WEBVTT 00:00:00.601 --> 00:00:03.637 So Manson's sentence was committed to life in prison. 00:00:03.637 --> 00:00:06.340 Now there's a book “Manson in His Own Words” 00:00:06.340 --> 00:00:08.542 as told to Nuel Emmons. 00:00:08.542 --> 00:00:10.844 Emmons is an ex-con who first met Manson 00:00:10.844 --> 00:00:14.114 while serving a short term in prison for car theft and, 00:00:14.114 --> 00:00:16.817 true to the unwritten code of the underworld, 00:00:16.817 --> 00:00:18.452 Manson cooperated on the book 00:00:18.452 --> 00:00:20.420 because he owed Emmons a favor. 00:00:20.420 --> 00:00:22.556 Today correspondent Heidi Schulman went 00:00:22.556 --> 00:00:24.358 to talk with Manson to find out, 00:00:24.358 --> 00:00:27.227 after all these years, is there any remorse? 00:00:27.227 --> 00:00:28.295 Is he sorry? 00:00:28.295 --> 00:00:29.496 Does he feel guilty? 00:00:29.496 --> 00:00:31.765 Well then we here on The Today Show staff 00:00:31.765 --> 00:00:35.269 debated among ourselves whether to air his answers. 00:00:35.269 --> 00:00:38.272 Half of our staff said “absolutely not even though 00:00:38.272 --> 00:00:40.674 Manson doesn't make a cent off this book 00:00:40.674 --> 00:00:42.509 let's not give them any publicity,” 00:00:42.509 --> 00:00:45.312 but another half said “Yes, believing that some of you 00:00:45.312 --> 00:00:47.848 are as curious as some of us are.” 00:00:47.848 --> 00:00:51.873 Well at any rate here is what Manson had to say. 00:00:51.873 --> 00:00:53.253 [Schulman] Charles Manson is serving his life sentence 00:00:53.253 --> 00:00:55.155 for murder in San Quentin prison. 00:00:55.155 --> 00:00:56.857 That is where we talked to him 00:00:56.857 --> 00:00:58.258 and with Nuel Emmons author of 00:00:58.258 --> 00:01:00.661 “Charles Manson: In his own words.” 00:01:00.661 --> 00:01:02.930 Our conversation lasted an hour and a half 00:01:02.930 --> 00:01:05.365 during which Manson was sometimes lucid, 00:01:05.365 --> 00:01:09.102 sometimes incoherent, and frequently manipulative. 00:01:09.102 --> 00:01:11.038 [Schulman] From your words as Mr. Emmons 00:01:11.038 --> 00:01:12.639 quotes them in this book, 00:01:12.639 --> 00:01:14.908 it's clear that you were guilty of murder, 00:01:14.908 --> 00:01:17.077 and yet he says in all his conversations with you 00:01:17.077 --> 00:01:19.784 he never heard you express remorse. 00:01:19.784 --> 00:01:21.270 Have you never felt it? 00:01:21.270 --> 00:01:22.649 [Manson] Remorse for what? 00:01:22.649 --> 00:01:25.357 You people have done everything in the world to me. 00:01:25.357 --> 00:01:28.355 Doesn't that give me equal right? 00:01:28.355 --> 00:01:30.047 I can do anything I want to you people 00:01:30.047 --> 00:01:32.573 at any time I want to because that's what 00:01:32.573 --> 00:01:34.027 you've done to me. 00:01:34.027 --> 00:01:35.963 If you spit in my face and smack me in the mouth 00:01:35.963 --> 00:01:37.998 and throw me in solitary confinement for nothing 00:01:37.998 --> 00:01:39.481 what do you think is gonna happen 00:01:39.481 --> 00:01:41.617 when I get out of here? 00:01:41.617 --> 00:01:44.738 Guilty, hmm I wouldn't do anything 00:01:44.738 --> 00:01:46.449 that I felt guilty about. 00:01:48.275 --> 00:01:49.691 [Schulman] You don't feel guilty at all? 00:01:49.691 --> 00:01:51.144 [Manson] There is no need to feel guilty. 00:01:51.144 --> 00:01:52.958 I haven't done anything I'm ashamed of. 00:01:55.949 --> 00:01:57.084 Maybe I haven't done enough. 00:01:57.084 --> 00:01:58.352 I might be ashamed of that; 00:01:58.352 --> 00:01:59.898 for not doing enough, 00:01:59.898 --> 00:02:02.155 for not giving enough, 00:02:02.155 --> 00:02:04.074 for not being more perceptive, 00:02:04.074 --> 00:02:06.067 for not being aware enough 00:02:06.067 --> 00:02:08.929 for not understanding, 00:02:08.929 --> 00:02:10.360 for being stupid. 00:02:14.234 --> 00:02:17.880 Maybe I should've killed four, five hundred people, 00:02:17.880 --> 00:02:19.552 then I would have felt better. 00:02:19.552 --> 00:02:21.008 Then I would have felt like I really 00:02:21.008 --> 00:02:23.377 offered society something. 00:02:23.377 --> 00:02:25.779 You know, if I wanted to kill somebody 00:02:25.779 --> 00:02:28.048 I’d take this book and beat you to death with it 00:02:28.048 --> 00:02:30.217 and I wouldn't feel a thing. 00:02:30.217 --> 00:02:33.187 It would be just like walking to the drugstore. 00:02:33.187 --> 00:02:34.555 “Do you feel blame? 00:02:34.555 --> 00:02:35.622 Are you mad? 00:02:35.622 --> 00:02:45.165 Do you feel like”… (Unintelligible nonsense words) … 00:02:45.165 --> 00:02:46.466 [Sculman] Nuel Emmons is an ex-convict 00:02:46.466 --> 00:02:48.969 who first met Manson in prison in the 50s. 00:02:48.969 --> 00:02:50.504 He claims he wrote the Manson book 00:02:50.504 --> 00:02:53.006 after seven years of conversation with Manson 00:02:53.006 --> 00:02:58.051 to show that he is no leader, no guru, but just a loser. 00:02:58.051 --> 00:03:00.744 [Shulman] Why should anyone care to read this book? 00:03:00.744 --> 00:03:04.084 [Emmons] My purpose when I first started 00:03:04.084 --> 00:03:06.735 was virtually to destroy the myth. 00:03:06.735 --> 00:03:09.103 I show that he is not as complex 00:03:09.103 --> 00:03:13.627 or the occult leader or etcetera, 00:03:13.627 --> 00:03:16.673 that he has been projected as being. 00:03:16.673 --> 00:03:17.731 [Manson] I don't fit in society, 00:03:17.731 --> 00:03:20.110 and I am incompetent. 00:03:20.110 --> 00:03:21.602 I am definitely incompetent. 00:03:21.602 --> 00:03:22.736 [Emmons] That’s not what I said. 00:03:22.736 --> 00:03:24.004 [Manson] I say that. I say that. 00:03:24.004 --> 00:03:26.039 I say that there's nothing wrong with being incompetent 00:03:26.039 --> 00:03:28.742 because you don't have to do as much. 00:03:28.742 --> 00:03:31.627 If you’re competent then you got a lot to do you see, 00:03:31.627 --> 00:03:35.231 but there is another aspect of it too. 00:03:37.551 --> 00:03:40.053 I've learned to reflect. 00:03:40.053 --> 00:03:42.589 I just reflect back. 00:03:42.589 --> 00:03:45.326 I know I don't know, I know I'm stupid. 00:03:45.326 --> 00:03:47.648 I admit I'm a pity, whatever. 00:03:47.648 --> 00:03:51.039 I've never been a success at anything. 00:03:51.039 --> 00:03:52.833 I even got to the point where I didn't want 00:03:52.833 --> 00:03:54.707 to be a success at anything. 00:03:54.707 --> 00:03:56.003 What would being a success, 00:03:56.003 --> 00:03:58.305 what does that mean, you know? 00:03:58.305 --> 00:03:59.373 Money? 00:03:59.373 --> 00:04:01.975 Oh, I've had all the money in the world three times 00:04:01.975 --> 00:04:03.113 and had to give it back. 00:04:03.113 --> 00:04:05.345 That’s a stupid little game, you know? 00:04:05.345 --> 00:04:07.981 My awareness and my consciousness is not the same 00:04:07.981 --> 00:04:09.917 as somebody that goes to school 00:04:09.917 --> 00:04:11.797 and has a mom and dad. 00:04:11.797 --> 00:04:14.054 See not having parents has left me 00:04:14.054 --> 00:04:17.891 in another dimension so to say, you know? 00:04:17.891 --> 00:04:20.928 I don't have no bad going for nothing. 00:04:20.928 --> 00:04:21.995 I don't judge. 00:04:21.995 --> 00:04:24.364 I hardly even think about too much. 00:04:24.364 --> 00:04:26.567 It's hard for me to remember breakfast. 00:04:26.567 --> 00:04:30.637 In fact, if I didn't have two, three girls to help me, 00:04:30.637 --> 00:04:32.606 I would pretty much be lost 00:04:32.606 --> 00:04:34.374 and I wouldn’t know what the hell I’m doing. 00:04:34.374 --> 00:04:35.943 [Schulman] You write that in all your conversations 00:04:35.943 --> 00:04:39.346 with Charles Manson he never expressed remorse. 00:04:39.346 --> 00:04:40.948 [Emmons] Have you seen any today? 00:04:40.948 --> 00:04:42.749 I mean, perhaps he believes totally 00:04:42.749 --> 00:04:44.685 in his own mind that he is not guilty. 00:04:44.685 --> 00:04:45.791 [Manson] You guys got the stuff in your head 00:04:45.791 --> 00:04:47.788 that I've murdered somebody. 00:04:47.788 --> 00:04:49.223 You’ve got it stuck in your brain 00:04:49.223 --> 00:04:50.528 that I murdered somebody. 00:04:50.528 --> 00:04:52.226 What do you want to call me a murderer for? 00:04:52.226 --> 00:04:54.061 I've never killed anyone. 00:04:54.061 --> 00:04:56.463 I don't need to kill anyone. 00:04:56.463 --> 00:04:58.198 I think it. 00:04:58.198 --> 00:05:00.280 I have it here. 00:05:00.280 --> 00:05:01.335 [Schulman] Who is this man you’ve been talking to 00:05:01.335 --> 00:05:02.636 for seven years? 00:05:02.636 --> 00:05:05.973 [Emmons] Well, to me he’s a convict that was a failure. 00:05:05.973 --> 00:05:12.633 I mean, he's the person that is not capable. 00:05:12.633 --> 00:05:14.815 I mean and I still lay it to the way 00:05:14.815 --> 00:05:18.118 the book reads it wasn't to start 00:05:18.118 --> 00:05:19.620 cleaning the earth or anything. 00:05:19.620 --> 00:05:21.121 I mean there was a drug burn 00:05:21.121 --> 00:05:24.104 that initiated the first one and the black guy 00:05:24.104 --> 00:05:27.895 the first tone of violence that surfaced anyway 00:05:27.895 --> 00:05:30.264 and then the death of Gary Hinman. 00:05:30.264 --> 00:05:31.813 There again, it was dope related, 00:05:31.813 --> 00:05:34.835 and it just kept feeding from there, 00:05:34.835 --> 00:05:39.569 and so it had no spiritual aspects at all. 00:05:39.569 --> 00:05:42.409 It was just a bunch of guys out there, 00:05:42.409 --> 00:05:44.645 kids out there that was living, 00:05:44.645 --> 00:05:45.884 doing their own thing 00:05:45.884 --> 00:05:48.782 and it used to be party time and play time 00:05:48.782 --> 00:05:50.717 and then through drugs and the whole bit, 00:05:50.717 --> 00:05:52.386 well, it started to get a little bit nasty, 00:05:52.386 --> 00:05:54.244 a little bit meaner and the first thing 00:05:54.244 --> 00:05:56.323 you know there's murders. 00:05:56.323 --> 00:05:59.026 [Manson] In my whole life I burglarized a grocery store, 00:05:59.026 --> 00:06:00.460 stole some nickels and dimes, 00:06:00.460 --> 00:06:02.229 busted open a stamp machine, 00:06:02.229 --> 00:06:07.100 stole a few automobiles, and cashed a couple checks. 00:06:07.100 --> 00:06:09.503 I'm a petty car thief. 00:06:09.503 --> 00:06:13.563 I've been with prostitutes and bums 00:06:13.563 --> 00:06:17.044 and winos all my life. 00:06:17.044 --> 00:06:20.280 The street is my world. 00:06:20.280 --> 00:06:24.987 I don't, I don't pretend to go uptown and be anything fancy. 00:06:24.987 --> 00:06:31.291 I can, but I find more real in the world that I'm in 00:06:31.291 --> 00:06:33.493 than I do the tinsel. 00:06:33.493 --> 00:06:34.828 And the real world is the one 00:06:34.828 --> 00:06:37.898 I have to deal with everyday, ya know? 00:06:39.533 --> 00:06:42.136 Believe me if I started murdering people…