WEBVTT 00:00:09.200 --> 00:00:24.720 (Bell) 00:00:28.824 --> 00:00:30.614 Dear Thay, dear Sangha, 00:00:33.101 --> 00:00:36.067 how can I trust myself? 00:01:02.677 --> 00:01:05.934 Trust is something that we cultivate, 00:01:08.294 --> 00:01:11.118 that we should cultivate. 00:01:14.173 --> 00:01:17.620 And it is based on our experience. 00:01:23.725 --> 00:01:27.880 To trust is to believe, to rely on something. 00:01:32.276 --> 00:01:35.600 And we have to rely only on evidence, 00:01:38.255 --> 00:01:40.588 on something that is evident. 00:01:43.233 --> 00:01:47.951 Suppose you talk about trusting the practice, trusting the Dharma. 00:01:51.399 --> 00:01:53.509 Do we trust the Dharma? 00:01:54.750 --> 00:01:56.993 Can we count on our practice? 00:01:58.260 --> 00:02:06.663 Sometimes you have doubt... about your practice, 00:02:06.883 --> 00:02:09.646 about what you learn from the Dharma 00:02:12.747 --> 00:02:17.428 But that doubt does not mean that... 00:02:22.380 --> 00:02:25.825 It is not exactly something negative. 00:02:27.881 --> 00:02:31.884 Because some doubt can help you to get deeper 00:02:31.884 --> 00:02:35.878 and to get a more profound understanding 00:02:37.025 --> 00:02:39.152 So doubt can be helpful. 00:02:39.756 --> 00:02:42.758 Doubt can be a positive thing. 00:02:44.030 --> 00:02:50.366 So if there is a doubt we have to breathe and recognize it as it is. 00:02:51.470 --> 00:02:56.554 Do not right away consider it to be something negative. 00:02:58.341 --> 00:03:05.652 In the Zen tradition we say: 'The greater the doubt, the greater the enlightenment.' 00:03:12.266 --> 00:03:15.076 That is the first thing we have to do. 00:03:17.318 --> 00:03:24.636 And then we have to learn how to recognise the evidence 00:03:25.449 --> 00:03:28.290 and to...establish our trust. 00:03:29.424 --> 00:03:32.919 Like the practice of mindful breathing, 00:03:37.518 --> 00:03:42.164 someone tries to convince you that mindful breathing is good, 00:03:43.565 --> 00:03:45.734 that it can help you a lot. 00:03:47.201 --> 00:03:50.561 But you don't have to believe him right away. 00:03:50.827 --> 00:03:56.647 You have to put it into practice to see whether it truly can help you. 00:03:57.028 --> 00:03:59.495 That is what the Buddha said. 00:03:59.820 --> 00:04:02.500 Don't believe right away in something 00:04:02.500 --> 00:04:06.511 even if it has been said by a famous teacher, 00:04:07.923 --> 00:04:11.675 even if it is written in the holy scripture. 00:04:12.551 --> 00:04:14.481 That's what the Buddha said. 00:04:15.154 --> 00:04:21.450 When you hear something beautiful you have to learn to put it into practice. 00:04:22.644 --> 00:04:24.655 And if it works for you 00:04:25.277 --> 00:04:27.820 and if you see that it works for another person, 00:04:27.820 --> 00:04:31.262 you can trust, you can believe in it. 00:04:32.161 --> 00:04:37.464 And that is the statement of the Buddha in a sutra called 'Kalama Sutra'. 00:04:38.158 --> 00:04:43.942 The Buddha was talking to a group of young people of the Kalama Clan. 00:04:45.546 --> 00:04:48.511 They asked him what to believe, 00:04:50.010 --> 00:04:53.127 because many teachers had visited them. 00:04:53.402 --> 00:04:58.253 And all of them said their teachings and practice were the best. 00:04:59.399 --> 00:05:00.815 So the Buddha said: 00:05:00.815 --> 00:05:08.029 "Don't believe right away in anything even if it is said by a great teacher 00:05:08.503 --> 00:05:11.919 or even if it is recorded in the holy scripture." 00:05:14.912 --> 00:05:18.752 You have to base it on evidence, like a scientist. 00:05:21.640 --> 00:05:24.228 So if you practice mindful breathing 00:05:27.241 --> 00:05:29.191 and you persevere in the practice, 00:05:29.771 --> 00:05:31.350 you will learn from it 00:05:31.447 --> 00:05:35.485 You will find out that the practice of mindful breathing 00:05:35.798 --> 00:05:38.200 can help increase your health, 00:05:39.985 --> 00:05:42.355 can... 00:05:42.956 --> 00:05:50.790 can help you to recognize the conditions of happiness you have, 00:05:54.307 --> 00:06:01.227 can help you handle a painful emotion, a painful feeling. 00:06:02.083 --> 00:06:05.915 In the beginning, you may not be able to do it right away. 00:06:06.914 --> 00:06:09.935 But you really have to try to practice it 00:06:10.479 --> 00:06:19.734 and you find out that...the practice works. 00:06:20.514 --> 00:06:23.272 And you have trust in the practice. 00:06:23.952 --> 00:06:29.003 And when you have trusted the practice, you trust yourself, 00:06:29.003 --> 00:06:34.174 because it is you who has done the practice. 00:06:35.016 --> 00:06:39.666 And you say: "I am capable of doing that." 00:06:42.517 --> 00:06:50.145 When you see a person who suffers practice the fourth mindfulness training. 00:06:50.555 --> 00:06:55.273 Say something, do something to help him or her suffer less. 00:06:56.163 --> 00:06:58.217 And you try to do it several times. 00:06:59.042 --> 00:07:01.971 And one day you see that it works. 00:07:03.179 --> 00:07:06.519 So you believe in the practice of the 4th mindfulness training. 00:07:06.519 --> 00:07:08.497 And you believe in yourself. 00:07:08.497 --> 00:07:10.056 You can do it! 00:07:10.771 --> 00:07:14.800 You have the capacity to make one person suffer less. 00:07:15.185 --> 00:07:19.554 You have the capacity to make yourself suffer less. 00:07:19.554 --> 00:07:27.026 And trust is built in that way: experiencing, practicing. 00:07:28.605 --> 00:07:30.757 And we know that in principle 00:07:30.757 --> 00:07:36.182 our ancestors have handed down to us many good things, many good seeds. 00:07:37.131 --> 00:07:45.014 It is for us to discover these good things and allow them... to manifest. 00:07:48.094 --> 00:07:53.988 The seeds of understanding, the seeds of joy, 00:07:54.844 --> 00:07:59.077 the seeds of forgiveness, the seeds of compassion 00:07:59.077 --> 00:08:00.833 are all in us. 00:08:05.735 --> 00:08:10.330 We hear the Buddha say we have these good things in us, 00:08:10.961 --> 00:08:16.437 but we have to practice in order to really recognise them as existing. 00:08:18.135 --> 00:08:21.720 And sometimes they have manifested in the past. 00:08:21.720 --> 00:08:27.389 And if you practice well they will continue to manifest better in the future. 00:08:27.389 --> 00:08:30.516 And that is the way to cultivate trust. 00:08:40.693 --> 00:08:59.320 (Bell)