Bell Dear community, we are August the 10th in the year 2023, and we are celebrating, savoring the last day of our Wake Up retreat, "Love in Action", here in the Upper Hamlet, in the Still Water meditation hall. I'm having an interesting moment sitting here. When we first started creating youth retreats, about 15 years ago, it was a real challenge to try and find enough young people to have a retreat. And first there was forty, then the next year there was like 65, and then I remember the year we hit 100, and we were so excited that we had 100 registrations! And we went to report to Thay. This must have been around 2010. Thay, there's a hundred young people in Europe that want to learn about mindfulness. Can you believe it? And he was like - well done! And then, we started to create the Wake Up movement. And I said (to Thay) it's a little bit overwhelming! And he said, and he lit up with sparkles, excellent, it should feel overwhelming! and then I'm sitting here and I don't know how many hundreds of you there are, overwhelming so I guess Thay's smiling with a sparkle in his eyes, be careful what you wish for, because it may come true. I hope that's going to make it easier, but hey I think speaking in front of spiritual friends, and is both challenging and wonderful, because on the one hand I feel I want to share my heart with you all, and on the other, I have the same feeling that we all do. of whether I can be enough in this moment. But I will share from my, my joy my experience and my practice and that is my best. We will see. We had some little flowers here thank you, thank you. Emotional support flowers, we also have an emotional support cello, that we might need to call on. I was 21 when I first came to Plum Village and I was one of the people who as soon as there was a chance to receive the five mindfulness trainings, I wanted to do it. And I was here for three weeks that summer] ]and I was also one of the people who was like I am going to wait until the last week. So I know some have been here through the summer and have received the five mindfulness trainings this morning, and some of us are here for the first time and we also made that commitment and I have to say, getting on the train in some form, with the five mindfulness trainings in my pocket, in some form in my back pack, my life was different. It just was! I felt that I had a path. I felt that I knew what was important to me. I felt that what the experience was I can't fall that far anymore. It felt like the mindfulness trainings were a safety net or something. Like, I'm held in their embrace that has been my experience. And although I was sharing with my dharma sharing famiy like the path of the five mindfulness trainings is not exactly `like a straight highway, its more like this, and thats definitely been my experience. That it has been an adventure, an experiment, a work in progress a challenge and also a training, like really a training. And as many of us know whatever kind of training we do, we learn by making mistakes. And by trying things out, and by realizing ... oops, that was not in alignment or I have strayed far off my path at this point But it was wonderful and has been wonderful to feel that they are part of my life and I don't know if your facilitators shared with you but the dharma name we get with our five mindfulness trainings is the dharma name for your life. So even if you become monastcs your monastic name is not as important as your five mindfulness trainings name. because we are kind of born into our spiritual path with this practice and with this training. And so this morning, definitely more than a hundred of us, maybe more than a hundred and fifty possibly closer to two hundred of us across the different hamlets. made apassionate, wholehearted commitment to take the insight and practises of the five mindfulness trainings into our lives and so when we get on the train tomorrow, car or however we'r getting home. these mindfulness trainings will be with and even if we didn't make a formal commitment to receive them please take the piece of paper with you. They can penetrate our life because in a way they encapsulate everything we have been experiencing together in this retreat. And, these trainings are, I guess, the kind of Plum Village blueprint for changing the world. They are nothing less than our full vision for the kind of loving action that can transform society and the future. Someone asked me in the earth retreat earlier in this year I find the Plum Village teachings on the earth and climate so fascinating, but do you have some kind of manifesto? or something. I said yeh - we have the five mindfulness trainings. And the person was like, no I didn't meet that. And I was like, oh I mean that. Because they are applied, they live they are kind of mult-dimensional. Each one of them is about bringing the energy of awakening and love directly into the heart of our daily lives, our relationship and our society. And so, as we take the practice home, maybe you go home and somebody comes up to you and says, how was your retreat? And you say ... brilliant, great wonderful. I'm going to practice meditation every day. And we may have a tendency to think that the most easily applicable thing we can take from this retreat is ten minutes sitting every day. And we may think, that's going to be my aspiration, my intention my volition, I'm going to put it all into that. and that is good, but I feel we can be more ambitious then that, and I say that because if we only do 10 minutes of sitting meditation a day, and then the rest of our life is the same, the transformation will not be very radical. But what we can see in each one of these amazingly challenging and inspiring trainings in the five mindfulness trainings is that they're about far more than sitting meditation. In fact, as a relatively active person, when I left Plum Village I, found it really hard to do sitting meditation I think it was very rare that I made time. was able to make time to do sitting meditation in my daily life. But, my life was utterly transformed. by the five mindfulness trainings. One thing I learned, I used to sit on public transport and be present for the people around me, and present for my feelings. And honestly, I think I got more kind of shift in my perspective and way of living in the way I sat on buses in central london then I would have done by sitting on my cushion. because I lived like many of us a very active and hyperstimulated life. I was juggling a job in journalism and a masters degree.