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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.11,0:00:07.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there is suffering and I was waiting\Nlike 297 pounds and I had to make a
Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.26,0:00:12.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,change in my life you know I was at\Nall-time low and I wasn't going anywhere
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.39,0:00:16.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I was exactly what everybody said I\Nwas going to be which was nothing so I
Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.77,0:00:19.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had to make a change
Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.72,0:00:33.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're scared kid and the only way I\Ncould find myself was to put myself
Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.73,0:00:37.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,through the worst thing possible\NI'm gonna say the exact opposite of what
Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.39,0:00:45.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the world today's world is saying in the\Nend like what would your advice be to
Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.70,0:00:49.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that 16 year old kid of staring in the\Nmirror does not like what he sees but is
Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.99,0:00:54.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,still running from adversity well my\Nbiggest advice to him is that first of
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.94,0:00:58.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all he won't like what I say to him and\NI'm gonna say the exact opposite of what
Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.57,0:01:03.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the world today's world is saying so we\Nread a bunch of books nowadays as humans
Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.70,0:01:15.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we we want to find out how to be someone\Nelse what we don't do we don't go inside
Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.63,0:01:20.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so literally turn yourself inside out\Nread the book that says like we're
Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.17,0:01:24.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,writing a book every day of our lives\Nbut we never read that book so what I
Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.31,0:01:28.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,would challenge this young man or young\Nwoman to do is you have to look inside
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.33,0:01:32.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of yourself and see what you really want\Nwhat are you passionate about we use
Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.02,0:01:36.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,these words and these little phrases of\Nonly the strong survive and also the
Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.25,0:01:41.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,crap they're all just fucking words I\Nget so tired of hearing people just
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.17,0:01:45.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,talking that right now someone may think\NGaga is just talking you don't know me
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.88,0:01:50.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so when I speak I speak from Pasha I\Nspeak from experience I speak from
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.35,0:01:55.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,suffering I want to tell this young man\Nand woman that the only way I believe
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.06,0:01:59.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this is just my experience in life the\Nonly way you're ever going to get to the
Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.92,0:02:06.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,other side of this journey is you have\Ngot to suffer to grow to grow you must
Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.70,0:02:13.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,suffer\Nand some people get it so they won't
Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.42,0:02:24.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so long story short what I realized was\Nno one was here to help me in the
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.38,0:02:28.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,feeling I had every morning I started\Nsaving my hair now 16 years old and the
Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.73,0:02:33.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,feeling I had every morning I looked in\Nthe mirror was horrible and I don't
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.74,0:02:37.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wanna feel like that anymore and how I\Nfelt was a kid going nowhere a kid that
Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.91,0:02:42.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was scared and most kids will accept\Nthat and look for help but the best
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.20,0:02:47.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thing that happened to me no one helped\Nme no one felt sorry for me no one
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.69,0:02:51.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,looked at me and said like this day and\Nage they'll they'll take you in and
Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.44,0:02:57.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it'll tell you bye stop picking on this\Nperson back then any care we're all we
Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.53,0:03:03.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are all great no matter if if you think\Nyou're dumb and maybe think you're fat
Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.17,0:03:08.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no matter you are fat or have you been\Nbullied or no matter if you got back
Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.06,0:03:13.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from Iraq or Afghanistan and you have no\Nlegs or your arms or whatever man we all
Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.70,0:03:18.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have greatness it just you got to find\Nthe courage you got to find the courage
Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.86,0:03:24.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to put your Bose headphones on and\Nsilence the noise out of this world and
Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.62,0:03:29.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to find it and the funding comes out\Nthere but it's going to take hard work
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.27,0:03:35.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,courage self-discipline it's going to\Ntake all the non-cognitive skills all
Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.96,0:03:41.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the non-cognitive skills to be great you\Nknow smart is good all the stuff is good
Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.54,0:03:46.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's all cognitive it's the\Nnon-cognitive skills that sets you apart
Dialogue: 0,0:03:46.55,0:03:52.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from everybody else and and that's what\Nit's all about
Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.35,0:03:57.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I I lied for people to accept me because\NI did accept myself so I would make up
Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.69,0:04:02.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,stories so that you would accept me into\Nyour world I would uh everything I did
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.82,0:04:06.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was for someone else to like me it was\Nuntil I started reading my own book
Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.57,0:04:10.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about how pathetic I was as human being\NI could blame my dad I can blame kids at
Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.77,0:04:15.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,school I could blame having health\Nissues ATD my mom not being around great
Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.33,0:04:19.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mom but she was doing her thing I could\Nblame a lot of people and that's the
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.98,0:04:24.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,book I was reading and I put it off on\Neverybody else they wouldn't try so you
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.42,0:04:28.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,know what for me to fix this I get a\Nread what the hell what the fuck is
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.35,0:04:34.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wrong with David God wasn't going to be\Na punk kid all my life so in a way I
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.83,0:04:41.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,could turn around was to suffer\NI had to build calluses in my brain the
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.34,0:04:44.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,same way I built calluses on my hands so\NI brought the Guinness Book of World
Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.40,0:04:50.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Records for pulse a long time ago but I\Nfelt at it twice and I did 67,000
Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.46,0:04:55.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pull-ups and trying to break this record\Nso to do four thousand thirty pull-ups I
Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.95,0:04:59.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had to do 67 thousand for training for\Nthat Wow
Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.94,0:05:05.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and so what I realized is for me to\Nbecome the man I want to become I saw
Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.31,0:05:07.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,myself as the weakest person God ever\Ncreated
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.82,0:05:13.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I've never blamed God for anything\Nhe did to me so I wanted to change that
Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.94,0:05:18.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be the hardest man ever created in my\Nthat I don't know but he had to have a
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.23,0:05:23.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,goal and my goal when I was sitting\Nthere not going to school being bullied
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.63,0:05:28.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being at having no self-esteem my goal\Nwas the only person that's gonna turn
Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.55,0:05:32.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this person around it's me\Nyou know like Anna turned around has put
Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.78,0:05:38.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,myself through the worst things possible\Na human being can ever endure and I'd be
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.27,0:05:43.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the only way that I can build this brain\Nto handle anything that comes in front
Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.25,0:05:48.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of it callus in my mind do pain and\Nsuffering
Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.03,0:06:08.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but they have to see what their journey\Nis to start their journey several people
Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.100,0:06:12.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,live to be a hundred years old and they\Nhave great lives and they have great
Dialogue: 0,0:06:12.12,0:06:17.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kids the kids go to college and all sort\Nof stuff but somewhere in their life
Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.30,0:06:22.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there was a point where they had the\Ndecision to make they can go left or
Dialogue: 0,0:06:22.17,0:06:28.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,right on this path left was the easy\Nroute right was a hard route a lot of
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.11,0:06:32.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people take the easy route and they had\Na good life that way but the better life
Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.64,0:06:39.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was going to the right side a human\Nbeing is not so human anymore we have
Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.87,0:06:46.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the ability to go in such a space if\Nyou're willing to suffer and I mean
Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.14,0:06:52.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,suffer your brain and your body once\Nconnected together can do anything
Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.97,0:06:58.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,motivation comes and goes when you're\Ndriven whatever's in front of you will
Dialogue: 0,0:06:58.20,0:07:02.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,get destroyed and you may have twenty\Nyears of pain and suffering to get past
Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.64,0:07:08.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it but a lot of us die never truly\Nstarting our journey and I would tell
Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.49,0:07:13.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this young person you got to start your\Njourney it may suck but it will it will
Dialogue: 0,0:07:13.08,0:07:16.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,come out the other side where you're\Ncoasting
Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.71,0:07:21.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they stopped listening to people who are\Ncalling you fat gay transsexual nigger
Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.67,0:07:25.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everything that is makes no sense\Nall these insecure people putting their
Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.57,0:07:30.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,insecurities on you you gotta flush it\Nout you got to just be whoever the hell
Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.31,0:07:33.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God or whatever the hell you believe in\Nif you believe in nothing but yourself I
Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.13,0:07:38.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't care what it is you're gonna take\Neverything and throw it away you have to
Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.77,0:07:44.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,believe in one thing and that is\Nyourself
Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.91,0:07:56.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my biggest advice to give everybody in\Nthe world is like I say we live in an
Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.77,0:08:03.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,external world everything is is you got\Nto see it touch its external if you can
Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.52,0:08:09.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the rest of your life live inside of\Nyourself
Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.29,0:08:19.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and people may listen to this and say\Nthis guy is sadistic he's crazy
Dialogue: 0,0:08:19.20,0:08:24.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no if you know how I came up you\Nrealized I was just a scared kid
Dialogue: 0,0:08:24.90,0:08:28.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that found Drive and passion to be\Nsomething much better than what he
Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.95,0:08:32.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thought about that's all it is
Dialogue: 0,0:08:33.83,0:08:38.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even the hardest men in times of\Nsuffering what we do was we forget how
Dialogue: 0,0:08:38.67,0:08:42.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,far we really are\Nthat's what suffering is suffering is a
Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.36,0:08:47.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,test it's all of its suffering is a true\Ntest of life
Dialogue: 0,0:08:54.85,0:09:00.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,self-talk can visualization with two\Nkeys
Dialogue: 0,0:09:05.31,0:09:12.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the very bestest did I leave everything\Ninside of me out there so attacking is
Dialogue: 0,0:09:12.75,0:09:17.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not like all what a wind there's a wind\Nmatter be the best the best is I'm
Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.28,0:09:22.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,learning to get himself in everything\NI'm here that's that's my attack I
Dialogue: 0,0:09:22.77,0:09:31.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,attacked myself I'm always questioning\Nmyself
Dialogue: 0,0:09:57.46,0:10:03.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so the things that we run from we run it\Nfrom the truth we're running from the
Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.35,0:10:08.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,truth man so the only way I became\Nsuccessful was going towards the truth
Dialogue: 0,0:10:08.75,0:10:16.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as painful and as brutal as it is it\Nchanged me it allowed me to become in my
Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.76,0:10:20.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,own right\NWho am today
Dialogue: 0,0:10:29.79,0:10:34.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you look in the mirror that's the\None person you can't lie to so every
Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.27,0:10:39.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,morning I would shave my head thank God\NI reflect back on some of the lies I may
Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.01,0:10:43.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have told somebody or some of the ways I\Nacted I ain't feel comfortable doing and
Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.48,0:10:48.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I did it to impress other normal people\Nthe key word there is normal everyday
Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.07,0:10:54.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people I was trying to make other people\Nlike me how pathetic is that
Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.02,0:11:07.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your skin become more of a human being\Ndon't be afraid of the reflection in the
Dialogue: 0,0:11:07.36,0:11:11.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mirror because that's all you can be\Nafraid of once you overcome the
Dialogue: 0,0:11:11.44,0:11:18.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reflection in the mirror you've done it
Dialogue: 0,0:11:18.80,0:11:25.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but if you can get through to doing\Nthings that you hate to do on the other
Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.04,0:11:31.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,side is greatness that's what people are\Nsaying by me running I am callous in my
Dialogue: 0,0:11:31.25,0:11:37.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mind I'm not training for a race I'm\Ntraining for life I'm training for the
Dialogue: 0,0:11:37.52,0:11:41.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,time and I get that two o'clock in the\Nmorning call that my mom is dead or
Dialogue: 0,0:11:41.27,0:11:47.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,something happens tragic in life I don't\Nfall apart I'm training my mind and my
Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.27,0:11:51.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,body my spirit shows all one so I can\Nhandle what Michaels gonna throw at me
Dialogue: 0,0:11:51.38,0:11:56.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because the life I've lived it those are\Nold blunt actions and if you're not
Dialogue: 0,0:11:56.48,0:12:00.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,physically immensely prepared for that\Nyou're just gonna crumble
Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.59,0:12:03.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,good for nobody
Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.55,0:12:15.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but the mentality of a warrior is very\Ndifferent you know mentality you must be
Dialogue: 0,0:12:15.08,0:12:23.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that person on that door Oh get ready to\Nopen it thinking to yourself if I die so
Dialogue: 0,0:12:23.48,0:12:29.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be the only way you can go in that door\Nthere's no there's a great chance you're
Dialogue: 0,0:12:29.33,0:12:34.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gonna die open your motherfucking going\Nhome
Dialogue: 0,0:12:34.05,0:12:41.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because they're gonna remember you by\Nslowly opening and peeking in so if
Dialogue: 0,0:12:41.05,0:12:45.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you're gonna open it and you made them\Non to open it don't crack it open open
Dialogue: 0,0:12:45.85,0:12:49.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the fucking door go in that's with life\Nif you choose to do if you're choosing
Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.75,0:12:54.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to do something attack it because\Nthey're gonna remember you as not
Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.76,0:12:59.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,attacking it so I want to be remembered\Nyou can hate me but one thing you can't
Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.05,0:13:04.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,say about me I didn't attack it\Nso that's them attire you have if you're
Dialogue: 0,0:13:04.33,0:13:08.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gonna do something you might as well\Nattack it hopefully I can help people
Dialogue: 0,0:13:08.01,0:13:14.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that believe that they're much less than\Nwhat they truly are help them find
Dialogue: 0,0:13:14.47,0:13:18.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,greatness in themselves and greatness\Nisn't running towards it miles at a time
Dialogue: 0,0:13:18.49,0:13:23.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or doing 4,000 flips to being a seal\Ngreatness is whatever the hell you
Dialogue: 0,0:13:23.74,0:13:27.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dreamed of in your own mind you got to\Nfirst see it you got first create this
Dialogue: 0,0:13:27.76,0:13:31.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vision in your mind and then that's when\NI come into play once you create this
Dialogue: 0,0:13:31.81,0:13:37.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vision in your mind it's how am I gonna\Nget there and that's we're not coming to
Dialogue: 0,0:13:37.03,0:13:42.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,play but first you got to create your\Nown vision and it's not externally it's
Dialogue: 0,0:13:42.16,0:13:47.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the the busines created is inside of you\Nso until you create that I'm nobody to
Dialogue: 0,0:13:47.74,0:13:49.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you