[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.60,0:00:02.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know exactly what you're saying when you Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.55,0:00:04.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,say when you're sitting at home writing Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.90,0:00:06.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you're not like, I'm deaf, I'm deaf Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.95,0:00:08.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I say the same for me When I'm Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.78,0:00:10.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sitting down doing my makeup Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.20,0:00:13.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not like uh I'm blind, I'm blind Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.11,0:00:15.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, I'm not thinking about my Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.22,0:00:17.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,blindness, I'm just living my life Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.34,0:00:20.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because this is our normal (Music) Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.96,0:00:27.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hello everybody, we are back Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.07,0:00:29.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with my series , when I sit down Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.09,0:00:30.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with another person Dialogue: 0,0:00:30.50,0:00:32.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from the disability community Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.04,0:00:33.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we disscuss all things Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.86,0:00:36.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,life and disability related Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.02,0:00:38.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and this one is probably the Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.44,0:00:41.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,most requested that I've seen. Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.64,0:00:44.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we finally have Jessica Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.65,0:00:46.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm gonna let you say your Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.43,0:00:48.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,last name Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.02,0:00:52.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughs) Jessica Kellgren-Fozard Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.48,0:00:54.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's ok, I know, it's a difficult surname Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.93,0:00:58.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we literally went over this before Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.31,0:00:59.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we started filming Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.61,0:01:00.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We've just been like talking on Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.64,0:01:01.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Google Meet Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.73,0:01:04.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I was like, practicing the name Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.10,0:01:05.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I was like no, you know what, Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.38,0:01:07.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got here, I was too deep, Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.23,0:01:08.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like, I'm jumping Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.21,0:01:09.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out of the pool. Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.32,0:01:11.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She'll take over. So thank you- Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.14,0:01:14.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's complex. The Kellgren bit is Swedish, Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.81,0:01:16.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the Fozard is my wife's surname, Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.70,0:01:18.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's from Normandy, smush it together, Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.66,0:01:20.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's complicated for everyone. Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.08,0:01:22.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or Jessica Out Of The Closet, Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.71,0:01:25.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which I think is a brilliant name Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.50,0:01:27.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because not only are you one of Dialogue: 0,0:01:27.16,0:01:30.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the most fabulous fashionistas Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.36,0:01:32.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I follow on social media, Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.13,0:01:34.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you are also in fact out of Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.61,0:01:37.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the closet, and so I think it's just Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.34,0:01:38.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,such a fun username. Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.98,0:01:41.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughs) Yeah, Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.04,0:01:42.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out of the closet in many ways. Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.94,0:01:44.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Out of the gay closet, out of the Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.43,0:01:46.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,disability closet, just living life open. Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.98,0:01:48.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's the way to live life. Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.87,0:01:50.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Being your best, most authentic, Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.68,0:01:52.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,confident queen self. And that is Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.96,0:01:54.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,exactly what you do. Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.69,0:01:57.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I watch your videos and I Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.01,0:01:59.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,legitimately laugh out loud. Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.03,0:02:01.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like you're one of, not only the most Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.36,0:02:03.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fashionable people I follow but one of Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.19,0:02:04.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the funniest people I follow, Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.89,0:02:07.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I think that you, just by simply Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.81,0:02:10.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being you, break so many disability Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.76,0:02:14.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,stereotypes and misconceptions, Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.20,0:02:17.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I think it's so fabulous for just- Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.34,0:02:18.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so thank you for just exisiting Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.58,0:02:19.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the internet. Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.96,0:02:22.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughs) I mean, I could say Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.39,0:02:24.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the same thing about you, Molly. Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.38,0:02:26.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I woke up this morning and I was like, Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.28,0:02:28.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,OK, Molly, you have to try to look, like, Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.28,0:02:30.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a little bit half fabulous Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.71,0:02:32.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because you're going to be sitting next to Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.61,0:02:34.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jessica in a video and it's going Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.31,0:02:35.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be embarrassing. Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.63,0:02:38.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oh no, I think you are incredibly stylish, Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.79,0:02:40.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I must say. I always enjoy Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.53,0:02:41.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your Instagram as well. Dialogue: 0,0:02:41.57,0:02:43.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you, I appreciate it. Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.59,0:02:46.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I know a ton of my audience Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.48,0:02:48.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,knows and loves your content already Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.03,0:02:50.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but for those who don't, would you like to Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.18,0:02:52.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kind of give the brief introduction of who Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.28,0:02:54.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jessica is in a nutshell. Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.06,0:02:56.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My goodness, okay, the elevator pitch Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.04,0:02:58.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of me, then, I guess. Dialogue: 0,0:02:58.53,0:03:00.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I'm Jessica, I'm a YouTuber, Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.58,0:03:02.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,content creator. I make content that is Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.61,0:03:06.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,generally fun, informative, educational, Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.74,0:03:09.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,amusing, around things that are to do with Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.43,0:03:12.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,disability, chronic illness, and LGBTQ+ Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.06,0:03:15.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,issues. So I have two genetic conditions, Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.09,0:03:16.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hereditary neuropathy with pressure Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.98,0:03:19.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,palsies, which means that there are gaps Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.33,0:03:22.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the myelin sheaths around your nerves. Dialogue: 0,0:03:22.31,0:03:24.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me that means that I can paralyze Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.82,0:03:27.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,parts of myself, that my nerves are more Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.51,0:03:29.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,easily damaged, which does things like Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.94,0:03:32.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,affect my hearing and I have loss of Dialogue: 0,0:03:32.56,0:03:34.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vision in one eye because of it, and it Dialogue: 0,0:03:34.96,0:03:37.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can do things like my hands don't have Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.17,0:03:39.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,any feeling because I paralyzed both of Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.82,0:03:41.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my arms for a year and a half when I was Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.69,0:03:44.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a teenager. And they came back to a Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.08,0:03:47.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,certain degree, but they can't now feel Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.41,0:03:49.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,anything, so it's like wearing gloves Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.10,0:03:50.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all of the time. And I don't get hot and Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.91,0:03:53.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cold, any of those kinds of things, Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.14,0:03:55.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or wet. Which is really annoying when Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.44,0:03:57.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're trying to hang up the washing, Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.39,0:03:58.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'cause you're like, is this wet? Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.44,0:04:00.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is this dry? Absolutely no idea. Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.99,0:04:02.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I end up having to like, press my face Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.91,0:04:05.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to all of my laundry to see whether it's Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.01,0:04:07.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dry or not. Very strange thing. Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.79,0:04:10.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then you just get a random cheek stain Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.51,0:04:12.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or random foundation stain on the side Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.22,0:04:13.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of your white shirt. Dialogue: 0,0:04:13.39,0:04:15.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, I should add, I only do this when Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.47,0:04:17.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not wearing makeup. (Laughs) Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.97,0:04:19.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pro tip. Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.16,0:04:21.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I also have Ehlers Danlos Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.62,0:04:24.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Syndrome, which is about my connective Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.47,0:04:26.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tissue, and means that not only am I Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.52,0:04:30.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hyper mobile, and very flexible and bendy, Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.26,0:04:32.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which most people think is like, whoa, Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.11,0:04:34.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what a great party trick, and it is, Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.18,0:04:36.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's a pretty good party trick that I Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.52,0:04:39.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,perhaps overused when I was a child. Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.05,0:04:41.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I dislocated various things just to prove Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.52,0:04:43.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to people that I could. Don't do that. Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.63,0:04:45.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's a terrible idea. Don't do that. Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.40,0:04:48.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it also affects connective tissue in Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.82,0:04:51.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,things like my internal organs, Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.22,0:04:53.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I have some issues with my heart, and Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.40,0:04:56.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have postural orthostatic tachycardia Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.14,0:04:58.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,syndrome, which comes from that, Dialogue: 0,0:04:58.24,0:05:02.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is just a regulating blood pressure Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.08,0:05:07.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,issue, so I faint a lot. And I can't exert Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.30,0:05:10.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,myself too much, basically I go up two Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.13,0:05:12.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,flights of stairs and I'm like, oh gosh, Dialogue: 0,0:05:12.24,0:05:14.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there's a heart attack coming. Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.06,0:05:15.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ok, wonderful, and then I've got to lie Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.51,0:05:17.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the floor for half an hour. Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.09,0:05:19.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the vintage fashion is just a layer Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.56,0:05:21.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,over the top, just to make everything look Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.89,0:05:23.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gorgeous while we're here.