1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:01,632 He supported me, not by giving me things, 2 00:00:07,817 --> 00:00:10,308 I'm not sure if I've been able to do the same for him, 3 00:00:10,429 --> 00:00:13,292 but I know that what we have is not a relationship of convenience. 4 00:00:13,444 --> 00:00:17,523 [COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS] 5 00:00:17,602 --> 00:00:21,668 [Interview with a member who's leaving] 6 00:00:21,940 --> 00:00:23,220 In the beginning... 7 00:00:24,895 --> 00:00:27,655 I'd just take the shinkansen (bullet train) 8 00:00:28,143 --> 00:00:30,799 to get to my school in Shinjuku and then I'd head back home, 9 00:00:30,799 --> 00:00:32,503 and I couldn't quite get used to it. 10 00:00:32,623 --> 00:00:36,335 To be suddenly out living with strangers... 11 00:00:36,495 --> 00:00:41,464 There were many times when I didn't want to go back home. 12 00:00:41,645 --> 00:00:45,269 But gradually, in regards to my commute to Shinjuku, 13 00:00:45,448 --> 00:00:49,073 and by getting to know the other people in the house and such, 14 00:00:49,351 --> 00:00:53,423 I began to realize that I could just relax. 15 00:00:54,144 --> 00:00:56,280 That's when I began to enjoy it even more. 16 00:00:56,355 --> 00:00:59,628 [ABOUT KAITO NAKATA] At first, I wasn't interested in Kaito at all. 17 00:00:59,875 --> 00:01:04,803 I'd never been around any guy with a vibe like him so far. 18 00:01:04,925 --> 00:01:08,885 I was like, "Oh, he's different." 19 00:01:09,249 --> 00:01:15,250 It was probably around the time I started preparing for the school festival. 20 00:01:15,353 --> 00:01:18,001 I'd leave the house around six in the morning every day 21 00:01:18,209 --> 00:01:21,129 and I'd come back at eleven. 22 00:01:21,297 --> 00:01:24,257 He'd send me messages saying, "Do you want dinner?" 23 00:01:24,474 --> 00:01:26,811 Or, "I made you dinner." 24 00:01:27,073 --> 00:01:34,009 Or when I was too exhausted and fell asleep in the living room... 25 00:01:34,209 --> 00:01:36,993 I heard a noise and woke up, 26 00:01:37,101 --> 00:01:40,069 and he was sitting next to me, just playing with his phone. 27 00:01:40,093 --> 00:01:44,820 He didn't ask me, "Are you okay?" or, "Are you tired?" or anything. 28 00:01:44,939 --> 00:01:49,356 He'd just sit there next to me. 29 00:01:49,356 --> 00:01:52,956 That's probably when I started realizing I might like him. 30 00:01:53,252 --> 00:01:56,948 [YOUR CHOICE NOT TO BE A COUPLE] This is probably not a Japanese way of thinking. 31 00:01:57,114 --> 00:01:58,259 If you ask me why... 32 00:01:58,259 --> 00:02:00,235 Even though we didn't end up as a couple, 33 00:02:00,347 --> 00:02:03,658 we still have feelings for each other, 34 00:02:03,787 --> 00:02:06,763 we're not interested in anyone else, 35 00:02:06,763 --> 00:02:09,979 and we're not involved with anyone else. 36 00:02:10,328 --> 00:02:13,416 Well, basically, it's as though we were dating. 37 00:02:13,560 --> 00:02:17,560 The difference is we didn't have time to confess our feelings to each other. 38 00:02:17,773 --> 00:02:19,429 [ARGUMENTS WITH KAITO] Now, we... 39 00:02:19,545 --> 00:02:21,633 We fight much more than I would've thought. 40 00:02:21,891 --> 00:02:24,915 Before we became a couple... Well, not a couple, but anyways... 41 00:02:24,915 --> 00:02:27,163 He said, "When I have a girlfriend, 42 00:02:27,163 --> 00:02:30,321 I tend to just leave her alone and focus on skateboarding." 43 00:02:30,410 --> 00:02:33,659 "I'm not possessive." And I was like, "Oh, I see!" 44 00:02:33,659 --> 00:02:35,715 But it wasn't like that at all. 45 00:02:36,089 --> 00:02:44,145 He was... jealous of Aio. 46 00:02:44,145 --> 00:02:46,541 He was like, "The two of you are so close!" 47 00:02:46,541 --> 00:02:49,853 And was like, "Why don't you just date him?" Stuff like that... 48 00:02:50,359 --> 00:02:52,871 But then I'll be like, "Oh, okay..." 49 00:02:52,871 --> 00:02:56,007 "So what I did today wasn't okay for him. Then I have to apologize." 50 00:02:56,007 --> 00:02:57,463 And I'll say sorry. 51 00:02:58,295 --> 00:03:00,311 And when we go to bed, we'll both just forget about it. 52 00:03:00,311 --> 00:03:04,127 Lately, we've been having a lot of these small fights. 53 00:03:04,691 --> 00:03:07,652 [YOUR FIRST QUARREL WITH YUI AND RISAKO] During that time, I was probably... 54 00:03:08,073 --> 00:03:10,185 Living together with others was exhausting for me, 55 00:03:10,185 --> 00:03:11,376 and I was exhausted from school. 56 00:03:11,376 --> 00:03:13,273 Even though I had a good time with everyone, 57 00:03:13,273 --> 00:03:17,161 I'd find myself alone in the TV room a lot. 58 00:03:17,161 --> 00:03:19,985 During that time, the guys... Kaito was worried about me, 59 00:03:19,985 --> 00:03:23,929 then Aio would come in and check on me, then Sota. "Maya, are you all right?" 60 00:03:23,929 --> 00:03:25,833 They did that every day. 61 00:03:25,961 --> 00:03:29,297 To the guys, I said, "I want to sleep alone, it's okay." 62 00:03:29,297 --> 00:03:30,945 And they were like, "Oh, okay then." 63 00:03:30,945 --> 00:03:35,169 It didn't get awkward. I could just talk to them and be like, "See you later, then!" 64 00:03:35,169 --> 00:03:37,041 But with Yui and Risako... 65 00:03:37,380 --> 00:03:40,740 Well, they never came to check on me in the TV room. 66 00:03:41,082 --> 00:03:42,842 When we had that fight, 67 00:03:42,842 --> 00:03:47,834 Risako said that she'd asked me many times if I was all right, 68 00:03:47,834 --> 00:03:51,770 but I honestly don't remember her asking me that. 69 00:03:52,106 --> 00:03:55,393 I think their personalities and my personality are... 70 00:03:55,770 --> 00:03:59,506 kind of... completely opposite, right? 71 00:03:59,610 --> 00:04:02,323 Like, I'm more of a direct person... 72 00:04:04,505 --> 00:04:06,905 I have a sharp tongue, 73 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:09,248 I'll just say what's on my mind. 74 00:04:09,353 --> 00:04:13,593 I'm sure there were many times when I was causing trouble to them. 75 00:04:13,593 --> 00:04:21,370 So I'm grateful to them now for pointing out my immature behavior. 76 00:04:21,897 --> 00:04:22,817 And also... 77 00:04:23,166 --> 00:04:28,382 I'll be around a lot of people I've never met from now on, 78 00:04:28,685 --> 00:04:31,909 so I will remember what Risako and Yui told me. 79 00:04:31,909 --> 00:04:34,773 Now I have a chance to better myself. 80 00:04:35,168 --> 00:04:38,320 [RISAKO AFTER THE SOCK INCIDENT] When Risako got confronted herself... 81 00:04:39,637 --> 00:04:45,029 She just got insanely gloomy and wouldn't talk anymore. 82 00:04:45,029 --> 00:04:49,353 That went on for... more than three days. 83 00:04:49,353 --> 00:04:53,722 But we still wanted to be friends with her in spite of that. 84 00:04:53,722 --> 00:04:55,754 We knew the show was going to end soon. 85 00:04:55,754 --> 00:04:57,130 We wanted to end it in good terms. 86 00:04:57,130 --> 00:05:01,129 We were really eager to talk to her about whatever. 87 00:05:01,129 --> 00:05:02,626 But that may have been... 88 00:05:02,832 --> 00:05:03,740 irritating to her. 89 00:05:03,740 --> 00:05:08,404 She didn't go back to her normal friendly behavior immediately. 90 00:05:08,404 --> 00:05:13,228 There was this awkwardness after that, which lasted for a long time. 91 00:05:13,358 --> 00:05:16,606 Compared to the time when I had an argument with Risako and Yui, 92 00:05:16,935 --> 00:05:21,375 the awkwardness lasted longer when Yui and I had that argument with Risako. 93 00:05:21,493 --> 00:05:24,125 Yui and I both really wanted to be friends with her again. 94 00:05:24,125 --> 00:05:27,941 So even with small things, we'd explain to her what we meant, 95 00:05:27,941 --> 00:05:29,917 but Risako was always like, "Oh, I see." 96 00:05:29,917 --> 00:05:31,798 In a gloomy sort of way. 97 00:05:31,885 --> 00:05:34,822 She wouldn't join in our talks at all. 98 00:05:34,822 --> 00:05:37,382 That awkwardness lasted for a long time. 99 00:05:37,692 --> 00:05:40,516 [ABOUT AIO & YUI HAVING KISSED] About Aio and Yui having kissed... 100 00:05:40,661 --> 00:05:41,773 I knew about that. 101 00:05:42,253 --> 00:05:46,917 But you know, since the two of them didn't make it official... 102 00:05:47,085 --> 00:05:51,101 we didn't feel like we should talk about it like, "Hey, those two kissed, right?" 103 00:05:51,101 --> 00:05:52,764 So we couldn't tell anyone. We just told Yui, 104 00:05:52,764 --> 00:05:55,515 "You need to say it in front of the camera already!" 105 00:05:55,766 --> 00:05:59,302 We... told her many times. 106 00:06:00,567 --> 00:06:03,279 And then things just happened so fast. 107 00:06:03,592 --> 00:06:06,807 But I really didn't know that they'd made any progress. 108 00:06:07,480 --> 00:06:09,513 Yui called me the next day... 109 00:06:09,513 --> 00:06:10,953 I was so surprised. 110 00:06:10,953 --> 00:06:14,760 She was like, "Things might have gotten a little bit out of hand." 111 00:06:15,061 --> 00:06:19,198 She told me over the phone. Like, "Don't be surprised when you get home!" 112 00:06:19,198 --> 00:06:21,566 I was like, "What?" And when I got home... 113 00:06:22,437 --> 00:06:26,741 I was surprised to find out that... they were like that. 114 00:06:28,497 --> 00:06:32,233 [YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT YUI] She is very considerate to others. 115 00:06:32,526 --> 00:06:34,677 She meddles a bit too much... 116 00:06:34,854 --> 00:06:37,037 And she isn't a very sincere person. 117 00:06:37,158 --> 00:06:40,669 Since she lived in the house for eight months... 118 00:06:41,246 --> 00:06:45,966 She must have had a lot of stress, caused by the reactions of the viewers, 119 00:06:45,966 --> 00:06:48,046 and stress from living together with others. 120 00:06:48,046 --> 00:06:52,230 I think she was dealing with a lot of stuff. 121 00:06:52,230 --> 00:06:54,423 But she doesn't really show this to other people. 122 00:06:54,535 --> 00:06:58,273 I think she's a nice person. 123 00:06:58,401 --> 00:07:01,505 But I realized that she isn't very sincere when... 124 00:07:01,825 --> 00:07:02,988 Even though... 125 00:07:05,536 --> 00:07:10,800 Even though it was so obvious to us that she was in love with Aio, 126 00:07:10,912 --> 00:07:15,384 she wouldn't say it herself. I thought that wasn't very sincere of her. 127 00:07:15,517 --> 00:07:17,429 And even after they'd started dating, 128 00:07:17,501 --> 00:07:21,765 when Aio was seeking her attention, 129 00:07:21,765 --> 00:07:24,613 she'd just be like, "Oh, stop!" But you could tell from her face 130 00:07:24,613 --> 00:07:26,757 that she wanted him to do it. 131 00:07:26,757 --> 00:07:28,101 I felt that wasn't very sincere. 132 00:07:28,101 --> 00:07:29,949 But lately she's changed a lot. 133 00:07:29,949 --> 00:07:34,933 She isn't as... embarrassed in front of people as before. 134 00:07:35,868 --> 00:07:38,220 Now I often see them act all flirty. 135 00:07:38,472 --> 00:07:40,936 [LEAVING TERRACE HOUSE] Until I joined Terrace House... 136 00:07:41,427 --> 00:07:45,251 I really didn't have any idea about my dreams for the future. 137 00:07:45,251 --> 00:07:49,779 I didn't know what I wanted to do. I didn't even want to think about it. 138 00:07:49,971 --> 00:07:51,875 But the people I was living with... 139 00:07:52,855 --> 00:07:55,055 were all just so incredible. 140 00:07:55,239 --> 00:07:58,911 When people are chasing after their own dreams, and giving their best to fulfill them, 141 00:07:58,911 --> 00:08:01,159 I think they are so cool. 142 00:08:01,256 --> 00:08:05,471 So living in Terrace House made me really start thinking about things. 143 00:08:05,608 --> 00:08:10,128 I can't say, "I want to be a model!" with confidence yet, 144 00:08:10,128 --> 00:08:12,168 but seeing what Risako was doing every day, 145 00:08:12,168 --> 00:08:15,936 looking at magazines... I used to read magazines a lot before, 146 00:08:15,936 --> 00:08:18,160 but I've been trying to read even more. 147 00:08:18,312 --> 00:08:27,055 So step by step, I've been thinking about my own dreams, including being a model. 148 00:08:27,292 --> 00:08:29,604 If I go down that road, I want to be working internationally. 149 00:08:31,457 --> 00:08:35,994 [Translated and Timed by MrsChap] [Reviewed by koma & goob] 150 00:00:01,632 --> 00:00:04,133 but he'd spend time with me, he'd cook for me, 151 00:00:04,133 --> 00:00:07,356 and his words gave me a lot of support.