0:00:00.000,0:00:01.632 He supported me, not by [br]giving me things, 0:00:07.817,0:00:10.308 I'm not sure if I've been able to [br]do the same for him, 0:00:10.429,0:00:13.292 but I know that what we have [br]is not a relationship of convenience. 0:00:13.444,0:00:17.523 [COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS] 0:00:17.602,0:00:21.668 [Interview with a member who's leaving] 0:00:21.940,0:00:23.220 In the beginning... 0:00:24.895,0:00:27.655 I'd just take the shinkansen (bullet train) 0:00:28.143,0:00:30.799 to get to my school in Shinjuku and [br]then I'd head back home, 0:00:30.799,0:00:32.503 and I couldn't quite get used to it. 0:00:32.623,0:00:36.335 To be suddenly out living with strangers... 0:00:36.495,0:00:41.464 There were many times when[br]I didn't want to go back home. 0:00:41.645,0:00:45.269 But gradually, in regards to[br]my commute to Shinjuku, 0:00:45.448,0:00:49.073 and by getting to know the other people[br]in the house and such, 0:00:49.351,0:00:53.423 I began to realize that [br]I could just relax. 0:00:54.144,0:00:56.280 That's when I began to enjoy it even more. 0:00:56.355,0:00:59.628 [ABOUT KAITO NAKATA][br]At first, I wasn't interested in Kaito at all.[br] 0:00:59.875,0:01:04.803 I'd never been around any guy[br]with a vibe like him so far. 0:01:04.925,0:01:08.885 I was like, "Oh, he's different." 0:01:09.249,0:01:15.250 It was probably around the time I started [br]preparing for the school festival. 0:01:15.353,0:01:18.001 I'd leave the house around [br]six in the morning every day 0:01:18.209,0:01:21.129 and I'd come back at eleven. 0:01:21.297,0:01:24.257 He'd send me messages saying, [br]"Do you want dinner?" 0:01:24.474,0:01:26.811 Or, "I made you dinner." 0:01:27.073,0:01:34.009 Or when I was too exhausted and [br]fell asleep in the living room... 0:01:34.209,0:01:36.993 I heard a noise and woke up, 0:01:37.101,0:01:40.069 and he was sitting next to me, [br]just playing with his phone. 0:01:40.093,0:01:44.820 He didn't ask me, "Are you okay?" [br]or, "Are you tired?" or anything. 0:01:44.939,0:01:49.356 He'd just sit there next to me. 0:01:49.356,0:01:52.956 That's probably when I started [br]realizing I might like him. 0:01:53.252,0:01:56.948 [YOUR CHOICE NOT TO BE A COUPLE][br]This is probably not a Japanese way of thinking. 0:01:57.114,0:01:58.259 If you ask me why... 0:01:58.259,0:02:00.235 Even though we didn't end up as a couple, 0:02:00.347,0:02:03.658 we still have feelings for each other, 0:02:03.787,0:02:06.763 we're not interested in anyone else, 0:02:06.763,0:02:09.979 and we're not involved with anyone else. 0:02:10.328,0:02:13.416 Well, basically, it's as though [br]we were dating. 0:02:13.560,0:02:17.560 The difference is we didn't have time [br]to confess our feelings to each other. 0:02:17.773,0:02:19.429 [ARGUMENTS WITH KAITO][br]Now, we... 0:02:19.545,0:02:21.633 We fight much more [br]than I would've thought. 0:02:21.891,0:02:24.915 Before we became a couple...[br]Well, not a couple, but anyways... 0:02:24.915,0:02:27.163 He said, "When I have a girlfriend, 0:02:27.163,0:02:30.321 I tend to just leave her alone [br]and focus on skateboarding." 0:02:30.410,0:02:33.659 "I'm not possessive." [br]And I was like, "Oh, I see!" 0:02:33.659,0:02:35.715 But it wasn't like that at all. 0:02:36.089,0:02:44.145 He was... jealous of Aio. 0:02:44.145,0:02:46.541 He was like,[br]"The two of you are so close!" 0:02:46.541,0:02:49.853 And was like, "Why don't you[br]just date him?" Stuff like that... 0:02:50.359,0:02:52.871 But then I'll be like, "Oh, okay..." 0:02:52.871,0:02:56.007 "So what I did today wasn't okay for him.[br]Then I have to apologize." 0:02:56.007,0:02:57.463 And I'll say sorry. 0:02:58.295,0:03:00.311 And when we go to bed, [br]we'll both just forget about it. 0:03:00.311,0:03:04.127 Lately, we've been having a lot [br]of these small fights. 0:03:04.691,0:03:07.652 [YOUR FIRST QUARREL WITH YUI AND RISAKO][br]During that time, I was probably... 0:03:08.073,0:03:10.185 Living together with others was [br]exhausting for me, 0:03:10.185,0:03:11.376 and I was exhausted from school. 0:03:11.376,0:03:13.273 Even though I had[br]a good time with everyone, 0:03:13.273,0:03:17.161 I'd find myself alone [br]in the TV room a lot. 0:03:17.161,0:03:19.985 During that time, the guys...[br]Kaito was worried about me, 0:03:19.985,0:03:23.929 then Aio would come in and check on me, [br]then Sota. "Maya, are you all right?" 0:03:23.929,0:03:25.833 They did that every day. 0:03:25.961,0:03:29.297 To the guys, I said, "I want to [br]sleep alone, it's okay." 0:03:29.297,0:03:30.945 And they were like, "Oh, okay then." 0:03:30.945,0:03:35.169 It didn't get awkward. I could just talk to them [br]and be like, "See you later, then!" 0:03:35.169,0:03:37.041 But with Yui and Risako... 0:03:37.380,0:03:40.740 Well, they never came to check [br]on me in the TV room. 0:03:41.082,0:03:42.842 When we had that fight, 0:03:42.842,0:03:47.834 Risako said that she'd asked me [br]many times if I was all right, 0:03:47.834,0:03:51.770 but I honestly don't remember [br]her asking me that. 0:03:52.106,0:03:55.393 I think their personalities [br]and my personality are... 0:03:55.770,0:03:59.506 kind of... completely opposite, right? 0:03:59.610,0:04:02.323 Like, I'm more of a direct person... 0:04:04.505,0:04:06.905 I have a sharp tongue, 0:04:07.360,0:04:09.248 I'll just say what's on my mind. 0:04:09.353,0:04:13.593 I'm sure there were many times[br]when I was causing trouble to them. 0:04:13.593,0:04:21.370 So I'm grateful to them now[br]for pointing out my immature behavior. 0:04:21.897,0:04:22.817 And also... 0:04:23.166,0:04:28.382 I'll be around a lot of people [br]I've never met from now on, 0:04:28.685,0:04:31.909 so I will remember what [br]Risako and Yui told me. 0:04:31.909,0:04:34.773 Now I have a chance to better myself. 0:04:35.168,0:04:38.320 [RISAKO AFTER THE SOCK INCIDENT][br]When Risako got confronted herself... 0:04:39.637,0:04:45.029 She just got insanely gloomy[br]and wouldn't talk anymore. 0:04:45.029,0:04:49.353 That went on for... [br]more than three days. 0:04:49.353,0:04:53.722 But we still wanted to be friends [br]with her in spite of that. 0:04:53.722,0:04:55.754 We knew the show was going to end soon. 0:04:55.754,0:04:57.130 We wanted to end it in good terms. 0:04:57.130,0:05:01.129 We were really eager to talk [br]to her about whatever. 0:05:01.129,0:05:02.626 But that may have been... 0:05:02.832,0:05:03.740 irritating to her. 0:05:03.740,0:05:08.404 She didn't go back to her normal [br]friendly behavior immediately. 0:05:08.404,0:05:13.228 There was this awkwardness after that, [br]which lasted for a long time. 0:05:13.358,0:05:16.606 Compared to the time when I had [br]an argument with Risako and Yui, 0:05:16.935,0:05:21.375 the awkwardness lasted longer when [br]Yui and I had that argument with Risako. 0:05:21.493,0:05:24.125 Yui and I both really wanted [br]to be friends with her again. 0:05:24.125,0:05:27.941 So even with small things,[br]we'd explain to her what we meant, 0:05:27.941,0:05:29.917 but Risako was always like, "Oh, I see." 0:05:29.917,0:05:31.798 In a gloomy sort of way. 0:05:31.885,0:05:34.822 She wouldn't join in our talks at all. 0:05:34.822,0:05:37.382 That awkwardness lasted for a long time. 0:05:37.692,0:05:40.516 [ABOUT AIO & YUI HAVING KISSED][br]About Aio and Yui having kissed... 0:05:40.661,0:05:41.773 I knew about that. 0:05:42.253,0:05:46.917 But you know, since the two of them[br]didn't make it official... 0:05:47.085,0:05:51.101 we didn't feel like we should talk about it[br]like, "Hey, those two kissed, right?" 0:05:51.101,0:05:52.764 So we couldn't tell anyone.[br]We just told Yui, 0:05:52.764,0:05:55.515 "You need to say it in front [br]of the camera already!" 0:05:55.766,0:05:59.302 We... told her many times. 0:06:00.567,0:06:03.279 And then things just happened so fast. 0:06:03.592,0:06:06.807 But I really didn't know that [br]they'd made any progress. 0:06:07.480,0:06:09.513 Yui called me the next day... 0:06:09.513,0:06:10.953 I was so surprised. 0:06:10.953,0:06:14.760 She was like, "Things might have [br]gotten a little bit out of hand." 0:06:15.061,0:06:19.198 She told me over the phone. Like, [br]"Don't be surprised when you get home!" 0:06:19.198,0:06:21.566 I was like, "What?"[br]And when I got home... 0:06:22.437,0:06:26.741 I was surprised to find out [br]that... they were like that. 0:06:28.497,0:06:32.233 [YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT YUI][br]She is very considerate to others. 0:06:32.526,0:06:34.677 She meddles a bit too much... 0:06:34.854,0:06:37.037 And she isn't a very sincere person. 0:06:37.158,0:06:40.669 Since she lived in the house [br]for eight months... 0:06:41.246,0:06:45.966 She must have had a lot of stress, [br]caused by the reactions of the viewers, 0:06:45.966,0:06:48.046 and stress from living together with others. 0:06:48.046,0:06:52.230 I think she was dealing [br]with a lot of stuff. 0:06:52.230,0:06:54.423 But she doesn't really show [br]this to other people. 0:06:54.535,0:06:58.273 I think she's a nice person. 0:06:58.401,0:07:01.505 But I realized that she isn't [br]very sincere when... 0:07:01.825,0:07:02.988 Even though... 0:07:05.536,0:07:10.800 Even though it was so obvious to us [br]that she was in love with Aio, 0:07:10.912,0:07:15.384 she wouldn't say it herself. I thought[br]that wasn't very sincere of her. 0:07:15.517,0:07:17.429 And even after they'd started dating, 0:07:17.501,0:07:21.765 when Aio was seeking her attention, 0:07:21.765,0:07:24.613 she'd just be like, "Oh, stop!" [br]But you could tell from her face 0:07:24.613,0:07:26.757 that she wanted him to do it. 0:07:26.757,0:07:28.101 I felt that wasn't very sincere. 0:07:28.101,0:07:29.949 But lately she's changed a lot. 0:07:29.949,0:07:34.933 She isn't as... embarrassed in front [br]of people as before. 0:07:35.868,0:07:38.220 Now I often see them act all flirty. 0:07:38.472,0:07:40.936 [LEAVING TERRACE HOUSE][br]Until I joined Terrace House... 0:07:41.427,0:07:45.251 I really didn't have any idea about [br]my dreams for the future. 0:07:45.251,0:07:49.779 I didn't know what I wanted to do. [br]I didn't even want to think about it. 0:07:49.971,0:07:51.875 But the people I was living with... 0:07:52.855,0:07:55.055 were all just so incredible. 0:07:55.239,0:07:58.911 When people are chasing after their own dreams,[br]and giving their best to fulfill them, 0:07:58.911,0:08:01.159 I think they are so cool. 0:08:01.256,0:08:05.471 So living in Terrace House made me [br]really start thinking about things. 0:08:05.608,0:08:10.128 I can't say, "I want to be a model!" [br]with confidence yet, 0:08:10.128,0:08:12.168 but seeing what Risako was [br]doing every day, 0:08:12.168,0:08:15.936 looking at magazines... I used to read [br]magazines a lot before, 0:08:15.936,0:08:18.160 but I've been trying to read even more. 0:08:18.312,0:08:27.055 So step by step, I've been thinking about[br]my own dreams, including being a model. 0:08:27.292,0:08:29.604 If I go down that road, I want [br]to be working internationally. 0:08:31.457,0:08:35.994 [Translated and Timed by MrsChap][br][Reviewed by koma & goob] 0:00:01.632,0:00:04.133 but he'd spend time with me,[br]he'd cook for me, 0:00:04.133,0:00:07.356 and his words gave me a lot of support.