Boys like us walk by and we shake our heads in disgust Look at that queen! That woman! That cunt! Disgusted at images that mirror back at and between us we don't find ourselves worthy as objects of our own lust Are we the kind of boys we want? Are we the kind of boys we want? Are we the kind of boys we want? And if not? who will have we? who will have we who will have we if we wont have us? who will have we if we wont have us? I like men masculine men like a man's man i sorta compress what i'm looking for i wouldn't feel comfortable dating someone who's feminine masculine men can be flamboyant as well p diddy's a perfect example titles kind of mess us up like how we interact with each other how we get along with one another operative word being "get along" with one another i think that is predicated on how we perceive masculinity and femininity If we are not the muscle fitted doo rag wearing shoulders sturdy broad and daring if we are not the baritone speaking block motion reaching testerone jeering black butch men if we are not if instead we are limp wrested high pitched circular in motion and dressed with good stitch if instead we are emotionative and outward bodies human and beautiful in imperfect design if we like to cook to read to snap to snap to snap! to snap! to snap!!! or to cry but you but me but we but I? are we the kind of boys we want? alright so, would u date you? Um.. would u date yourself? I would not date myself? I wouldn't date myself No. would u date you? I would? what about you, would u date yourself? Yes (Laughs) Would u date you? yes. okay tell me more about that i mean, its just a yes i mean we have the same things in common it means our personalities click and that means that it's game i would love to meet someone with the standards that i have and with the outlook with the outlook the feeling of freedom that i Have I know I look good on sight so if i see me I'm like God leee!!! I don't know cause like i i think i got some stuff i need to work on for myself but i think, like i said before, if i dated myself being another person i would have to have a really good understanding of myself i would really have to spend time with myself and learn myself now would u date you? I'd date a more masculine version of me I would date myself obviously you would no knowing how I am now i would date myself I'd probably get into a lot of fights with myself we sit stare out like vultures in need what drives this desire for the masculinity of which we feed? um a few years ago i would have said that i would have never dated another feminine guy but..i guess..i've become in touch with myself more and i realize you know there are other guys like me and being that im a good person i think i'd probably be missing out on someone else so i open the door to anything I don't care if you're a top bottom or verse it shouldn't really matter if you're masculine or feminine if I like you I like you, but in our community that's not the case You know as a top, you're supposed to be masculine? Are we the kind of boys we want? Are we the kind of boys we want? Are we the kind of boys we want? and if not? who will have we? who will have we? who will have we if we won't have us? who will have we if we wont have us? My name is Anthony Antoine and sadly I was never the type of boy i want, thankfully i grew up, and i'm definitely the type of man I want My name is Chase Andrews, and I am the kind of man I want I think. My name is Orlando Montford, and I am working up to becoming the kind of boy I want My name Is Darian Aaron, and I am the kind of man i want When I hear this poem, "Are we the kind of boys we want" I think about all of the kinds of boys that i have been trying to get the boy that i want i've been all the boys in the poem and now i'm just me and my name is Khalid. and I am the kind of boy that i want When i hear this poem i think of all the beautiful boys waiting to be loved my name is Anye Elite, and finally, I am the man that i want my name is Tobias, and i might just be the kind of man i want! Circular in motion and dressed with good stitch laughing (Ok) You can't laugh! Block motion reaching... do that one more time stop stepping out of the camera! What are you doing?! It just that your laughing at me man! Read! To snap! Or to lie!! Do it again do it again Say it again, what's the line? we may like to cook to read to snap or to cry Oh to cry? Did you say lie or did i? Naw i didn't say it oh okay give me the line again! what drives this mas..ugh My name is Yolo Akili and when i first wrote this poem I was not the kind of boy that I want however it feels good to say in this present moment that I am the kind of man that i want and I want to invite you whoever you are or wherever you are To Become What You Desire