1 00:00:21,516 --> 00:00:24,100 (upbeat music) 2 00:00:26,675 --> 00:00:30,258 - And if God won't turn a blind eye to sin, 3 00:00:33,985 --> 00:00:34,902 why are we? 4 00:00:36,531 --> 00:00:37,364 Hmm. 5 00:00:39,369 --> 00:00:40,851 It's time, church. 6 00:00:40,851 --> 00:00:43,268 (parishioners exclaiming) 7 00:00:43,268 --> 00:00:46,789 It's time that we examine our hearts. 8 00:00:46,789 --> 00:00:48,932 'Cause I know that in that day, 9 00:00:48,932 --> 00:00:52,099 when the Lord decides to call me home, 10 00:00:55,189 --> 00:00:58,128 I'll be standing at those gates, 11 00:00:58,128 --> 00:01:02,711 Holy in his sight and he'll look at me and say Solomon, 12 00:01:04,049 --> 00:01:06,716 you called it what it was, sin. 13 00:01:09,754 --> 00:01:13,171 Come on in, my good and faithful servant. 14 00:01:15,986 --> 00:01:18,572 Now I don't know about you, 15 00:01:18,572 --> 00:01:20,867 I don't know about you, 16 00:01:20,867 --> 00:01:22,908 I don't know about you, 17 00:01:22,909 --> 00:01:26,969 but I'll be running into the arms of my Lord. 18 00:01:26,968 --> 00:01:28,551 Oh, free and clean. 19 00:01:31,121 --> 00:01:34,453 (parishioners exclaiming) 20 00:01:34,453 --> 00:01:36,477 My sweet daughter Grace is gonna come up 21 00:01:36,477 --> 00:01:38,894 and sing as the spirit leads. 22 00:01:40,831 --> 00:01:44,331 (parishioners Exclaiming) 23 00:01:49,576 --> 00:01:53,724 Girl, I announced you to the congregation. 24 00:01:53,724 --> 00:01:56,417 You should've already been up there and ready to sing. 25 00:01:56,417 --> 00:01:57,750 - I know, daddy. 26 00:01:59,628 --> 00:02:01,628 I'm not feeling so good. 27 00:02:02,859 --> 00:02:05,527 Do I need to rehearse this time? 28 00:02:12,520 --> 00:02:15,187 (ominous music) 29 00:02:30,858 --> 00:02:35,858 ♪ Amazing grace ♪ 30 00:02:36,233 --> 00:02:41,233 ♪ How sweet the sound ♪ 31 00:02:42,449 --> 00:02:46,282 ♪ That saved a wretch like me ♪ 32 00:02:52,473 --> 00:02:57,056 ♪ I once was lost ♪ 33 00:02:57,056 --> 00:02:58,814 (door slams) 34 00:02:58,814 --> 00:03:02,064 (ominous upbeat music) 35 00:03:15,561 --> 00:03:17,090 - Powerful message today, Pastor. 36 00:03:17,090 --> 00:03:19,486 - God inspired brother, God inspired. 37 00:03:19,486 --> 00:03:21,170 - It sure was, it sure was. 38 00:03:21,170 --> 00:03:22,274 (laughing) 39 00:03:22,274 --> 00:03:25,373 - So Pastor, why does God give us these struggles 40 00:03:25,373 --> 00:03:27,131 if he knows we can't resist them? 41 00:03:27,131 --> 00:03:28,147 - Oh. 42 00:03:28,147 --> 00:03:30,930 - Why not just take 'em away? 43 00:03:30,931 --> 00:03:33,598 - Deacon Henry, it is inevitable 44 00:03:35,718 --> 00:03:37,656 that stumbling blocks will come 45 00:03:37,657 --> 00:03:41,157 but woe unto the man to whom they come. 46 00:03:41,157 --> 00:03:44,675 It would be better for him if mill stone were hung 47 00:03:44,675 --> 00:03:46,736 around his neck and he be thrown into the sea. 48 00:03:46,735 --> 00:03:48,453 (laughing) 49 00:03:48,454 --> 00:03:50,556 - What about his mercy and grace? 50 00:03:50,556 --> 00:03:52,158 Your church need to know they're forgiven. 51 00:03:52,157 --> 00:03:55,157 That's what the word of God teaches. 52 00:03:57,272 --> 00:04:01,355 - Who is the called and God ordained pastor here, 53 00:04:04,556 --> 00:04:05,556 Deacon Jones? 54 00:04:05,556 --> 00:04:06,594 - You are, but I'm just saying the way- 55 00:04:06,594 --> 00:04:07,597 - Drink up, boys. 56 00:04:07,598 --> 00:04:08,931 Let's drink up. 57 00:04:11,477 --> 00:04:12,310 Clea. 58 00:04:14,570 --> 00:04:16,071 Where's that girl? 59 00:04:18,314 --> 00:04:19,231 Go get her. 60 00:04:22,836 --> 00:04:25,015 (ominous music) 61 00:04:25,016 --> 00:04:27,774 Just gotta know who's in charge, boys. 62 00:04:27,774 --> 00:04:29,555 You just gotta know. 63 00:04:29,555 --> 00:04:31,454 - [Deacon Jones] They do indeed, they do. 64 00:04:31,454 --> 00:04:34,120 (ominous music) 65 00:04:38,571 --> 00:04:42,438 (Gracie barfing) (knocking on door) 66 00:04:42,437 --> 00:04:43,271 - Gracie? 67 00:04:46,440 --> 00:04:47,607 You all right? 68 00:04:48,732 --> 00:04:51,296 You've been in there for a long time. 69 00:04:51,295 --> 00:04:54,462 (gentle upbeat music) 70 00:04:58,158 --> 00:04:59,194 - Mom? 71 00:04:59,194 --> 00:05:00,277 - Oh my God. 72 00:05:03,911 --> 00:05:04,745 Oh my. 73 00:05:06,105 --> 00:05:08,771 (ominous music) 74 00:05:10,699 --> 00:05:11,700 - It's not my fault. 75 00:05:11,701 --> 00:05:12,723 - What? 76 00:05:12,723 --> 00:05:13,889 What happened? 77 00:05:15,343 --> 00:05:16,177 Oh my god. 78 00:05:21,819 --> 00:05:23,300 - I'm honored to introduce one 79 00:05:23,300 --> 00:05:25,018 of our highly esteemed colleagues 80 00:05:25,017 --> 00:05:27,496 in the field of music therapy. 81 00:05:27,497 --> 00:05:29,080 In the five and half years she's been 82 00:05:29,079 --> 00:05:30,218 with this department, 83 00:05:30,218 --> 00:05:33,701 she has facilitated an enriching environment 84 00:05:33,701 --> 00:05:35,560 for our scholars. 85 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:39,100 In turn, they have gone out and impacted their community 86 00:05:39,100 --> 00:05:41,998 with the knowledge she's imparted. 87 00:05:41,997 --> 00:05:44,664 Today, that vision is expanding. 88 00:05:46,098 --> 00:05:50,461 Please welcome to the stage, Professor Grace Wyatt. 89 00:05:50,461 --> 00:05:53,711 (audience applauding) 90 00:06:00,658 --> 00:06:01,795 - Thank you. 91 00:06:01,795 --> 00:06:04,699 I'd like to first thank you all for being here. 92 00:06:04,699 --> 00:06:09,032 Without you, we really couldn't do what we're doing. 93 00:06:10,956 --> 00:06:15,289 Music therapy embraces the creative and the concrete 94 00:06:17,394 --> 00:06:21,310 and not only are our students versed in theory, 95 00:06:22,476 --> 00:06:24,876 instrument and voice, 96 00:06:24,877 --> 00:06:28,960 but also act of listening and sensitivity and oh, 97 00:06:29,978 --> 00:06:33,137 monotonous hours of clinical work. 98 00:06:33,137 --> 00:06:36,016 (audience giggling) 99 00:06:36,016 --> 00:06:38,379 You are amazing, and I am so proud of you, Olivia. 100 00:06:38,379 --> 00:06:39,418 - Thank you. 101 00:06:39,418 --> 00:06:40,456 Thank you, professor. 102 00:06:40,456 --> 00:06:43,514 - I adore you, Doctor Wyatt. 103 00:06:43,514 --> 00:06:47,533 - And Mr. Wyatt, you are the wind beneath my wings. 104 00:06:47,533 --> 00:06:48,653 - Oh. 105 00:06:48,653 --> 00:06:49,814 - Hey, Eric, good to see you. 106 00:06:49,814 --> 00:06:51,096 Glad you could make it. 107 00:06:51,096 --> 00:06:52,514 - Well I wouldn't miss the opportunity 108 00:06:52,514 --> 00:06:54,255 to see my beautiful queen shine. 109 00:06:54,255 --> 00:06:55,573 - Ah. - Shine she does. 110 00:06:55,574 --> 00:07:00,252 I'm not supposed to say anything, but we got it. 111 00:07:00,252 --> 00:07:01,278 - What? 112 00:07:01,278 --> 00:07:02,473 Are you? 113 00:07:02,473 --> 00:07:03,932 How do you know? 114 00:07:03,932 --> 00:07:05,534 - Well, they're still counting numbers 115 00:07:05,535 --> 00:07:07,595 but I can see it all over their faces. 116 00:07:07,595 --> 00:07:08,774 You did it, Grace. 117 00:07:08,774 --> 00:07:10,033 - Oh, this is so wonderful. 118 00:07:10,033 --> 00:07:12,135 I'm going to have to prepare my proposal, 119 00:07:12,136 --> 00:07:13,677 get it ready before I show it to the board- 120 00:07:13,677 --> 00:07:15,052 - Yeah, I know, I know, there'll be time 121 00:07:15,052 --> 00:07:16,959 for that but right now, you gotta savor this moment 122 00:07:16,959 --> 00:07:19,014 and I wanna introduce you to some more of the donors. 123 00:07:19,014 --> 00:07:20,093 - Okay. - Come on. 124 00:07:20,093 --> 00:07:21,197 - Oh, go ahead. 125 00:07:21,197 --> 00:07:22,399 I'm gonna go back to the office for a little bit. 126 00:07:22,399 --> 00:07:23,410 - You sure? - Yeah. 127 00:07:23,410 --> 00:07:24,877 - But you'll be home in time for dinner? 128 00:07:24,877 --> 00:07:26,973 - Oh, with the most beautiful woman on Earth. 129 00:07:26,973 --> 00:07:29,121 Girl, you know I wouldn't miss it. 130 00:07:29,120 --> 00:07:30,217 - You're so full of it. 131 00:07:30,218 --> 00:07:31,257 - Oh. 132 00:07:31,257 --> 00:07:32,273 - I love you. 133 00:07:32,273 --> 00:07:33,313 - Love you, babe. 134 00:07:33,312 --> 00:07:36,479 (gentle upbeat music) 135 00:07:42,735 --> 00:07:47,735 ♪ Could he possibly know ♪ 136 00:07:48,151 --> 00:07:53,151 ♪ Possibly know ♪ 137 00:07:53,553 --> 00:07:54,953 ♪ That my heart ♪ 138 00:07:54,954 --> 00:07:59,287 ♪ belongs to him ♪ 139 00:08:06,235 --> 00:08:09,068 (door bell rings) 140 00:08:18,112 --> 00:08:20,012 - Hello ma'am, are you Miss Wyatt? 141 00:08:20,012 --> 00:08:21,012 - Yes, I am. 142 00:08:24,975 --> 00:08:27,511 - Ma'am, I have some really bad news. 143 00:08:27,511 --> 00:08:29,234 Your husband was killed as a result 144 00:08:29,233 --> 00:08:32,669 of a car crash and I am so sorry. 145 00:08:32,669 --> 00:08:33,993 I'm so sorry. 146 00:08:33,994 --> 00:08:37,161 (upbeat tense music) 147 00:08:47,389 --> 00:08:48,222 - Why God? 148 00:08:51,509 --> 00:08:52,528 - [Solomon] Who is he? 149 00:08:52,528 --> 00:08:53,571 - Solomon, please. 150 00:08:53,571 --> 00:08:55,571 Don't do this, not here. 151 00:08:57,458 --> 00:09:01,208 - Train up your child in the way he should go 152 00:09:02,105 --> 00:09:06,023 and when he is old, he will not depart from it. 153 00:09:07,666 --> 00:09:11,230 Do you not have any fear of the Lord? 154 00:09:11,230 --> 00:09:13,349 Any fear of your father? 155 00:09:13,349 --> 00:09:17,516 - This the last time I'm gonna ask you, who is he? 156 00:09:19,929 --> 00:09:21,096 - He raped me. 157 00:09:22,044 --> 00:09:23,078 I tried to tell you- 158 00:09:23,078 --> 00:09:23,911 - No! 159 00:09:25,854 --> 00:09:27,521 - You lying jezebel! 160 00:09:28,962 --> 00:09:32,562 Deacon Henry is one of the finest men I know. 161 00:09:32,562 --> 00:09:34,062 A true man of God! 162 00:09:36,004 --> 00:09:40,658 Deacon Henry is the biggest supporter of my ministry. 163 00:09:40,658 --> 00:09:43,541 His checks keep the church doors open. 164 00:09:43,541 --> 00:09:46,701 Why would you lie on a man of God like that? 165 00:09:46,701 --> 00:09:49,173 Who you covering up for? 166 00:09:49,173 --> 00:09:53,090 - Solomon, why would you talk to her like this? 167 00:09:54,118 --> 00:09:55,320 Our daughter is hurting. 168 00:09:55,320 --> 00:09:59,261 - Well maybe if you would've been a better mother, 169 00:09:59,260 --> 00:10:02,117 your daughter wouldn't be in this situation. 170 00:10:02,118 --> 00:10:04,201 I, I have decided to walk 171 00:10:07,573 --> 00:10:12,240 in the light and light have no fellowship with darkness. 172 00:10:16,879 --> 00:10:18,462 - Daddy, I'm sorry. 173 00:10:20,744 --> 00:10:21,974 It wasn't my fault. 174 00:10:21,974 --> 00:10:23,474 - Stop the crying. 175 00:10:24,517 --> 00:10:28,850 You got yourself into this mess and I will be damned 176 00:10:31,952 --> 00:10:35,202 if I allow it to take away my ministry. 177 00:10:36,899 --> 00:10:39,816 Preacher's daughter all knocked up. 178 00:10:40,875 --> 00:10:43,173 How my congregation will look me in the eyes again? 179 00:10:43,173 --> 00:10:44,756 - I'm sorry, daddy. 180 00:10:46,330 --> 00:10:49,292 I didn't mean for it to happen. 181 00:10:49,292 --> 00:10:51,542 - Yeah, you girls never do. 182 00:10:55,875 --> 00:10:57,113 - Please, please believe me. 183 00:10:57,113 --> 00:10:58,196 - Hmm, uh-uh, 184 00:11:00,100 --> 00:11:02,155 my congregation is not gonna 185 00:11:02,155 --> 00:11:06,405 see my daughter wearing her sin on her body like a- 186 00:11:07,863 --> 00:11:09,832 (Clea screaming) 187 00:11:09,831 --> 00:11:12,274 Flashing red light! 188 00:11:12,274 --> 00:11:15,941 Do you even care what this is gonna cost me? 189 00:11:20,378 --> 00:11:23,298 - What are you saying, Solomon? 190 00:11:23,298 --> 00:11:26,548 (ominous upbeat music) 191 00:11:31,217 --> 00:11:35,217 - We gonna send her away to live with my sister. 192 00:11:37,154 --> 00:11:38,297 She can have that baby 193 00:11:38,297 --> 00:11:42,547 of hers over there and nobody is to know about her. 194 00:11:50,361 --> 00:11:51,528 I mean nobody. 195 00:11:58,638 --> 00:12:00,798 (door slams) 196 00:12:00,798 --> 00:12:03,465 (upbeat music) 197 00:12:12,616 --> 00:12:14,283 - I just wanna help. 198 00:12:19,576 --> 00:12:22,494 - Can you bring my Eric back to me? 199 00:12:24,893 --> 00:12:26,537 Huh? 200 00:12:26,537 --> 00:12:28,954 Can you erase this nightmare? 201 00:12:35,476 --> 00:12:36,309 Wine? 202 00:12:38,686 --> 00:12:42,628 - Look, Grace, I don't know all that you're going through 203 00:12:42,628 --> 00:12:44,350 or all that you're feeling- 204 00:12:44,350 --> 00:12:46,267 - Oh no, no, you don't. 205 00:12:47,270 --> 00:12:48,270 - I want you to know 206 00:12:48,270 --> 00:12:52,155 that you've been in my prayers every night since. 207 00:12:52,155 --> 00:12:52,988 - Prayers? 208 00:12:54,245 --> 00:12:56,495 (laughing) 209 00:12:58,360 --> 00:13:00,442 I never knew you to pray. 210 00:13:02,110 --> 00:13:03,360 - Yeah, I pray. 211 00:13:09,452 --> 00:13:12,511 - Well I don't need your prayers. 212 00:13:12,511 --> 00:13:14,428 - Grace, you need help. 213 00:13:18,323 --> 00:13:21,428 Let God help you through this. 214 00:13:21,428 --> 00:13:22,261 - God? 215 00:13:27,710 --> 00:13:29,960 Don't talk to me about God. 216 00:13:31,913 --> 00:13:36,407 God took everything away from me that mattered. 217 00:13:36,407 --> 00:13:37,324 Everything! 218 00:13:38,948 --> 00:13:43,615 My life was destroyed in the church and after everything 219 00:13:45,745 --> 00:13:50,745 that happened to me, he took the only thing that I had left. 220 00:13:52,375 --> 00:13:56,708 - Grace, Eric wouldn't want you to be like this now. 221 00:13:58,735 --> 00:14:03,567 It's been six months, you've gotta pull yourself together. 222 00:14:05,639 --> 00:14:08,758 Look, the university wants you back. 223 00:14:08,758 --> 00:14:10,756 I can't keep stalling them for you. 224 00:14:10,755 --> 00:14:12,548 That's been your life's work. 225 00:14:12,548 --> 00:14:14,470 You could pick up right where you left off. 226 00:14:14,470 --> 00:14:16,302 It'll be good for you. 227 00:14:18,933 --> 00:14:20,183 Grace, stop it! 228 00:14:22,753 --> 00:14:27,020 You're not the only person that's lost someone. 229 00:14:27,019 --> 00:14:28,269 I've lost, too. 230 00:14:30,159 --> 00:14:31,076 - I'm done. 231 00:14:33,479 --> 00:14:34,312 I'm done. 232 00:14:41,730 --> 00:14:43,730 - Well, please consider. 233 00:14:45,759 --> 00:14:49,176 I know a lady there, she's a good person. 234 00:14:52,881 --> 00:14:55,859 I know she'd love to meet you. 235 00:14:55,860 --> 00:14:58,610 (ominous music) 236 00:15:25,081 --> 00:15:26,904 - Gracie, is that you? 237 00:15:26,904 --> 00:15:28,500 - [Grace] Yes, mom, it's me. 238 00:15:28,500 --> 00:15:32,693 - Gracie, have you been getting all of my messages? 239 00:15:32,693 --> 00:15:35,891 We used to talk every Sunday night 240 00:15:35,892 --> 00:15:38,219 and you know I look forward to that. 241 00:15:38,219 --> 00:15:39,223 - [Grace] I know mama. 242 00:15:39,222 --> 00:15:42,197 - Are you mad at me again? 243 00:15:42,197 --> 00:15:45,144 Because I didn't protect you the way 244 00:15:45,144 --> 00:15:47,460 that I should have when you were young? 245 00:15:47,460 --> 00:15:50,142 - Mama, I told you that that is the past 246 00:15:50,142 --> 00:15:52,199 and there's no reason to- 247 00:15:52,198 --> 00:15:53,295 - 'Cause I don't know 248 00:15:53,296 --> 00:15:58,060 what else I can do and if I could change things, I- 249 00:15:58,059 --> 00:16:00,559 - Mama just stop, please stop. 250 00:16:04,716 --> 00:16:06,042 (kettle Whistling) 251 00:16:06,042 --> 00:16:07,209 - Your father. 252 00:16:08,528 --> 00:16:10,326 - [Grace] What about him? 253 00:16:10,326 --> 00:16:13,479 - Oh, he's been asking about you. 254 00:16:13,479 --> 00:16:14,479 - [Grace] No. 255 00:16:14,479 --> 00:16:16,305 - He asks about you all the time. 256 00:16:16,304 --> 00:16:18,081 - [Grace] I said no. 257 00:16:18,081 --> 00:16:19,725 I don't think so. 258 00:16:19,725 --> 00:16:23,200 - He's really not doing all that well. 259 00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:24,641 It would mean a lot- 260 00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:25,640 - I said no. 261 00:16:28,837 --> 00:16:30,533 - How is Eric? 262 00:16:30,533 --> 00:16:32,283 - Eric, Eric is gone. 263 00:16:36,460 --> 00:16:37,293 - Gone? 264 00:16:38,878 --> 00:16:40,080 Gone where? 265 00:16:40,080 --> 00:16:41,997 When is he coming back? 266 00:16:42,996 --> 00:16:44,663 - Look, I should go. 267 00:16:45,937 --> 00:16:47,437 It's getting late. 268 00:16:48,908 --> 00:16:51,140 I'll call you back soon. 269 00:16:51,140 --> 00:16:52,877 - [Clea] Okay, honey. 270 00:16:52,878 --> 00:16:55,076 You take care now. 271 00:16:55,076 --> 00:16:57,659 (somber music) 272 00:17:11,115 --> 00:17:14,032 (doorbell chiming) 273 00:17:26,674 --> 00:17:27,674 - Excuse me. 274 00:17:28,515 --> 00:17:29,515 Grace Grant. 275 00:17:31,492 --> 00:17:33,773 No, no, that's my- 276 00:17:33,773 --> 00:17:36,104 - I know who you are and I'm sorry, 277 00:17:36,105 --> 00:17:37,549 but I told you the other day 278 00:17:37,549 --> 00:17:38,823 that you have to have your doctor call 279 00:17:38,824 --> 00:17:39,927 in a new prescription. 280 00:17:39,926 --> 00:17:40,942 - He did. 281 00:17:40,942 --> 00:17:44,442 Look, look, you haven't even checked yet. 282 00:17:49,310 --> 00:17:52,468 (keyboard clicking) 283 00:17:52,469 --> 00:17:53,686 - There's nothing here. 284 00:17:53,685 --> 00:17:55,269 - But he gets busy. 285 00:17:56,544 --> 00:17:58,711 Look, all I need is enough 286 00:18:00,027 --> 00:18:02,521 to hold me until we clear this up. 287 00:18:02,521 --> 00:18:05,221 - No, that's against our policy. 288 00:18:05,221 --> 00:18:06,387 - You know me. 289 00:18:07,820 --> 00:18:10,219 I'm a professor at a university 290 00:18:10,220 --> 00:18:14,864 and you are treating me like I'm some bum off the street. 291 00:18:14,864 --> 00:18:16,884 - I am not doing that at all. 292 00:18:16,884 --> 00:18:19,443 I actually refilled two prescriptions early for you, 293 00:18:19,443 --> 00:18:21,807 but this is, just nothing else I can do 294 00:18:21,807 --> 00:18:23,787 about this until your doctor says something. 295 00:18:23,787 --> 00:18:24,802 I'm sorry. 296 00:18:24,801 --> 00:18:28,525 There's nothing I can do- - You are withhold, 297 00:18:28,526 --> 00:18:33,026 you are withholding necessary medication from someone. 298 00:18:33,911 --> 00:18:34,744 Now- 299 00:18:36,365 --> 00:18:37,365 - I'm sorry. 300 00:19:09,825 --> 00:19:11,825 - God, I need your help. 301 00:19:13,630 --> 00:19:15,047 I need your help. 302 00:19:17,068 --> 00:19:19,235 (sobbing) 303 00:19:26,076 --> 00:19:31,076 ♪ Amazing grace ♪ 304 00:19:31,663 --> 00:19:34,566 ♪ How sweet ♪ 305 00:19:34,566 --> 00:19:35,605 - Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm. 306 00:19:35,605 --> 00:19:39,208 ♪ The sound ♪ 307 00:19:39,208 --> 00:19:40,952 I told your father that I'd take you home 308 00:19:40,952 --> 00:19:43,239 when we was finished since I'd be heading 309 00:19:43,239 --> 00:19:45,096 in that direction anyway. 310 00:19:45,096 --> 00:19:46,855 - Thanks Deacon Henry. 311 00:19:46,855 --> 00:19:49,494 - My absolute pleasure. 312 00:19:49,494 --> 00:19:51,911 You need some help with that? 313 00:19:54,628 --> 00:19:58,447 Do you even know what a beautiful girl you are? 314 00:19:58,448 --> 00:20:01,117 I think about you all the time, Grace. 315 00:20:01,116 --> 00:20:04,283 I can't believe how you make me feel. 316 00:20:05,644 --> 00:20:07,811 Now I've been good, Grace. 317 00:20:08,983 --> 00:20:10,983 But, shh, shh, shh, shh. 318 00:20:12,444 --> 00:20:13,528 Don't scream. 319 00:20:15,249 --> 00:20:16,486 Think about your father 320 00:20:16,486 --> 00:20:18,880 and what it would do to his ministry. 321 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:21,884 I keep these church doors open. 322 00:20:21,884 --> 00:20:25,543 You know that this church means everything to that daddy 323 00:20:25,542 --> 00:20:30,045 of yours and all the money I put into this church, 324 00:20:30,046 --> 00:20:33,045 you better believe I'ma take back a little something for me. 325 00:20:33,045 --> 00:20:34,426 - Please. 326 00:20:34,425 --> 00:20:35,445 - Shh. 327 00:20:35,445 --> 00:20:36,621 - Please don't. 328 00:20:36,622 --> 00:20:39,087 - Don't, shh, shh, shh. 329 00:20:39,087 --> 00:20:40,587 Don't scream, shh. 330 00:20:42,048 --> 00:20:44,714 (ominous music) 331 00:21:10,487 --> 00:21:13,237 (birds chirping) 332 00:21:19,842 --> 00:21:23,104 (phone ringing) 333 00:21:23,104 --> 00:21:27,418 - Clarion Call Rehab Center, can I help you? 334 00:21:27,417 --> 00:21:28,250 Okay. 335 00:21:30,082 --> 00:21:32,143 All right, I have someone coming in. 336 00:21:32,143 --> 00:21:33,703 I can call you right back. 337 00:21:33,703 --> 00:21:35,453 All right, thank you. 338 00:21:37,742 --> 00:21:39,684 Hi, can I help you? 339 00:21:39,684 --> 00:21:42,934 - I'm Grace Wyatt and I need some help. 340 00:21:46,880 --> 00:21:47,713 - Oh. 341 00:21:50,910 --> 00:21:52,961 ♪ When the storm clouds ♪ 342 00:21:52,961 --> 00:21:55,739 ♪ Rise and the sky is dark ♪ 343 00:21:55,739 --> 00:22:00,385 ♪ And I'm pressed with anxious care ♪ 344 00:22:00,385 --> 00:22:05,385 ♪ A safe retreat in your strong, high tower ♪ 345 00:22:05,919 --> 00:22:08,669 (Grace groaning) 346 00:22:10,280 --> 00:22:15,280 ♪ I'll hide in your safe retreat ♪ 347 00:22:15,827 --> 00:22:18,806 ♪ When the storm clouds fly ♪ 348 00:22:18,806 --> 00:22:21,168 ♪ 'Til they pass me by ♪ 349 00:22:21,167 --> 00:22:26,167 ♪ I will hide in your safe retreat ♪ 350 00:22:28,969 --> 00:22:30,961 ♪ When the lightnings flash ♪ 351 00:22:30,961 --> 00:22:33,742 ♪ And the thunders roar ♪ 352 00:22:33,742 --> 00:22:38,723 ♪ And the storms in fury be ♪ 353 00:22:38,723 --> 00:22:41,480 ♪ When they seem so sure ♪ 354 00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:44,377 ♪ To engulf my soul ♪ 355 00:22:44,377 --> 00:22:48,941 ♪ Then I'll hide in your safe retreat ♪ 356 00:22:48,941 --> 00:22:51,757 ♪ Soon the storms will pass ♪ 357 00:22:51,757 --> 00:22:54,420 ♪ And the sky will clear ♪ 358 00:22:54,420 --> 00:22:59,016 ♪ And my rest be calm and sweet ♪ 359 00:22:59,016 --> 00:23:01,798 ♪ I will trust and wait ♪ 360 00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:04,578 ♪ With no anxious fear ♪ 361 00:23:04,578 --> 00:23:09,098 ♪ For I'll hide in your safe retreat ♪ 362 00:23:09,098 --> 00:23:13,833 ♪ I'll hide in your safe retreat ♪ 363 00:23:13,834 --> 00:23:17,874 ♪ Hide in your safe retreat ♪ 364 00:23:17,874 --> 00:23:21,624 - Grace, amends is not about the other person 365 00:23:22,830 --> 00:23:25,007 deserving our forgiveness. 366 00:23:25,008 --> 00:23:26,731 It's to set us free so 367 00:23:26,731 --> 00:23:31,398 that we can love and forgive ourselves and move forward. 368 00:23:35,501 --> 00:23:38,240 Have you considered their offer? 369 00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:39,074 - No. 370 00:23:40,336 --> 00:23:41,836 Random drug tests? 371 00:23:43,359 --> 00:23:45,859 Weekly reports on my behavior? 372 00:23:48,861 --> 00:23:52,725 I'm a grown woman and these people are my peers. 373 00:23:52,724 --> 00:23:54,307 No, absolutely not. 374 00:23:56,121 --> 00:23:59,685 - I think the trial basis is to protect themselves. 375 00:23:59,684 --> 00:24:03,518 - I have been on trial my entire life, doctor. 376 00:24:09,744 --> 00:24:13,911 Anyway, I've been looking into some opportunities. 377 00:24:15,323 --> 00:24:17,740 - You know, Grace, your past, 378 00:24:18,741 --> 00:24:20,465 what you perceive is failure, 379 00:24:20,465 --> 00:24:22,578 is not the sum of who you are. 380 00:24:22,578 --> 00:24:23,942 You can let it define you 381 00:24:23,942 --> 00:24:27,025 or you can take it as a irregular piece 382 00:24:27,025 --> 00:24:29,284 of a puzzle amidst a masterpiece. 383 00:24:29,284 --> 00:24:31,042 I believe once day you'll see 384 00:24:31,041 --> 00:24:34,223 that masterpiece and you'll understand 385 00:24:34,223 --> 00:24:36,461 that without all the pieces, 386 00:24:36,461 --> 00:24:39,461 it would have never been completed. 387 00:24:56,910 --> 00:24:59,596 ♪ Subtle lies are ♪ 388 00:24:59,596 --> 00:25:02,768 ♪ Shaking me down ♪ 389 00:25:02,768 --> 00:25:04,943 ♪ To the hardest ♪ 390 00:25:04,943 --> 00:25:07,741 ♪ To the heart of it ♪ 391 00:25:07,741 --> 00:25:12,741 ♪ Subtle lies are breaking me down ♪ 392 00:25:13,217 --> 00:25:16,730 ♪ To the waters ♪ 393 00:25:16,730 --> 00:25:19,201 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 394 00:25:19,201 --> 00:25:22,161 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 395 00:25:22,161 --> 00:25:24,587 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 396 00:25:24,587 --> 00:25:27,408 ♪ All I know is that I miss you ♪ 397 00:25:27,409 --> 00:25:30,226 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 398 00:25:30,226 --> 00:25:32,773 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 399 00:25:32,772 --> 00:25:35,362 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 400 00:25:35,363 --> 00:25:40,029 ♪ All I know is that I love you, yeah ♪ 401 00:25:51,097 --> 00:25:53,175 ♪ We were walking through ♪ 402 00:25:53,175 --> 00:25:56,769 ♪ The wake of the storm ♪ 403 00:25:56,769 --> 00:26:01,769 ♪ We were martyrs when we fell in love ♪ 404 00:26:02,229 --> 00:26:07,229 ♪ In our hearts we were delivered and strong ♪ 405 00:26:07,729 --> 00:26:10,744 ♪ There's no wonder we couldn't hold on ♪ 406 00:26:10,743 --> 00:26:11,576 ♪ I don't know ♪ 407 00:26:11,576 --> 00:26:12,909 ♪ How to move on ♪ 408 00:26:12,909 --> 00:26:15,747 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 409 00:26:15,747 --> 00:26:18,552 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 410 00:26:18,551 --> 00:26:21,366 ♪ All I know is that I miss you ♪ 411 00:26:21,366 --> 00:26:24,166 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 412 00:26:24,166 --> 00:26:26,682 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 413 00:26:26,682 --> 00:26:29,483 ♪ I don't know how to move on ♪ 414 00:26:29,483 --> 00:26:34,067 ♪ All I know is that I love you, yeah ♪ 415 00:26:55,542 --> 00:26:58,125 ♪ All my failures ♪ 416 00:26:58,125 --> 00:27:00,866 ♪ All my mistakes ♪ 417 00:27:00,866 --> 00:27:03,722 ♪ How they haunt me ♪ 418 00:27:03,722 --> 00:27:08,722 ♪ How can I forget the way you loved me ♪ 419 00:27:08,943 --> 00:27:11,762 ♪ The way we were ♪ 420 00:27:11,762 --> 00:27:15,193 ♪ Broken prophets strong ♪ 421 00:27:15,193 --> 00:27:16,243 - Yeah, no. 422 00:27:16,243 --> 00:27:18,660 Okay, I get it, I'm just say, 423 00:27:20,432 --> 00:27:22,704 Yeah, just, Uh-huh. 424 00:27:22,704 --> 00:27:25,079 What I'm saying is, 425 00:27:25,079 --> 00:27:26,913 Okay, okay, thank you. 426 00:27:29,221 --> 00:27:30,849 Second time this week, Jay. 427 00:27:30,849 --> 00:27:32,126 - Look, I know, I know, I'm sorry, 428 00:27:32,126 --> 00:27:33,260 but you gotta hear me out. 429 00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:36,065 Have you been in the girl's bathroom? 430 00:27:36,065 --> 00:27:36,898 Funny. 431 00:27:36,897 --> 00:27:38,622 No, I mean our girl's bathroom, on the second floor. 432 00:27:38,623 --> 00:27:40,299 I don't know what they're doing in there, 433 00:27:40,299 --> 00:27:41,305 but it is a straight nightmare. 434 00:27:41,305 --> 00:27:42,326 - You're on bathroom duty. 435 00:27:42,326 --> 00:27:45,384 You still gotta do it and you just cut right 436 00:27:45,384 --> 00:27:47,519 in front of this lady, didn't you? 437 00:27:47,519 --> 00:27:48,923 - Oh, my bad. 438 00:27:48,923 --> 00:27:49,757 Look, I don't know, 439 00:27:49,757 --> 00:27:52,324 you just can't convince me that guys are dirtier than girls. 440 00:27:52,324 --> 00:27:54,519 Like, they have enough hair on that floor to make a wig. 441 00:27:54,519 --> 00:27:55,944 You know what? 442 00:27:55,944 --> 00:27:56,943 Scratch that, I think I could do two. 443 00:27:56,943 --> 00:27:58,963 One for my mom, one for my grandma and if I wanna- 444 00:27:58,963 --> 00:28:03,297 - Bring it up at group and stop eating all my candy. 445 00:28:06,163 --> 00:28:08,435 I'm sorry, can I help you? 446 00:28:08,435 --> 00:28:10,573 - I'm Grace Wyatt. 447 00:28:10,574 --> 00:28:12,061 - Oh, so you found us. 448 00:28:12,060 --> 00:28:15,734 - I did and this is a beautiful old house. 449 00:28:15,734 --> 00:28:16,755 - Oh, thank you. 450 00:28:16,756 --> 00:28:19,601 We inherited it from a beautiful old woman 451 00:28:19,601 --> 00:28:20,756 who believed in our mission. 452 00:28:20,756 --> 00:28:22,416 It can be a lot to keep up with, 453 00:28:22,415 --> 00:28:24,576 but, so grateful to have it. 454 00:28:24,576 --> 00:28:25,974 Hey come on, let introduce you 455 00:28:25,974 --> 00:28:27,535 to my husband, Michael, right this way. 456 00:28:27,536 --> 00:28:29,202 - Okay. - All right. 457 00:28:33,272 --> 00:28:34,689 Michael, Michael? 458 00:28:37,354 --> 00:28:38,382 Music teacher's here. 459 00:28:38,382 --> 00:28:40,382 - Hey, nice to meet you. 460 00:28:41,513 --> 00:28:43,821 - Take a seat, I'll get you a cup of coffee. 461 00:28:43,821 --> 00:28:45,654 - Thank you very much. 462 00:28:47,537 --> 00:28:49,296 - Q's getting out today. 463 00:28:49,296 --> 00:28:50,357 Reggie's gonna pick him up. 464 00:28:50,357 --> 00:28:51,191 - Perfect. 465 00:28:58,731 --> 00:28:59,817 - So a music teacher? 466 00:28:59,817 --> 00:29:02,233 - Yes, and here is my resume. 467 00:29:07,357 --> 00:29:08,524 There you are. 468 00:29:11,700 --> 00:29:14,578 - So what's your experience working with troubled teens? 469 00:29:14,578 --> 00:29:16,175 - Define troubled teens. 470 00:29:16,175 --> 00:29:18,317 - I mean I'm assuming you know what we do, right? 471 00:29:18,317 --> 00:29:19,820 - Well I viewed your website. 472 00:29:19,820 --> 00:29:21,657 Thank you. - You're welcome. 473 00:29:21,657 --> 00:29:22,674 - And I've read your reviews. 474 00:29:22,674 --> 00:29:24,017 - You read reviews? 475 00:29:24,017 --> 00:29:26,259 And what was it exactly that attracted you 476 00:29:26,259 --> 00:29:27,594 to our humble place? 477 00:29:27,594 --> 00:29:29,259 - Well I was under the impression 478 00:29:29,259 --> 00:29:32,057 that your school needed my services. 479 00:29:32,057 --> 00:29:32,891 - We do. 480 00:29:33,795 --> 00:29:35,778 - I mean, it's not a school. 481 00:29:35,778 --> 00:29:38,259 Not in a traditional sense. 482 00:29:38,259 --> 00:29:40,293 Most of these kids are repeat offenders. 483 00:29:40,292 --> 00:29:42,053 We're just trying to teach 'em the right thing. 484 00:29:42,054 --> 00:29:45,015 It's about survival, not academics. 485 00:29:45,015 --> 00:29:47,169 They need basic life skills. 486 00:29:47,169 --> 00:29:49,287 If we can give 'em that, keep 'em off the streets, 487 00:29:49,287 --> 00:29:50,429 that's a win for us. 488 00:29:50,429 --> 00:29:51,762 That's the goal. 489 00:29:54,511 --> 00:29:56,783 (knocking on door) 490 00:29:56,784 --> 00:29:57,617 - Sam, oh. 491 00:30:00,028 --> 00:30:03,370 Yep, come on, let's get you cleaned up, hmm-mm, hmm-mm. 492 00:30:03,369 --> 00:30:05,202 All right, right here. 493 00:30:06,143 --> 00:30:07,328 - Come on, man. 494 00:30:07,328 --> 00:30:08,412 - Here, here. 495 00:30:09,742 --> 00:30:12,082 Yep, keep putting that pressure on it. 496 00:30:12,083 --> 00:30:13,000 You got it. 497 00:30:13,967 --> 00:30:16,217 - Like I said, life skills. 498 00:30:17,843 --> 00:30:20,142 I mean, I'ma be honest with you. 499 00:30:20,142 --> 00:30:22,370 Kimberly thought we could use your help. 500 00:30:22,369 --> 00:30:25,423 Said we'd be blessed to have you. 501 00:30:25,423 --> 00:30:28,051 - Oh, so you're saying that- 502 00:30:28,051 --> 00:30:29,428 - When can you start? 503 00:30:29,429 --> 00:30:30,874 - When would you like me to start? 504 00:30:30,874 --> 00:30:32,430 - Today works. 505 00:30:32,430 --> 00:30:34,189 - Mr. Devlin, don't you think 506 00:30:34,189 --> 00:30:35,930 that it would be better if I met the kids 507 00:30:35,930 --> 00:30:39,029 then sat in on one of your classes first? 508 00:30:39,029 --> 00:30:42,822 I mean, I don't know your curriculum or your schedule or- 509 00:30:42,823 --> 00:30:44,609 - Curriculum? 510 00:30:44,608 --> 00:30:45,647 Schedule? 511 00:30:45,647 --> 00:30:47,509 Not what you're expecting, huh? 512 00:30:47,509 --> 00:30:52,509 - That stock image on your website was a nice touch. 513 00:30:52,625 --> 00:30:54,888 When can I meet the kids? 514 00:30:54,888 --> 00:30:56,253 - Hey stop. 515 00:30:56,253 --> 00:30:58,411 (speaking in foreign language) 516 00:30:58,412 --> 00:31:02,134 - Man, so somebody speak a little bit of Spanish, 517 00:31:02,134 --> 00:31:03,511 think she the mom of the house. 518 00:31:03,511 --> 00:31:04,513 - Oh my gosh, shut up. 519 00:31:04,513 --> 00:31:05,773 - Guys. 520 00:31:05,773 --> 00:31:06,969 - [Jalen] All I'm saying is- 521 00:31:06,970 --> 00:31:07,997 - Guys. 522 00:31:07,997 --> 00:31:09,497 This is Ms. Grace. 523 00:31:11,211 --> 00:31:12,356 - That's the lady I saw. - She's here 524 00:31:12,356 --> 00:31:13,634 to teach you music. 525 00:31:13,634 --> 00:31:15,092 - Uh-uh, this is our free time Miss K. 526 00:31:15,092 --> 00:31:15,925 - Yeah. 527 00:31:16,883 --> 00:31:18,469 (phone ringing) 528 00:31:18,469 --> 00:31:19,931 - Excuse me, I gotta take this. 529 00:31:19,931 --> 00:31:20,932 I'll be right back. 530 00:31:20,932 --> 00:31:23,852 - I aint sign up for no music class. 531 00:31:23,852 --> 00:31:26,708 - Good, because this is music therapy. 532 00:31:26,708 --> 00:31:28,734 - We got counselors already. 533 00:31:28,733 --> 00:31:31,653 - Music therapy is a way for you 534 00:31:31,653 --> 00:31:36,068 to express yourselves creatively with all kinds of music. 535 00:31:36,068 --> 00:31:37,685 - Like, you want us to sing? 536 00:31:37,685 --> 00:31:39,769 - Nobody asked you to sing. 537 00:31:39,769 --> 00:31:40,889 - [Jalen] You so rude. 538 00:31:40,890 --> 00:31:44,216 - There aren't really any rules to this kind of music. 539 00:31:44,215 --> 00:31:47,375 - Sounds like a waste of time. 540 00:31:47,375 --> 00:31:49,489 - Well could you please hold your opinion 541 00:31:49,489 --> 00:31:51,832 until you find out what it's all about? 542 00:31:51,832 --> 00:31:52,665 - Ooh. 543 00:31:55,433 --> 00:31:58,234 - Yo, yo King of Devlin. 544 00:31:58,234 --> 00:31:59,511 I'm back, what's up? 545 00:31:59,511 --> 00:32:01,346 - My boy, welcome back. - What's up, what's up? 546 00:32:01,346 --> 00:32:02,846 What's good, dog? 547 00:32:03,749 --> 00:32:05,999 (Laughing) 548 00:32:07,288 --> 00:32:08,121 Aye, we- 549 00:32:08,121 --> 00:32:09,008 - That's not funny, bro. 550 00:32:09,008 --> 00:32:10,665 - Yo, I'm not cleaning that up. 551 00:32:10,665 --> 00:32:11,908 Y'all got me messed up. 552 00:32:11,909 --> 00:32:13,627 - Bro, she been here for two seconds. 553 00:32:13,626 --> 00:32:14,482 - You act like you don't know me now? 554 00:32:14,482 --> 00:32:17,184 What's up, you not gonna give me no love or nothing? 555 00:32:17,184 --> 00:32:19,667 - Nah, bruh, what's good with it? 556 00:32:19,667 --> 00:32:21,644 - [Boy] You got coffee in your hair and junk. 557 00:32:21,644 --> 00:32:23,101 Let's see that bling, let's see it. 558 00:32:23,101 --> 00:32:24,204 - Run it, run it. 559 00:32:24,203 --> 00:32:25,519 - [Jalen] My god, yeah, I like it bro. 560 00:32:25,519 --> 00:32:26,352 Does it itch? 561 00:32:26,352 --> 00:32:27,591 - [Kimberly] All right, thank you. 562 00:32:27,590 --> 00:32:29,340 - How do you do this? 563 00:32:31,633 --> 00:32:35,188 - Okay, look, it takes some getting used to 564 00:32:35,188 --> 00:32:37,134 but I promise you that if you just- 565 00:32:37,134 --> 00:32:38,884 - This was a mistake. 566 00:32:40,217 --> 00:32:42,997 - The kids mean well, you just. 567 00:32:42,997 --> 00:32:45,580 - And you call this helping me. 568 00:32:47,362 --> 00:32:48,941 - Grace, please, what can we do? 569 00:32:48,941 --> 00:32:49,959 - Nothing. 570 00:32:49,959 --> 00:32:52,354 I'm fine, thank you. 571 00:32:52,354 --> 00:32:53,187 - What? 572 00:32:53,186 --> 00:32:54,827 She said she's fine. 573 00:32:54,827 --> 00:32:57,670 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 574 00:32:57,670 --> 00:32:59,906 Is it the schedule? 575 00:32:59,905 --> 00:33:02,392 - And you think this is funny? 576 00:33:02,392 --> 00:33:06,446 I have taught ambassador's kids and one time a prince. 577 00:33:06,445 --> 00:33:08,096 - Look, Jalen's dad used to run one 578 00:33:08,096 --> 00:33:10,222 of the hardest gangs on this block, 579 00:33:10,222 --> 00:33:13,330 so for real, for real, we royalty too. 580 00:33:13,330 --> 00:33:16,027 I know my wife can make a bad cup of coffee, 581 00:33:16,028 --> 00:33:17,067 but you aint have to do all that. 582 00:33:17,067 --> 00:33:20,147 You could've just thrown it away. 583 00:33:20,147 --> 00:33:21,177 They're kids, 584 00:33:21,178 --> 00:33:22,922 they're gonna act out. 585 00:33:22,922 --> 00:33:24,519 I think someone from where you're from, 586 00:33:24,519 --> 00:33:26,626 what is it, music therapy or whatever, 587 00:33:26,626 --> 00:33:30,553 would be more in tune with how these at risk teens act. 588 00:33:30,554 --> 00:33:34,229 - My students have taught kids from all over the world 589 00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:37,769 because of the skills I knew to teach them 590 00:33:37,769 --> 00:33:39,815 and you don't think I'm qualified enough for you? 591 00:33:39,815 --> 00:33:41,622 - Paper says you qualified, 592 00:33:41,622 --> 00:33:44,250 but it take way more than that to last. 593 00:33:44,250 --> 00:33:45,637 - You don't have a schedule, 594 00:33:45,637 --> 00:33:46,731 you don't have curriculum. 595 00:33:46,731 --> 00:33:51,234 You, I'm assuming, don't have money for supplies. 596 00:33:51,234 --> 00:33:52,344 - All the money goes 597 00:33:52,345 --> 00:33:55,990 to the fancy universities like the one you came from. 598 00:33:55,990 --> 00:33:57,101 Look, we got a saying around here, 599 00:33:57,101 --> 00:33:59,781 meet them where they are at. 600 00:33:59,780 --> 00:34:00,774 - And then? 601 00:34:00,775 --> 00:34:02,971 Because I'm pretty sure I've already done that. 602 00:34:02,971 --> 00:34:04,505 - And that's it. 603 00:34:04,505 --> 00:34:07,201 Anything past that is a calling. 604 00:34:07,201 --> 00:34:08,784 So where we going? 605 00:34:19,161 --> 00:34:19,994 Hello? 606 00:34:22,608 --> 00:34:23,858 I'll get these. 607 00:34:31,036 --> 00:34:33,881 - So we don't usually have guests. 608 00:34:33,882 --> 00:34:38,132 Oh wow, I thought the kids had it cleaned in here. 609 00:34:41,648 --> 00:34:44,175 You know what, I could send some of them over. 610 00:34:44,175 --> 00:34:45,746 - No, that's fine. 611 00:34:45,746 --> 00:34:46,953 That's okay. 612 00:34:46,954 --> 00:34:47,905 - You sure? 613 00:34:47,905 --> 00:34:48,856 - Hmm. 614 00:34:48,856 --> 00:34:49,759 - I really don't mind. 615 00:34:49,759 --> 00:34:54,509 I mean, they could clean up some more, really, honestly. 616 00:34:56,362 --> 00:34:57,195 Okay. 617 00:34:58,951 --> 00:35:02,418 Grace, I'm really glad you're here. 618 00:35:02,418 --> 00:35:04,918 I think you'll be good for us. 619 00:35:06,355 --> 00:35:07,188 Okay. 620 00:35:10,146 --> 00:35:11,504 All right. 621 00:35:11,503 --> 00:35:13,253 Well, get some rest. 622 00:35:13,253 --> 00:35:16,367 Tomorrow's a new day, and again, 623 00:35:16,367 --> 00:35:19,034 thanks for give us another shot. 624 00:35:21,721 --> 00:35:22,940 All right. 625 00:35:22,940 --> 00:35:26,106 (gentle upbeat music) 626 00:35:31,237 --> 00:35:33,101 - Just meet them where they're at. 627 00:35:33,101 --> 00:35:34,019 - [Selina] little miss thing 628 00:35:34,019 --> 00:35:35,902 over there wouldn't let me sleep last night. 629 00:35:35,902 --> 00:35:36,862 - [Girl] Are you serious? 630 00:35:36,862 --> 00:35:38,206 - [Selina] Come on. 631 00:35:38,206 --> 00:35:39,233 - This has been a happy place- 632 00:35:39,233 --> 00:35:40,650 - Good afternoon. 633 00:35:42,409 --> 00:35:43,826 - You know it is. 634 00:35:45,992 --> 00:35:48,078 - No coffee today? 635 00:35:48,079 --> 00:35:49,611 - I can't get with this. 636 00:35:49,610 --> 00:35:50,739 - Run that. 637 00:35:50,739 --> 00:35:52,197 - It's trash. 638 00:35:52,197 --> 00:35:53,030 - What? 639 00:35:53,030 --> 00:35:53,863 - It's trash. 640 00:35:53,862 --> 00:35:54,695 - That is not trash. 641 00:35:54,695 --> 00:35:55,528 Trash is- 642 00:35:55,528 --> 00:35:58,195 - So, what is good music to you? 643 00:36:00,724 --> 00:36:01,820 - I don't know. 644 00:36:01,820 --> 00:36:02,987 You just know. 645 00:36:05,759 --> 00:36:08,101 It's definitely not that. 646 00:36:08,101 --> 00:36:09,518 - What about you? 647 00:36:10,804 --> 00:36:12,442 - What about me what? 648 00:36:12,442 --> 00:36:15,275 - What do you consider good music? 649 00:36:17,121 --> 00:36:19,981 Is it the song or the artist? 650 00:36:19,981 --> 00:36:23,314 Do the lyrics move you in a certain way? 651 00:36:24,842 --> 00:36:27,119 What do you get from it? 652 00:36:27,119 --> 00:36:28,560 - It's not about what we get, 653 00:36:28,561 --> 00:36:30,693 it's about what we don't have to get. 654 00:36:30,693 --> 00:36:34,062 Some of us don't wanna be in our feelings all day. 655 00:36:34,061 --> 00:36:36,752 - So, music is the escape? 656 00:36:36,753 --> 00:36:37,922 - There's a lot worse things 657 00:36:37,922 --> 00:36:41,005 than music that people use to escape. 658 00:36:42,849 --> 00:36:44,099 - True. 659 00:36:44,099 --> 00:36:46,266 It's a healthy distraction 660 00:36:47,905 --> 00:36:50,362 but on the other side of that, 661 00:36:50,362 --> 00:36:54,778 music can help us feel or make sense of our emotions. 662 00:36:55,655 --> 00:36:58,748 - Like, for me, I like listening 663 00:36:58,748 --> 00:37:03,498 to my favorite songs because it makes me feel less alone. 664 00:37:04,664 --> 00:37:06,746 - So, loneliness. 665 00:37:06,746 --> 00:37:07,579 What else? 666 00:37:09,802 --> 00:37:12,972 - Music is one of the only things that doesn't ask 667 00:37:12,972 --> 00:37:15,965 for anything we don't wanna give, I guess. 668 00:37:15,965 --> 00:37:17,652 - [Grace] How so? 669 00:37:17,652 --> 00:37:19,485 - We can listen to it when we want to, 670 00:37:19,485 --> 00:37:21,330 turn it off when we don't wanna hear it anymore. 671 00:37:21,331 --> 00:37:22,668 We can either get something from it 672 00:37:22,668 --> 00:37:25,021 or get nothing at all, it just is. 673 00:37:25,021 --> 00:37:27,258 It lets us choose how we wanna respond 674 00:37:27,257 --> 00:37:30,004 without telling us how we should. 675 00:37:30,005 --> 00:37:31,394 I guess, I don't know. 676 00:37:31,393 --> 00:37:33,726 - That's pretty insightful. 677 00:37:35,958 --> 00:37:37,291 Do you disagree? 678 00:37:39,956 --> 00:37:42,196 - Just don't care. 679 00:37:42,197 --> 00:37:43,249 Just wondering if there's a point 680 00:37:43,248 --> 00:37:45,199 to all of this or what? 681 00:37:45,199 --> 00:37:46,782 - [Girl] Yo, chill. 682 00:37:47,661 --> 00:37:49,867 - Please, like y'all aint wondering the same thing. 683 00:37:49,867 --> 00:37:51,128 This supposed to be our time 684 00:37:51,128 --> 00:37:54,350 to kick back and not deal with somebody else talking to us. 685 00:37:54,349 --> 00:37:56,181 - Well, you know, there have been studies 686 00:37:56,181 --> 00:37:59,199 that suggest that babies in their mother's wombs 687 00:37:59,199 --> 00:38:02,798 can hear and even recognize the music 688 00:38:02,798 --> 00:38:04,971 that their mothers play for them. 689 00:38:04,972 --> 00:38:05,805 It can be a song, 690 00:38:05,804 --> 00:38:06,907 it can be humming a song- 691 00:38:06,907 --> 00:38:08,442 - Don't talk to me about my baby. 692 00:38:08,443 --> 00:38:09,586 - [Grace] Look, I was just trying- 693 00:38:09,586 --> 00:38:11,105 - That's your problem. 694 00:38:11,106 --> 00:38:12,251 Stop. 695 00:38:12,251 --> 00:38:13,824 Like, are you even a real teacher? 696 00:38:13,824 --> 00:38:16,597 'Cause I aint heard nothing yet that matters. 697 00:38:16,597 --> 00:38:19,012 - [Grace] What does matter to you? 698 00:38:19,012 --> 00:38:19,929 - Not this. 699 00:38:21,351 --> 00:38:22,822 - Well maybe not today, 700 00:38:22,822 --> 00:38:24,978 but what about the future? 701 00:38:24,978 --> 00:38:27,144 That maybe later, one day, 702 00:38:28,603 --> 00:38:32,182 what you learn here can impact your life. 703 00:38:32,182 --> 00:38:34,724 What you gonna do when you leave this place? 704 00:38:34,724 --> 00:38:37,262 Who you're going to be? 705 00:38:37,262 --> 00:38:41,012 A life outside of anything you've ever known. 706 00:38:41,987 --> 00:38:46,487 Doing big things that you never thought you could do. 707 00:38:48,371 --> 00:38:49,720 - Big? 708 00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:51,277 That aint us. 709 00:38:51,277 --> 00:38:54,167 We just trying to make it through every day. 710 00:38:54,168 --> 00:38:56,126 - I can't even leave the house. 711 00:38:56,126 --> 00:38:57,228 - Look, Ms. Grace, was it? 712 00:38:57,228 --> 00:38:58,803 We know our options. 713 00:38:58,804 --> 00:39:00,554 - Yup, and they suck. 714 00:39:02,726 --> 00:39:05,489 - Well then I've got an important assignment 715 00:39:05,489 --> 00:39:06,415 for you to do tonight- 716 00:39:06,416 --> 00:39:08,568 - Wait, hold up, now she's talking about assignment. 717 00:39:08,568 --> 00:39:10,127 Can someone please tell this lady 718 00:39:10,126 --> 00:39:12,710 that we don't do homework here? 719 00:39:13,692 --> 00:39:14,565 - Facts. 720 00:39:14,565 --> 00:39:16,020 - Yeah. 721 00:39:16,021 --> 00:39:18,139 - Are you telling me that if I give you an assignment, 722 00:39:18,139 --> 00:39:19,028 you're not- 723 00:39:19,027 --> 00:39:21,240 - No, no one would do it. 724 00:39:21,240 --> 00:39:24,036 I'm not trying to be mean, but. 725 00:39:24,036 --> 00:39:26,663 - Not one of you even wants to try? 726 00:39:26,663 --> 00:39:27,657 - I'm good. - [Boy] No. 727 00:39:27,657 --> 00:39:30,456 - You're just happy doing nothing? 728 00:39:30,456 --> 00:39:32,483 - We do what we gotta do to stay here. 729 00:39:32,483 --> 00:39:35,817 Why would we do something we aint gotta? 730 00:39:36,916 --> 00:39:37,999 - Why indeed. 731 00:39:43,496 --> 00:39:46,246 (birds chirping) 732 00:39:50,724 --> 00:39:52,492 I did what you said. 733 00:39:52,492 --> 00:39:53,326 - Yeah? 734 00:39:53,326 --> 00:39:57,193 - Yeah but where they're at is a problem. 735 00:39:57,193 --> 00:39:58,474 - Huh? 736 00:39:58,474 --> 00:40:00,731 - You told me to meet them where they're at. 737 00:40:00,731 --> 00:40:04,597 I did but where they're at is a problem. 738 00:40:04,597 --> 00:40:05,945 - Oh, I see. 739 00:40:05,945 --> 00:40:08,287 See, I thought we hired a teacher 740 00:40:08,286 --> 00:40:10,288 but it seems like we just hired a judge. 741 00:40:10,288 --> 00:40:13,670 - No, what you did was hire the sitter. 742 00:40:13,670 --> 00:40:14,666 That's what this is. 743 00:40:14,666 --> 00:40:15,855 - Look, I don't have time 744 00:40:15,855 --> 00:40:18,461 to give you a pep talk every time something happens. 745 00:40:18,460 --> 00:40:19,338 It's the job. 746 00:40:19,338 --> 00:40:21,050 First it was too hard for you, 747 00:40:21,050 --> 00:40:22,559 now it's too easy for you. 748 00:40:22,559 --> 00:40:24,519 What do you want? 749 00:40:24,519 --> 00:40:25,936 - I want to help. 750 00:40:27,141 --> 00:40:28,557 - Well then help. 751 00:40:33,201 --> 00:40:34,181 - [Girl] I mean I'll trade you this- 752 00:40:34,181 --> 00:40:35,527 - Keep your door closed. 753 00:40:35,527 --> 00:40:39,284 - Hey, if I wanna leave my door open, it's open. 754 00:40:39,284 --> 00:40:40,465 - Hey. 755 00:40:40,465 --> 00:40:42,882 - Are we having a sleep over? 756 00:40:43,722 --> 00:40:45,393 - [Q] Come on with your big head. 757 00:40:45,393 --> 00:40:46,347 - You can't talk for nobody, dog. 758 00:40:46,347 --> 00:40:48,918 Have you seen that thing you carry around? 759 00:40:48,918 --> 00:40:51,001 - Will you be joining us? 760 00:40:53,556 --> 00:40:55,795 Is everyone comfortable? 761 00:40:55,795 --> 00:40:56,669 - Of course. 762 00:40:56,670 --> 00:40:57,563 - I could use another pillow. 763 00:40:57,563 --> 00:40:58,771 - Shut up. 764 00:40:58,771 --> 00:40:59,858 - Yeah. 765 00:40:59,858 --> 00:41:01,119 Yeah. 766 00:41:01,119 --> 00:41:02,619 - I'll catch one. 767 00:41:05,367 --> 00:41:07,617 - Yes, this is really nice. 768 00:41:11,706 --> 00:41:14,789 Ah, and to think, I was worried about 769 00:41:18,331 --> 00:41:20,831 what you all thought about me. 770 00:41:23,632 --> 00:41:27,799 Racking my brain with what I could do to help you, 771 00:41:29,099 --> 00:41:30,745 or where I would go if I decided 772 00:41:30,744 --> 00:41:34,411 to leave and then it finally occurred to me, 773 00:41:36,728 --> 00:41:40,680 I don't have to think about any of this stuff. 774 00:41:40,679 --> 00:41:43,306 (laughing) 775 00:41:43,306 --> 00:41:44,184 - She's loosing it. 776 00:41:44,184 --> 00:41:47,663 - Not if I have one of those passes. 777 00:41:47,664 --> 00:41:50,664 Oh, you know what I'm talking about? 778 00:41:52,463 --> 00:41:56,085 Because you all have them, the passes. 779 00:41:56,085 --> 00:41:58,376 - We don't have any passes? 780 00:41:58,376 --> 00:42:01,073 - Oh, I'm not gonna tell anybody. 781 00:42:01,072 --> 00:42:04,010 Just tell me where you got the passes. 782 00:42:04,010 --> 00:42:05,427 - We stole them. 783 00:42:07,382 --> 00:42:09,467 - Passes for what? 784 00:42:09,467 --> 00:42:11,400 - The passes on life. 785 00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:15,682 The free passes that say that all you have 786 00:42:15,681 --> 00:42:19,637 to do is show up and that's good enough. 787 00:42:19,637 --> 00:42:24,375 The passes that say you don't have to do the work. 788 00:42:24,376 --> 00:42:29,126 You talk a tough game and you almost had me for a minute. 789 00:42:32,793 --> 00:42:35,913 You intimidate and you make your threats 790 00:42:35,914 --> 00:42:37,747 and you demand respect 791 00:42:39,885 --> 00:42:43,681 but when it comes time to stand up for yourselves, 792 00:42:43,681 --> 00:42:45,415 you throw up your hands and you back 793 00:42:45,416 --> 00:42:48,527 into the corner and you cry and you oh, I'm scared, 794 00:42:48,527 --> 00:42:51,338 I can't do this, it's too hard. 795 00:42:51,338 --> 00:42:52,431 - We know how to fight. 796 00:42:52,431 --> 00:42:53,324 - Yeah. 797 00:42:53,324 --> 00:42:54,332 - No you don't. 798 00:42:54,333 --> 00:42:56,539 Not for yourselves. 799 00:42:56,539 --> 00:42:59,669 Now, you may have been victimized. 800 00:42:59,668 --> 00:43:04,067 No fault of your own and you may not have family, 801 00:43:04,068 --> 00:43:06,485 friends, a $1.50 to your name 802 00:43:08,054 --> 00:43:10,243 but you do have something, 803 00:43:10,244 --> 00:43:12,311 something so powerful 804 00:43:12,311 --> 00:43:15,644 that no one can ever take away from you. 805 00:43:17,820 --> 00:43:18,696 - What's that? 806 00:43:18,695 --> 00:43:19,938 Our court records, right? 807 00:43:19,938 --> 00:43:21,355 - [Grace] Choice. 808 00:43:23,389 --> 00:43:26,350 - Most of us were sent here. 809 00:43:26,351 --> 00:43:28,041 It wasn't our choice. 810 00:43:28,041 --> 00:43:29,550 - That's not how it is for most of us. 811 00:43:29,550 --> 00:43:31,634 Even if we wanna move on, 812 00:43:33,487 --> 00:43:36,711 the world doesn't just let you forget. 813 00:43:36,710 --> 00:43:39,127 - But you still have a choice 814 00:43:40,192 --> 00:43:44,393 to not let it define one more moment of your lives. 815 00:43:44,393 --> 00:43:48,766 Just stop believing the lies that this is all that there is. 816 00:43:48,766 --> 00:43:50,046 You stand up and fight. 817 00:43:50,045 --> 00:43:52,962 Stand up and fight for yourselves! 818 00:43:57,697 --> 00:43:59,864 Now, you can just give up. 819 00:44:07,552 --> 00:44:11,365 You can let the world and all of the bad people 820 00:44:11,365 --> 00:44:13,615 in it determine your future 821 00:44:16,231 --> 00:44:19,231 and this class will be your nap time 822 00:44:20,485 --> 00:44:24,235 but if you decide to stand up for yourselves, 823 00:44:26,652 --> 00:44:31,652 stand up and fight for yourselves and do something positive 824 00:44:31,690 --> 00:44:34,023 with all of that negativity, 825 00:44:35,847 --> 00:44:37,264 all of that pain, 826 00:44:39,768 --> 00:44:41,518 you just let me know. 827 00:44:43,278 --> 00:44:47,445 Now my future is good, no matter what you decide. 828 00:44:55,615 --> 00:44:57,365 You just let me know. 829 00:44:58,791 --> 00:45:01,958 (gentle upbeat music) 830 00:45:08,219 --> 00:45:09,052 Yes. 831 00:45:10,844 --> 00:45:11,927 This is good. 832 00:45:12,858 --> 00:45:13,978 - You said what? 833 00:45:13,978 --> 00:45:15,016 - Michael. 834 00:45:15,016 --> 00:45:17,301 - If we only expect the minimum from them, 835 00:45:17,302 --> 00:45:19,702 that is all we're going to get and then they will never, 836 00:45:19,702 --> 00:45:22,163 ever know that they are capable of so much more. 837 00:45:22,164 --> 00:45:23,923 - Now she's telling me how to do my job. 838 00:45:23,922 --> 00:45:25,005 Unbelievable. 839 00:45:25,994 --> 00:45:27,702 You don't just walk up in somebody house, 840 00:45:27,702 --> 00:45:30,065 Grace and start telling them how to clean it. 841 00:45:30,065 --> 00:45:32,037 - I didn't just walk in. 842 00:45:32,036 --> 00:45:34,581 I was invited to stay. 843 00:45:34,581 --> 00:45:35,661 - Exactly. 844 00:45:35,661 --> 00:45:37,639 Key word, invited. 845 00:45:37,639 --> 00:45:39,080 I should've let you walk that day. 846 00:45:39,081 --> 00:45:40,403 - Michael! 847 00:45:40,403 --> 00:45:42,320 - Then why didn't you? 848 00:45:43,521 --> 00:45:44,355 - Look. 849 00:45:47,498 --> 00:45:49,197 I know these kids. 850 00:45:49,197 --> 00:45:51,573 I know what it's like to be one of these kids. 851 00:45:51,572 --> 00:45:54,033 They don't call 'em at risk for nothing. 852 00:45:54,034 --> 00:45:55,677 Last thing they need is somebody coming 853 00:45:55,677 --> 00:45:58,103 in here selling them dreams, telling them more lies, 854 00:45:58,103 --> 00:46:00,403 leading to more disappointment. 855 00:46:00,402 --> 00:46:04,140 - Everybody's at risk of something, Mr. Devlin. 856 00:46:04,141 --> 00:46:06,358 That's life but we just can't, 857 00:46:06,358 --> 00:46:10,525 we can't grow complacent and not try to do better. 858 00:46:11,896 --> 00:46:12,954 - Oh, I get it. 859 00:46:12,954 --> 00:46:14,797 This some of that old recovery talk, aint it? 860 00:46:14,797 --> 00:46:16,400 What are you, 90 days clean now? 861 00:46:16,400 --> 00:46:18,060 - Okay, Michael, that is enough. 862 00:46:18,061 --> 00:46:19,432 What has gotten into you? 863 00:46:19,432 --> 00:46:21,817 You of all people should know better. 864 00:46:21,817 --> 00:46:23,418 Okay, this house would not 865 00:46:23,418 --> 00:46:25,234 be in existence if you just settled 866 00:46:25,235 --> 00:46:26,937 for less and stopped fighting 867 00:46:26,936 --> 00:46:29,103 for yourself and the kids. 868 00:46:30,646 --> 00:46:32,358 Now I wanna show Grace their files. 869 00:46:32,358 --> 00:46:33,420 - No. 870 00:46:33,420 --> 00:46:34,581 - At least she'd know where we started from. 871 00:46:34,581 --> 00:46:35,655 - They're private, no! 872 00:46:35,655 --> 00:46:37,282 - So, she could just- 873 00:46:37,282 --> 00:46:38,582 - Mr. Devlin. 874 00:46:38,581 --> 00:46:40,422 You've have a problem with me 875 00:46:40,422 --> 00:46:42,858 from the moment I stepped inside your door 876 00:46:42,858 --> 00:46:43,918 and I don't know why, 877 00:46:43,918 --> 00:46:46,085 but honestly, I don't care 878 00:46:47,626 --> 00:46:50,375 because at this point in my life, 879 00:46:50,375 --> 00:46:55,208 I am done with trying to please people and 115 days sober, 880 00:46:58,465 --> 00:47:01,382 if you must know and you're my boss 881 00:47:03,311 --> 00:47:07,728 and I can respect and accept that this is your house. 882 00:47:09,186 --> 00:47:10,192 - Well? 883 00:47:10,192 --> 00:47:12,467 - But you gave me those kids. 884 00:47:12,467 --> 00:47:16,704 You stuck me in the room with them and as long 885 00:47:16,704 --> 00:47:21,204 as I'm living here, I refuse to let my room be a mess. 886 00:47:23,072 --> 00:47:25,822 - Look, you two work this out but 887 00:47:26,909 --> 00:47:28,610 when it all comes falling apart 888 00:47:28,610 --> 00:47:30,549 and these kids end up spitting bullets, 889 00:47:30,550 --> 00:47:34,009 you better hope to God you got something real to give 'em. 890 00:47:34,009 --> 00:47:36,925 (books clattering) 891 00:47:44,942 --> 00:47:47,155 (knocking on door) 892 00:47:47,155 --> 00:47:47,989 - Come in. 893 00:47:54,648 --> 00:47:57,644 - This aint me backing down. 894 00:47:57,644 --> 00:47:59,106 - So you trust me, then? 895 00:47:59,106 --> 00:48:00,987 - Trust might be pushing it, 896 00:48:00,987 --> 00:48:02,711 but I respect your assertiveness. 897 00:48:02,711 --> 00:48:04,309 It's not everyday I come across someone 898 00:48:04,309 --> 00:48:05,976 as aggressive as me. 899 00:48:07,231 --> 00:48:11,481 - Look, I don't wanna hurt these kids, Mr. Devlin. 900 00:48:18,994 --> 00:48:23,368 - Two years ago, they sent us a 13-year-old boy. 901 00:48:23,369 --> 00:48:25,514 He couldn't speak, he stared at walls, 902 00:48:25,514 --> 00:48:27,012 he wet the bed, 903 00:48:27,012 --> 00:48:28,515 he couldn't even feed himself. 904 00:48:28,514 --> 00:48:32,097 13-years-old and it's not like he couldn't. 905 00:48:33,572 --> 00:48:34,849 You look at his early school records, 906 00:48:34,849 --> 00:48:37,341 it shows that he was a smart kid 907 00:48:37,340 --> 00:48:40,996 but whatever happened to him at his parent's house? 908 00:48:40,996 --> 00:48:42,913 Completely checked out. 909 00:48:43,932 --> 00:48:46,115 The therapists and all their credentials, 910 00:48:46,115 --> 00:48:49,391 they told us to keep pushing him, keep pushing him, 911 00:48:49,391 --> 00:48:50,396 don't go easy on him. 912 00:48:50,396 --> 00:48:53,117 They said if we did, he'd never recover. 913 00:48:53,117 --> 00:48:56,014 You can't argue with these doctors, so that's what we did. 914 00:48:56,014 --> 00:48:59,948 For a year straight, all we did was focus on results. 915 00:48:59,947 --> 00:49:02,735 No visible sign of success. 916 00:49:02,735 --> 00:49:04,192 You know what they told us to do? 917 00:49:04,193 --> 00:49:05,610 Just get rid of him. 918 00:49:05,610 --> 00:49:08,610 Just like that, just get rid of him. 919 00:49:10,094 --> 00:49:11,315 Couldn't do it. 920 00:49:11,315 --> 00:49:12,574 Couldn't do it. 921 00:49:12,574 --> 00:49:14,856 I don't care if he decided to check out the rest 922 00:49:14,856 --> 00:49:19,315 of his life, all we were called to do was love him. 923 00:49:19,315 --> 00:49:22,315 Dirty, smelly, exhausting, whatever. 924 00:49:23,494 --> 00:49:24,661 Just love him. 925 00:49:26,675 --> 00:49:28,425 - And what happened? 926 00:49:43,514 --> 00:49:45,514 You've got a good heart. 927 00:49:47,074 --> 00:49:50,657 - Just bring me these back in the morning. 928 00:50:12,257 --> 00:50:13,678 ♪ I've been searching ♪ 929 00:50:13,679 --> 00:50:18,032 ♪ My entire life ♪ 930 00:50:18,032 --> 00:50:22,834 ♪ To be seen and to be recognized ♪ 931 00:50:22,833 --> 00:50:26,177 ♪ And after all I put myself through ♪ 932 00:50:26,177 --> 00:50:31,177 ♪ The only thing I had to do to find you ♪ 933 00:50:31,887 --> 00:50:34,803 ♪ Was open up my eyes ♪ 934 00:50:34,802 --> 00:50:39,802 ♪ You see who I am even when I don't see it ♪ 935 00:50:40,643 --> 00:50:45,643 ♪ You see what I can't and I always know you mean it ♪ 936 00:50:46,557 --> 00:50:49,478 ♪ When you speak to my heart, to my soul ♪ 937 00:50:49,478 --> 00:50:53,950 ♪ And I know you love me right where I stand ♪ 938 00:50:53,949 --> 00:50:57,419 ♪ You see who I am ♪ 939 00:50:57,420 --> 00:50:58,858 ♪ You see who I am ♪ 940 00:50:58,858 --> 00:51:02,275 - If this is what you want me to do, God, 941 00:51:03,717 --> 00:51:06,050 please give me the strength. 942 00:51:09,918 --> 00:51:12,501 (upbeat music) 943 00:51:52,757 --> 00:51:54,053 - Hey, wake her up. 944 00:51:54,054 --> 00:51:55,907 - You wake her up. 945 00:51:55,907 --> 00:51:56,740 - Okay. 946 00:51:59,634 --> 00:52:00,634 - Ms. Grace? 947 00:52:05,577 --> 00:52:06,692 Get the pillows. 948 00:52:06,692 --> 00:52:08,108 - Yeah, let's go. 949 00:52:13,822 --> 00:52:14,976 - Ay-yo, Quentin? 950 00:52:14,976 --> 00:52:15,809 Take this. 951 00:52:20,166 --> 00:52:21,698 Give me the chair. 952 00:52:21,697 --> 00:52:22,530 Scoot. 953 00:52:34,534 --> 00:52:35,367 - What? 954 00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:37,708 Y'all can do what y'all want. 955 00:52:37,708 --> 00:52:39,958 It's your choice, remember? 956 00:52:44,338 --> 00:52:45,171 - Well? 957 00:52:48,505 --> 00:52:50,282 - Before we like, start and all, 958 00:52:50,282 --> 00:52:53,282 we just had a quick question first. 959 00:52:54,800 --> 00:52:56,559 You're not gonna make us like, sing 960 00:52:56,559 --> 00:52:57,923 like we're in a choir or anything, right? 961 00:52:57,922 --> 00:52:59,716 - Do you wanna start a choir? 962 00:52:59,717 --> 00:53:01,036 - [Jalen] I'm good, bruh, no- 963 00:53:01,036 --> 00:53:03,043 - I've heard Selina sing in the shower- 964 00:53:03,043 --> 00:53:04,041 - You can't sing. 965 00:53:04,041 --> 00:53:05,052 - I'm good, bro. 966 00:53:05,052 --> 00:53:06,161 - Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa. 967 00:53:06,161 --> 00:53:09,358 It's okay, it's okay, no, no, no, no choir. 968 00:53:09,358 --> 00:53:10,192 No choir. 969 00:53:12,336 --> 00:53:14,086 - [Jalen] All right. 970 00:53:28,431 --> 00:53:30,874 ♪ Lullaby ♪ 971 00:53:30,873 --> 00:53:34,781 ♪ Lullaby ♪ 972 00:53:34,782 --> 00:53:38,275 ♪ Lullaby, lullaby ♪ 973 00:53:38,275 --> 00:53:42,146 ♪ Lullaby, mama's baby ♪ 974 00:53:42,146 --> 00:53:45,141 ♪ Lullaby, lullaby ♪ 975 00:53:45,141 --> 00:53:48,485 ♪ Lullaby and good night ♪ 976 00:53:48,485 --> 00:53:51,503 ♪ Lullaby, lullaby ♪ 977 00:53:51,503 --> 00:53:55,642 ♪ Lullaby mama's baby ♪ 978 00:53:55,641 --> 00:54:00,641 ♪ Lullaby, lullaby, lullaby ♪ 979 00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:03,925 ♪ Sleep tight ♪ 980 00:54:03,925 --> 00:54:06,509 (upbeat music) 981 00:54:20,382 --> 00:54:21,561 - [Jalen] And that, my friends, is a solid jam. 982 00:54:21,561 --> 00:54:23,175 Personal opinion. 983 00:54:23,175 --> 00:54:24,175 - That was good. 984 00:54:24,175 --> 00:54:25,215 - Thank you. 985 00:54:25,215 --> 00:54:27,219 I think anything before 2010 is solid. 986 00:54:27,219 --> 00:54:28,963 - Facts. - They're throwbacks, yeah. 987 00:54:28,963 --> 00:54:30,786 - All right, so who is next? 988 00:54:30,786 --> 00:54:32,047 - [Sam] I, actually? 989 00:54:32,047 --> 00:54:33,067 - [Girl] Really? 990 00:54:33,067 --> 00:54:34,083 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, come on. 991 00:54:34,083 --> 00:54:35,308 - [Jalen] All right, let's get it, man. 992 00:54:35,309 --> 00:54:37,914 - [Tay] This is gonna be interesting. 993 00:54:37,914 --> 00:54:39,281 - [Jalen] No, it's not trash. 994 00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:40,125 - That's why your phone felt it was trash. 995 00:54:40,125 --> 00:54:41,083 - [Jalen] You know what? 996 00:54:41,083 --> 00:54:42,023 You're trash. 997 00:54:42,023 --> 00:54:43,246 - Okay. 998 00:54:43,246 --> 00:54:46,540 ♪ Lullaby, lullaby ♪ 999 00:54:46,541 --> 00:54:48,164 - Turn it off. 1000 00:54:48,164 --> 00:54:49,362 ♪ Lullaby, lullaby ♪ 1001 00:54:49,362 --> 00:54:50,384 What the hell is wrong with you? 1002 00:54:50,384 --> 00:54:51,445 - Daniella! 1003 00:54:51,445 --> 00:54:52,444 - Yo. 1004 00:54:52,445 --> 00:54:53,467 - You asked us to play a song. 1005 00:54:53,467 --> 00:54:54,481 It's a great song, 1006 00:54:54,481 --> 00:54:55,724 I don't know why- 1007 00:54:55,724 --> 00:54:57,226 - Can't you ever just stay out of people's business? 1008 00:54:57,226 --> 00:55:01,170 - Daniella, I have tried to be tolerant with your attitude, 1009 00:55:01,170 --> 00:55:02,780 but the moment you put your hands on someone else, 1010 00:55:02,780 --> 00:55:04,322 that is enough! 1011 00:55:04,322 --> 00:55:05,684 Now, you wanna be left alone? 1012 00:55:05,684 --> 00:55:07,445 You wanna sit in your misery? 1013 00:55:07,445 --> 00:55:10,046 Fine, but you're gonna do it somewhere else. 1014 00:55:10,045 --> 00:55:12,105 Go, go, get out. 1015 00:55:12,106 --> 00:55:14,446 We're perfectly fine here without you. 1016 00:55:14,445 --> 00:55:15,278 Go. 1017 00:55:18,242 --> 00:55:20,492 - I'll deal with you later. 1018 00:55:21,521 --> 00:55:22,746 - Sam? 1019 00:55:22,746 --> 00:55:23,820 - Yeah, no, mm-mm. 1020 00:55:23,820 --> 00:55:25,886 - Sweetie, come on, come on, come on. 1021 00:55:25,887 --> 00:55:26,926 - [Kimberly] We knew this could end 1022 00:55:26,925 --> 00:55:28,023 up causing problems for us. 1023 00:55:28,023 --> 00:55:29,360 - [Michael] I don't even know why they care. 1024 00:55:29,360 --> 00:55:31,244 - [Kimberly] What should we do? 1025 00:55:31,244 --> 00:55:32,665 - [Michael] They don't want her here. 1026 00:55:32,666 --> 00:55:33,742 They don't want her anywhere. 1027 00:55:33,742 --> 00:55:35,489 - [Kimberly] So should we say something now? 1028 00:55:35,489 --> 00:55:38,862 - [Michael] I'll figure it out. 1029 00:55:38,862 --> 00:55:42,523 - I'm sorry, but today she really crossed the line. 1030 00:55:42,523 --> 00:55:46,599 If you would've seen the look on Sam's face. 1031 00:55:46,599 --> 00:55:49,653 - What is she talking about? 1032 00:55:49,653 --> 00:55:51,570 You two figure it out. 1033 00:55:53,271 --> 00:55:54,105 - Grace. 1034 00:55:58,920 --> 00:56:02,233 We're having problems with our organization. 1035 00:56:02,233 --> 00:56:05,211 Daniella's case worker is harassing her. 1036 00:56:05,211 --> 00:56:06,807 They think they should send Daniella 1037 00:56:06,807 --> 00:56:08,793 to another facility to have her baby. 1038 00:56:08,793 --> 00:56:10,152 - And that's a bad thing? 1039 00:56:10,152 --> 00:56:11,289 - Yes. 1040 00:56:11,289 --> 00:56:12,793 The place they're trying to send her 1041 00:56:12,793 --> 00:56:14,691 to only cares about the funding. 1042 00:56:14,690 --> 00:56:17,674 The kids, they don't matter and I hate to say this, 1043 00:56:17,675 --> 00:56:19,950 but, she'd be better off at home than at that place. 1044 00:56:19,949 --> 00:56:23,278 Conditions alone are just, they're horrible. 1045 00:56:23,278 --> 00:56:25,612 - Well don't you have a say? 1046 00:56:26,452 --> 00:56:29,570 - Majority of our funding comes from the organization. 1047 00:56:29,570 --> 00:56:32,947 We do what we love or what they say goes. 1048 00:56:32,947 --> 00:56:34,697 - And if you refuse? 1049 00:56:36,217 --> 00:56:37,967 - We lose everything. 1050 00:56:38,974 --> 00:56:40,210 I mean, we went against them once before 1051 00:56:40,210 --> 00:56:43,150 with Sam and they're still holding it against us. 1052 00:56:43,150 --> 00:56:44,152 Lucky for everyone, 1053 00:56:44,152 --> 00:56:46,652 Sam recovered, but had he not. 1054 00:56:50,132 --> 00:56:51,882 - Does Daniella know? 1055 00:56:52,771 --> 00:56:55,355 - Michael will be telling her. 1056 00:57:04,010 --> 00:57:05,346 ♪ Got a bowl of fruit ♪ 1057 00:57:05,347 --> 00:57:07,367 ♪ Got a bowl of fruit ♪ 1058 00:57:07,367 --> 00:57:09,369 - Hey, how come you didn't tell me 1059 00:57:09,369 --> 00:57:10,931 you could write like that? 1060 00:57:10,931 --> 00:57:13,764 - I was just following directions. 1061 00:57:14,871 --> 00:57:17,121 - Oh, it was poetry, Jalen. 1062 00:57:18,047 --> 00:57:21,029 Now you've got a real talent. 1063 00:57:21,030 --> 00:57:23,902 Do you ever read what you write for people? 1064 00:57:23,902 --> 00:57:26,302 - Last time I read something I wrote 1065 00:57:26,302 --> 00:57:30,163 for somebody, was my mom and she slapped me 1066 00:57:30,163 --> 00:57:31,701 across the face and told me to get the out of her room, 1067 00:57:31,701 --> 00:57:33,826 so that tells you how that went. 1068 00:57:33,826 --> 00:57:37,460 - Well if I promise you that that won't happen in my class, 1069 00:57:37,460 --> 00:57:39,293 would you consider it? 1070 00:57:40,501 --> 00:57:41,644 - You really think it's that good, huh? 1071 00:57:41,644 --> 00:57:43,478 - Oh, it is that good. 1072 00:57:45,778 --> 00:57:47,322 - I guess. 1073 00:57:47,322 --> 00:57:49,124 Nah, not really, I don't know. 1074 00:57:49,123 --> 00:57:52,040 - So you will or you won't, or you. 1075 00:57:54,143 --> 00:57:55,146 - Probably not. 1076 00:57:55,146 --> 00:57:56,201 Yeah, I don't know. 1077 00:57:56,202 --> 00:57:57,035 Excuse me. 1078 00:58:00,724 --> 00:58:02,909 - Lift up your eyes and look around. 1079 00:58:02,909 --> 00:58:06,189 All your children gather and come to you. 1080 00:58:06,188 --> 00:58:07,944 - As surely as I live, declares the Lord, 1081 00:58:07,945 --> 00:58:11,284 you will wear them all as ornaments. 1082 00:58:11,284 --> 00:58:14,117 You will put them on like a bride. 1083 00:58:16,045 --> 00:58:19,105 I never realized until this moment the significance 1084 00:58:19,105 --> 00:58:22,623 of that scripture and how it's playing out right here 1085 00:58:22,623 --> 00:58:24,039 in our own lives. 1086 00:58:25,583 --> 00:58:27,626 Michael and I have been trying 1087 00:58:27,626 --> 00:58:28,764 to have a child of our own 1088 00:58:28,764 --> 00:58:31,931 for years now and for whatever reason, 1089 00:58:36,148 --> 00:58:38,148 it just hasn't happened. 1090 00:58:40,472 --> 00:58:44,346 I went through a phase where I blamed God, 1091 00:58:44,346 --> 00:58:48,588 where I doubted he cared and I was angry. 1092 00:58:48,588 --> 00:58:51,165 I was angry at him, at Michael, 1093 00:58:51,164 --> 00:58:53,581 at myself, for daring to hope 1094 00:58:59,182 --> 00:59:02,266 but these verses really hit me today. 1095 00:59:04,407 --> 00:59:07,804 So maybe I don't have a child of my own. 1096 00:59:07,804 --> 00:59:10,804 I've got something just as powerful. 1097 00:59:16,286 --> 00:59:17,580 All of you. 1098 00:59:17,581 --> 00:59:20,748 (gentle upbeat music) 1099 00:59:28,811 --> 00:59:29,983 - [Man] That's right- 1100 00:59:29,983 --> 00:59:31,127 - You're not listening to me. 1101 00:59:31,128 --> 00:59:32,606 - [Man] Your baby, keep your baby. 1102 00:59:32,606 --> 00:59:33,746 - No. 1103 00:59:33,746 --> 00:59:34,930 - [Man] Keep it. 1104 00:59:34,929 --> 00:59:35,846 I don't even care if you're gonna 1105 00:59:35,847 --> 00:59:36,846 be trash just like your mother. 1106 00:59:36,846 --> 00:59:38,146 I hope you don't end up homeless. 1107 00:59:38,146 --> 00:59:39,586 If you do, it's not my problem. 1108 00:59:39,585 --> 00:59:40,746 That's your-- 1109 00:59:40,746 --> 00:59:43,496 (phone beeping) 1110 00:59:48,813 --> 00:59:49,646 - Figures. 1111 00:59:51,369 --> 00:59:52,202 What? 1112 00:59:54,952 --> 00:59:58,064 You always got something to say. 1113 00:59:58,063 --> 00:59:59,230 Let's hear it. 1114 01:00:00,344 --> 01:00:04,929 What wisdom do you have for us today, Ms. Grace? 1115 01:00:04,929 --> 01:00:06,262 - Are you okay? 1116 01:00:10,126 --> 01:00:11,543 Is he the father? 1117 01:00:12,389 --> 01:00:15,306 - It's between him and four others. 1118 01:00:16,389 --> 01:00:17,389 It's a joke. 1119 01:00:22,530 --> 01:00:24,266 He just doesn't wanna be the father 1120 01:00:24,266 --> 01:00:27,016 but, I know I shouldn't call him. 1121 01:00:28,028 --> 01:00:29,778 I just thought maybe, 1122 01:00:33,786 --> 01:00:35,591 I don't know. 1123 01:00:35,592 --> 01:00:37,092 It doesn't matter. 1124 01:00:40,329 --> 01:00:43,496 You hear that they're making me leave? 1125 01:00:44,972 --> 01:00:47,364 I'm not going to that place. 1126 01:00:47,364 --> 01:00:48,763 I don't care if I end up 1127 01:00:48,764 --> 01:00:51,672 in a box behind a gas station, 1128 01:00:51,672 --> 01:00:54,123 bro, I'm not letting them do this to me again. 1129 01:00:54,123 --> 01:00:55,730 - Kimberly and Michael, they're doing everything 1130 01:00:55,730 --> 01:00:58,313 that they can to keep you here. 1131 01:00:59,532 --> 01:01:02,577 - My mom keeps hitting me up, 1132 01:01:02,577 --> 01:01:04,072 telling me I can come home, 1133 01:01:04,072 --> 01:01:06,778 that she'll help me take care of the baby. 1134 01:01:06,777 --> 01:01:08,027 - Help is good. 1135 01:01:08,867 --> 01:01:11,700 - I know what kind of help she is. 1136 01:01:12,875 --> 01:01:17,231 I won't let my daughter grow up around that woman. 1137 01:01:17,231 --> 01:01:18,346 - A daughter. 1138 01:01:18,347 --> 01:01:19,926 - Yeah, it's kind of crazy 1139 01:01:19,925 --> 01:01:21,132 what she's gonna have to go 1140 01:01:21,132 --> 01:01:24,353 through just 'cause of who she is. 1141 01:01:24,353 --> 01:01:28,051 What I'm gonna have to protect her from, 1142 01:01:28,052 --> 01:01:30,972 as if I don't have my own problems. 1143 01:01:30,972 --> 01:01:34,432 - You're not worthless and you're not crazy 1144 01:01:34,431 --> 01:01:36,451 and you are not trash. 1145 01:01:36,452 --> 01:01:38,530 - What if I am? 1146 01:01:38,530 --> 01:01:40,030 You don't know me. 1147 01:01:40,867 --> 01:01:43,749 Look, I don't need you to pretend. 1148 01:01:43,748 --> 01:01:48,748 I keep it straight and I expect other people to do the same. 1149 01:01:50,007 --> 01:01:53,356 - You're rude and you don't have respect 1150 01:01:53,356 --> 01:01:55,353 for anyone I've seen so far 1151 01:01:55,353 --> 01:01:58,738 because you don't have respect for yourself. 1152 01:01:58,737 --> 01:01:59,736 Crazy? 1153 01:01:59,737 --> 01:02:00,740 No. 1154 01:02:00,740 --> 01:02:01,574 Trash? 1155 01:02:01,574 --> 01:02:04,157 No and certainly not worthless. 1156 01:02:05,891 --> 01:02:08,050 - I won't bother you again. 1157 01:02:08,050 --> 01:02:10,217 I can take care of myself. 1158 01:02:39,070 --> 01:02:39,903 - Yes. 1159 01:02:46,478 --> 01:02:47,311 Yes. 1160 01:02:51,264 --> 01:02:52,097 Thank you. 1161 01:03:26,661 --> 01:03:30,990 ♪ You're all I need ♪ 1162 01:03:30,990 --> 01:03:35,878 ♪ To make this life of mine ♪ 1163 01:03:35,878 --> 01:03:40,878 ♪ More than complete ♪ 1164 01:03:45,231 --> 01:03:48,565 ♪ Oh ♪ 1165 01:03:49,798 --> 01:03:50,632 - Whoo! 1166 01:03:51,652 --> 01:03:52,659 - All right. 1167 01:03:52,659 --> 01:03:53,659 - Girl just take us to church. 1168 01:03:53,659 --> 01:03:54,780 (laughing) 1169 01:03:54,780 --> 01:03:56,742 (speaking in foreign language) 1170 01:03:56,742 --> 01:03:58,240 - No, no, no, no, no. 1171 01:03:58,239 --> 01:03:59,915 You shouldn't sneak up on me like that. 1172 01:03:59,916 --> 01:04:02,001 Come on in, come on in. - What's all this, Ms. Grace? 1173 01:04:02,001 --> 01:04:03,737 - Just come on in. 1174 01:04:03,737 --> 01:04:04,939 - Ms. Grace, you promised us no choir. 1175 01:04:04,938 --> 01:04:06,081 - Hey, no choir. 1176 01:04:06,081 --> 01:04:08,078 Just instruments. 1177 01:04:08,079 --> 01:04:10,459 Come on in, come come, come, see what we have. 1178 01:04:10,458 --> 01:04:11,463 See what we have. 1179 01:04:11,463 --> 01:04:12,474 - Are you serious? 1180 01:04:12,474 --> 01:04:13,478 - Yes I am serious. 1181 01:04:13,478 --> 01:04:14,498 I am very serious. 1182 01:04:14,498 --> 01:04:15,556 Absolutely. 1183 01:04:15,556 --> 01:04:17,766 - If you say so. - Let me try this one. 1184 01:04:17,766 --> 01:04:20,054 - Now, just pick it up. 1185 01:04:20,054 --> 01:04:22,074 - Oh my gosh, it's so heavy. 1186 01:04:22,074 --> 01:04:24,256 - Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 1187 01:04:24,257 --> 01:04:25,344 And just- - And I hold it like this? 1188 01:04:25,344 --> 01:04:27,427 - Absolutely, absolutely. 1189 01:04:28,463 --> 01:04:29,297 - Hey. 1190 01:04:30,387 --> 01:04:31,525 - You look really dumb with that. 1191 01:04:31,525 --> 01:04:33,692 - Thanks, I appreciate it. 1192 01:04:36,509 --> 01:04:38,860 You know, I bet you have a really nice smile. 1193 01:04:38,860 --> 01:04:40,280 Too bad nobody gets to see it. 1194 01:04:40,280 --> 01:04:41,857 - Yeah, well you don't have to put up 1195 01:04:41,856 --> 01:04:42,885 with me for much longer. 1196 01:04:42,885 --> 01:04:45,315 - Yeah, and why is that? 1197 01:04:45,315 --> 01:04:47,106 - They're sending me away. 1198 01:04:47,106 --> 01:04:48,516 - Wait, seriously? 1199 01:04:48,516 --> 01:04:49,527 Who? 1200 01:04:49,527 --> 01:04:50,566 Michael and Kimberly? 1201 01:04:50,565 --> 01:04:51,982 - Social workers. 1202 01:04:53,543 --> 01:04:54,868 - I mean, where are you going? 1203 01:04:54,869 --> 01:04:55,702 Why? 1204 01:04:59,130 --> 01:05:00,948 Did they at least tell you when? 1205 01:05:00,947 --> 01:05:02,885 - I don't know. 1206 01:05:02,885 --> 01:05:05,106 Could be any day, I guess. 1207 01:05:05,106 --> 01:05:07,250 - Nah, if it was me, I'd be tripping. 1208 01:05:07,251 --> 01:05:11,128 I mean like, we bump heads, I mean, but this is your home. 1209 01:05:11,128 --> 01:05:12,295 You're family. 1210 01:05:13,610 --> 01:05:16,371 - People are the same no matter where you go. 1211 01:05:16,371 --> 01:05:17,666 - I mean, how would you know? 1212 01:05:17,666 --> 01:05:18,831 You never gave any of us a chance. 1213 01:05:18,831 --> 01:05:20,671 - Yeah, and now I don't have to. 1214 01:05:20,670 --> 01:05:23,631 Why you always gotta make everything so personal? 1215 01:05:23,632 --> 01:05:24,668 - It's not even like that. 1216 01:05:24,668 --> 01:05:25,692 - I shouldn't even have told you. 1217 01:05:25,692 --> 01:05:27,588 - Hey, wait a second, we could talk this out. 1218 01:05:27,588 --> 01:05:29,422 It's not that serious. 1219 01:05:39,353 --> 01:05:43,735 (upbeat music) (birds chirping) 1220 01:05:43,735 --> 01:05:44,815 - Listen y'all, we've been noticing a lot 1221 01:05:44,815 --> 01:05:45,831 of holes in the walls around here. 1222 01:05:45,831 --> 01:05:48,248 Anybody wanna own up to that? 1223 01:05:49,336 --> 01:05:50,695 - It was the lizard. 1224 01:05:50,695 --> 01:05:51,873 - Aye, no snitching. 1225 01:05:51,873 --> 01:05:54,647 - Yeah, that's what I thought. 1226 01:05:54,648 --> 01:05:56,065 Anyway, Daniella? 1227 01:05:58,032 --> 01:06:01,494 Any thoughts or concern over the pregnancy? 1228 01:06:01,494 --> 01:06:04,255 - I mean, I'm not exactly looking forward 1229 01:06:04,255 --> 01:06:05,793 to pushing a head out of- 1230 01:06:05,793 --> 01:06:07,117 - No, I think we got it. 1231 01:06:07,117 --> 01:06:10,279 - So we're just not gonna talk about the situation? 1232 01:06:10,280 --> 01:06:11,733 What are y'all doing to stop this, huh? 1233 01:06:11,733 --> 01:06:12,853 How is she supposed to prepare 1234 01:06:12,853 --> 01:06:14,856 for a baby if she doesn't know where she's gonna be? 1235 01:06:14,856 --> 01:06:15,869 - You're right. 1236 01:06:15,869 --> 01:06:19,894 We're all family, and if anything has the potential 1237 01:06:19,893 --> 01:06:23,561 to affect one of us, it should affect all of us 1238 01:06:23,561 --> 01:06:24,992 but we're doing everything we can 1239 01:06:24,992 --> 01:06:27,958 to make sure Daniella does not leave this house. 1240 01:06:27,958 --> 01:06:29,896 - That's right. 1241 01:06:29,896 --> 01:06:31,454 - What does she do? 1242 01:06:31,454 --> 01:06:34,572 Mike, I've been locked up how many times? 1243 01:06:34,572 --> 01:06:36,409 I literally broke into someone's house. 1244 01:06:36,409 --> 01:06:37,409 - [Woman] Q. 1245 01:06:37,409 --> 01:06:38,913 - No, I'm on house arrest. 1246 01:06:38,913 --> 01:06:39,911 - [Woman] Okay. 1247 01:06:39,911 --> 01:06:40,851 - No one's kicking me out. 1248 01:06:40,851 --> 01:06:42,329 - Q, listen, she didn't do anything. 1249 01:06:42,329 --> 01:06:44,253 It's her case workers, okay? 1250 01:06:44,253 --> 01:06:48,336 They just want what's best for her and the baby. 1251 01:06:50,634 --> 01:06:52,994 - By sending me to Heflin Hall? 1252 01:06:52,994 --> 01:06:55,577 - Look, I don't even like Daniella 1253 01:06:55,577 --> 01:06:57,536 but I wouldn't want her to go there. 1254 01:06:57,536 --> 01:06:59,155 The place is bad. 1255 01:06:59,155 --> 01:07:04,136 - I thought we were safe here and now you're telling me 1256 01:07:04,135 --> 01:07:07,389 that we can get thrown out just by doing nothing wrong? 1257 01:07:07,389 --> 01:07:08,739 - See that's why I aint wanna say nothing. 1258 01:07:08,739 --> 01:07:10,070 Aint no point of getting all worked up 1259 01:07:10,070 --> 01:07:13,509 over something that's probably not even gonna happen. 1260 01:07:13,510 --> 01:07:17,099 Listen, Daniella will not be leaving this house. 1261 01:07:17,099 --> 01:07:20,239 You have my word and if you know anything about me, 1262 01:07:20,239 --> 01:07:22,644 you know my word is good. 1263 01:07:22,643 --> 01:07:23,976 Now let's pray. 1264 01:07:34,827 --> 01:07:36,679 - Mind if I sit out here with you for a bit? 1265 01:07:36,679 --> 01:07:37,961 - Can't sleep? 1266 01:07:37,961 --> 01:07:38,795 - Nope. 1267 01:07:43,501 --> 01:07:44,603 - There you go. 1268 01:07:44,603 --> 01:07:45,436 - Thanks. 1269 01:07:52,409 --> 01:07:55,576 - What do you wanna do with your life? 1270 01:07:56,840 --> 01:07:58,840 There must be something. 1271 01:08:02,063 --> 01:08:05,047 - I want my mom to wanna see me. 1272 01:08:05,047 --> 01:08:07,322 - She doesn't wanna see you? 1273 01:08:07,322 --> 01:08:09,161 - She told me the only reason she kept me 1274 01:08:09,161 --> 01:08:11,244 around was for the check. 1275 01:08:12,574 --> 01:08:13,923 Said if it wasn't for the check, 1276 01:08:13,923 --> 01:08:17,591 she would've got rid of me a long time ago. 1277 01:08:21,773 --> 01:08:24,889 - So why do you wanna see her? 1278 01:08:24,889 --> 01:08:27,025 - She's still my mother, you know? 1279 01:08:27,025 --> 01:08:29,693 I still want her to be straight. 1280 01:08:33,952 --> 01:08:35,668 Anyways, enough about me. 1281 01:08:35,668 --> 01:08:37,445 How about you? 1282 01:08:37,445 --> 01:08:39,240 I mean, I see you leaving the house every Sunday afternoon 1283 01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:40,422 around the same time. 1284 01:08:40,422 --> 01:08:43,380 Not that I'm a creep or a stalker or nothing like that. 1285 01:08:43,380 --> 01:08:46,797 It's just, I see you leave and come back. 1286 01:08:48,001 --> 01:08:49,833 - I go to AA meetings. 1287 01:08:50,784 --> 01:08:52,689 I'm a recovering alcoholic. 1288 01:08:52,689 --> 01:08:54,606 I go on Thursdays, too. 1289 01:08:55,623 --> 01:08:57,041 - You, Ms. Grace? 1290 01:08:58,577 --> 01:09:00,628 Wow, I don't know. 1291 01:09:00,627 --> 01:09:05,610 You just seem to have it all so together, you know? 1292 01:09:05,610 --> 01:09:08,610 - [Grace] Everybody's got struggles. 1293 01:09:10,726 --> 01:09:14,788 - You know, I stopped dreaming a long time ago 1294 01:09:14,788 --> 01:09:16,344 but since you've been here, I mean, 1295 01:09:16,345 --> 01:09:21,345 I'm dreaming again and I don't know what that means yet 1296 01:09:21,753 --> 01:09:24,336 but I hope it's something good. 1297 01:09:25,846 --> 01:09:26,679 - Me, too. 1298 01:09:27,904 --> 01:09:29,429 - Thanks for the candy. 1299 01:09:29,429 --> 01:09:32,261 You have a good night, Ms. Grace. 1300 01:09:35,484 --> 01:09:37,631 - You too, Jalen. 1301 01:09:37,631 --> 01:09:40,548 (insects buzzing) 1302 01:09:59,814 --> 01:10:03,064 - I am really tired of you waking me up 1303 01:10:04,132 --> 01:10:06,800 in the middle of the night, God. 1304 01:10:07,917 --> 01:10:09,775 I mean, because you don't sleep, 1305 01:10:09,774 --> 01:10:11,857 I shouldn't sleep either? 1306 01:10:14,712 --> 01:10:17,234 Couldn't we do this in the morning, 1307 01:10:17,234 --> 01:10:19,317 after I've had my coffee? 1308 01:10:35,358 --> 01:10:37,853 For if you forgive men their trespasses, 1309 01:10:37,853 --> 01:10:40,740 your Heavenly Father will also forgive you 1310 01:10:40,740 --> 01:10:42,904 but if you not forgive men their trespasses, 1311 01:10:42,904 --> 01:10:45,447 neither will your father forgive your trespasses. 1312 01:10:45,447 --> 01:10:48,226 Who have I not forgiven? 1313 01:10:48,226 --> 01:10:52,559 I like the kids, I like Michael and I like Kimberly. 1314 01:10:55,349 --> 01:10:56,181 I, oh no. 1315 01:10:58,684 --> 01:11:00,360 No, no, no, no, no. 1316 01:11:00,359 --> 01:11:01,708 No, no, no, no, no. 1317 01:11:01,708 --> 01:11:02,708 No, not him! 1318 01:11:03,921 --> 01:11:08,003 I mean, I was really starting to feel good again. 1319 01:11:13,710 --> 01:11:17,792 I was really starting to get my foot hold again. 1320 01:11:39,908 --> 01:11:43,075 - He is such a beautiful baby, Gracie. 1321 01:11:44,069 --> 01:11:47,987 I'm sorry, but this is what your father wanted. 1322 01:11:48,854 --> 01:11:50,468 My brother can be so mean sometimes- 1323 01:11:50,469 --> 01:11:51,472 - But he was my baby. 1324 01:11:51,472 --> 01:11:52,471 - I know, Gracie. 1325 01:11:52,471 --> 01:11:53,889 - Mine. - I know. 1326 01:11:57,595 --> 01:12:00,749 It was nice of that nurse to let you have that picture. 1327 01:12:00,748 --> 01:12:01,581 Gracie? 1328 01:12:02,972 --> 01:12:07,305 Whatever you do, don't let your daddy find it, okay? 1329 01:12:09,604 --> 01:12:11,660 You keep it well hidden. 1330 01:12:11,661 --> 01:12:14,411 (engine revving) 1331 01:12:27,412 --> 01:12:29,985 - You don't just give false promises 1332 01:12:29,985 --> 01:12:33,043 when you can't come through. 1333 01:12:33,043 --> 01:12:34,385 Giving people hope. 1334 01:12:34,386 --> 01:12:35,408 Can't even deliver. 1335 01:12:35,408 --> 01:12:38,328 - So they won't let her stay? 1336 01:12:38,328 --> 01:12:39,603 - They don't care. 1337 01:12:39,603 --> 01:12:42,185 - There's gotta be another way. 1338 01:12:43,635 --> 01:12:46,414 - We've exhausted every option, Grace. 1339 01:12:46,413 --> 01:12:47,911 Other than going out on our own, 1340 01:12:47,912 --> 01:12:49,932 that's the only thing left. 1341 01:12:49,932 --> 01:12:51,372 - Well then do that, Michael. 1342 01:12:51,372 --> 01:12:52,556 Go off on your own. 1343 01:12:52,556 --> 01:12:55,019 - With what, exactly? 1344 01:12:55,019 --> 01:12:57,497 If we do that, we run the risk of losing everything, 1345 01:12:57,497 --> 01:12:58,676 maybe even the house. 1346 01:12:58,676 --> 01:13:01,093 - They can't take your house. 1347 01:13:03,597 --> 01:13:05,287 - We still got the mortgage. 1348 01:13:05,287 --> 01:13:07,632 If we lose our funding for my salary, 1349 01:13:07,632 --> 01:13:12,104 Kimberly's salary and our medical insurance. 1350 01:13:12,104 --> 01:13:13,373 - What about grants? 1351 01:13:13,373 --> 01:13:14,917 I know that there are grants 1352 01:13:14,917 --> 01:13:16,537 for communities like this. 1353 01:13:16,537 --> 01:13:20,954 I mean, the house is beautiful, but maybe you should. 1354 01:13:23,038 --> 01:13:25,673 - You remember Sam's situation. 1355 01:13:25,673 --> 01:13:27,920 That's why we stayed under their umbrella. 1356 01:13:27,920 --> 01:13:30,364 - So you're not gonna give up? 1357 01:13:30,363 --> 01:13:32,113 - Not on all of them. 1358 01:13:33,422 --> 01:13:35,255 - What does that mean? 1359 01:13:37,103 --> 01:13:39,435 - It means I broke my word. 1360 01:13:55,998 --> 01:13:57,215 - Here. 1361 01:13:57,215 --> 01:13:58,319 - What is that? 1362 01:13:58,319 --> 01:14:00,797 - I wrote it for you. 1363 01:14:00,796 --> 01:14:03,879 - And you're giving it to me because? 1364 01:14:05,055 --> 01:14:06,557 - It's for you. 1365 01:14:06,557 --> 01:14:08,640 Thought that was implied. 1366 01:14:10,021 --> 01:14:11,038 - You're not scared I'm gonna slap you 1367 01:14:11,038 --> 01:14:14,206 in the face like your mom or whatever? 1368 01:14:16,533 --> 01:14:17,534 - You know what? 1369 01:14:17,534 --> 01:14:18,367 Forget it. 1370 01:14:20,931 --> 01:14:22,394 Look, one of these days, 1371 01:14:22,394 --> 01:14:24,217 you're gonna need somebody 1372 01:14:24,217 --> 01:14:26,597 in your corner and if it's not me, fine, that's whatever 1373 01:14:26,597 --> 01:14:30,231 but you're gonna need a friend, a true one. 1374 01:14:30,231 --> 01:14:31,064 - So you find out I'm leaving 1375 01:14:31,064 --> 01:14:34,456 and all of a sudden you wanna be my friend? 1376 01:14:34,457 --> 01:14:37,146 Feels a little convenient, don't you think? 1377 01:14:37,146 --> 01:14:40,600 - You just don't get it, do you? 1378 01:14:40,600 --> 01:14:41,432 I'm done. 1379 01:15:01,545 --> 01:15:04,046 - Langston, if you just hear me out, 1380 01:15:04,046 --> 01:15:06,166 you'll see that the Devlin House is everything 1381 01:15:06,166 --> 01:15:10,046 that we used to dream about being a part of. 1382 01:15:10,046 --> 01:15:12,824 - The projects that we've chosen have large-scale, 1383 01:15:12,823 --> 01:15:14,222 global impact. 1384 01:15:14,222 --> 01:15:15,865 That was your idea from the beginning. 1385 01:15:15,865 --> 01:15:19,103 You want us to just set those aside and focus on a house 1386 01:15:19,103 --> 01:15:21,886 with a handful of kids from a dying community? 1387 01:15:21,886 --> 01:15:22,884 - Just come- - Grace. 1388 01:15:22,884 --> 01:15:23,887 - Just come, come meet the kids. 1389 01:15:23,887 --> 01:15:25,079 See the kids, listen. 1390 01:15:25,079 --> 01:15:26,884 - This house is just one of thousands 1391 01:15:26,884 --> 01:15:28,404 of programs that need our help. 1392 01:15:28,404 --> 01:15:30,404 We can't save them all. 1393 01:15:32,886 --> 01:15:36,219 Look, I'm worried about you burning out. 1394 01:15:37,286 --> 01:15:40,483 That's the last thing you need during recovery. 1395 01:15:40,483 --> 01:15:43,565 - Langston, I've never felt so alive. 1396 01:15:44,507 --> 01:15:45,925 Nice catching up. 1397 01:15:58,485 --> 01:16:02,206 - Can't we do like a bake sale or a raffle or something? 1398 01:16:02,207 --> 01:16:05,114 Isn't that what people do when they need money? 1399 01:16:05,113 --> 01:16:06,966 - I vote bake sale. 1400 01:16:06,966 --> 01:16:08,667 I could get with some edibles. 1401 01:16:08,667 --> 01:16:09,967 - Okay, dude, those kind 1402 01:16:09,967 --> 01:16:12,907 of edibles will get you locked up again. 1403 01:16:12,908 --> 01:16:13,980 - That's it. 1404 01:16:13,979 --> 01:16:15,416 - Really? 1405 01:16:15,417 --> 01:16:17,381 - Okay, Selina does have a point though. 1406 01:16:17,381 --> 01:16:18,740 I can't be caught with anything. 1407 01:16:18,739 --> 01:16:21,039 - Uh-uh, no Q, no. 1408 01:16:21,039 --> 01:16:23,622 I'm talking about a fundraiser. 1409 01:16:24,474 --> 01:16:25,306 A concert. 1410 01:16:26,157 --> 01:16:29,038 - Yeah, no disrespect, but that's a terrible idea. 1411 01:16:29,037 --> 01:16:31,713 - Yeah, Ms. Grace, and you promised us no choir. 1412 01:16:31,713 --> 01:16:32,962 - A showcase then. 1413 01:16:32,962 --> 01:16:35,442 You don't have to sing. 1414 01:16:35,442 --> 01:16:37,109 Jalen, you'll write. 1415 01:16:38,261 --> 01:16:41,381 It's time for you to show this community the power 1416 01:16:41,381 --> 01:16:46,140 of your words and Tay, I've seen your paintings. 1417 01:16:46,140 --> 01:16:50,400 You are amazing, we can sell your artwork and I'm sure 1418 01:16:50,400 --> 01:16:53,298 that there's at least someone here who can sing. 1419 01:16:53,298 --> 01:16:55,503 - Okay wait, let me get this straight. 1420 01:16:55,503 --> 01:16:58,720 You want us to do all of this for Daniella, right? 1421 01:16:58,720 --> 01:16:59,887 - [Grace] Yes. 1422 01:17:01,948 --> 01:17:03,248 - Think about it, you guys. 1423 01:17:03,247 --> 01:17:05,740 Would she do that for us? 1424 01:17:05,740 --> 01:17:06,904 - No. - Nope. 1425 01:17:06,904 --> 01:17:10,265 - Look, you all want to be safe. 1426 01:17:10,265 --> 01:17:13,063 We can raise enough money to go out 1427 01:17:13,064 --> 01:17:14,208 on our own so 1428 01:17:14,207 --> 01:17:16,703 that we're no longer underneath this organization 1429 01:17:16,703 --> 01:17:18,680 that doesn't care about you the way 1430 01:17:18,680 --> 01:17:22,363 that the Devlin's do and at the very least, 1431 01:17:22,363 --> 01:17:25,660 we can gain some support from the community. 1432 01:17:25,661 --> 01:17:29,063 This thing that's happening with Daniella, 1433 01:17:29,063 --> 01:17:33,063 this is only a small part of a big, big problem. 1434 01:17:34,761 --> 01:17:36,963 Now, you wanna take your power back? 1435 01:17:36,962 --> 01:17:40,462 This is your chance to stand up and fight. 1436 01:17:43,219 --> 01:17:45,009 - [Jalen] I've got you. 1437 01:17:45,009 --> 01:17:48,259 - We really gonna do this, Mr. Michael? 1438 01:17:49,528 --> 01:17:50,528 - For real. 1439 01:17:53,506 --> 01:17:55,024 - All right, everybody. 1440 01:17:55,024 --> 01:17:56,545 The photographer's gonna be here 1441 01:17:56,545 --> 01:17:57,890 in an hour and they wanna do a story 1442 01:17:57,890 --> 01:18:00,926 on the house and the showcase. 1443 01:18:00,926 --> 01:18:01,965 - [Jalen] That's right. 1444 01:18:01,965 --> 01:18:03,109 - Are you kidding? - Newspaper bro. 1445 01:18:03,109 --> 01:18:04,766 We're gonna be famous, my guy, famous. 1446 01:18:04,765 --> 01:18:07,364 - We are gonna be famous. 1447 01:18:07,364 --> 01:18:09,088 - [Jalen] You'll be famous-ish. 1448 01:18:09,088 --> 01:18:10,127 I mean- 1449 01:18:10,127 --> 01:18:11,126 - Whoa, bro, yo. 1450 01:18:11,127 --> 01:18:12,131 You kidding me right now? 1451 01:18:12,131 --> 01:18:15,929 - Sam, come here, it's all right, it's all right. 1452 01:18:15,929 --> 01:18:17,126 - On the posters, like- 1453 01:18:17,126 --> 01:18:18,132 - He can't help it. 1454 01:18:18,131 --> 01:18:19,254 You guys know he can't help it. 1455 01:18:19,255 --> 01:18:20,252 - I'm sorry. 1456 01:18:20,252 --> 01:18:21,251 - It's okay, baby. 1457 01:18:21,252 --> 01:18:23,493 It's all right, it's all right. 1458 01:18:23,493 --> 01:18:26,534 How long has this been going on? 1459 01:18:26,533 --> 01:18:30,783 - It happens mostly when I'm distressed or excited. 1460 01:18:31,975 --> 01:18:33,235 I don't know. 1461 01:18:33,234 --> 01:18:35,859 It's just, I guess I'm weird. 1462 01:18:35,859 --> 01:18:38,930 It does wonders for my clout. 1463 01:18:38,930 --> 01:18:41,470 - There's something special about you. 1464 01:18:41,470 --> 01:18:42,493 - Right. 1465 01:18:42,493 --> 01:18:47,493 - Something rare and people, you're gonna change people. 1466 01:18:47,747 --> 01:18:49,052 - Right. 1467 01:18:49,052 --> 01:18:50,057 - Yes. 1468 01:18:50,057 --> 01:18:52,890 - Trailer trash with the meth head parents. 1469 01:18:52,890 --> 01:18:55,188 - That's not who you are and your future, 1470 01:18:55,189 --> 01:18:56,873 your family doesn't define 1471 01:18:56,872 --> 01:19:00,205 who you are or where you're going, baby. 1472 01:19:02,149 --> 01:19:03,177 Sam. 1473 01:19:03,176 --> 01:19:06,331 - Ms. Grace, I don't wanna make posters. 1474 01:19:06,331 --> 01:19:07,163 - What? 1475 01:19:08,113 --> 01:19:09,859 - I don't wanna make posters. 1476 01:19:09,859 --> 01:19:10,692 - Okay. 1477 01:19:11,582 --> 01:19:14,415 So what would you like to do, Sam? 1478 01:19:15,518 --> 01:19:16,850 - I wanna play. 1479 01:19:38,391 --> 01:19:39,282 - Ms. Grace, what are you doing? 1480 01:19:39,282 --> 01:19:40,518 You know he has- 1481 01:19:40,518 --> 01:19:41,350 - Shh. 1482 01:19:55,617 --> 01:19:57,657 (piano key chiming) 1483 01:19:57,657 --> 01:20:01,489 - Okay, so he knows how to make a few chords. 1484 01:20:10,860 --> 01:20:13,159 ♪ There's so many days that I ♪ 1485 01:20:13,159 --> 01:20:16,561 ♪ Feel that familiar ♪ 1486 01:20:16,561 --> 01:20:21,315 ♪ Ache in my soul ♪ 1487 01:20:21,315 --> 01:20:23,715 ♪ Thrown away so carelessly ♪ 1488 01:20:23,715 --> 01:20:26,163 ♪ A forgotten memory ♪ 1489 01:20:26,162 --> 01:20:31,162 ♪ Guess I didn't suit how you roll ♪ 1490 01:20:31,179 --> 01:20:36,179 ♪ How could I ever be whole ♪ 1491 01:20:36,520 --> 01:20:41,520 ♪ You took me from my fantasy of a family ♪ 1492 01:20:41,998 --> 01:20:46,998 ♪ Abandoned me along with my name ♪ 1493 01:20:48,054 --> 01:20:53,054 ♪ Oh, no, finding my heart in the darkness ♪ 1494 01:20:54,375 --> 01:20:59,375 ♪ Alone before I could fly ♪ 1495 01:20:59,998 --> 01:21:04,494 ♪ And searching for you, oh I found the truth ♪ 1496 01:21:04,494 --> 01:21:09,494 ♪ In the life painted with the lies ♪ 1497 01:21:09,747 --> 01:21:12,922 ♪ No, life is a tapestry ♪ 1498 01:21:12,921 --> 01:21:17,921 ♪ Beautifully woven from discarded things ♪ 1499 01:21:19,243 --> 01:21:23,076 ♪ Like me ♪ 1500 01:21:34,523 --> 01:21:36,418 - [Jalen] Are you kidding me? 1501 01:21:36,417 --> 01:21:38,667 (laughing) 1502 01:21:40,326 --> 01:21:41,377 - Oh my gosh. 1503 01:21:41,377 --> 01:21:43,866 Okay, so Sam can sing, too? 1504 01:21:43,867 --> 01:21:45,235 No, I take that back. 1505 01:21:45,234 --> 01:21:46,993 Sam can sing. 1506 01:21:46,993 --> 01:21:49,438 (laughing) 1507 01:21:49,438 --> 01:21:52,270 - I heard what you guys are doing. 1508 01:21:54,377 --> 01:21:58,074 I don't get it, I wouldn't do the same for any of you. 1509 01:21:58,074 --> 01:21:59,407 - [All] We know. 1510 01:22:00,317 --> 01:22:03,154 - Face it, Daniella, we got you. 1511 01:22:03,154 --> 01:22:05,237 That's what family does. 1512 01:22:07,034 --> 01:22:07,867 - Sam. 1513 01:22:26,190 --> 01:22:28,023 - Thank you, Langston. 1514 01:22:29,030 --> 01:22:32,496 Well, I really appreciate you taking the time to call. 1515 01:22:32,496 --> 01:22:34,318 - [Langston] Well they must really need you there. 1516 01:22:34,318 --> 01:22:35,485 - I need them. 1517 01:22:36,634 --> 01:22:38,475 (phone beeps) 1518 01:22:38,475 --> 01:22:40,512 Langston, listen, I've gotta go. 1519 01:22:40,511 --> 01:22:41,713 I've gotta another call. 1520 01:22:41,713 --> 01:22:42,735 I'll call you back later, okay? 1521 01:22:42,735 --> 01:22:45,568 - Oh yeah, sure, sure, sure, sure. 1522 01:22:48,475 --> 01:22:49,307 - Mom? 1523 01:22:56,390 --> 01:22:58,811 - Where are you going? 1524 01:22:58,811 --> 01:23:01,311 - Oh, I'm going to visit my family. 1525 01:23:01,311 --> 01:23:04,548 - Oh, for a minute I thought you might be, 1526 01:23:04,548 --> 01:23:06,470 that's besides the point. 1527 01:23:06,470 --> 01:23:08,052 Yeah, that's great. 1528 01:23:10,435 --> 01:23:13,048 Oh, you know, my mom called. 1529 01:23:13,048 --> 01:23:17,756 They told me she wanted to see me, so, I'm gonna go do that. 1530 01:23:17,756 --> 01:23:20,271 - I'm happy for you, Jay and I know it's something 1531 01:23:20,270 --> 01:23:22,354 that you've been wanting for quite a while. 1532 01:23:22,354 --> 01:23:23,712 - Yeah. 1533 01:23:23,712 --> 01:23:24,572 - I'm happy. 1534 01:23:24,572 --> 01:23:25,904 - Well, be safe. 1535 01:23:30,390 --> 01:23:31,945 - I will. 1536 01:23:31,945 --> 01:23:32,837 You too, sweetheart. 1537 01:23:32,837 --> 01:23:33,868 - Yes, ma'am. 1538 01:23:33,868 --> 01:23:34,867 See you soon? 1539 01:23:34,868 --> 01:23:36,118 - See you soon. 1540 01:23:37,805 --> 01:23:38,805 - Have fun. 1541 01:23:44,043 --> 01:23:47,043 - I wish you had told me about Eric. 1542 01:23:50,430 --> 01:23:54,513 - Mama, you've got enough to deal with right now. 1543 01:23:59,609 --> 01:24:01,612 - Here, I'ma give you some more of this cake. 1544 01:24:01,612 --> 01:24:02,617 - Oh mama. 1545 01:24:02,617 --> 01:24:03,614 - Come on- 1546 01:24:03,614 --> 01:24:04,653 - But mama. 1547 01:24:04,654 --> 01:24:07,110 It is so, ooh, so good. 1548 01:24:07,109 --> 01:24:09,332 Oh, goodness gracious. 1549 01:24:09,332 --> 01:24:13,833 You know, I can't even remember the last time I got 1550 01:24:13,833 --> 01:24:16,083 to enjoy your cooking, hmm. 1551 01:24:17,000 --> 01:24:20,332 - Oh, it was a beautiful Sunday morning. 1552 01:24:22,563 --> 01:24:25,025 It was just a little piece of spring 1553 01:24:25,025 --> 01:24:27,858 in the air and I made apple sauce. 1554 01:24:30,203 --> 01:24:34,871 I cut the apples up myself and bacon and scrambled eggs, 1555 01:24:38,123 --> 01:24:39,791 the way you like it. 1556 01:24:41,377 --> 01:24:45,127 I made, hash browns and ooh, my famous gravy. 1557 01:24:48,689 --> 01:24:52,271 Oh yeah, it was beautiful, a beautiful day. 1558 01:24:55,730 --> 01:24:58,480 - Mama, you know I had no choice. 1559 01:24:59,893 --> 01:25:03,060 He pushed me out and my only regret is 1560 01:25:06,829 --> 01:25:09,412 that you wouldn't come with me. 1561 01:25:18,051 --> 01:25:19,884 - He needs to see you. 1562 01:25:57,426 --> 01:25:58,726 - Where is it? 1563 01:25:58,725 --> 01:26:00,058 What did you do? 1564 01:26:01,826 --> 01:26:03,283 Answer me! 1565 01:26:03,283 --> 01:26:04,951 Where is my picture? 1566 01:26:06,289 --> 01:26:08,622 - I'll take some more juice. 1567 01:26:10,667 --> 01:26:12,233 (glass shattering) 1568 01:26:12,233 --> 01:26:14,429 - It's not enough that you took him away? 1569 01:26:14,429 --> 01:26:17,284 You have to take everything from me? 1570 01:26:17,284 --> 01:26:18,117 Why? 1571 01:26:19,449 --> 01:26:22,117 (ominous music) 1572 01:26:27,925 --> 01:26:29,675 - Clean this mess up. 1573 01:26:30,809 --> 01:26:33,059 Gotta get ready for church. 1574 01:26:38,908 --> 01:26:39,740 - Mama. 1575 01:26:44,448 --> 01:26:46,448 - Get ready for church. 1576 01:27:27,029 --> 01:27:28,612 - Grace, it is you. 1577 01:27:35,043 --> 01:27:36,793 Come a little closer. 1578 01:27:42,425 --> 01:27:44,925 I knew you'd come back before. 1579 01:27:46,140 --> 01:27:48,090 - What did you do with him? 1580 01:27:48,090 --> 01:27:50,507 I don't have time to pretend. 1581 01:27:51,573 --> 01:27:53,990 What did you do with my baby? 1582 01:27:57,024 --> 01:27:58,649 You know. 1583 01:27:58,649 --> 01:28:00,731 You tell me who took him. 1584 01:28:02,932 --> 01:28:04,432 Just give me that. 1585 01:28:06,707 --> 01:28:08,707 - I don't, I don't know. 1586 01:28:09,605 --> 01:28:13,969 - You are the most selfish man I've ever met. 1587 01:28:13,969 --> 01:28:15,469 - [Solomon] Grace. 1588 01:28:17,729 --> 01:28:20,312 - What did you do with my baby? 1589 01:28:23,363 --> 01:28:24,613 - I don't know. 1590 01:28:26,092 --> 01:28:27,425 I signed papers. 1591 01:28:30,412 --> 01:28:33,244 It said you were to give him away. 1592 01:28:34,809 --> 01:28:36,226 I'm sorry, Grace. 1593 01:28:38,011 --> 01:28:39,428 I'm sorry, Grace. 1594 01:28:42,051 --> 01:28:44,134 I'm sorry for everything. 1595 01:28:44,970 --> 01:28:45,970 - I'm sorry? 1596 01:28:49,132 --> 01:28:51,800 You can destroy a person's life, 1597 01:28:54,345 --> 01:28:56,928 your only child, your daughter, 1598 01:28:59,854 --> 01:29:02,271 just like that and then what? 1599 01:29:03,690 --> 01:29:06,367 One day you see the light and you think 1600 01:29:06,368 --> 01:29:08,535 that I am sorry is enough? 1601 01:29:12,904 --> 01:29:17,237 - I don't deserve to be forgiven for what I've done. 1602 01:29:21,948 --> 01:29:23,198 I deserve this. 1603 01:29:32,653 --> 01:29:35,820 - I forgive you, Pastor Solomon Grant. 1604 01:29:46,197 --> 01:29:47,990 I forgive you. 1605 01:29:47,990 --> 01:29:51,158 (gentle upbeat music) 1606 01:30:08,908 --> 01:30:11,241 (screaming) 1607 01:30:13,228 --> 01:30:14,990 - You can't leave me in this house, man. 1608 01:30:14,990 --> 01:30:16,014 - Listen, bro, we love you bro. 1609 01:30:16,014 --> 01:30:17,953 - Get the hell out of my face, man! 1610 01:30:17,953 --> 01:30:18,786 - We're here for you. 1611 01:30:18,786 --> 01:30:20,381 It's okay, listen, hey man- 1612 01:30:20,381 --> 01:30:21,538 - You can't keep me in this damn house! 1613 01:30:21,538 --> 01:30:22,536 - It's okay, I understand, I'm sorry. 1614 01:30:22,537 --> 01:30:23,559 I'm sorry. 1615 01:30:23,559 --> 01:30:24,855 (screaming) 1616 01:30:24,855 --> 01:30:27,496 - [Jalen] Let me outta here. 1617 01:30:27,497 --> 01:30:28,677 - What, sweetie? 1618 01:30:28,676 --> 01:30:29,676 - Ms. Grace. 1619 01:30:29,676 --> 01:30:31,259 - What, what, what? 1620 01:30:32,466 --> 01:30:33,843 - You can't keep me in this damn house, man, 1621 01:30:33,842 --> 01:30:34,884 get the hell out of my face, man. 1622 01:30:34,884 --> 01:30:37,404 - Jalen, Jalen, what's wrong? 1623 01:30:37,404 --> 01:30:38,408 What's wrong, honey? 1624 01:30:38,408 --> 01:30:39,490 What's wrong? 1625 01:30:41,548 --> 01:30:42,631 - She's dead. 1626 01:30:43,820 --> 01:30:45,070 My mom is dead. 1627 01:30:46,761 --> 01:30:47,766 - Oh, baby. 1628 01:30:47,765 --> 01:30:50,702 Oh, sweetie, I'm so sorry. 1629 01:30:50,703 --> 01:30:51,870 I am so sorry. 1630 01:30:55,078 --> 01:30:58,202 - They told me that she wanted to see me, 1631 01:30:58,203 --> 01:31:00,870 but she just wanted another fix. 1632 01:31:01,859 --> 01:31:04,965 She got what she wanted and it killed her. 1633 01:31:04,966 --> 01:31:06,097 - Oh, sweetie. 1634 01:31:06,097 --> 01:31:09,320 No, no, no, no, no, no, sweetheart. 1635 01:31:09,320 --> 01:31:12,738 It's not your fault, it is not your fault 1636 01:31:13,604 --> 01:31:15,085 and as hard as it is, 1637 01:31:15,086 --> 01:31:19,336 as hard as it is, you're gonna have to forgive her. 1638 01:31:21,448 --> 01:31:22,698 It's all right. 1639 01:31:24,682 --> 01:31:25,765 I've got you. 1640 01:31:27,305 --> 01:31:30,472 (gentle upbeat music) 1641 01:31:56,046 --> 01:31:58,966 - My father was king of the streets, so I'm royalty. 1642 01:31:58,966 --> 01:32:01,442 My mother was his queen but she fell hard. 1643 01:32:01,443 --> 01:32:04,485 It's crazy how you change and substances get involved. 1644 01:32:04,484 --> 01:32:06,268 She said she loved me with her whole heart 1645 01:32:06,269 --> 01:32:07,750 but the love never got to me. 1646 01:32:07,750 --> 01:32:10,327 I guess it got clogged behind the drugs in her arteries. 1647 01:32:10,327 --> 01:32:12,248 She left me low while she got high 1648 01:32:12,248 --> 01:32:14,390 'til I was at a make shift grave saying goodbye 1649 01:32:14,390 --> 01:32:16,003 with her ashes in a can. 1650 01:32:16,003 --> 01:32:18,426 My dad was in jail, then he was free, 1651 01:32:18,426 --> 01:32:19,922 then he was shot like the next day, 1652 01:32:19,922 --> 01:32:21,024 so what's that say to me? 1653 01:32:21,024 --> 01:32:24,024 By the time I was eight, I was with a foster family, 1654 01:32:24,024 --> 01:32:25,192 by nine, it was another 1655 01:32:25,192 --> 01:32:26,846 until I was put in a house 1656 01:32:26,846 --> 01:32:29,447 that turned into a home and became a family, 1657 01:32:29,447 --> 01:32:30,568 so now I'm not alone. 1658 01:32:30,568 --> 01:32:32,105 To let go of the pain, 1659 01:32:32,105 --> 01:32:34,050 I put my heart into my writing and I let my soul explain. 1660 01:32:34,051 --> 01:32:37,028 Now this boy's no longer a child and this man, 1661 01:32:37,028 --> 01:32:38,063 he will proclaim. 1662 01:32:38,063 --> 01:32:39,645 I just pray that someone out there hears 1663 01:32:39,645 --> 01:32:42,630 what I'm saying and they can see the old me is gone 1664 01:32:42,630 --> 01:32:43,645 and now I'm changing. 1665 01:32:43,645 --> 01:32:47,483 Step by step I strive to maintain it and that's the story 1666 01:32:47,483 --> 01:32:49,323 of Harris-comma-Jalen. 1667 01:32:49,323 --> 01:32:52,323 (audience cheering) 1668 01:32:57,960 --> 01:33:01,444 - I want you to know that we are not asking you 1669 01:33:01,444 --> 01:33:04,442 to give what you don't have 1670 01:33:04,442 --> 01:33:06,466 but we are asking that you pray 1671 01:33:06,466 --> 01:33:09,365 and that you give what you can give. 1672 01:33:09,365 --> 01:33:11,725 That you will volunteer. 1673 01:33:11,725 --> 01:33:16,469 That you will make this community the community 1674 01:33:16,469 --> 01:33:18,667 that you want it to be. 1675 01:33:18,667 --> 01:33:21,822 We're asking you to take it back 1676 01:33:21,822 --> 01:33:25,657 because when we do invest in each other, 1677 01:33:25,657 --> 01:33:28,074 then we determine our future. 1678 01:33:30,295 --> 01:33:33,295 (audience cheering) 1679 01:33:38,270 --> 01:33:39,472 - Grace. 1680 01:33:39,472 --> 01:33:42,805 - Langston, I didn't know you were here. 1681 01:33:43,652 --> 01:33:45,662 - You think I'd miss this? 1682 01:33:45,662 --> 01:33:49,288 A long time ago, I was just like these kids. 1683 01:33:49,287 --> 01:33:51,633 - Well thank you for all of your help. 1684 01:33:51,634 --> 01:33:52,634 - Thank you. 1685 01:33:54,784 --> 01:33:57,367 You've been a real inspiration. 1686 01:33:59,104 --> 01:34:02,937 You've inspired me to do better, to be better. 1687 01:34:04,801 --> 01:34:07,969 (gentle upbeat music) 1688 01:34:24,065 --> 01:34:27,233 (floorboard creaking) 1689 01:34:29,203 --> 01:34:30,036 - You go. 1690 01:34:32,945 --> 01:34:34,195 - What's wrong? 1691 01:34:35,268 --> 01:34:36,306 - It's past 12. 1692 01:34:36,306 --> 01:34:38,667 You gonna sleep all day? 1693 01:34:38,667 --> 01:34:40,369 - Michael wants to see you. 1694 01:34:40,369 --> 01:34:41,287 - Oh, okay. 1695 01:34:43,326 --> 01:34:44,788 Go ahead, I'll be out. 1696 01:34:44,787 --> 01:34:45,704 I'm coming. 1697 01:34:49,847 --> 01:34:50,680 Ooh. 1698 01:35:03,323 --> 01:35:06,056 - Listen, I know you and the kids put a lot 1699 01:35:06,055 --> 01:35:07,980 of effort into the showcase 1700 01:35:07,980 --> 01:35:10,730 but sometimes God has other plans 1701 01:35:11,594 --> 01:35:15,860 and wants to denounce our affiliation with the organization. 1702 01:35:15,860 --> 01:35:16,921 - You know what? 1703 01:35:16,921 --> 01:35:19,003 No, no, we won't give up. 1704 01:35:20,301 --> 01:35:23,562 - Do you know a man by the name of Langston? 1705 01:35:23,561 --> 01:35:24,640 - Yes. 1706 01:35:24,640 --> 01:35:25,881 - Well, he called this morning 1707 01:35:25,881 --> 01:35:29,621 and he wants to award us a large grant. 1708 01:35:29,622 --> 01:35:32,662 This grant is gonna last the entire lifespan 1709 01:35:32,662 --> 01:35:35,912 of the university and the Devlin House. 1710 01:35:37,056 --> 01:35:38,315 You did it. 1711 01:35:38,315 --> 01:35:39,715 Bring it in, Grace. 1712 01:35:39,715 --> 01:35:40,737 - Really? 1713 01:35:40,737 --> 01:35:42,987 (laughing) 1714 01:35:44,840 --> 01:35:46,033 - We did it. 1715 01:35:46,033 --> 01:35:48,283 (Laughing) 1716 01:35:50,654 --> 01:35:53,237 (upbeat music) 1717 01:35:56,273 --> 01:35:59,523 (party goers cheering) 1718 01:36:04,551 --> 01:36:06,913 - God's got the strangest timing. 1719 01:36:06,912 --> 01:36:07,911 - What do you mean? 1720 01:36:07,912 --> 01:36:10,499 - Three and a half months. 1721 01:36:10,498 --> 01:36:11,331 - What? 1722 01:36:12,578 --> 01:36:14,953 - Three and a half months. 1723 01:36:14,953 --> 01:36:16,786 - Oh, congratulations. 1724 01:36:17,653 --> 01:36:20,287 - Oh, I just found out this afternoon. 1725 01:36:20,287 --> 01:36:21,520 I mean, I don't know, 1726 01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:23,320 I guess all the stress took my mind off wanting a baby 1727 01:36:23,319 --> 01:36:26,540 so God, he just felt the need to remind me. 1728 01:36:26,541 --> 01:36:29,208 - Oh, sweetie, that's wonderful. 1729 01:36:30,042 --> 01:36:31,261 - Thank you. 1730 01:36:31,261 --> 01:36:34,410 - I can't think of two people better equipped to be parents. 1731 01:36:34,409 --> 01:36:35,645 - Oh, thank you. 1732 01:36:35,645 --> 01:36:36,563 Thank you. 1733 01:36:38,518 --> 01:36:39,948 Oh, you hear 'em? 1734 01:36:39,948 --> 01:36:41,041 All that noise. 1735 01:36:41,041 --> 01:36:42,061 - I do. - hmm-mm. 1736 01:36:42,061 --> 01:36:44,185 Better get over there and see what they're up to. 1737 01:36:44,185 --> 01:36:46,402 A little bit too much noise. 1738 01:36:46,403 --> 01:36:48,115 - I am so happy for you. 1739 01:36:48,115 --> 01:36:49,126 - Thank you. 1740 01:36:49,126 --> 01:36:50,280 You coming, right? 1741 01:36:50,280 --> 01:36:52,301 - I am, I'm just gonna do a few things 1742 01:36:52,301 --> 01:36:53,503 and then I'll be right over. 1743 01:36:53,502 --> 01:36:55,585 - All right, sounds good. 1744 01:36:57,765 --> 01:36:59,515 Oh, Grace, yes, whoo! 1745 01:37:01,601 --> 01:37:02,769 Having a baby! 1746 01:37:09,555 --> 01:37:11,119 ♪ I could not fly ♪ 1747 01:37:11,119 --> 01:37:15,298 ♪ I'm a sparrow with broken wings ♪ 1748 01:37:15,298 --> 01:37:17,774 ♪ I could not climb ♪ 1749 01:37:17,774 --> 01:37:21,530 ♪ The mountain right in front of me ♪ 1750 01:37:21,529 --> 01:37:23,675 ♪ 10 feet under ♪ 1751 01:37:23,675 --> 01:37:28,128 ♪ The waves of a raging sea ♪ 1752 01:37:28,127 --> 01:37:29,174 ♪ I dug a grave ♪ 1753 01:37:29,175 --> 01:37:34,175 ♪ The shame still left in me ♪ 1754 01:37:34,695 --> 01:37:39,695 ♪ I tried to win the battles all around me ♪ 1755 01:37:41,173 --> 01:37:46,173 ♪ I tried to find the life that I was missing ♪ 1756 01:37:47,496 --> 01:37:52,496 ♪ Yet somehow still you never left my side ♪ 1757 01:37:54,189 --> 01:37:59,189 ♪ I saw you there where grace and guilt collide ♪ 1758 01:37:59,953 --> 01:38:04,953 ♪ I saw you there, where grace and guilt collide ♪ 1759 01:38:05,212 --> 01:38:07,175 (knocking on door) 1760 01:38:07,175 --> 01:38:08,007 - Come in. 1761 01:38:14,372 --> 01:38:17,426 - Hey, are you coming over to celebrate? 1762 01:38:17,426 --> 01:38:19,333 Can you believe I'm gonna be a father? 1763 01:38:19,333 --> 01:38:20,166 - Come in. 1764 01:38:22,373 --> 01:38:23,291 I sure can. 1765 01:38:24,869 --> 01:38:27,051 Congratulations, Michael. 1766 01:38:27,051 --> 01:38:30,219 You're going to be a wonderful father. 1767 01:38:31,533 --> 01:38:34,036 - I mean, look, I mean I know 1768 01:38:34,037 --> 01:38:36,787 that I can be an opinionated pain 1769 01:38:37,682 --> 01:38:41,010 in the butt and we bump heads a lot 1770 01:38:41,010 --> 01:38:42,927 but Kimberly loves you, 1771 01:38:43,849 --> 01:38:47,681 the kids love you and we're a family and even, 1772 01:38:50,542 --> 01:38:52,243 how did you get that? 1773 01:38:52,243 --> 01:38:54,101 Did Kimberly- - Oh, this is mine. 1774 01:38:54,101 --> 01:38:57,019 This is a picture of me and my son. 1775 01:38:59,186 --> 01:39:00,442 - Your son? 1776 01:39:00,442 --> 01:39:02,359 - Yeah, that is my son. 1777 01:39:04,743 --> 01:39:09,243 I had him when I was 16 and he was taken away from me. 1778 01:39:12,126 --> 01:39:13,208 I wanted him. 1779 01:39:16,353 --> 01:39:20,179 He was taken away from me without my consent. 1780 01:39:20,179 --> 01:39:23,429 Adopted, I assume but I looked for him. 1781 01:39:27,596 --> 01:39:29,514 I could never find him. 1782 01:39:30,435 --> 01:39:35,268 This box is full of birthday cards that I made for my son. 1783 01:39:36,432 --> 01:39:37,460 - Wow. 1784 01:39:37,460 --> 01:39:40,627 - There are 37 birthday cards in here. 1785 01:39:43,417 --> 01:39:47,500 I made one for my son for every year of his life. 1786 01:39:56,423 --> 01:40:00,591 - I'm sorry but this isn't making any sense to me. 1787 01:40:02,774 --> 01:40:05,024 I wanna show you something. 1788 01:40:10,902 --> 01:40:11,984 You see this? 1789 01:40:13,729 --> 01:40:18,479 This is the same picture I've been carrying for 37 years. 1790 01:40:23,228 --> 01:40:25,929 You know what this means? 1791 01:40:25,929 --> 01:40:26,761 You? 1792 01:40:40,560 --> 01:40:41,393 - Oh. 1793 01:40:55,492 --> 01:40:56,886 - Wow, you. 1794 01:40:56,886 --> 01:40:57,719 - You. 1795 01:40:58,921 --> 01:41:01,047 ♪ Amazing grace ♪ 1796 01:41:01,047 --> 01:41:03,822 ♪ How sweet the sound ♪ 1797 01:41:03,823 --> 01:41:08,823 ♪ That saved a wretch like me ♪ 1798 01:41:11,238 --> 01:41:16,238 ♪ I once was lost ♪ 1799 01:41:16,359 --> 01:41:19,402 ♪ But now I'm found ♪ 1800 01:41:19,402 --> 01:41:21,627 ♪ Was blind ♪ 1801 01:41:21,627 --> 01:41:24,007 - Okay Grace, make a wish. 1802 01:41:24,006 --> 01:41:26,237 - I wanna give my wish to you. 1803 01:41:26,238 --> 01:41:28,655 - Well I already got my wish. 1804 01:41:33,612 --> 01:41:34,444 Whoo! 1805 01:41:35,724 --> 01:41:37,559 - All right, let's cut this thing. 1806 01:41:37,559 --> 01:41:38,590 - [Kimberly] All right. 1807 01:41:38,590 --> 01:41:40,172 - You ready, Grace? 1808 01:41:46,402 --> 01:41:51,402 ♪ 'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear ♪ 1809 01:41:52,375 --> 01:41:57,375 ♪ And grace my fears relieved ♪ 1810 01:42:00,212 --> 01:42:05,212 ♪ How precious did that grace appear ♪ 1811 01:42:08,898 --> 01:42:12,565 ♪ The hour I first believed ♪ 1812 01:42:27,306 --> 01:42:32,306 ♪ Through many dangers, toils and snares ♪ 1813 01:42:34,204 --> 01:42:39,204 ♪ We have already come ♪ 1814 01:42:41,708 --> 01:42:46,708 ♪ 'Twas grace that brought us safe thus far ♪ 1815 01:42:50,525 --> 01:42:54,358 ♪ And grace will lead us home ♪ 1816 01:43:02,028 --> 01:43:05,860 ♪ And grace will lead us home ♪ 1817 01:43:26,603 --> 01:43:31,603 ♪ There's so many days that I feel that familiar ♪ 1818 01:43:32,966 --> 01:43:37,900 ♪ Ache in my soul ♪ 1819 01:43:37,899 --> 01:43:39,664 ♪ Thrown away so carelessly ♪ 1820 01:43:39,664 --> 01:43:42,061 ♪ A forgotten memory ♪ 1821 01:43:42,061 --> 01:43:47,061 ♪ Guess I didn't suit how you roll ♪ 1822 01:43:47,461 --> 01:43:52,461 ♪ How could I ever be whole ♪ 1823 01:43:53,202 --> 01:43:57,939 ♪ You took from me my fantasy of a family ♪ 1824 01:43:57,939 --> 01:44:02,939 ♪ Abandoned me along with my name ♪ 1825 01:44:04,359 --> 01:44:05,655 ♪ Oh, no ♪ 1826 01:44:05,655 --> 01:44:10,655 ♪ Finding my heart in the darkness ♪ 1827 01:44:10,822 --> 01:44:15,822 ♪ Alone before I could fly ♪ 1828 01:44:16,177 --> 01:44:17,720 ♪ And searching for you ♪ 1829 01:44:17,720 --> 01:44:20,337 ♪ Oh I found the truth ♪ 1830 01:44:20,337 --> 01:44:25,337 ♪ In the life painted with lies ♪ 1831 01:44:26,215 --> 01:44:31,078 ♪ No, life is a tapestry beautifully woven ♪ 1832 01:44:31,078 --> 01:44:35,078 ♪ From discarded things like me ♪ 1833 01:44:47,597 --> 01:44:50,682 ♪ Wonder what was wrong with me ♪ 1834 01:44:50,682 --> 01:44:53,579 ♪ What was I missing ♪ 1835 01:44:53,579 --> 01:44:58,176 ♪ And what I did wrong ♪ 1836 01:44:58,176 --> 01:45:00,399 ♪ 'Til the day she spoke to me ♪ 1837 01:45:00,399 --> 01:45:05,399 ♪ Sweet was her melody, gave me the words to my song ♪ 1838 01:45:07,877 --> 01:45:12,877 ♪ Turns out she was there all along ♪ 1839 01:45:13,190 --> 01:45:18,190 ♪ She saw in a potpourri of my hopes and dreams ♪ 1840 01:45:19,208 --> 01:45:24,208 ♪ Gave me a chance to be free, oh ♪ 1841 01:45:26,740 --> 01:45:31,673 ♪ Finding my heart in the darkness ♪ 1842 01:45:31,673 --> 01:45:36,673 ♪ Alone before I could fly ♪ 1843 01:45:37,046 --> 01:45:38,625 ♪ In searching for you, ♪ 1844 01:45:38,626 --> 01:45:41,471 ♪ Oh I found the truth ♪ 1845 01:45:41,470 --> 01:45:46,470 ♪ In the life painted with the lies ♪ 1846 01:45:47,048 --> 01:45:51,947 ♪ No, life is a tapestry beautiful woven ♪ 1847 01:45:51,947 --> 01:45:56,947 ♪ From discarded things like me ♪ 1848 01:46:00,462 --> 01:46:05,197 ♪ Life finally started off on my knees ♪ 1849 01:46:05,197 --> 01:46:10,197 ♪ And forgotten but the gift in return ♪ 1850 01:46:12,789 --> 01:46:15,680 ♪ In the fire never burned ♪ 1851 01:46:15,680 --> 01:46:20,680 ♪ But I learn, I learn to be heard ♪ 1852 01:46:22,087 --> 01:46:23,268 ♪ Oh, no ♪ 1853 01:46:23,268 --> 01:46:28,268 ♪ Finding my heart in the darkness ♪ 1854 01:46:29,055 --> 01:46:33,695 ♪ Alone before I could fly ♪ 1855 01:46:33,695 --> 01:46:36,302 ♪ In searching for you ♪ 1856 01:46:36,302 --> 01:46:38,724 ♪ Oh I found the truth ♪ 1857 01:46:38,725 --> 01:46:43,725 ♪ In the life painted with lies ♪ 1858 01:46:44,327 --> 01:46:49,327 ♪ Though life is a tapestry beautifully woven ♪ 1859 01:46:49,685 --> 01:46:54,685 ♪ From discarded things like me ♪