WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.632 He supported me, not by giving me things, 00:00:07.817 --> 00:00:10.308 I'm not sure if I've been able to do the same for him, 00:00:10.429 --> 00:00:13.292 but I know that what we have is not a relationship of convenience. 00:00:13.444 --> 00:00:17.523 [COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS] 00:00:17.602 --> 00:00:21.668 [Interview with a member who's leaving] 00:00:21.940 --> 00:00:23.220 In the beginning... 00:00:24.895 --> 00:00:27.655 I'd just take the shinkansen (bullet train) 00:00:28.143 --> 00:00:30.799 to get to my school in Shinjuku and then I'd head back home, 00:00:30.799 --> 00:00:32.503 and I couldn't quite get used to it. 00:00:32.623 --> 00:00:36.335 To be suddenly out living with strangers... 00:00:36.495 --> 00:00:41.464 There were many times when I didn't want to go back home. 00:00:41.645 --> 00:00:45.269 But gradually, in regards to my commute to Shinjuku, 00:00:45.448 --> 00:00:49.073 and by getting to know the other people in the house and such, 00:00:49.351 --> 00:00:53.423 I began to realize that I could just relax. 00:00:54.144 --> 00:00:56.280 That's when I began to enjoy it even more. 00:00:56.355 --> 00:00:59.628 [ABOUT KAITO NAKATA] At first, I wasn't interested in Kaito at all. 00:00:59.875 --> 00:01:04.803 I'd never been around any guy with a vibe like him so far. 00:01:04.925 --> 00:01:08.885 I was like, "Oh, he's different." 00:01:09.249 --> 00:01:15.250 It was probably around the time I started preparing for the school festival. 00:01:15.353 --> 00:01:18.001 I'd leave the house around six in the morning every day 00:01:18.209 --> 00:01:21.129 and I'd come back at eleven. 00:01:21.297 --> 00:01:24.257 He'd send me messages saying, "Do you want dinner?" 00:01:24.474 --> 00:01:26.811 Or, "I made you dinner." 00:01:27.073 --> 00:01:34.009 Or when I was too exhausted and fell asleep in the living room... 00:01:34.209 --> 00:01:36.993 I heard a noise and woke up, 00:01:37.101 --> 00:01:40.069 and he was sitting next to me, just playing with his phone. 00:01:40.093 --> 00:01:44.820 He didn't ask me, "Are you okay?" or, "Are you tired?" or anything. 00:01:44.939 --> 00:01:49.356 He'd just sit there next to me. 00:01:49.356 --> 00:01:52.956 That's probably when I started realizing I might like him. 00:01:53.252 --> 00:01:56.948 [YOUR CHOICE NOT TO BE A COUPLE] This is probably not a Japanese way of thinking. 00:01:57.114 --> 00:01:58.259 If you ask me why... 00:01:58.259 --> 00:02:00.235 Even though we didn't end up as a couple, 00:02:00.347 --> 00:02:03.658 we still have feelings for each other, 00:02:03.787 --> 00:02:06.763 we're not interested in anyone else, 00:02:06.763 --> 00:02:09.979 and we're not involved with anyone else. 00:02:10.328 --> 00:02:13.416 Well, basically, it's as though we were dating. 00:02:13.560 --> 00:02:17.560 The difference is we didn't have time to confess our feelings to each other. 00:02:17.773 --> 00:02:19.429 [ARGUMENTS WITH KAITO] Now, we... 00:02:19.545 --> 00:02:21.633 We fight much more than I would've thought. 00:02:21.891 --> 00:02:24.915 Before we became a couple... Well, not a couple, but anyways... 00:02:24.915 --> 00:02:27.163 He said, "When I have a girlfriend, 00:02:27.163 --> 00:02:30.321 I tend to just leave her alone and focus on skateboarding." 00:02:30.410 --> 00:02:33.659 "I'm not possessive." And I was like, "Oh, I see!" 00:02:33.659 --> 00:02:35.715 But it wasn't like that at all. 00:02:36.089 --> 00:02:44.145 He was... jealous of Aio. 00:02:44.145 --> 00:02:46.541 He was like, "The two of you are so close!" 00:02:46.541 --> 00:02:49.853 And was like, "Why don't you just date him?" Stuff like that... 00:02:50.359 --> 00:02:52.871 But then I'll be like, "Oh, okay..." 00:02:52.871 --> 00:02:56.007 "So what I did today wasn't okay for him. Then I have to apologize." 00:02:56.007 --> 00:02:57.463 And I'll say sorry. 00:02:58.295 --> 00:03:00.311 And when we go to bed, we'll both just forget about it. 00:03:00.311 --> 00:03:04.127 Lately, we've been having a lot of these small fights. 00:03:04.691 --> 00:03:07.652 [YOUR FIRST QUARREL WITH YUI AND RISAKO] During that time, I was probably... 00:03:08.073 --> 00:03:10.185 Living together with others was exhausting for me, 00:03:10.185 --> 00:03:11.376 and I was exhausted from school. 00:03:11.376 --> 00:03:13.273 Even though I had a good time with everyone, 00:03:13.273 --> 00:03:17.161 I'd find myself alone in the TV room a lot. 00:03:17.161 --> 00:03:19.985 During that time, the guys... Kaito was worried about me, 00:03:19.985 --> 00:03:23.929 then Aio would come in and check on me, then Sota. "Maya, are you all right?" 00:03:23.929 --> 00:03:25.833 They did that every day. 00:03:25.961 --> 00:03:29.297 To the guys, I said, "I want to sleep alone, it's okay." 00:03:29.297 --> 00:03:30.945 And they were like, "Oh, okay then." 00:03:30.945 --> 00:03:35.169 It didn't get awkward. I could just talk to them and be like, "See you later, then!" 00:03:35.169 --> 00:03:37.041 But with Yui and Risako... 00:03:37.380 --> 00:03:40.740 Well, they never came to check on me in the TV room. 00:03:41.082 --> 00:03:42.842 When we had that fight, 00:03:42.842 --> 00:03:47.834 Risako said that she'd asked me many times if I was all right, 00:03:47.834 --> 00:03:51.770 but I honestly don't remember her asking me that. 00:03:52.106 --> 00:03:55.393 I think their personalities and my personality are... 00:03:55.770 --> 00:03:59.506 kind of... completely opposite, right? 00:03:59.610 --> 00:04:02.323 Like, I'm more of a direct person... 00:04:04.505 --> 00:04:06.905 I have a sharp tongue, 00:04:07.360 --> 00:04:09.248 I'll just say what's on my mind. 00:04:09.353 --> 00:04:13.593 I'm sure there were many times when I was causing trouble to them. 00:04:13.593 --> 00:04:21.370 So I'm grateful to them now for pointing out my immature behavior. 00:04:21.897 --> 00:04:22.817 And also... 00:04:23.166 --> 00:04:28.382 I'll be around a lot of people I've never met from now on, 00:04:28.685 --> 00:04:31.909 so I will remember what Risako and Yui told me. 00:04:31.909 --> 00:04:34.773 Now I have a chance to better myself. 00:04:35.168 --> 00:04:38.320 [RISAKO AFTER THE SOCK INCIDENT] When Risako got confronted herself... 00:04:39.637 --> 00:04:45.029 She just got insanely gloomy and wouldn't talk anymore. 00:04:45.029 --> 00:04:49.353 That went on for... more than three days. 00:04:49.353 --> 00:04:53.722 But we still wanted to be friends with her in spite of that. 00:04:53.722 --> 00:04:55.754 We knew the show was going to end soon. 00:04:55.754 --> 00:04:57.130 We wanted to end it in good terms. 00:04:57.130 --> 00:05:01.129 We were really eager to talk to her about whatever. 00:05:01.129 --> 00:05:02.626 But that may have been... 00:05:02.832 --> 00:05:03.740 irritating to her. 00:05:03.740 --> 00:05:08.404 She didn't go back to her normal friendly behavior immediately. 00:05:08.404 --> 00:05:13.228 There was this awkwardness after that, which lasted for a long time. 00:05:13.358 --> 00:05:16.606 Compared to the time when I had an argument with Risako and Yui, 00:05:16.935 --> 00:05:21.375 the awkwardness lasted longer when Yui and I had that argument with Risako. 00:05:21.493 --> 00:05:24.125 Yui and I both really wanted to be friends with her again. 00:05:24.125 --> 00:05:27.941 So even with small things, we'd explain to her what we meant, 00:05:27.941 --> 00:05:29.917 but Risako was always like, "Oh, I see." 00:05:29.917 --> 00:05:31.798 In a gloomy sort of way. 00:05:31.885 --> 00:05:34.822 She wouldn't join in our talks at all. 00:05:34.822 --> 00:05:37.382 That awkwardness lasted for a long time. 00:05:37.692 --> 00:05:40.516 [ABOUT AIO & YUI HAVING KISSED] About Aio and Yui having kissed... 00:05:40.661 --> 00:05:41.773 I knew about that. 00:05:42.253 --> 00:05:46.917 But you know, since the two of them didn't make it official... 00:05:47.085 --> 00:05:51.101 we didn't feel like we should talk about it like, "Hey, those two kissed, right?" 00:05:51.101 --> 00:05:52.764 So we couldn't tell anyone. We just told Yui, 00:05:52.764 --> 00:05:55.515 "You need to say it in front of the camera already!" 00:05:55.766 --> 00:05:59.302 We... told her many times. 00:06:00.567 --> 00:06:03.279 And then things just happened so fast. 00:06:03.592 --> 00:06:06.807 But I really didn't know that they'd made any progress. 00:06:07.480 --> 00:06:09.513 Yui called me the next day... 00:06:09.513 --> 00:06:10.953 I was so surprised. 00:06:10.953 --> 00:06:14.760 She was like, "Things might have gotten a little bit out of hand." 00:06:15.061 --> 00:06:19.198 She told me over the phone. Like, "Don't be surprised when you get home!" 00:06:19.198 --> 00:06:21.566 I was like, "What?" And when I got home... 00:06:22.437 --> 00:06:26.741 I was surprised to find out that... they were like that. 00:06:28.497 --> 00:06:32.233 [YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT YUI] She is very considerate to others. 00:06:32.526 --> 00:06:34.677 She meddles a bit too much... 00:06:34.854 --> 00:06:37.037 And she isn't a very sincere person. 00:06:37.158 --> 00:06:40.669 Since she lived in the house for eight months... 00:06:41.246 --> 00:06:45.966 She must have had a lot of stress, caused by the reactions of the viewers, 00:06:45.966 --> 00:06:48.046 and stress from living together with others. 00:06:48.046 --> 00:06:52.230 I think she was dealing with a lot of stuff. 00:06:52.230 --> 00:06:54.423 But she doesn't really show this to other people. 00:06:54.535 --> 00:06:58.273 I think she's a nice person. 00:06:58.401 --> 00:07:01.505 But I realized that she isn't very sincere when... 00:07:01.825 --> 00:07:02.988 Even though... 00:07:05.536 --> 00:07:10.800 Even though it was so obvious to us that she was in love with Aio, 00:07:10.912 --> 00:07:15.384 she wouldn't say it herself. I thought that wasn't very sincere of her. 00:07:15.517 --> 00:07:17.429 And even after they'd started dating, 00:07:17.501 --> 00:07:21.765 when Aio was seeking her attention, 00:07:21.765 --> 00:07:24.613 she'd just be like, "Oh, stop!" But you could tell from her face 00:07:24.613 --> 00:07:26.757 that she wanted him to do it. 00:07:26.757 --> 00:07:28.101 I felt that wasn't very sincere. 00:07:28.101 --> 00:07:29.949 But lately she's changed a lot. 00:07:29.949 --> 00:07:34.933 She isn't as... embarrassed in front of people as before. 00:07:35.868 --> 00:07:38.220 Now I often see them act all flirty. 00:07:38.472 --> 00:07:40.936 [LEAVING TERRACE HOUSE] Until I joined Terrace House... 00:07:41.427 --> 00:07:45.251 I really didn't have any idea about my dreams for the future. 00:07:45.251 --> 00:07:49.779 I didn't know what I wanted to do. I didn't even want to think about it. 00:07:49.971 --> 00:07:51.875 But the people I was living with... 00:07:52.855 --> 00:07:55.055 were all just so incredible. 00:07:55.239 --> 00:07:58.911 When people are chasing after their own dreams, and giving their best to fulfill them, 00:07:58.911 --> 00:08:01.159 I think they are so cool. 00:08:01.256 --> 00:08:05.471 So living in Terrace House made me really start thinking about things. 00:08:05.608 --> 00:08:10.128 I can't say, "I want to be a model!" with confidence yet, 00:08:10.128 --> 00:08:12.168 but seeing what Risako was doing every day, 00:08:12.168 --> 00:08:15.936 looking at magazines... I used to read magazines a lot before, 00:08:15.936 --> 00:08:18.160 but I've been trying to read even more. 00:08:18.312 --> 00:08:27.055 So step by step, I've been thinking about my own dreams, including being a model. 00:08:27.292 --> 00:08:29.604 If I go down that road, I want to be working internationally. 00:08:31.457 --> 00:08:35.994 [Translated and Timed by MrsChap] [Reviewed by koma & goob] 00:00:01.632 --> 00:00:04.133 but he'd spend time with me, he'd cook for me, 00:00:04.133 --> 00:00:07.356 and his words gave me a lot of support.