[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I kind of feel like Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my attention spam is dying Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\i1}knocks on the door{\i0} Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's just like Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,whenever I try and do anything, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I start craving some sort of distraction Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can't just focus on one thing at a time Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even if that thing is sleeping. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I have things I wanna do, things I focus on Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just don't Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because refreshing Instagram is Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,always going to be easier Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,... and it's a problem! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'm tired of it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am tired of feeling like my life is \Nso far out of my own control. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So today, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we are figuring out how to stop scrolling, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and how to start paying attention. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you to our Patreons for \Nsupporting the channel, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and headspace for sponsoring Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a portion of this video. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,With focused music, motivational exercises, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,guided meditations, and more, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,headspace has over a thousand \Npieces of content Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to help you be kind to your mind. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you want to see how headspace\Nmight be helpful to you, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you can try it out completely for free\Nfor 60 days. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All you have to do is sign up Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with our link in the description Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or scan the QR code on screen. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[slam] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, what's in the box? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[box opening] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is an electroencephalogram, \Nor an EEG. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It measures electrical activity in the brain Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which are associated with certain\Nperformance metrics Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like attention, excitement and stress. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Does that look good?\NHow's that - How do I look? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now these things usually look\Na little bit more Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,threatening and wire-y,\Nhowever Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I reached out to this brand\Ncalled Emotiv Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that creates more simplified\Nconsumer options. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They gave me a little discount Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I could actually afford this\Nfor the video. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I look like a cyborg. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it looks cute. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Okay, so these are my brainwaves Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and if I focus on it Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really hard Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it should be able to translate these Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into more understandable metrics... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like attention!\NLook at that! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You see the building of tension\Nand spike in excitement; Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's my brain! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I kind of feel like a videogame character\Nand these are my stats. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's cool. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now I should note that EEG data\Ncan be pretty noisy Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and things like movement \Ncan really impact the results. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,However, I think that having any level of \Nrecording is an improvement Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I basically never pay attention\Nto my attention. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It only every really comes up when\NI'm feeling guilty about my screentime, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or I realise that \NI've done nothing all day. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And only having these really infrequent\Nand negative interactions with my problem Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,makes it really hard to be \Nobjective about the whole thing, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to understand how bad it actually is Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and see if it's getting better or worse. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But now, with the help of this brainscanner, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I finally got to measure a \Nbaseline for my attention span Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without getting bogged down by guilt, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or forgetting to focus on my focus. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[typing] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wore the EEG while I worked, ate,\Nexercised and relaxed. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I did take it off a few times\Nbecause it gets pretty uncomfortable Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,after really long stretches. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Woah! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, overall, \Nit was pretty easy to ignore Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while I just lived my life \Nfor the rest of the week. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Alongside the EEG, I installed\Na program to automatically track Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how often I switched tasks on my computer, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I recorded \Nhow many times I picked up my phone. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Did you know that you can't actually\Nexport you screentime data! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I wrote a quick script\Nto compile all this data and visualise it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here is my life for the past three days. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ooh. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The x-axis is the number of hours in a day. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,These blue bars represent the \Nnumber of times I picked up my phone. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This grey line tracks how productive\NI was at my computer, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and these coloured lines are the median\Nperformance metrics from my EEG. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now, some highlights include this moment Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where I picked up my phone to start \Ndebugging the app that I was using to scan my brain, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I ended up [uh] opening Instagram\Nand spending the next two hours on it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[laughs] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,However, during my meeting the next day Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like super interested and attentive, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,right? Great? No. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's because I kept picking up my phone! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was supposed to be on call! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I kept opening up Instagram! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it's not all bad news: Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there are these instances \Nwhere I put down my phone, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I get into the zone,\Nand my brain just lights up. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The only issue is that in my 8-hour work\Nday, it only happens for, like, an hour. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's over here at like 2 o'clock, \Nor 5 o'clock, or 10 o'clock! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now something similar does happen\Nto my brain when I am working out, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but... how often am I doing that? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All this is to say, is that for \Nthe 16-ish hours that I am awake, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am only engaged \Nand focused for like 12% of it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The rest of the time \N- the 88% of the time - Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm all over the place: \NI'm checked out or I'm distracted. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This could be most of the rest of my life \Nunless we do something about it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So let's do that. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I started looking for any books\Nabout attention, focus and distractions Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I found a lot of them. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was just one problem\N- they're all identical! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They invent different buzz words and Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they switch out the personal anecdotes Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that they blend with legitimate science, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but fundamentally, \Nif you've read one, you've read them all. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Fortunately, you don't need to read any of them\Nbecause here are the three things Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you actually need to know\Nif you want to fix your focus. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,1: Attention and focus are different things. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Attention is a broad concept that \Nboils down to our general awareness, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while focus is one process \Nthat controls that awareness, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,concentrating it on something specific. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,2: Focus is a limited and exhaustible resource. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, you can only really \Nfocus on one thing at a time Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and your ability to do that will \Ntire out the further you get from rest. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,3: Focus also filters out distractions. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The more there are,\Nthe more of your focus is being wasted. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now some research exists suggesting that\Ncertain forms of cognitive training Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can increase your capacity \Nand ability to focus. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the type of training and the \Neffectiveness has varying results. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The brain is complicated and \Nthere is a lot of nuance in the details - Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,especially when you are trying \Nto find things that work for you Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and your specific circumstances. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So to fix my focus, I'm actually only going\Nto do a handful of very simple things Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that support what we know about focus. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here's the plan. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,First I need to manage my distractions, \Nstarting with the obvious: my phone. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I deleted the apps that I never use, \Nset up time limits for the apps I use Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,way too much \N(everything except for my wallet) Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and muted basically all of my notifications. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also installed this app\Nthat replaces icons with text. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So now I need to put in a little\Nmore effort before I open anything. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also changed my display to grey scale. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have never wanted to use my phone less. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,God, this sucks. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wasn't kidding. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Almost immediately, my phone pick-ups\Nand screen time dropped dramatically. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,However, the silence made me \Nnotice the sheer number of Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,internal distractions I have, too. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,These passing thoughts that \Njust take me off task, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like wandering if I need \Nto buy more toilet paper, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wishing I learned \Na musical instrument as a kid Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or thinking about what \NI'm going to have for dinner. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They were rarely urgent, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but often important enough that \NI didn't want to ignore or forget them. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I dedicated a page in my notebook \Nto quickly write them down for later. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When later came, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I sorted through those thoughts based on \Naction, importance and time-sensitivity, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and kept it in mind when I was building\Nmy schedule which got way more specific. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now, I'm usually the type of person who Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,only puts, like, events in my calendar \N- a normal person - however, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a lot of the books that I've been reading \Nhave recommended time-blocking Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or time-boxing. I don't know. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's just setting aside \Ntime to do individual tasks. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Apparently, it helps you avoid \Nthe temptation to multitask. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[alarm beeps] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, every morning, I took all of my work, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,chores, exercises and hobbies Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and plugged them into my calendar. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now, I found that the secret is that Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's not as simple as just \Nputting an hour aside for each thing. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since focus is an exhaustible resource, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I need to take into account \Nmy energy levels throughout the day Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and how much effort \Neach task is going to take. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, reading research papers and writing\Ntakes a lot of focus for me. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's just really boring. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[vacuum cleaner with audiobook playing] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but listening to audiobooks or animating, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm locked in. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I actually find it really hard to disengage \Nfrom the tasks that I really enjoy. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I find myself thinking about them \Nor even continuing to do them Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,past their allotted time. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Which means that I should \Nprobably think about those switching costs Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I'm building my \Nschedule out for the day. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Eventually, I realised this process \Ncould be a little more automated, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I got Taha to put the process together\Nin a notion template. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now I can input tasks, tag them\Nand it will show me an order Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I can drag into my calendar. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I found it useful, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and if you want to give it a try, \NI'll include it in our next newsletter. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But once I controlled my \Nexternal and internal distractions, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and built out a schedule \Nthat minimised multitasking Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and optimised for my energy levels, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,all that was left was actually focusing. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was amazing. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was using my phone less\Nand getting more done. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My brain was lighting up. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was way more engaged \Nin everything I did. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I found different soundtracks\Nto make it easier to get in the zone, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and life was great... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until it wasn't. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[uuhhhhh] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is... 12. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I haven't left bed yet. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've just been using my phone, full color. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every 15 minutes I hit\N"remind me in 15 minutes." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[uhh] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then 15 minutes later I do it again. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Just feels like we're \Nback where we started. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ended up using my phone\Nfor 7 hours that day - Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,more than I had all week prior. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had things I could do. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Things I should do. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I just couldn't \Nbring myself to get up. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am kind of proud that I managed to \Npull up my code on my phone Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and see if there were any clues in my data Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that could explain what went wrong. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know, it's pathetic, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it was a small victory that \Nled to an interesting discovery: Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the nights that I used \Nmy phone past midnight Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,led to days where I felt more distracted \Nand picked up my phone more often. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I learned in an old video\Nhow important sleep could really be, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I decided to just give up on the day, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,get some sleep, and try again tomorrow. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[sigh] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[aaaAAAHHH] Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel like I'm drowning. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like I'm not doing \Nanything hard, right? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm just doing my stuff. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm just trying to focus on it more. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Except, I'm trying so hard to focus Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that everything is making me on edge. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, my cat will try and get my attention Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'll be annoyed \Nat him for wanting pats. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like there's sand falling Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm trying to catch all of the sand. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you can't do it! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Am I making any sense? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I really need to make \Nevery grain of sand count Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by like doing everything on target Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and even if I'm enjoying something, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can't because I need to move \Nand catch different grains of sand. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hold on, hold on, hold on. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What are you going to day? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Have you ever thought about Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just meditating and doing nothing? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Taking a step back away from \Nthe thing that you're working on Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and not working? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like taking a break?" Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe it was because I was desperate. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Actually, it is totally because I was desperate Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I decided to try meditation. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The only issue is... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have no idea how. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Luckily, I have headspace. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I should probably turn the colour on Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just so you guys can see \Nwhat the app actually looks like.