0:00:00.000,0:00:02.671 . 0:00:02.671,0:00:08.742 Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis - Death wish that comes true 0:00:08.742,0:00:13.625 ALS 0:00:17.692,0:00:21.889 M.T.Keshe (2000-2013) - All rights reserved 0:00:21.889,0:00:25.762 www.keshefoundation.org 0:00:25.762,0:00:52.035 0:00:52.035,0:00:53.737 Contact: als@keshefoundation.com 0:00:53.737,0:00:56.959 0:00:56.959,0:00:59.423 www.keshefoundation.org 0:00:59.423,0:01:03.941 My name is Mehran Tavakoli Keshe, I´m a director of the Keshe Foundation. 0:01:03.941,0:01:07.060 Keshe Foundation is a spaceship program 0:01:07.060,0:01:09.249 which is involved in plasma technology, 0:01:09.249,0:01:13.747 and it has proven through different aspects of its development 0:01:13.747,0:01:16.264 that energy and motion can be made 0:01:16.264,0:01:19.621 from plasma in a very simple way. 0:01:19.621,0:01:23.017 For years we've been asked how we have developed 0:01:23.017,0:01:24.504 and taken our technology in plasma technology, 0:01:24.504,0:01:29.914 which has to do with gravitational magnetic field of a system, 0:01:29.914,0:01:32.449 into the Health section of the technology, 0:01:32.449,0:01:37.933 and how we achieved so many different positive moves, 0:01:37.933,0:01:42.224 and changing diseases, using the new plasma technology. 0:01:42.224,0:01:45.100 For the first time, with this video 0:01:45.100,0:01:49.446 we open our doors to the world population, 0:01:49.446,0:01:53.084 to look and see how a simple technology 0:01:53.084,0:01:55.252 has changed the life of a man. 0:01:55.252,0:01:57.754 At the same time, with this video 0:01:57.754,0:02:00.293 we are releasing a paper for the first time, 0:02:00.293,0:02:03.952 from the Health aspects of the technology of the Foundation 0:02:03.952,0:02:09.568 and for the first time we allow the world's scientific, 0:02:09.568,0:02:13.353 and the world population, to have a glimpse 0:02:13.353,0:02:15.301 into one of the most secret and guarded 0:02:15.301,0:02:17.930 technologies of the Keshe Foundation. 0:02:17.930,0:02:21.509 We are opening our doors in response to the peace talks 0:02:21.509,0:02:25.325 which is taking place, and at the same time 0:02:25.325,0:02:27.235 ensuring that there is new development, 0:02:27.235,0:02:31.056 in Health, in Energy and in Space. 0:02:31.056,0:02:34.650 So, with this video we would like to show 0:02:34.650,0:02:38.369 how a life of a man who has been sentenced to death, 0:02:38.369,0:02:40.063 literally, by being told 0:02:40.063,0:02:43.571 that he has a disease called ALS, 0:02:43.571,0:02:45.583 and how he has changed his life 0:02:45.583,0:02:51.922 using the system, from March to September of 2013. 0:02:51.922,0:02:53.980 Most of the videos you will see 0:02:53.980,0:02:59.242 is being made by him, and at the same time 0:02:59.242,0:03:01.778 made during the processes we had with him, 0:03:01.778,0:03:05.232 during the system development. 0:03:05.232,0:03:07.940 We see how a man who barely could walk 0:03:07.940,0:03:11.839 now he goes to work in Rome and in Milan (city) 0:03:11.839,0:03:16.234 and at the same time he has been given a second chance 0:03:16.234,0:03:19.696 he is getting part of his movement back. 0:03:19.696,0:03:25.220 ALS is a death sentence when it is given to you by a doctor. 0:03:25.220,0:03:26.830 The only thing is 0:03:26.830,0:03:29.851 we do not know the time when it will be carried out. 0:03:29.851,0:03:33.178 You end up being paralysed, then you can not speak, 0:03:33.178,0:03:37.121 and usually followed by suffocation and death. 0:03:37.121,0:03:40.278 For the first time we have developed the technology 0:03:40.278,0:03:44.907 to be able to monitor and reverse this process. 0:03:44.907,0:03:51.591 This gentlemen is very tied up with this disease. 0:03:51.591,0:03:53.539 He can not do much, 0:03:53.539,0:03:55.482 but now he's getting control of his arm back. 0:03:55.482,0:03:58.643 He's getting control of his feet back. 0:03:58.643,0:04:02.286 He's getting control of his work, in a way, 0:04:02.286,0:04:04.337 being able to go to his office back. 0:04:04.337,0:04:10.173 He's joining the society in a slow but sure way. 0:04:10.173,0:04:17.572 This video is to show (that) now there is a solution for ALS. 0:04:17.572,0:04:19.644 This is one of the final cases 0:04:19.644,0:04:21.745 after we developed different systems 0:04:21.745,0:04:23.948 for this disease and M.S. 0:04:23.948,0:04:26.286 And we can say with certainty: 0:04:26.286,0:04:30.461 "There is a way out of this disease". 0:04:30.461,0:04:32.984 We welcome anyone who would like 0:04:32.984,0:04:35.908 to talk to us about this disease, 0:04:35.908,0:04:39.061 be it themselves being affected by it, 0:04:39.061,0:04:41.600 or you are a member of organization or association 0:04:41.600,0:04:43.416 which is working with ALS. 0:04:43.416,0:04:45.362 Or you are a pharmaceutical, 0:04:45.362,0:04:47.050 and you want to develop this technology 0:04:47.050,0:04:48.854 further for the world population. 0:04:48.854,0:04:53.156 Our doors are open and we welcome you for cooperation. 0:04:53.156,0:04:54.888 The same as what we did for our Energy, 0:04:54.888,0:04:56.756 and for our Space, with governments. 0:04:56.756,0:05:00.112 And same as what we did with our World Peace Treaty. 0:05:00.112,0:05:03.931 If you want to talk, contact us. Please go to: 0:05:03.931,0:05:06.681 als@keshefoundation.com 0:05:06.681,0:05:10.522 which we especially opened this line for this disease. 0:05:10.522,0:05:16.204 Fill in the form and we will respond. It is very easy. 0:05:16.204,0:05:18.571 There should not be a death sentence 0:05:18.571,0:05:21.387 once you are told you have ALS, 0:05:21.387,0:05:24.118 for the majority of the ALS cases. 0:05:24.118,0:05:30.316 We have not found the solution for all of the aspects of different types of ALS, 0:05:30.316,0:05:33.180 but at least we have opened the doorway. 0:05:33.180,0:05:35.679 WE WELCOME ANY HEALTH AUTHORITY OR ANY GOVERNMENT 0:05:35.679,0:05:38.411 WHO WOULD LIKE TO LOOK INTO THIS DEVELOPMENT. 0:05:38.411,0:05:41.856 OUR DOORS ARE OPEN TO YOU! We are not hiding anything, 0:05:41.856,0:05:44.382 The same as we did not with our World Peace Treaty, 0:05:44.382,0:05:47.363 and with our Energy, and the Space technology, 0:05:47.363,0:05:50.330 We have shared them with the world population, 0:05:50.330,0:05:52.110 now we're sharing our Health, 0:05:52.110,0:05:54.597 directly with the world population. 0:05:54.597,0:05:56.326 Watch the video, I hope you enjoy 0:05:56.326,0:05:58.075 and take pleasure as much as we did, 0:05:58.075,0:05:59.660 seeing how the life of a man has changed 0:05:59.660,0:06:04.216 without even taking any medicine. Thank you. 0:06:04.216,0:07:27.202 0:07:27.202,0:07:34.808 Today is 8th of September, 2013. We are in Rome 0:07:34.808,0:07:39.424 and the purpose of this recording is to show 0:07:39.424,0:07:44.452 that the disease known as ALS or known as "DESMA" 0:07:44.452,0:07:47.176 can be stopped and reversed. 0:07:47.176,0:07:52.332 And today we have a gentleman with us is Mr. Max Vassan, 0:07:52.332,0:07:55.570 who has been through this process since March of this year (2013), 0:07:55.570,0:08:00.712 and this gives us a springboard to bring 0:08:00.712,0:08:07.273 this technology from the health aspects in respect to ALS 0:08:07.273,0:08:13.838 into the mainstream medical applications for the Foundation. 0:08:13.838,0:08:17.340 And I would like to ask, if you want to introduce yourself, 0:08:17.340,0:08:21.805 about who you are, and how long you have ALS. 0:08:21.805,0:08:24.975 My name is Maximiliano Vassan 0:08:24.975,0:08:29.213 and I had the diagnosis 0:08:29.213,0:08:35.126 for ALS. I received 6 years ago, it was 2007, 0:08:35.126,0:08:40.067 and I'm 44 years old now, I was 38 0:08:40.067,0:08:48.050 when I received this bad news and... that's it. 0:08:48.050,0:08:54.295 How has been your position before you started 0:08:54.295,0:08:57.295 this process with the Foundation? 0:08:57.295,0:09:04.605 The position was: I was closing. I was stopping 0:09:04.605,0:09:10.588 my life, more or less, not willing to go out. 0:09:10.588,0:09:15.588 Not willing to meet people so it was a... a total closure. 0:09:15.588,0:09:18.717 So, not only from the physical point of view 0:09:18.717,0:09:21.797 but from the psychological point of view. 0:09:21.797,0:09:27.587 So it was a kind of hopeless life, 0:09:27.587,0:09:34.167 more or less, without any big expectation for the future. 0:09:34.167,0:09:40.759 What was your condition when you started 0:09:40.759,0:09:43.687 this position, physically and mentally? 0:09:43.687,0:09:46.669 Physically... let me say the biggest changes were not 0:09:46.669,0:09:52.186 from physical side..umm, (rather) the psychological side. 0:09:52.186,0:10:00.582 I was afraid... I was afraid to go out, 0:10:00.582,0:10:03.257 to live a normal life. 0:10:03.257,0:10:06.390 So I believed that staying at home 0:10:06.390,0:10:11.093 I could... something could have happened, 0:10:11.093,0:10:14.795 and maybe to heal to recover... 0:10:14.795,0:10:18.730 but now I guess this was bad thinking, 0:10:18.730,0:10:23.263 because at the end the message was not of life, 0:10:23.263,0:10:27.514 it was a message of death, closed at home, 0:10:27.514,0:10:30.211 not going out with family, son and so on. 0:10:30.211,0:10:34.622 And in the past my physical condition was, 0:10:34.622,0:10:39.231 better before in the years, I mean, 0:10:39.231,0:10:43.451 but from the Psychological point of view I was really, really closed. 0:10:43.451,0:10:45.939 This is completely changed now. 0:10:45.939,0:10:49.546 So this is the biggest change 0:10:49.546,0:10:51.828 from the psychological point of view. 0:10:51.878,0:10:57.732 The physicality, the physicality , the first signal I got recently. 0:10:57.732,0:11:02.078 The big signal one week ago, 0:11:02.078,0:11:05.391 so part of the walking 0:11:05.391,0:11:10.941 it is improved since we met five months ago. 0:11:10.941,0:11:12.508 The rest is coming now, 0:11:12.508,0:11:17.158 so it's first psychological point of view, 0:11:17.158,0:11:23.518 these are most important, and then the physical now. 0:11:23.518,0:11:25.936 When was the last time you came to Rome, 0:11:25.936,0:11:28.522 where you worked, where you are going today? 0:11:28.522,0:11:36.110 I was here nearly one year ago, and it was for a job, 0:11:36.110,0:11:41.207 so I had to come for some professional situation. 0:11:41.207,0:11:46.880 And then I say: "I am not meant to come here in the future". 0:11:46.880,0:11:55.020 So wish was, "OK, maybe one day", but without really believing. 0:11:55.020,0:11:59.923 So, now I'm here because... I'm here for no reasons, 0:11:59.923,0:12:04.165 So, I'm here for a kind of holidays, let's put it. 0:12:04.165,0:12:10.210 Because, I'm here because I want. 0:12:10.210,0:12:14.820 So, before I had yet to come for a reason, 0:12:14.820,0:12:19.856 now I'm here because I want. 0:12:19.856,0:12:24.259 This life is slightly different, but internally is a big thing. 0:12:24.259,0:12:29.146 When you were here last time, could you walk on your own? Or? 0:12:29.146,0:12:35.252 No. Oh, maybe I could... but I didn't! 0:12:35.252,0:12:39.259 So, I was walking hanging onto the shoulder of my wife. 0:12:39.259,0:12:42.582 because I was completely insecure. 0:12:42.582,0:12:51.775 I was afraid at that time one year ago to go out... towards a pain. 0:12:51.775,0:12:59.495 it was pain... not being like physical pain, but it was really difficult. 0:12:59.495,0:13:05.930 I was afraid to go outside for my condition. 0:13:05.930,0:13:13.432 So part of it was related to the risk to fall down to hurt myself, 0:13:13.432,0:13:19.664 but also the rest was to meet the people in this condition. 0:13:19.664,0:13:24.080 So I felt really uncomfortable to go out. 0:13:24.080,0:13:27.753 You started the process in March? Yes. 0:13:27.753,0:13:34.354 When we saw you in the first meeting you could only walk 0:13:34.354,0:13:38.293 with the help of your wife holding your shoulder? Yes, yes. 0:13:38.293,0:13:43.099 At that time for me it was unthinkable to walk alone outside. 0:13:43.099,0:13:47.971 I was doing that at home, but at home was easy. 0:13:47.971,0:13:52.435 Outside, I completely needed the support of my wife 0:13:52.435,0:13:58.304 to be sure, so it was a kind of "safe" for me. 0:13:58.304,0:14:03.802 But now? Now? Now, every time she 0:14:03.802,0:14:09.274 offers me the, not the shoulder but the arm, I say: 0:14:09.274,0:14:15.312 "I don't want". So, I walk alone as much as I can. 0:14:15.312,0:14:19.602 If I see any obstacles on the steps and so on, 0:14:19.602,0:14:23.423 and I'm not gonna say, it's stupid, I don't want to fall down, 0:14:23.423,0:14:29.088 so i ask for help, but only in the situation where I need it. 0:14:29.088,0:14:32.080 You work at home upstairs? Yes. 0:14:32.080,0:14:33.896 On the second floor? Yes. 0:14:33.896,0:14:37.330 How has that situation changed there? 0:14:37.330,0:14:40.764 0:14:40.764,0:14:44.198 I have these steps... it is quite tough because the steps are high. 0:14:44.198,0:14:47.027 This is kind of measurement for me. 0:14:47.027,0:14:55.977 It means I can measure my carefulness everyday doing these steps. 0:14:55.977,0:15:01.582 The situation I was used to when I started living in this house, 0:15:01.582,0:15:05.925 it was OK... I was able to go without problem, 0:15:05.925,0:15:10.820 but anything was worsening the situation, so more difficult. 0:15:10.820,0:15:13.320 In the last month, even after the treatment 0:15:13.320,0:15:20.749 I had kind of, let's say, changes in a situation, so not improving. 0:15:20.749,0:15:29.494 Last week, as you know, was kind of a bad week where I reached the limit. 0:15:29.494,0:15:33.785 It means immediately, I was not able to do these stairs. 0:15:33.785,0:15:37.240 It was a kind of shock. I was afraid that day. 0:15:37.240,0:15:46.470 But then I understood that it was only from the mental point of view, I was afraid! 0:15:46.470,0:15:54.069 The week after, I mean last week, I had experienced a completely new situation. 0:15:54.069,0:16:00.329 It means, everyday from Monday to Friday, I was stronger 0:16:00.329,0:16:04.224 and lifting the arms stronger, but much stronger. 0:16:04.224,0:16:08.234 And every day was better than the previous. 0:16:08.234,0:16:11.587 This happened from Monday to Friday. 0:16:11.587,0:16:17.564 This never happened in 6 years! Yes. 0:16:17.564,0:16:21.931 So you have some control of your arms and walking? Yes. 0:16:21.931,0:16:27.271 I started to have control on the right arm. 0:16:27.271,0:16:31.779 On the left I can not lift so I'm very weak, 0:16:31.779,0:16:37.060 but let's say I started very light control of shoulder. 0:16:37.060,0:16:40.788 It means it's not enough to move to rise, 0:16:40.788,0:16:48.103 but if I lie on the bed with arms, let's say on the high side, 0:16:48.103,0:16:52.332 the left is going falling down because gravity so I cannot control. 0:16:52.332,0:16:54.673 the right I can control a little bit. 0:16:54.673,0:16:56.981 So I brake it when is falling down. 0:16:56.981,0:16:59.209 This you couldn't do before? No. 0:16:59.209,0:17:05.169 This I discover by chance same week of August last, 0:17:05.169,0:17:12.827 because I was expecting during the movement this arm falling down 0:17:12.827,0:17:16.419 and that, unconsciously, I was controlling. 0:17:16.419,0:17:21.848 So, that's why I recognized there is something strange, it's not normal. 0:17:21.848,0:17:30.720 And then after that day, this control stays up to present. 0:17:30.720,0:17:36.143 Some days it is better, let's say, some days a little bit worse, 0:17:36.143,0:17:41.404 but this control is present up to date. 0:17:41.404,0:17:46.733 And you are walking? The walk you do? 0:17:46.733,0:17:54.523 The walking is a tricky point, because, I improved. 0:17:54.523,0:17:58.858 Because one year ago I was walking, only with my wife. 0:17:58.858,0:18:02.501 Now I walk as much as I can alone, 0:18:02.501,0:18:06.322 so I don't want a support. 0:18:06.322,0:18:09.931 Some days I walk much better than others. 0:18:09.931,0:18:15.026 I started to walk also on the ground and grass. 0:18:15.026,0:18:22.929 I mean difficult paths, and this has changed. 0:18:22.929,0:18:30.897 The problem of walking is that for me is it's so, let's say, 0:18:30.897,0:18:39.525 minimal changes day by day that it's difficult for me to recognize the changes. 0:18:39.525,0:18:47.519 So others told me: "Look, you are walking in a different way". 0:18:47.519,0:18:51.181 So it was difficult for me to believe that I was walking differently. 0:18:51.181,0:18:57.901 But looking at my first video, and remembering how I was walking one year ago. 0:18:57.901,0:19:00.704 I must say I walk in a different way. 0:19:00.704,0:19:06.525 So I compare to my previous situation when I was running and doing everything, 0:19:06.525,0:19:09.791 so if you compare to this you are deluded, 0:19:09.791,0:19:13.855 but compare to one year ago... now I'm walking! 0:19:13.855,0:19:18.946 I don't have any big slant or big autonomy really, 0:19:18.946,0:19:23.822 but walking is different for sure... and it's better. 0:19:23.822,0:19:26.275 Your son made a comment about your walking? 0:19:26.275,0:19:30.320 Yes, my son, my son, my own son... 0:19:30.320,0:19:37.923 it was a day when I was supposed to be tired, the weekend tired. 0:19:37.923,0:19:46.729 and I was feeling myself bad going after from the car, 0:19:46.729,0:19:53.734 normally when I sit for a long time, I'm tired. 0:19:53.734,0:19:58.078 I said OK, I need some time to sit up. 0:19:58.078,0:20:05.885 And my son who was behind me said, and the sentence was like: 0:20:05.885,0:20:13.794 "Dad, to be without muscles or to be a ill man, you walk fast!" 0:20:13.794,0:20:17.765 I said: "Why? Why you said that?". 0:20:17.765,0:20:21.055 So for me I was walking bad and slow, 0:20:21.055,0:20:26.616 but, for my son I was walking fast. 0:20:26.616,0:20:34.720 And my son see me every day. So my feeling was wrong. 0:20:34.720,0:20:38.025 That's why I said it's difficult. 0:20:38.025,0:20:42.601 For the walking the best effects 0:20:42.601,0:20:51.700 I see from the others. The people was looking at me in one, two, three weeks, one month. 0:20:51.700,0:20:57.656 For me it was the same, for people sometimes it is shock. 0:20:57.656,0:21:04.848 Then I can't believe everybody is lying to me or so. 0:21:04.848,0:21:08.675 That's why... the changes were so small, 0:21:08.675,0:21:13.128 and alot of them sometimes for me it is difficult to believe. 0:21:13.128,0:21:18.913 So I'm becoming used to the changes. 0:21:18.913,0:21:25.137 But, yes, one year ago I was walking totally differently than now. 0:21:25.137,0:21:32.531 Better? ... Better!! But then you started Interacting in society... 0:21:32.531,0:21:35.970 Can you tell us what was that like? 0:21:35.970,0:21:43.338 This was starting after a couple of months, 0:21:43.338,0:21:48.178 Yes, after the start of the treatment. 0:21:48.178,0:21:54.656 And this was the one of the most important changes and the first to come. 0:21:54.656,0:21:57.833 So, the psychological point of view, as I told you. 0:21:57.833,0:22:05.303 Before I was not simply willing to meet the people, 0:22:05.303,0:22:11.451 friends, parents or people that are part of our life... 0:22:11.451,0:22:18.200 simply taking children to school and so on and so on, and other families. 0:22:18.284,0:22:21.674 As I told you I preferred staying at home, alone, 0:22:21.674,0:22:27.432 and I feel safe. It was at home I feel safe. 0:22:27.432,0:22:31.402 And my family can go out and enjoy and so on, 0:22:31.402,0:22:35.358 but at the end this was not good. So I started it. 0:22:35.358,0:22:40.448 How long did you do this for? ... Years. About 3, 4 years? 0:22:40.448,0:22:49.964 Yes, go t on this. So I probably closed any intellectual activities 0:22:49.964,0:22:53.610 because I felt uncomfortable doing these. 0:22:53.610,0:22:56.537 So what happened? Then the first step... 0:22:56.537,0:23:02.772 The beginning was kind of a challenge, a big conflict inside. 0:23:02.772,0:23:08.846 So, I accepted to do something that I never did before. 0:23:08.846,0:23:13.743 So to meet the people directly. 0:23:13.743,0:23:19.196 For years I refused to meet in a specific situation: 0:23:19.196,0:23:24.039 parties, or a dinner, or social events. 0:23:24.039,0:23:33.803 The beginning was a big conflict, I do, I don't do, and so on. 0:23:33.803,0:23:40.473 But I did it. Then, continued treatment and passing the time, 0:23:40.473,0:23:48.974 the wish to meet the people, to go out, was stronger and stronger and stronger. 0:23:48.974,0:23:55.316 So, from one social activity became two, three and four. 0:23:55.316,0:24:06.222 And if before it was a pain, a fear about situation, about the reality, 0:24:06.222,0:24:12.290 at the end, it became not. 0:24:12.290,0:24:19.340 So, the fear was much weaker compared to the wish to go out. 0:24:19.340,0:24:25.090 And I reached the point this summer, in August, 0:24:25.090,0:24:30.756 that I met all these people without any, 0:24:30.756,0:24:38.352 without care about what they could think about me, and so on. 0:24:38.352,0:24:40.634 Can you tell us the situations? 0:24:40.634,0:24:46.725 The situation was, it was middle of August, in Italy, 0:24:46.725,0:24:53.290 and they invited some gentlemen of school company of my son, 0:24:53.290,0:24:58.637 invited us in the countryside, for a BBQ. 0:24:58.637,0:25:04.206 Countryside for me means immediately difficulties, 0:25:04.206,0:25:07.572 and also their house, to reach the house, 0:25:07.572,0:25:12.228 there are hundreds of steps and long houses' steps. 0:25:12.228,0:25:15.023 For me in that moment it was impossible. 0:25:15.023,0:25:19.017 But now in the rest of it, OK, let's walk at least, 0:25:19.017,0:25:25.418 and I will see the situation, 0:25:25.418,0:25:29.783 so, I said: "First, let's go there... and then let's see what happens". 0:25:29.783,0:25:31.613 At the end, it was wonderful day. 0:25:31.613,0:25:35.608 So, I was able to walk in spite of 0:25:35.608,0:25:38.050 the ground... it was not easy. 0:25:38.050,0:25:45.654 We spent the day between friends, eating, drinking, laughing. 0:25:45.654,0:25:51.264 So, it was normal, very normal, the children were playing... 0:25:51.264,0:25:56.373 So, I was very surprised. 0:25:56.373,0:26:03.215 People doesn't care about me completely. 0:26:03.215,0:26:06.290 So, after, let's say, a few minutes, 0:26:06.290,0:26:12.536 I felt like normal. completely normal, in spite of all my difficulties. 0:26:12.536,0:26:16.353 Would you have done this last year? 0:26:16.353,0:26:28.132 No. All these social situation I have made since I started the treatment. 0:26:28.132,0:26:30.529 I would have never done before. 0:26:30.529,0:26:34.506 So you meet these situations personally. Yes. Yes. 0:26:34.506,0:26:39.103 And, would you have done that? No. 0:26:39.103,0:26:43.277 I avoided in the past, all these situations. 0:26:43.277,0:26:46.254 An easy example: 0:26:46.254,0:26:51.626 Every Friday, my son in summer time goes to summer camp. 0:26:51.626,0:26:55.862 And they organise every Friday, at the end of the week, 0:26:55.862,0:27:03.556 a small spectacle for the parents... they are going there since 3 years minimum. 0:27:03.556,0:27:06.741 I never attended to any of this one. 0:27:06.741,0:27:09.147 Because of your illness? Yes. 0:27:09.147,0:27:17.834 But the funny thing is that in the past my physical situation was much better 0:27:17.834,0:27:21.967 than now 2, 3 years ago, but I didn't know. 0:27:21.967,0:27:28.761 Now I attended, I attended to all the spectacles, 0:27:28.761,0:27:32.608 and I'm still alive, I enjoy. 0:27:32.608,0:27:40.034 And the funny thing is that my son again, saying, told me: 0:27:40.034,0:27:43.528 "Why you didn't attend in the past?" 0:27:43.528,0:27:49.621 And I couldn't answer, because he said: 0:27:49.621,0:27:54.304 "If you can come now when you are not in a wonderful situation, 0:27:54.304,0:27:58.602 why you didn't come in the past, when you were much better?" 0:27:58.602,0:28:01.179 I had no answer! 0:28:01.179,0:28:03.336 When you see the first change? 0:28:03.336,0:28:08.845 One week, two weeks, three weeks after you started? 0:28:08.845,0:28:12.731 I think after some weeks let's say, between two. 0:28:12.731,0:28:20.626 In the first answer, I started to see some psychological changes, 0:28:20.626,0:28:24.471 yes, in one month more or less. 0:28:24.471,0:28:30.114 What do you think the future holds for you now? 0:28:30.114,0:28:37.723 First of all I started again to think of the future... which is a good point. 0:28:37.723,0:28:49.044 Looking at these changes it seems to me that I started a new road, 0:28:49.044,0:28:53.708 that I can not stop on, so, I tried to making the office, 0:28:53.708,0:28:55.942 going out with friends and so on. 0:28:55.942,0:29:02.024 And, I don't want to stop, 0:29:02.024,0:29:08.760 So, my thinking now is that it was stupid, my behavior before. 0:29:08.760,0:29:14.170 I am wondering why it was that way... 0:29:14.170,0:29:20.000 now it seams strange what I did in the past. 0:29:20.000,0:29:24.849 You've been back to your office in Milan, one month or four weeks ago? 0:29:24.849,0:29:26.926 Yes, one month ago exactly. 0:29:26.926,0:29:35.048 This office I opened, personally, 15 years ago. 0:29:35.048,0:29:39.738 Then we changed the building but I never visited this office.. 0:29:39.738,0:29:42.458 When was last time you were in there? 0:29:42.458,0:29:45.456 In this building I've been never. 0:29:45.456,0:29:54.762 I was in the previous building, but last time was 2008 I guess. 0:29:54.762,0:30:02.626 I stopped to go to the office in Milan, also because I was working in Rome, 0:30:02.626,0:30:07.567 so I stopped to go there, so it was very long time. 0:30:07.567,0:30:12.879 This was a new office opened two years ago, and I've never been there. 0:30:12.879,0:30:24.054 In August, it was the beginning of August, I was back to Milan meeting these guys and looking at the new office. 0:30:24.054,0:30:34.058 It was very nice because, let's say, I left Milan many years ago. 0:30:34.058,0:30:37.987 Strange thing was that, when I was there, even new office, 0:30:37.987,0:30:46.423 I was feeling was like I was working there since forever. 0:30:46.423,0:30:50.623 I had no bad feeling, oh my God, it's many years, 0:30:50.623,0:30:53.590 that I'm not here, and people will look at me strange. 0:30:53.590,0:30:56.860 I felt completely normal. 0:30:56.860,0:30:58.912 Are you going back? 0:30:58.912,0:31:00.784 Yes, in the end of this month. 0:31:00.784,0:31:07.993 I already fixed it, and every month I'm going in the Milan office. 0:31:07.993,0:31:12.919 Do you see yourself going back to work normal, in the future? 0:31:12.919,0:31:15.408 This is without, doubt, absolutely. 0:31:15.408,0:31:20.461 So today you are going to see your colleagues more or less for the first time? 0:31:20.461,0:31:28.081 Yes, these colleagues in Rome that for nearly one year that I didn't meet, 0:31:28.081,0:31:32.452 and they don't know anything about this... this treatment I'm doing. 0:31:32.452,0:31:39.679 So, I kept reserved, only 2 or 3 people know, 0:31:39.679,0:31:44.311 and even they don't know anything about that I'm here in this moment. 0:31:44.311,0:31:50.794 So, we are going to the company, and it would be totally shocking to many people. 0:31:50.794,0:31:54.992 So, I don't know the reaction that they will have. 0:31:54.992,0:31:57.834 Are you coming back to work in Rome? 0:31:57.834,0:32:00.597 Yes this is my target. 0:32:00.597,0:32:04.578 One of the things which is important to understand 0:32:04.578,0:32:08.264 by the work of research of Foundation, 0:32:08.264,0:32:12.743 is we call ALS "the death wish that comes true", 0:32:12.743,0:32:17.628 which means that psychologically, through certain reasons, 0:32:17.628,0:32:24.590 the individual sets off a certain kind of process which terminates the life. 0:32:24.590,0:32:28.289 This termination of life means they can 0:32:28.289,0:32:35.842 escape from the problems of \what they are facing. 0:32:35.842,0:32:38.860 Some people chose hanging by suicide. 0:32:38.860,0:32:42.533 Some people choose different methods of ending life. 0:32:42.533,0:32:47.623 But, ALS in fact is the same process, 0:32:47.623,0:32:52.258 but starts with a process of psychological double trigger, 0:32:52.258,0:32:55.250 of which we understand the process. 0:32:55.250,0:33:01.185 And this psychological change, which then afterwards becomes a physical change... 0:33:01.185,0:33:04.598 As we see the arm is coming back, and the walking has changed. 0:33:04.598,0:33:07.546 It is the process of development 0:33:07.546,0:33:11.991 of the psychological change in the understanding of that 0:33:11.991,0:33:15.378 there is no reason to take such a step. 0:33:15.378,0:33:19.321 They literally trigger the death code in the brain 0:33:19.321,0:33:25.562 and the process as we see in Mr. Vassan, has started literally ten years ago. 0:33:25.562,0:33:28.345 It is something which is not gradual. 0:33:28.345,0:33:31.122 The first trigger comes at any stages of life, 0:33:31.122,0:33:35.314 and the second trigger happens when the second crisis comes. 0:33:35.314,0:33:39.332 And now we start understanding the process much better 0:33:39.332,0:33:48.719 and we see, more or less, the start of the reversal limit and the physical disability changes. 0:33:48.719,0:33:52.573 We have recorded the whole case from the beginning, 0:33:52.573,0:33:56.790 so the steps... we see changes in walking, 0:33:56.790,0:34:01.230 the drop foot has gone, the walking has changed, 0:34:01.230,0:34:06.134 we see changes in the arms on small stages. 0:34:06.134,0:34:11.895 So we today, we record the whole event, the process, by standards. 0:34:11.895,0:34:17.121 We are not taking any steps, we've done the same thing in Milan. 0:34:17.121,0:34:22.337 So, this is just for archives, and at the same time, 0:34:22.337,0:34:27.589 to show to the ALS community that there is a solution, 0:34:27.589,0:34:30.014 there is a new way to look at this disease, 0:34:30.014,0:34:33.385 and nobody should die from this disease any more. 0:34:33.385,0:34:38.520 I thank you for your time, and I hope we'll see a nice day today! 0:34:38.520,0:34:42.025 Thank you. I hope, this is the target of today. 0:34:42.025,0:34:44.737 Thank you. Thank you. 0:34:44.737,0:34:54.619 0:34:54.619,0:35:01.811 Due to restriction by the Company of the volunteer, all videos taken within 0:35:01.811,0:35:06.923 the offices of the company has been blocked. The Foundation does not understand 0:35:06.923,0:35:14.312 the purpose of this move in the celebrating the return of one of their workers back to work after years. 0:35:14.312,0:35:20.655 But due to legal papers which we had to sign for the company three weeks after recordings 0:35:20.655,0:35:25.667 we have to withhold the footage of these meetings, which was so wonderful, away from public. 0:35:25.667,0:35:28.821 We hope one day commonsense will prevail and we all share 0:35:28.821,0:35:32.434 these wonderful moments with each other and with the rest of the world. 0:35:32.434,0:35:34.069 Today is 6th of October 2013, 0:35:34.069,0:35:38.360 After the two surprise visits to my company, 0:35:38.360,0:35:47.325 beginning of August in Milan office, and beginning of September in Rome office, 0:35:47.325,0:35:50.113 I did it again, second time. 0:35:50.113,0:35:59.162 And in both cases it was in general much easier, and much normal, the approach. 0:35:59.162,0:36:08.908 So I had no big fears or worries to go there... simply a pleasure to live and 0:36:08.908,0:36:14.332 to go out and meet people, the others, my colleagues. 0:36:14.332,0:36:20.513 So, this was very nice. And even coming back, 0:36:20.513,0:36:26.671 the thinking was to the next appointment, next meeting. 0:36:26.671,0:36:31.386 So I decided with pleasure that, for example, I will go 0:36:31.386,0:36:37.623 once a month in Milan office, if not more. OK? 0:36:37.623,0:36:40.273 And also periodically to the Rome office. 0:36:40.273,0:36:46.095 In this case, logistics is more difficult, so I have to organise better. 0:36:46.095,0:36:51.510 But in general I noted that I'm thinking again 0:36:51.510,0:36:56.169 in terms of the future, not past or present situation. 0:36:56.169,0:37:04.961 All together, this result, what I achieved in the last couple of months, 0:37:04.961,0:37:10.915 for me was really unthinkable only three months ago. So, I mean in June. 0:37:10.915,0:37:16.784 This is unbelievable, unbelievable at this stage. 0:37:16.784,0:37:25.937 In other nice discovery I made is that all this activity, what I did, what I'm doing, 0:37:25.937,0:37:31.649 has an impact also on the others, for example, my colleagues. 0:37:31.649,0:37:39.568 I learned that at the end they don't care about my physical situation. 0:37:39.568,0:37:42.820 They are, of course, ready to help me... 0:37:42.820,0:37:50.162 and they are sorry, but this is not the main point. They don't care about this. 0:37:50.162,0:37:54.783 What really important seems to be my presence there 0:37:54.783,0:38:01.006 for the fact that I move, I travel just to go there to meet them, 0:38:01.006,0:38:05.401 and this is the important part, 0:38:05.401,0:38:10.187 and it's different than what I thought, completely different! 0:38:10.187,0:38:15.240 So, this awareness helps me again, 0:38:15.240,0:38:21.986 because this reduce a lot the psychological part of this illness. 0:38:21.986,0:38:25.944 This illness is composed of two parts, main parts... 0:38:25.944,0:38:31.100 One is physical: the daily difficulty to do things, simply. 0:38:31.100,0:38:36.922 The other part is psychological: this is the driver of the illness. 0:38:36.922,0:38:41.480 And we can summarize in one word: it's "Fear"! 0:38:41.480,0:38:50.913 Fear of the situation, fear of going out, fear of the others, what they could think and so on. 0:38:50.913,0:38:55.841 Reducing the fear is the most powerful part 0:38:55.841,0:38:59.430 and is, I think, an important step. 0:38:59.430,0:39:05.887 Indeed the evidence of today is that despite my physical condition 0:39:05.903,0:39:09.941 was much worse in the past, some years ago, 0:39:09.941,0:39:17.315 I'm now doing things that I never did, I never wanted to do, 0:39:17.315,0:39:22.526 even if when my physical condition was much better than now. 0:39:22.526,0:39:29.529 This is really surprising me a lot, because it's nonsense, it's not logical... 0:39:29.529,0:39:35.962 Now that I'm worst I'm doing more than when I was much better. 0:39:35.962,0:39:40.308 Another achievement, nice thing, in the last month, 0:39:40.339,0:39:43.713 was, from the physical point of view 0:39:43.728,0:39:46.881 but it's linked to the psychological part, 0:39:46.881,0:39:52.220 normally at the end of the day, late evening or at night time 0:39:52.220,0:39:55.682 with very low energy, so really weak, 0:39:55.698,0:39:58.875 and I have home stairs in my house 0:39:58.875,0:40:04.776 that is quite tough to do... it's kind of challenge every time. 0:40:04.776,0:40:09.459 Couple of times, I was able to did all set at night 0:40:09.474,0:40:18.557 later with some efforts, but it's kind of very unusual thing to just go upstairs, 0:40:18.557,0:40:21.819 and to spend some time with my children when they go to bed. 0:40:21.819,0:40:28.449 So this was wonderful for me, wonderful for them, and a big achievement. 0:40:28.449,0:40:39.203 So simply the wish to go upstairs. And all these facts together are, 0:40:39.218,0:40:45.994 as I said before, quite surprising, about this evolution. 0:40:46.010,0:40:54.286 Let's say, I feel positive, so these are positive feedback that helps a lot, 0:40:54.302,0:41:05.346 and I hope this will continue also in the future. 0:41:05.376,0:41:12.088 This story to be continued 0:41:12.088,0:41:18.341 with future videos 0:41:18.341,0:41:26.550 from this volunteer. 0:41:26.550,0:41:37.027 0:41:37.043,0:41:51.430 A L S - " Death wish that comes true" 0:41:51.430,0:42:00.605 For the ALS technical document on a new approach, 0:42:00.605,0:42:04.448 access: 0:42:04.448,0:42:59.454 www.keshefoundation.org/latest-papers/download/5.html