1 00:00:09,200 --> 00:00:24,720 (Bell) 2 00:00:28,824 --> 00:00:30,614 Dear Thay, dear Sangha, 3 00:00:33,101 --> 00:00:36,067 how can I trust myself? 4 00:01:02,677 --> 00:01:05,934 Trust is something that we cultivate, 5 00:01:08,294 --> 00:01:11,118 that we should cultivate. 6 00:01:14,173 --> 00:01:17,620 And it is based on our experience. 7 00:01:23,725 --> 00:01:27,880 To trust is to believe, to rely on something. 8 00:01:32,276 --> 00:01:35,600 And we have to rely only on evidence, 9 00:01:38,255 --> 00:01:40,588 on something that is evident. 10 00:01:43,233 --> 00:01:47,951 Suppose you talk about trusting the practice, trusting the Dharma. 11 00:01:51,399 --> 00:01:53,509 Do we trust the Dharma? 12 00:01:54,750 --> 00:01:56,993 Can we count on our practice? 13 00:01:58,260 --> 00:02:06,663 Sometimes you have doubt... about your practice, 14 00:02:06,883 --> 00:02:09,646 about what you learn from the Dharma 15 00:02:12,747 --> 00:02:17,428 But that doubt does not mean that... 16 00:02:22,380 --> 00:02:25,825 It is not exactly something negative. 17 00:02:27,881 --> 00:02:31,884 Because some doubt can help you to get deeper 18 00:02:31,884 --> 00:02:35,878 and to get a more profound understanding 19 00:02:37,025 --> 00:02:39,152 So doubt can be helpful. 20 00:02:39,756 --> 00:02:42,758 Doubt can be a positive thing. 21 00:02:44,030 --> 00:02:50,366 So if there is a doubt we have to breathe and recognize it as it is. 22 00:02:51,470 --> 00:02:56,554 Do not right away consider it to be something negative. 23 00:02:58,341 --> 00:03:05,652 In the Zen tradition we say: 'The greater the doubt, the greater the enlightenment.' 24 00:03:12,266 --> 00:03:15,076 That is the first thing we have to do. 25 00:03:17,318 --> 00:03:24,636 And then we have to learn how to recognise the evidence 26 00:03:25,449 --> 00:03:28,290 and to...establish our trust. 27 00:03:29,424 --> 00:03:32,919 Like the practice of mindful breathing, 28 00:03:37,518 --> 00:03:42,164 someone tries to convince you that mindful breathing is good, 29 00:03:43,565 --> 00:03:45,734 that it can help you a lot. 30 00:03:47,201 --> 00:03:50,561 But you don't have to believe him right away. 31 00:03:50,827 --> 00:03:56,647 You have to put it into practice to see whether it truly can help you. 32 00:03:57,028 --> 00:03:59,495 That is what the Buddha said. 33 00:03:59,820 --> 00:04:02,500 Don't believe right away in something 34 00:04:02,500 --> 00:04:06,511 even if it has been said by a famous teacher, 35 00:04:07,923 --> 00:04:11,675 even if it is written in the holy scripture. 36 00:04:12,551 --> 00:04:14,481 That's what the Buddha said. 37 00:04:15,154 --> 00:04:21,450 When you hear something beautiful you have to learn to put it into practice. 38 00:04:22,644 --> 00:04:24,655 And if it works for you 39 00:04:25,277 --> 00:04:27,820 and if you see that it works for another person, 40 00:04:27,820 --> 00:04:31,262 you can trust, you can believe in it. 41 00:04:32,161 --> 00:04:37,464 And that is the statement of the Buddha in a sutra called 'Kalama Sutra'. 42 00:04:38,158 --> 00:04:43,942 The Buddha was talking to a group of young people of the Kalama Clan. 43 00:04:45,546 --> 00:04:48,511 They asked him what to believe, 44 00:04:50,010 --> 00:04:53,127 because many teachers had visited them. 45 00:04:53,402 --> 00:04:58,253 And all of them said their teachings and practice were the best. 46 00:04:59,399 --> 00:05:00,815 So the Buddha said: 47 00:05:00,815 --> 00:05:08,029 "Don't believe right away in anything even if it is said by a great teacher 48 00:05:08,503 --> 00:05:11,919 or even if it is recorded in the holy scripture." 49 00:05:14,912 --> 00:05:18,752 You have to base it on evidence, like a scientist. 50 00:05:21,640 --> 00:05:24,228 So if you practice mindful breathing 51 00:05:27,241 --> 00:05:29,191 and you persevere in the practice, 52 00:05:29,771 --> 00:05:31,350 you will learn from it 53 00:05:31,447 --> 00:05:35,485 You will find out that the practice of mindful breathing 54 00:05:35,798 --> 00:05:38,200 can help increase your health, 55 00:05:39,985 --> 00:05:42,355 can... 56 00:05:42,956 --> 00:05:50,790 can help you to recognize the conditions of happiness you have, 57 00:05:54,307 --> 00:06:01,227 can help you handle a painful emotion, a painful feeling. 58 00:06:02,083 --> 00:06:05,915 In the beginning, you may not be able to do it right away. 59 00:06:06,914 --> 00:06:09,935 But you really have to try to practice it 60 00:06:10,479 --> 00:06:19,734 and you find out that...the practice works. 61 00:06:20,514 --> 00:06:23,272 And you have trust in the practice. 62 00:06:23,952 --> 00:06:29,003 And when you have trusted the practice, you trust yourself, 63 00:06:29,003 --> 00:06:34,174 because it is you who has done the practice. 64 00:06:35,016 --> 00:06:39,666 And you say: "I am capable of doing that." 65 00:06:42,517 --> 00:06:50,145 When you see a person who suffers practice the fourth mindfulness training. 66 00:06:50,555 --> 00:06:55,273 Say something, do something to help him or her suffer less. 67 00:06:56,163 --> 00:06:58,217 And you try to do it several times. 68 00:06:59,042 --> 00:07:01,971 And one day you see that it works. 69 00:07:03,179 --> 00:07:06,519 So you believe in the practice of the 4th mindfulness training. 70 00:07:06,519 --> 00:07:08,497 And you believe in yourself. 71 00:07:08,497 --> 00:07:10,056 You can do it! 72 00:07:10,771 --> 00:07:14,800 You have the capacity to make one person suffer less. 73 00:07:15,185 --> 00:07:19,554 You have the capacity to make yourself suffer less. 74 00:07:19,554 --> 00:07:27,026 And trust is built in that way: experiencing, practicing. 75 00:07:28,605 --> 00:07:30,757 And we know that in principle 76 00:07:30,757 --> 00:07:36,182 our ancestors have handed down to us many good things, many good seeds. 77 00:07:37,131 --> 00:07:45,014 It is for us to discover these good things and allow them... to manifest. 78 00:07:48,094 --> 00:07:53,988 The seeds of understanding, the seeds of joy, 79 00:07:54,844 --> 00:07:59,077 the seeds of forgiveness, the seeds of compassion 80 00:07:59,077 --> 00:08:00,833 are all in us. 81 00:08:05,735 --> 00:08:10,330 We hear the Buddha say we have these good things in us, 82 00:08:10,961 --> 00:08:16,437 but we have to practice in order to really recognise them as existing. 83 00:08:18,135 --> 00:08:21,720 And sometimes they have manifested in the past. 84 00:08:21,720 --> 00:08:27,389 And if you practice well they will continue to manifest better in the future. 85 00:08:27,389 --> 00:08:30,516 And that is the way to cultivate trust. 86 00:08:40,693 --> 00:08:59,320 (Bell)