WEBVTT 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Wind blowing (?)) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Loud noises) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Music starts) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Heated indistinct argument) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl, off) Sometimes someone hurts you so bad... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Music, indistinct shouting) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl, off) ...it stops hurting at all. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Music) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl, off) Until something makes you feel again. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Music) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl, off) And then it all comes back. (1:09) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Music) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Every word, every hurt, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 every moment. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 How could you ever understand where I come from? 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Even if you ask, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 even if you listen, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 you do not really hear or see or feel. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You don't remember my story. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You haven't locked my past (check) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You haven't seen what I've seen. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 [ReMoved] 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Music, classroom noises) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 My past defines me. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 This is who I am. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I am 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 unseen 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 unheard 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 unwanted. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That is what I am -- 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 if even I am anything. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Man yells) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl) It seems like the same things that hold me up 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 thrust me down. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 In a world turned upside down, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 in an order disappeared, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 nothing is like it's supposed to be 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and a heavy sadness filled my soul. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Woman says something) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl) and deeper I fell 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (inaudible) mess off 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Woman) Hello! (inaudible words) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl) And nothing can draw me out. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Woman) Look at me! (Little boy cries) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl) Trapped in the misery of my life, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 lost in the sorrow of my soul, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 unable to see the light 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 unable to see the dawn, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 to feel, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 to (inaudible) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Woman) What are you doing, taking my fruit? 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl) to dream (check) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl shouts) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl) And I found the darkest days of my life kept coming 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (inaudible) of my soul never stopped. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Girl screams) No! 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It seemed like it was always night time, nightmares, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and never morning (6:41)