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Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.81,0:00:06.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have physical health problems I have
Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.61,0:00:08.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mental health problems I have complex
Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.80,0:00:12.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,PTSD from medical trauma
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.42,0:00:14.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it is super traumatic to go through the
Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.92,0:00:17.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,medical system and diagnosed it is also
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.38,0:00:21.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,traumatic to go through it as a as a
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.04,0:00:26.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,queer person I am I'm a trans non-binary
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.65,0:00:31.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,person and I'm also queer in my
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.39,0:00:35.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sexuality as well and going through the
Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.02,0:00:37.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,medical system that way was difficult
Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.54,0:00:43.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I also because kind of those because
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.15,0:00:45.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of through those experiences or however
Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.19,0:00:48.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it happens in the brain I also have
Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.01,0:00:51.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,anxiety and depression and so this
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.28,0:00:54.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,quarantine is really really really
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.70,0:00:56.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,affecting my mental health I feel like I
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.89,0:01:00.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reverted in my mental health like I took
Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.01,0:01:02.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like three years back in steps of like
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.74,0:01:04.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my mental health progress within like
Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.89,0:01:07.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the month
Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.47,0:01:11.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when the quarantine happened our
Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.66,0:01:14.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,services for disabled people in their
Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.07,0:01:17.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,homes were cut so I don't have any way
Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.82,0:01:21.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to do laundry I am walking pretty well
Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.54,0:01:25.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,right now which is nice but by in a few
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.80,0:01:29.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hours I'll need my walker and in a few
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.07,0:01:31.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,more hours I'll only be able to use my
Dialogue: 0,0:01:31.38,0:01:35.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wheelchair and because because of that
Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.61,0:01:37.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thought increases the stress that
Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.14,0:01:39.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,increases the anxiety that decreases the
Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.51,0:01:41.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,self-worth when you look over and you
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.85,0:01:43.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,see a giant ass by a little blonde tree
Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.35,0:01:45.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you can't do yourself
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.26,0:01:47.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Canada's decided to get people who are
Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.88,0:01:51.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,laid off $2,000 a month and it's not
Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.15,0:01:53.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,changing anything about the disability
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.31,0:01:55.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,system except giving us a one-time
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.89,0:01:58.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,emergency fund of $100 because that's
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.35,0:02:01.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gonna go real real far it makes me feel
Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.29,0:02:05.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so devalued in my society our triage
Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.76,0:02:07.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,protocols are that it that if you have a
Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.89,0:02:12.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,chronic illness or even a that if you
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.12,0:02:15.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have even an intellectual disability
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.14,0:02:18.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you're cannot consider you're
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.96,0:02:20.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,considered lower on the list for a
Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.73,0:02:24.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ventilator literally causing like
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.12,0:02:28.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,eugenics and like that has really really
Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.32,0:02:31.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,impacted by mental health like knowing
Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.35,0:02:34.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that if I do get this that I won't get
Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.32,0:02:36.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the ventilator the medical health
Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.96,0:02:39.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,complex is just being is just it's
Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.60,0:02:42.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ablest racist like anti indigenous
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.78,0:02:46.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,elf-like but it's literally telling me
Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.68,0:02:49.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that like it's more advantageous for
Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.02,0:02:51.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,them that I should die just because I
Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.33,0:02:53.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have the disability
Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.77,0:02:57.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,were systematically devalued that our
Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.74,0:03:00.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,life is considered less than yours in
Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.91,0:03:03.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the way the system is built in the way
Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.83,0:03:06.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the system is practiced and in the way
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.47,0:03:10.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that many people treat us and even in
Dialogue: 0,0:03:10.91,0:03:12.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the way that you may subconsciously
Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.83,0:03:14.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,subconsciously be treating the people in
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.72,0:03:19.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your life around you and right now we're
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.22,0:03:20.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,particularly sensitive to those things
Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.93,0:03:23.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so if you're talking to a disabled
Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.30,0:03:27.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,person right now and you say something
Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.41,0:03:29.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that usually doesn't get you a little
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.48,0:03:31.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,clip back but you're getting equipped
Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.37,0:03:33.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,back from us on that because you said
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.11,0:03:35.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,something that wasn't ok we are gonna be
Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.42,0:03:37.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,quicker to correct you right now because
Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.07,0:03:41.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we're under attack and that this is not
Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.27,0:03:44.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,an attack on you it's an it's an attack
Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.90,0:03:49.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the way that we as a society talk
Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.72,0:03:54.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,interact and include disabled people and
Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.29,0:03:56.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if by doing that we have to attack
Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.06,0:03:57.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,language it may seem like you're
Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.86,0:04:03.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,attacking a person but impact and intent
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.35,0:04:05.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are different and if you've caused an
Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.66,0:04:09.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,impact that is not your intent here the
Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.17,0:04:11.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,way you the person is actually saying
Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.24,0:04:15.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,here that your intent was genuine and
Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.05,0:04:17.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wonderful but that your impact was
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.18,0:04:20.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,different change the behavior and go on
Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.00,0:04:22.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and if we can all continue and choose to
Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.37,0:04:24.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do that and choose to do that in a
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.05,0:04:26.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,loving way and in a way where we forgive
Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.99,0:04:29.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,each other for when we get to fiery or
Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.99,0:04:33.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when we do something that's truly wrong
Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.83,0:04:36.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like put in a freaking triage plan that
Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.65,0:04:39.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,says that we don't get a ventilator we
Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.11,0:04:42.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can say we're just sorry and fix it like
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.19,0:04:43.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that's what I'd like
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.82,0:04:45.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,able-bodied people to know you can just
Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.50,0:04:48.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,say sorry and fix it