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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.00,0:00:02.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.67,0:00:08.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis - Death wish that comes true
Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.74,0:00:13.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ALS
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.69,0:00:21.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,M.T.Keshe (2000-2013) - All rights reserved
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.89,0:00:25.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,www.keshefoundation.org
Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.76,0:00:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.04,0:00:53.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Contact: als@keshefoundation.com
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.74,0:00:56.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.96,0:00:59.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,www.keshefoundation.org
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.42,0:01:03.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My name is Mehran Tavakoli Keshe, I´m a director of the Keshe Foundation.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.94,0:01:07.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Keshe Foundation is a spaceship program
Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.06,0:01:09.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is involved in plasma technology,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.25,0:01:13.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it has proven through different aspects of its development
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.75,0:01:16.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that energy and motion can be made
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.26,0:01:19.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from plasma in a very simple way.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.62,0:01:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For years we've been asked how we have developed
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.02,0:01:24.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and taken our technology in plasma technology,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.50,0:01:29.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which has to do with gravitational magnetic field of a system,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.91,0:01:32.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into the Health section of the technology,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.45,0:01:37.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and how we achieved so many different positive moves,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.93,0:01:42.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and changing diseases, using the new plasma technology.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.22,0:01:45.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For the first time, with this video
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.10,0:01:49.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we open our doors to the world population,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.45,0:01:53.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to look and see how a simple technology
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.08,0:01:55.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has changed the life of a man.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.25,0:01:57.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At the same time, with this video
Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.75,0:02:00.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we are releasing a paper for the first time,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.29,0:02:03.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from the Health aspects of the technology of the Foundation
Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.95,0:02:09.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and for the first time we allow the world's scientific,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.57,0:02:13.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the world population, to have a glimpse
Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.35,0:02:15.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into one of the most secret and guarded
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.30,0:02:17.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,technologies of the Keshe Foundation.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.93,0:02:21.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We are opening our doors in response to the peace talks
Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.51,0:02:25.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is taking place, and at the same time
Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.32,0:02:27.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ensuring that there is new development,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.24,0:02:31.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in Health, in Energy and in Space.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.06,0:02:34.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, with this video we would like to show
Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.65,0:02:38.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how a life of a man who has been sentenced to death,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.37,0:02:40.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,literally, by being told
Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.06,0:02:43.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that he has a disease called ALS,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.57,0:02:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and how he has changed his life
Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.58,0:02:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,using the system, from March to September of 2013.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.92,0:02:53.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Most of the videos you will see
Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.98,0:02:59.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is being made by him, and at the same time
Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.24,0:03:01.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,made during the processes we had with him,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.78,0:03:05.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,during the system development.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.23,0:03:07.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We see how a man who barely could walk
Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.94,0:03:11.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now he goes to work in Rome and in Milan (city)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.84,0:03:16.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and at the same time he has been given a second chance
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.23,0:03:19.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he is getting part of his movement back.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.70,0:03:25.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ALS is a death sentence when it is given to you by a doctor.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.22,0:03:26.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The only thing is
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.83,0:03:29.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we do not know the time when it will be carried out.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.85,0:03:33.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You end up being paralysed, then you can not speak,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.18,0:03:37.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and usually followed by suffocation and death.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.12,0:03:40.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For the first time we have developed the technology
Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.28,0:03:44.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be able to monitor and reverse this process.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.91,0:03:51.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This gentlemen is very tied up with this disease.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.59,0:03:53.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He can not do much,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.54,0:03:55.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but now he's getting control of his arm back.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.48,0:03:58.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's getting control of his feet back.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.64,0:04:02.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's getting control of his work, in a way,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.29,0:04:04.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being able to go to his office back.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.34,0:04:10.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's joining the society in a slow but sure way.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.17,0:04:17.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This video is to show (that) now there is a solution for ALS.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.57,0:04:19.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is one of the final cases
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.64,0:04:21.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,after we developed different systems
Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.74,0:04:23.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for this disease and M.S.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.95,0:04:26.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we can say with certainty:
Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.29,0:04:30.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"There is a way out of this disease".
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.46,0:04:32.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We welcome anyone who would like
Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.98,0:04:35.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to talk to us about this disease,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.91,0:04:39.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be it themselves being affected by it,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.06,0:04:41.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or you are a member of organization or association
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.60,0:04:43.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is working with ALS.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.42,0:04:45.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or you are a pharmaceutical,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.36,0:04:47.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you want to develop this technology
Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.05,0:04:48.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,further for the world population.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.85,0:04:53.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Our doors are open and we welcome you for cooperation.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.16,0:04:54.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The same as what we did for our Energy,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:54.89,0:04:56.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and for our Space, with governments.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.76,0:05:00.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And same as what we did with our World Peace Treaty.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.11,0:05:03.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you want to talk, contact us. Please go to:
Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.93,0:05:06.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,als@keshefoundation.com
Dialogue: 0,0:05:06.68,0:05:10.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which we especially opened this line for this disease.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.52,0:05:16.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Fill in the form and we will respond. It is very easy.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.20,0:05:18.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There should not be a death sentence
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.57,0:05:21.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,once you are told you have ALS,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.39,0:05:24.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the majority of the ALS cases.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.12,0:05:30.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have not found the solution for all of the aspects of different types of ALS,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.32,0:05:33.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but at least we have opened the doorway.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.18,0:05:35.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,WE WELCOME ANY HEALTH AUTHORITY OR ANY GOVERNMENT
Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.68,0:05:38.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,WHO WOULD LIKE TO LOOK INTO THIS DEVELOPMENT.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.41,0:05:41.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,OUR DOORS ARE OPEN TO YOU! We are not hiding anything,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.86,0:05:44.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The same as we did not with our World Peace Treaty,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.38,0:05:47.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and with our Energy, and the Space technology,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.36,0:05:50.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have shared them with the world population,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.33,0:05:52.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now we're sharing our Health,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.11,0:05:54.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,directly with the world population.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.60,0:05:56.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Watch the video, I hope you enjoy
Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.33,0:05:58.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and take pleasure as much as we did,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:58.08,0:05:59.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,seeing how the life of a man has changed
Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.66,0:06:04.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without even taking any medicine. Thank you.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.22,0:07:27.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.20,0:07:34.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Today is 8th of September, 2013. We are in Rome
Dialogue: 0,0:07:34.81,0:07:39.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the purpose of this recording is to show
Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.42,0:07:44.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the disease known as ALS or known as "DESMA"
Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.45,0:07:47.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can be stopped and reversed.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:47.18,0:07:52.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And today we have a gentleman with us is Mr. Max Vassan,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:52.33,0:07:55.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who has been through this process since March of this year (2013),
Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.57,0:08:00.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and this gives us a springboard to bring
Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.71,0:08:07.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this technology from the health aspects in respect to ALS
Dialogue: 0,0:08:07.27,0:08:13.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into the mainstream medical applications for the Foundation.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.84,0:08:17.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I would like to ask, if you want to introduce yourself,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:17.34,0:08:21.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about who you are, and how long you have ALS.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.80,0:08:24.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My name is Maximiliano Vassan
Dialogue: 0,0:08:24.98,0:08:29.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I had the diagnosis
Dialogue: 0,0:08:29.21,0:08:35.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for ALS. I received 6 years ago, it was 2007,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:35.13,0:08:40.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm 44 years old now, I was 38
Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.07,0:08:48.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I received this bad news and... that's it.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.05,0:08:54.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How has been your position before you started
Dialogue: 0,0:08:54.30,0:08:57.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this process with the Foundation?
Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.30,0:09:04.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The position was: I was closing. I was stopping
Dialogue: 0,0:09:04.60,0:09:10.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my life, more or less, not willing to go out.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:10.59,0:09:15.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not willing to meet people so it was a... a total closure.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:15.59,0:09:18.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, not only from the physical point of view
Dialogue: 0,0:09:18.72,0:09:21.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but from the psychological point of view.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:21.80,0:09:27.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it was a kind of hopeless life,
Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.59,0:09:34.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,more or less, without any big expectation for the future.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:34.17,0:09:40.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What was your condition when you started
Dialogue: 0,0:09:40.76,0:09:43.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this position, physically and mentally?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.69,0:09:46.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Physically... let me say the biggest changes were not
Dialogue: 0,0:09:46.67,0:09:52.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from physical side..umm, (rather) the psychological side.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:52.19,0:10:00.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was afraid... I was afraid to go out,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:00.58,0:10:03.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to live a normal life.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.26,0:10:06.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I believed that staying at home
Dialogue: 0,0:10:06.39,0:10:11.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could... something could have happened,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.09,0:10:14.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and maybe to heal to recover...
Dialogue: 0,0:10:14.80,0:10:18.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but now I guess this was bad thinking,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.73,0:10:23.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because at the end the message was not of life,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:23.26,0:10:27.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was a message of death, closed at home,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:27.51,0:10:30.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not going out with family, son and so on.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.21,0:10:34.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in the past my physical condition was,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.62,0:10:39.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,better before in the years, I mean,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.23,0:10:43.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but from the Psychological point of view I was really, really closed.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.45,0:10:45.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is completely changed now.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:45.94,0:10:49.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So this is the biggest change
Dialogue: 0,0:10:49.55,0:10:51.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from the psychological point of view.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.88,0:10:57.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The physicality, the physicality , the first signal I got recently.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.73,0:11:02.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The big signal one week ago,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.08,0:11:05.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so part of the walking
Dialogue: 0,0:11:05.39,0:11:10.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it is improved since we met five months ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.94,0:11:12.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The rest is coming now,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:12.51,0:11:17.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so it's first psychological point of view,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:17.16,0:11:23.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,these are most important, and then the physical now.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:23.52,0:11:25.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When was the last time you came to Rome,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.94,0:11:28.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where you worked, where you are going today?
Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.52,0:11:36.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was here nearly one year ago, and it was for a job,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:36.11,0:11:41.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I had to come for some professional situation.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:41.21,0:11:46.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then I say: "I am not meant to come here in the future".
Dialogue: 0,0:11:46.88,0:11:55.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So wish was, "OK, maybe one day", but without really believing.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:55.02,0:11:59.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, now I'm here because... I'm here for no reasons,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:59.92,0:12:04.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I'm here for a kind of holidays, let's put it.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:04.16,0:12:10.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because, I'm here because I want.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.21,0:12:14.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, before I had yet to come for a reason,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:14.82,0:12:19.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now I'm here because I want.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:19.86,0:12:24.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This life is slightly different, but internally is a big thing.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:24.26,0:12:29.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you were here last time, could you walk on your own? Or?
Dialogue: 0,0:12:29.15,0:12:35.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No. Oh, maybe I could... but I didn't!
Dialogue: 0,0:12:35.25,0:12:39.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I was walking hanging onto the shoulder of my wife.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:39.26,0:12:42.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was completely insecure.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:42.58,0:12:51.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was afraid at that time one year ago to go out... towards a pain.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:51.78,0:12:59.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was pain... not being like physical pain, but it was really difficult.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.50,0:13:05.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was afraid to go outside for my condition.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:05.93,0:13:13.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So part of it was related to the risk to fall down to hurt myself,
Dialogue: 0,0:13:13.43,0:13:19.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but also the rest was to meet the people in this condition.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:19.66,0:13:24.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I felt really uncomfortable to go out.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:24.08,0:13:27.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You started the process in March? Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:27.75,0:13:34.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When we saw you in the first meeting you could only walk
Dialogue: 0,0:13:34.35,0:13:38.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with the help of your wife holding your shoulder? Yes, yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:38.29,0:13:43.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At that time for me it was unthinkable to walk alone outside.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:43.10,0:13:47.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was doing that at home, but at home was easy.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:47.97,0:13:52.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Outside, I completely needed the support of my wife
Dialogue: 0,0:13:52.44,0:13:58.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to be sure, so it was a kind of "safe" for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:58.30,0:14:03.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But now? Now? Now, every time she
Dialogue: 0,0:14:03.80,0:14:09.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,offers me the, not the shoulder but the arm, I say:
Dialogue: 0,0:14:09.27,0:14:15.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I don't want". So, I walk alone as much as I can.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:15.31,0:14:19.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I see any obstacles on the steps and so on,
Dialogue: 0,0:14:19.60,0:14:23.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm not gonna say, it's stupid, I don't want to fall down,
Dialogue: 0,0:14:23.42,0:14:29.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so i ask for help, but only in the situation where I need it.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:29.09,0:14:32.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You work at home upstairs? Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:32.08,0:14:33.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On the second floor? Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:33.90,0:14:37.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How has that situation changed there?
Dialogue: 0,0:14:37.33,0:14:40.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:14:40.76,0:14:44.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have these steps... it is quite tough because the steps are high.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:44.20,0:14:47.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is kind of measurement for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:47.03,0:14:55.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It means I can measure my carefulness everyday doing these steps.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:55.98,0:15:01.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The situation I was used to when I started living in this house,
Dialogue: 0,0:15:01.58,0:15:05.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was OK... I was able to go without problem,
Dialogue: 0,0:15:05.92,0:15:10.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but anything was worsening the situation, so more difficult.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:10.82,0:15:13.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the last month, even after the treatment
Dialogue: 0,0:15:13.32,0:15:20.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had kind of, let's say, changes in a situation, so not improving.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:20.75,0:15:29.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Last week, as you know, was kind of a bad week where I reached the limit.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:29.49,0:15:33.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It means immediately, I was not able to do these stairs.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:33.78,0:15:37.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was a kind of shock. I was afraid that day.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:37.24,0:15:46.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But then I understood that it was only from the mental point of view, I was afraid!
Dialogue: 0,0:15:46.47,0:15:54.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The week after, I mean last week, I had experienced a completely new situation.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:54.07,0:16:00.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It means, everyday from Monday to Friday, I was stronger
Dialogue: 0,0:16:00.33,0:16:04.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and lifting the arms stronger, but much stronger.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:04.22,0:16:08.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And every day was better than the previous.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:08.23,0:16:11.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This happened from Monday to Friday.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:11.59,0:16:17.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This never happened in 6 years! Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:17.56,0:16:21.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So you have some control of your arms and walking? Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:21.93,0:16:27.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started to have control on the right arm.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:27.27,0:16:31.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On the left I can not lift so I'm very weak,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:31.78,0:16:37.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but let's say I started very light control of shoulder.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:37.06,0:16:40.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It means it's not enough to move to rise,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:40.79,0:16:48.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but if I lie on the bed with arms, let's say on the high side,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:48.10,0:16:52.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the left is going falling down because gravity so I cannot control.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:52.33,0:16:54.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the right I can control a little bit.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:54.67,0:16:56.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I brake it when is falling down.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:56.98,0:16:59.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This you couldn't do before? No.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:59.21,0:17:05.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This I discover by chance same week of August last,
Dialogue: 0,0:17:05.17,0:17:12.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was expecting during the movement this arm falling down
Dialogue: 0,0:17:12.83,0:17:16.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that, unconsciously, I was controlling.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:16.42,0:17:21.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, that's why I recognized there is something strange, it's not normal.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:21.85,0:17:30.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then after that day, this control stays up to present.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:30.72,0:17:36.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some days it is better, let's say, some days a little bit worse,
Dialogue: 0,0:17:36.14,0:17:41.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but this control is present up to date.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:41.40,0:17:46.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you are walking? The walk you do?
Dialogue: 0,0:17:46.73,0:17:54.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The walking is a tricky point, because, I improved.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:54.52,0:17:58.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because one year ago I was walking, only with my wife.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:58.86,0:18:02.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now I walk as much as I can alone,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:02.50,0:18:06.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I don't want a support.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:06.32,0:18:09.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some days I walk much better than others.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:09.93,0:18:15.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started to walk also on the ground and grass.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:15.03,0:18:22.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean difficult paths, and this has changed.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:22.93,0:18:30.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The problem of walking is that for me is it's so, let's say,
Dialogue: 0,0:18:30.90,0:18:39.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,minimal changes day by day that it's difficult for me to recognize the changes.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:39.52,0:18:47.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So others told me: "Look, you are walking in a different way".
Dialogue: 0,0:18:47.52,0:18:51.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it was difficult for me to believe that I was walking differently.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:51.18,0:18:57.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But looking at my first video, and remembering how I was walking one year ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:57.90,0:19:00.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I must say I walk in a different way.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:00.70,0:19:06.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I compare to my previous situation when I was running and doing everything,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:06.52,0:19:09.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so if you compare to this you are deluded,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:09.79,0:19:13.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but compare to one year ago... now I'm walking!
Dialogue: 0,0:19:13.86,0:19:18.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't have any big slant or big autonomy really,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:18.95,0:19:23.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but walking is different for sure... and it's better.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:23.82,0:19:26.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Your son made a comment about your walking?
Dialogue: 0,0:19:26.28,0:19:30.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, my son, my son, my own son...
Dialogue: 0,0:19:30.32,0:19:37.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was a day when I was supposed to be tired, the weekend tired.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:37.92,0:19:46.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I was feeling myself bad going after from the car,
Dialogue: 0,0:19:46.73,0:19:53.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,normally when I sit for a long time, I'm tired.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:53.73,0:19:58.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I said OK, I need some time to sit up.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:58.08,0:20:05.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And my son who was behind me said, and the sentence was like:
Dialogue: 0,0:20:05.88,0:20:13.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Dad, to be without muscles or to be a ill man, you walk fast!"
Dialogue: 0,0:20:13.79,0:20:17.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I said: "Why? Why you said that?".
Dialogue: 0,0:20:17.76,0:20:21.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So for me I was walking bad and slow,
Dialogue: 0,0:20:21.06,0:20:26.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but, for my son I was walking fast.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:26.62,0:20:34.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And my son see me every day. So my feeling was wrong.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:34.72,0:20:38.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why I said it's difficult.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:38.02,0:20:42.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For the walking the best effects
Dialogue: 0,0:20:42.60,0:20:51.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see from the others. The people was looking at me in one, two, three weeks, one month.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:51.70,0:20:57.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me it was the same, for people sometimes it is shock.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:57.66,0:21:04.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I can't believe everybody is lying to me or so.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:04.85,0:21:08.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why... the changes were so small,
Dialogue: 0,0:21:08.68,0:21:13.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and alot of them sometimes for me it is difficult to believe.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:13.13,0:21:18.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I'm becoming used to the changes.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:18.91,0:21:25.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, yes, one year ago I was walking totally differently than now.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:25.14,0:21:32.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Better? ... Better!! But then you started Interacting in society...
Dialogue: 0,0:21:32.53,0:21:35.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can you tell us what was that like?
Dialogue: 0,0:21:35.97,0:21:43.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This was starting after a couple of months,
Dialogue: 0,0:21:43.34,0:21:48.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, after the start of the treatment.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:48.18,0:21:54.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And this was the one of the most important changes and the first to come.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:54.66,0:21:57.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, the psychological point of view, as I told you.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:57.83,0:22:05.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Before I was not simply willing to meet the people,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:05.30,0:22:11.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,friends, parents or people that are part of our life...
Dialogue: 0,0:22:11.45,0:22:18.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,simply taking children to school and so on and so on, and other families.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:18.28,0:22:21.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As I told you I preferred staying at home, alone,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:21.67,0:22:27.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I feel safe. It was at home I feel safe.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:27.43,0:22:31.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And my family can go out and enjoy and so on,
Dialogue: 0,0:22:31.40,0:22:35.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but at the end this was not good. So I started it.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:35.36,0:22:40.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How long did you do this for? ... Years. About 3, 4 years?
Dialogue: 0,0:22:40.45,0:22:49.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, go t on this. So I probably closed any intellectual activities
Dialogue: 0,0:22:49.96,0:22:53.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I felt uncomfortable doing these.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:53.61,0:22:56.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So what happened? Then the first step...
Dialogue: 0,0:22:56.54,0:23:02.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The beginning was kind of a challenge, a big conflict inside.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:02.77,0:23:08.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I accepted to do something that I never did before.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:08.85,0:23:13.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So to meet the people directly.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:13.74,0:23:19.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For years I refused to meet in a specific situation:
Dialogue: 0,0:23:19.20,0:23:24.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,parties, or a dinner, or social events.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:24.04,0:23:33.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The beginning was a big conflict, I do, I don't do, and so on.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:33.80,0:23:40.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I did it. Then, continued treatment and passing the time,
Dialogue: 0,0:23:40.47,0:23:48.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the wish to meet the people, to go out, was stronger and stronger and stronger.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:48.97,0:23:55.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, from one social activity became two, three and four.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:55.32,0:24:06.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if before it was a pain, a fear about situation, about the reality,
Dialogue: 0,0:24:06.22,0:24:12.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at the end, it became not.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:12.29,0:24:19.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, the fear was much weaker compared to the wish to go out.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:19.34,0:24:25.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I reached the point this summer, in August,
Dialogue: 0,0:24:25.09,0:24:30.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I met all these people without any,
Dialogue: 0,0:24:30.76,0:24:38.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without care about what they could think about me, and so on.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:38.35,0:24:40.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Can you tell us the situations?
Dialogue: 0,0:24:40.63,0:24:46.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The situation was, it was middle of August, in Italy,
Dialogue: 0,0:24:46.72,0:24:53.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they invited some gentlemen of school company of my son,
Dialogue: 0,0:24:53.29,0:24:58.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,invited us in the countryside, for a BBQ.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:58.64,0:25:04.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Countryside for me means immediately difficulties,
Dialogue: 0,0:25:04.21,0:25:07.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and also their house, to reach the house,
Dialogue: 0,0:25:07.57,0:25:12.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there are hundreds of steps and long houses' steps.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:12.23,0:25:15.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me in that moment it was impossible.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:15.02,0:25:19.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But now in the rest of it, OK, let's walk at least,
Dialogue: 0,0:25:19.02,0:25:25.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I will see the situation,
Dialogue: 0,0:25:25.42,0:25:29.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so, I said: "First, let's go there... and then let's see what happens".
Dialogue: 0,0:25:29.78,0:25:31.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At the end, it was wonderful day.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:31.61,0:25:35.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I was able to walk in spite of
Dialogue: 0,0:25:35.61,0:25:38.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the ground... it was not easy.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:38.05,0:25:45.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We spent the day between friends, eating, drinking, laughing.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:45.65,0:25:51.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, it was normal, very normal, the children were playing...
Dialogue: 0,0:25:51.26,0:25:56.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I was very surprised.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:56.37,0:26:03.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,People doesn't care about me completely.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:03.22,0:26:06.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, after, let's say, a few minutes,
Dialogue: 0,0:26:06.29,0:26:12.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt like normal. completely normal, in spite of all my difficulties.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:12.54,0:26:16.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Would you have done this last year?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:16.35,0:26:28.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No. All these social situation I have made since I started the treatment.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:28.13,0:26:30.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would have never done before.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:30.53,0:26:34.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So you meet these situations personally. Yes. Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:34.51,0:26:39.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, would you have done that? No.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:39.10,0:26:43.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I avoided in the past, all these situations.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:43.28,0:26:46.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,An easy example:
Dialogue: 0,0:26:46.25,0:26:51.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every Friday, my son in summer time goes to summer camp.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:51.63,0:26:55.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they organise every Friday, at the end of the week,
Dialogue: 0,0:26:55.86,0:27:03.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a small spectacle for the parents... they are going there since 3 years minimum.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:03.56,0:27:06.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I never attended to any of this one.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:06.74,0:27:09.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because of your illness? Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:09.15,0:27:17.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the funny thing is that in the past my physical situation was much better
Dialogue: 0,0:27:17.83,0:27:21.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,than now 2, 3 years ago, but I didn't know.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:21.97,0:27:28.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now I attended, I attended to all the spectacles,
Dialogue: 0,0:27:28.76,0:27:32.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm still alive, I enjoy.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:32.61,0:27:40.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the funny thing is that my son again, saying, told me:
Dialogue: 0,0:27:40.03,0:27:43.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Why you didn't attend in the past?"
Dialogue: 0,0:27:43.53,0:27:49.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I couldn't answer, because he said:
Dialogue: 0,0:27:49.62,0:27:54.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"If you can come now when you are not in a wonderful situation,
Dialogue: 0,0:27:54.30,0:27:58.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,why you didn't come in the past, when you were much better?"
Dialogue: 0,0:27:58.60,0:28:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had no answer!
Dialogue: 0,0:28:01.18,0:28:03.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you see the first change?
Dialogue: 0,0:28:03.34,0:28:08.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One week, two weeks, three weeks after you started?
Dialogue: 0,0:28:08.84,0:28:12.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think after some weeks let's say, between two.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:12.73,0:28:20.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the first answer, I started to see some psychological changes,
Dialogue: 0,0:28:20.63,0:28:24.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yes, in one month more or less.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:24.47,0:28:30.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What do you think the future holds for you now?
Dialogue: 0,0:28:30.11,0:28:37.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,First of all I started again to think of the future... which is a good point.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:37.72,0:28:49.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Looking at these changes it seems to me that I started a new road,
Dialogue: 0,0:28:49.04,0:28:53.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I can not stop on, so, I tried to making the office,
Dialogue: 0,0:28:53.71,0:28:55.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going out with friends and so on.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:55.94,0:29:02.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, I don't want to stop,
Dialogue: 0,0:29:02.02,0:29:08.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, my thinking now is that it was stupid, my behavior before.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:08.76,0:29:14.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am wondering why it was that way...
Dialogue: 0,0:29:14.17,0:29:20.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now it seams strange what I did in the past.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:20.00,0:29:24.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You've been back to your office in Milan, one month or four weeks ago?
Dialogue: 0,0:29:24.85,0:29:26.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, one month ago exactly.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:26.93,0:29:35.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This office I opened, personally, 15 years ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:35.05,0:29:39.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then we changed the building but I never visited this office..
Dialogue: 0,0:29:39.74,0:29:42.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When was last time you were in there?
Dialogue: 0,0:29:42.46,0:29:45.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In this building I've been never.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:45.46,0:29:54.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was in the previous building, but last time was 2008 I guess.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:54.76,0:30:02.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I stopped to go to the office in Milan, also because I was working in Rome,
Dialogue: 0,0:30:02.63,0:30:07.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I stopped to go there, so it was very long time.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:07.57,0:30:12.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This was a new office opened two years ago, and I've never been there.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:12.88,0:30:24.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In August, it was the beginning of August, I was back to Milan meeting these guys and looking at the new office.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:24.05,0:30:34.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was very nice because, let's say, I left Milan many years ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:34.06,0:30:37.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Strange thing was that, when I was there, even new office,
Dialogue: 0,0:30:37.99,0:30:46.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was feeling was like I was working there since forever.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:46.42,0:30:50.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had no bad feeling, oh my God, it's many years,
Dialogue: 0,0:30:50.62,0:30:53.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I'm not here, and people will look at me strange.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:53.59,0:30:56.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt completely normal.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:56.86,0:30:58.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Are you going back?
Dialogue: 0,0:30:58.91,0:31:00.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, in the end of this month.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:00.78,0:31:07.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I already fixed it, and every month I'm going in the Milan office.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:07.99,0:31:12.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you see yourself going back to work normal, in the future?
Dialogue: 0,0:31:12.92,0:31:15.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is without, doubt, absolutely.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:15.41,0:31:20.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So today you are going to see your colleagues more or less for the first time?
Dialogue: 0,0:31:20.46,0:31:28.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, these colleagues in Rome that for nearly one year that I didn't meet,
Dialogue: 0,0:31:28.08,0:31:32.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they don't know anything about this... this treatment I'm doing.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:32.45,0:31:39.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I kept reserved, only 2 or 3 people know,
Dialogue: 0,0:31:39.68,0:31:44.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and even they don't know anything about that I'm here in this moment.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:44.31,0:31:50.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, we are going to the company, and it would be totally shocking to many people.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:50.79,0:31:54.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I don't know the reaction that they will have.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:54.99,0:31:57.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Are you coming back to work in Rome?
Dialogue: 0,0:31:57.83,0:32:00.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes this is my target.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:00.60,0:32:04.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One of the things which is important to understand
Dialogue: 0,0:32:04.58,0:32:08.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by the work of research of Foundation,
Dialogue: 0,0:32:08.26,0:32:12.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is we call ALS "the death wish that comes true",
Dialogue: 0,0:32:12.74,0:32:17.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which means that psychologically, through certain reasons,
Dialogue: 0,0:32:17.63,0:32:24.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the individual sets off a certain kind of process which terminates the life.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:24.59,0:32:28.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This termination of life means they can
Dialogue: 0,0:32:28.29,0:32:35.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,escape from the problems of \what they are facing.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:35.84,0:32:38.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some people chose hanging by suicide.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:38.86,0:32:42.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some people choose different methods of ending life.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:42.53,0:32:47.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, ALS in fact is the same process,
Dialogue: 0,0:32:47.62,0:32:52.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but starts with a process of psychological double trigger,
Dialogue: 0,0:32:52.26,0:32:55.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of which we understand the process.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:55.25,0:33:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And this psychological change, which then afterwards becomes a physical change...
Dialogue: 0,0:33:01.18,0:33:04.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As we see the arm is coming back, and the walking has changed.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:04.60,0:33:07.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the process of development
Dialogue: 0,0:33:07.55,0:33:11.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the psychological change in the understanding of that
Dialogue: 0,0:33:11.99,0:33:15.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there is no reason to take such a step.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:15.38,0:33:19.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They literally trigger the death code in the brain
Dialogue: 0,0:33:19.32,0:33:25.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the process as we see in Mr. Vassan, has started literally ten years ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:25.56,0:33:28.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is something which is not gradual.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:28.34,0:33:31.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The first trigger comes at any stages of life,
Dialogue: 0,0:33:31.12,0:33:35.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the second trigger happens when the second crisis comes.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:35.31,0:33:39.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And now we start understanding the process much better
Dialogue: 0,0:33:39.33,0:33:48.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we see, more or less, the start of the reversal limit and the physical disability changes.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:48.72,0:33:52.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have recorded the whole case from the beginning,
Dialogue: 0,0:33:52.57,0:33:56.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so the steps... we see changes in walking,
Dialogue: 0,0:33:56.79,0:34:01.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the drop foot has gone, the walking has changed,
Dialogue: 0,0:34:01.23,0:34:06.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we see changes in the arms on small stages.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:06.13,0:34:11.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So we today, we record the whole event, the process, by standards.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:11.90,0:34:17.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We are not taking any steps, we've done the same thing in Milan.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:17.12,0:34:22.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, this is just for archives, and at the same time,
Dialogue: 0,0:34:22.34,0:34:27.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to show to the ALS community that there is a solution,
Dialogue: 0,0:34:27.59,0:34:30.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there is a new way to look at this disease,
Dialogue: 0,0:34:30.01,0:34:33.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and nobody should die from this disease any more.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:33.38,0:34:38.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thank you for your time, and I hope we'll see a nice day today!
Dialogue: 0,0:34:38.52,0:34:42.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you. I hope, this is the target of today.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:42.02,0:34:44.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you. Thank you.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:44.74,0:34:54.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:34:54.62,0:35:01.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Due to restriction by the Company of the volunteer, all videos taken within
Dialogue: 0,0:35:01.81,0:35:06.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the offices of the company has been blocked. The Foundation does not understand
Dialogue: 0,0:35:06.92,0:35:14.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the purpose of this move in the celebrating the return of one of their workers back to work after years.
Dialogue: 0,0:35:14.31,0:35:20.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But due to legal papers which we had to sign for the company three weeks after recordings
Dialogue: 0,0:35:20.66,0:35:25.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we have to withhold the footage of these meetings, which was so wonderful, away from public.
Dialogue: 0,0:35:25.67,0:35:28.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We hope one day commonsense will prevail and we all share
Dialogue: 0,0:35:28.82,0:35:32.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,these wonderful moments with each other and with the rest of the world.
Dialogue: 0,0:35:32.43,0:35:34.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Today is 6th of October 2013,
Dialogue: 0,0:35:34.07,0:35:38.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After the two surprise visits to my company,
Dialogue: 0,0:35:38.36,0:35:47.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,beginning of August in Milan office, and beginning of September in Rome office,
Dialogue: 0,0:35:47.32,0:35:50.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I did it again, second time.
Dialogue: 0,0:35:50.11,0:35:59.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in both cases it was in general much easier, and much normal, the approach.
Dialogue: 0,0:35:59.16,0:36:08.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I had no big fears or worries to go there... simply a pleasure to live and
Dialogue: 0,0:36:08.91,0:36:14.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to go out and meet people, the others, my colleagues.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:14.33,0:36:20.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, this was very nice. And even coming back,
Dialogue: 0,0:36:20.51,0:36:26.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the thinking was to the next appointment, next meeting.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:26.67,0:36:31.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I decided with pleasure that, for example, I will go
Dialogue: 0,0:36:31.39,0:36:37.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,once a month in Milan office, if not more. OK?
Dialogue: 0,0:36:37.62,0:36:40.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And also periodically to the Rome office.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:40.27,0:36:46.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In this case, logistics is more difficult, so I have to organise better.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:46.10,0:36:51.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in general I noted that I'm thinking again
Dialogue: 0,0:36:51.51,0:36:56.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in terms of the future, not past or present situation.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:56.17,0:37:04.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All together, this result, what I achieved in the last couple of months,
Dialogue: 0,0:37:04.96,0:37:10.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for me was really unthinkable only three months ago. So, I mean in June.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:10.92,0:37:16.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is unbelievable, unbelievable at this stage.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:16.78,0:37:25.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In other nice discovery I made is that all this activity, what I did, what I'm doing,
Dialogue: 0,0:37:25.94,0:37:31.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has an impact also on the others, for example, my colleagues.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:31.65,0:37:39.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I learned that at the end they don't care about my physical situation.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:39.57,0:37:42.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They are, of course, ready to help me...
Dialogue: 0,0:37:42.82,0:37:50.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they are sorry, but this is not the main point. They don't care about this.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:50.16,0:37:54.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What really important seems to be my presence there
Dialogue: 0,0:37:54.78,0:38:01.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the fact that I move, I travel just to go there to meet them,
Dialogue: 0,0:38:01.01,0:38:05.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and this is the important part,
Dialogue: 0,0:38:05.40,0:38:10.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it's different than what I thought, completely different!
Dialogue: 0,0:38:10.19,0:38:15.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, this awareness helps me again,
Dialogue: 0,0:38:15.24,0:38:21.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because this reduce a lot the psychological part of this illness.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:21.99,0:38:25.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This illness is composed of two parts, main parts...
Dialogue: 0,0:38:25.94,0:38:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One is physical: the daily difficulty to do things, simply.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:31.10,0:38:36.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The other part is psychological: this is the driver of the illness.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:36.92,0:38:41.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we can summarize in one word: it's "Fear"!
Dialogue: 0,0:38:41.48,0:38:50.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Fear of the situation, fear of going out, fear of the others, what they could think and so on.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:50.91,0:38:55.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Reducing the fear is the most powerful part
Dialogue: 0,0:38:55.84,0:38:59.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and is, I think, an important step.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:59.43,0:39:05.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Indeed the evidence of today is that despite my physical condition
Dialogue: 0,0:39:05.90,0:39:09.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was much worse in the past, some years ago,
Dialogue: 0,0:39:09.94,0:39:17.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm now doing things that I never did, I never wanted to do,
Dialogue: 0,0:39:17.32,0:39:22.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even if when my physical condition was much better than now.
Dialogue: 0,0:39:22.53,0:39:29.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is really surprising me a lot, because it's nonsense, it's not logical...
Dialogue: 0,0:39:29.53,0:39:35.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now that I'm worst I'm doing more than when I was much better.
Dialogue: 0,0:39:35.96,0:39:40.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Another achievement, nice thing, in the last month,
Dialogue: 0,0:39:40.34,0:39:43.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was, from the physical point of view
Dialogue: 0,0:39:43.73,0:39:46.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it's linked to the psychological part,
Dialogue: 0,0:39:46.88,0:39:52.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,normally at the end of the day, late evening or at night time
Dialogue: 0,0:39:52.22,0:39:55.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with very low energy, so really weak,
Dialogue: 0,0:39:55.70,0:39:58.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I have home stairs in my house
Dialogue: 0,0:39:58.88,0:40:04.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that is quite tough to do... it's kind of challenge every time.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:04.78,0:40:09.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Couple of times, I was able to did all set at night
Dialogue: 0,0:40:09.47,0:40:18.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,later with some efforts, but it's kind of very unusual thing to just go upstairs,
Dialogue: 0,0:40:18.56,0:40:21.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and to spend some time with my children when they go to bed.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:21.82,0:40:28.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So this was wonderful for me, wonderful for them, and a big achievement.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:28.45,0:40:39.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So simply the wish to go upstairs. And all these facts together are,
Dialogue: 0,0:40:39.22,0:40:45.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as I said before, quite surprising, about this evolution.
Dialogue: 0,0:40:46.01,0:40:54.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let's say, I feel positive, so these are positive feedback that helps a lot,
Dialogue: 0,0:40:54.30,0:41:05.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I hope this will continue also in the future.
Dialogue: 0,0:41:05.38,0:41:12.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This story to be continued
Dialogue: 0,0:41:12.09,0:41:18.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with future videos
Dialogue: 0,0:41:18.34,0:41:26.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from this volunteer.
Dialogue: 0,0:41:26.55,0:41:37.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:41:37.04,0:41:51.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A L S - " Death wish that comes true"
Dialogue: 0,0:41:51.43,0:42:00.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For the ALS technical document on a new approach,
Dialogue: 0,0:42:00.60,0:42:04.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,access:
Dialogue: 0,0:42:04.45,0:42:59.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,www.keshefoundation.org/latest-papers/download/5.html