:33:35.671 That’s the spirit! 1:33:35.860,1:33:40.821 Especially if you get one[br]who's only 14 years old. 1:33:41.020,1:33:42.590 Delicious! 1:33:42.780,1:33:48.867 I'd say it's gonna be hell for you[br]but heaven on earth for me. 1:33:49.060,1:33:51.745 Keep struggling. 1:33:51.940,1:33:54.750 No one wants to be tortured, right? 1:33:54.940,1:33:57.910 If you can save yourself,[br]you should. 1:33:58.100,1:34:02.424 And if you can[br]run away go ahead! 1:34:02.620,1:34:04.748 Attention everybody! 1:34:04.940,1:34:08.626 While you're acting,[br]remember the cameras! 1:34:10.700,1:34:14.500 Ladies, think positively 1:34:14.700,1:34:17.544 if you think positively - 1:34:17.740,1:34:23.622 - your acting will be great[br]and the scene will succeed. 1:34:23.820,1:34:25.868 Positive! Think positive! 1:35:03.980,1:35:06.745 Kill them all! 1:35:09.220,1:35:12.781 Catch him! 1:36:04.500,1:36:08.949 Cut! Cut! Cut! 1:36:13.060,1:36:16.064 Bakti! Bring water! 1:36:34.780,1:36:38.785 Let her rest. 1:37:05.060,1:37:11.227 Febby your acting was great.[br]But stop crying. 1:37:12.460,1:37:19.025 You're embarassing me.[br]Film stars only cry for a moment. 1:37:26.140,1:37:31.140 What I regret... Honestly I never[br]expected it would look this awful. 1:37:38.700,1:37:43.740 My friends kept telling me[br]to act more sadistic - 1:37:43.940,1:37:49.424 - but then I saw[br]the women and children. 1:37:51.660,1:37:54.743 Imagine those children's future. 1:37:54.940,1:37:57.307 They've been tortured... 1:37:57.500,1:38:00.583 Now their houses[br]will be burned down... 1:38:00.780,1:38:04.501 What future do they have? 1:38:05.540,1:38:10.501 They will curse us[br]for the rest of their lives. 1:38:10.700,1:38:14.227 This was so very very very.. 1:39:18.460,1:39:21.031 When you say 'karma'... 1:39:21.220,1:39:25.748 What does it mean for you?[br]What are you afraid of? 1:39:27.220,1:39:35.220 Karma is like a law of nature. 1:39:39.100,1:39:43.822 A law straight from God. 1:39:50.540,1:39:53.669 Imagine, in all this darkness - 1:39:53.860,1:40:00.664 - it's like we're living[br]at the end of the world. 1:40:01.860,1:40:06.263 We look around...[br]There's only darkness. 1:40:09.940,1:40:13.262 It's so very terrifying. 1:40:41.540,1:40:47.183 Hit the table.[br]To frighten me. 1:40:47.380,1:40:51.544 Start by hitting the table. Hard. 1:41:06.020,1:41:10.150 Trying to ban American films[br]in Indonesia? 1:41:10.340,1:41:13.549 What are you trying to do? 1:41:15.380,1:41:17.303 Shut up! 1:41:17.500,1:41:21.585 - What are you trying to do?[br]- Please, sir.. 1:41:21.780,1:41:26.263 Don't get friendly with me![br]We're not friends! 1:41:26.460,1:41:28.667 Answer the questions! 1:41:28.860,1:41:33.821 Hurry up[br]or I'll break your legs! 1:41:34.020,1:41:37.342 Dana, ask! 1:41:37.540,1:41:41.545 Besides Titi Kuning,[br]where else are you active? 1:41:41.740,1:41:46.109 - Hamparan Perak.[br]- A real big communist. 1:41:46.940,1:41:50.865 Quick! Don't waste our time! 1:41:52.740,1:41:56.108 Lift up your hand[br]or I'll cut it off. 1:41:56.300,1:42:00.624 Hey look! Gold! 1:42:00.820,1:42:05.189 Take off your watch. 1:42:05.380,1:42:09.590 Put it on the table.[br]What else do you have? 1:42:09.780,1:42:13.227 A ring? Gold? 1:42:13.420,1:42:17.345 Talk or I cut your face. 1:42:17.540,1:42:21.511 - Talk.[br]- Tell us everything! 1:42:21.700,1:42:27.230 - Please, don't...[br]- I won't, but you talk! 1:42:27.420,1:42:30.469 Talk... 1:42:31.420,1:42:33.707 Cut. 1:42:49.940,1:42:52.591 Okay let's do it. 1:43:05.740,1:43:13.740 I place this medal[br]around your neck. 1:43:58.860,1:44:04.629 - Are you alright?[br]- I can't do that again. 1:44:28.060,1:44:32.031 Get him some water. 1:44:35.860,1:44:39.945 Have some water. 1:45:18.660,1:45:24.064 We shoved wood in their anus[br]until they died. 1:45:25.300,1:45:29.225 We crushed their necks[br]with wood. We hung them. 1:45:29.420,1:45:34.142 We strangled them with wire.[br]We cut off their heads. 1:45:34.340,1:45:37.310 We ran them over with cars. 1:45:41.060,1:45:43.222 We were allowed to do it. 1:45:43.460,1:45:48.546 And the proof is, we murdered[br]people and were never punished. 1:45:54.660,1:45:58.460 The people we killed... There's[br]nothing to be done about it. 1:45:58.660,1:46:01.743 They have to accept it. 1:46:02.180,1:46:07.186 Maybel Im just trying to make[br]myself feel better but it works: 1:46:07.380,1:46:12.466 I've never felt guilty, never been[br]depressed, never had nightmares. 1:47:30.980,1:47:38.980 For executing me[br]and sending me to heaven. 1:47:39.220,1:47:45.227 I thank you a thousand[br]times, for everything. 1:48:16.540,1:48:20.306 This is great, Joshua.[br]This is very good. 1:48:20.500,1:48:26.348 I never imagined[br]I could make something so great. 1:48:28.180,1:48:31.627 One thing that makes me[br]so proud - 1:48:31.820,1:48:35.950 - is how the waterfall[br]expresses such deep feelings! 1:48:40.060,1:48:47.751 You know the scene[br]where I'm strangled with wire? 1:48:50.140,1:48:53.428 - Do you have it here?[br]- Where you're strangled? 1:48:53.620,1:48:56.271 Please put it on. 1:49:01.620,1:49:03.622 Yan? 1:49:03.820,1:49:07.506 I want him to watch this... 1:49:13.740,1:49:17.631 - Yan?[br]- He's in bed. 1:49:19.100,1:49:23.822 Yan, watch the scene[br]where grandpa is tortured and killed. 1:49:24.020,1:49:28.662 Ami, come see grandpa beaten up[br]and bleeding. 1:49:28.860,1:49:30.908 But this is too violent. 1:49:31.100,1:49:34.900 Watch this.[br]Grandpa gets beaten up. 1:49:36.380,1:49:38.747 Turn up the volume. 1:49:38.940,1:49:42.467 But this is too violent, Anwar[br]Are you sure? 1:49:42.660,1:49:45.266 Yes, it's fine.[br]Will you be scared, Yan? 1:49:51.620,1:49:55.545 This is only a film...[br]Look at that. 1:49:56.260,1:50:01.187 Grandpa looks so sad,[br]doesn't he, Yan? 1:50:01.380,1:50:03.747 So scary 1:50:04.780,1:50:09.661 it's so sad, isn't it?[br]That's your grandpa. 1:50:10.740,1:50:16.190 That's grandpa being[br]beaten up by the fat guy. 1:50:16.380,1:50:19.429 Grandpa's head is smashed. 1:50:56.900,1:51:01.900 Did the people I tortured feel[br]the way I do here? 1:51:12.580,1:51:16.869 I can feel what the people[br]I tortured felt. 1:51:17.060,1:51:25.060 Because here my dignity[br]has been destroyed... 1:51:25.940,1:51:29.945 ...and then fear comes,[br]right there and then. 1:51:30.140,1:51:35.226 All the terror suddenly[br]possessed my body 1:51:35.420,1:51:40.108 it surrounded me,[br]and possessed me. 1:51:41.100,1:51:47.381 Actually the people you tortured[br]felt far worse- 1:51:47.580,1:51:52.586 - because you know it's only a film.[br]They knew they were being killed. 1:51:55.980,1:51:59.985 But I can feel it, Josh.[br]Really I feel it. 1:52:00.180,1:52:05.664 Or have I sinned? 1:52:10.340,1:52:14.902 I did this to so many people, Josh. 1:52:16.620,1:52:20.545 Is it all coming back to me? 1:52:26.700,1:52:33.584 I really hope it won't.[br]I don't want it to, Josh. 1:53:42.940,1:53:47.940 This is where we tortured and[br]killed the people we captured. 1:54:11.140,1:54:13.984 I know it was wrong - 1:54:14.620,1:54:18.341 - but I had to do it. 1:55:27.780,1:55:30.909 This is... 1:55:34.380,1:55:39.466 This is one of the easiest[br]ways to take a human life. 1:55:43.420,1:55:45.866 And this... 1:55:47.300,1:55:52.261 This was used to take away.. 1:55:55.500,1:55:58.947 ...the human beings we killed. 1:55:59.140,1:56:01.984 Because without this... 1:56:03.380,1:56:07.351 ...maybe people would know.