1 00:00:00,125 --> 00:00:02,708 ♪영묘하고 안락한 음악♪ 2 00:00:08,963 --> 00:00:11,098 [자물쇠 소리] 3 00:00:11,098 --> 00:00:13,848 [걸음 소리] 4 00:00:26,168 --> 00:00:29,251 [차 엔진 소리] 5 00:00:32,227 --> 00:00:34,650 ♪부드러운 음악♪ 6 00:00:34,650 --> 00:00:39,650 [미란다] 제게 대체로 위험은 안전지대예요 7 00:00:42,930 --> 00:00:45,907 저는 그런 아이였어요 8 00:00:45,907 --> 00:00:48,060 "뭘 하라고 부추겨 봐" 9 00:00:48,060 --> 00:00:51,373 그 느낌이 좋았어요 10 00:00:51,373 --> 00:00:54,040 ♪부드러운 음악♪ 11 00:00:55,909 --> 00:00:58,826 [바스락거리는 소리] 12 00:01:00,448 --> 00:01:03,115 ♪부드러운 음악♪ 13 00:01:04,055 --> 00:01:08,388 일곱 살 언저리 때 기억이 나네요 14 00:01:09,450 --> 00:01:12,030 공원에서 놀고 있었는데 15 00:01:12,030 --> 00:01:14,520 격렬한 농구 게임을 하면서 16 00:01:14,520 --> 00:01:17,250 남자들이 소리치고 있었어요 17 00:01:17,250 --> 00:01:18,800 "나, 나한테!" 18 00:01:18,800 --> 00:01:20,040 아시죠? [킬킬 웃는다] 19 00:01:20,040 --> 00:01:25,022 친구들이 저기 가서 해 보라고 부추겼어요 20 00:01:25,022 --> 00:01:27,060 ♪부드러운 음악♪ 21 00:01:27,060 --> 00:01:28,830 [미란다] 이거 잠깐 들어 주시겠어요? 22 00:01:28,830 --> 00:01:31,920 언제든 놓으셔도 상관 없어요 23 00:01:31,920 --> 00:01:32,753 감사합니다 24 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:36,780 [미란다] 전 바로 뛰어들어서 25 00:01:36,780 --> 00:01:38,820 "나, 나한테" 소리쳤어요 26 00:01:38,820 --> 00:01:42,360 하는 걸 보고 따라했죠 [킬킬 웃는다] 27 00:01:42,360 --> 00:01:45,240 전 매우 들떴어요 28 00:01:45,240 --> 00:01:47,850 해냈고 살아남았으니까요 29 00:01:47,850 --> 00:01:49,710 [미란다] 이거 잠깐 들어 주시겠어요? 30 00:01:49,710 --> 00:01:52,083 언제든 놓으셔도 상관 없어요 31 00:01:53,400 --> 00:01:56,640 [미란다] 두려워하지 않는다면 32 00:01:56,640 --> 00:01:59,880 두려워할 필요가 없다고 느끼면 33 00:01:59,880 --> 00:02:02,070 나는 것과 같은 초능력을 가진다는 걸 34 00:02:02,070 --> 00:02:04,239 그때 배운 것 같아요 35 00:02:04,239 --> 00:02:06,989 ♪신기한 전자 음악♪ 36 00:02:09,510 --> 00:02:13,350 저를 작가, 영화 제작자 예술가라고 소개해요 37 00:02:13,350 --> 00:02:14,670 그 범위에서 38 00:02:14,670 --> 00:02:16,090 저는 공연하고 39 00:02:18,120 --> 00:02:21,843 여러 매체를 통해 일하고 있어요 40 00:02:21,843 --> 00:02:24,593 ♪신기한 전자 음악♪ 41 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:28,350 어떤 것들은 숨겨진 이유가 있어요 42 00:02:28,350 --> 00:02:30,780 보게 되면 결코 이전과 같을 수 없어요 43 00:02:30,780 --> 00:02:33,429 전 변모하고 싶었어요 44 00:02:33,429 --> 00:02:35,880 ♪신기한 전자 음악♪ 45 00:02:35,880 --> 00:02:38,760 [미란다] 백만 개의 하위 장르가 있다고 느껴요 46 00:02:38,760 --> 00:02:39,720 그것들 중에서 47 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:42,060 "영화 제작자"라고 하면 48 00:02:42,060 --> 00:02:44,732 장편 영화가 포함돼요 49 00:02:44,732 --> 00:02:46,020 [미란다] 컷! 50 00:02:46,020 --> 00:02:48,976 또 하루만에 무척 빨리 만드는 것도 51 00:02:48,976 --> 00:02:51,150 포함된다고 저는 여겨요 52 00:02:51,150 --> 00:02:54,116 순수주의자가 아닌 거죠 53 00:02:54,116 --> 00:02:57,420 ♪풍부하고 영묘한 음악♪ 54 00:02:57,420 --> 00:02:59,280 굉장히 어릴 때 시작했어요 55 00:02:59,280 --> 00:03:02,070 열여섯 살에 첫 희곡을 56 00:03:02,070 --> 00:03:04,699 쓰고 연출했으니까요 57 00:03:04,699 --> 00:03:07,449 [걸음 소리] 58 00:03:08,430 --> 00:03:12,483 감옥에 있는 남자와 서신을 주고받았어요 59 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:17,820 잡지 뒤에 감옥 펜팔 목록이 60 00:03:17,820 --> 00:03:19,710 있던 때였어요 61 00:03:19,710 --> 00:03:22,593 무작위로 그 사람을 선택했어요 62 00:03:23,580 --> 00:03:24,840 로맨틱하지 않았어요 63 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:28,320 저는 다행히도 완고한 페미니스트였거든요 64 00:03:28,320 --> 00:03:32,790 경계를 분명히 한 후 굉장히 친밀해졌어요 65 00:03:32,790 --> 00:03:34,830 친구에게, 이건 법률 문서예요 66 00:03:34,830 --> 00:03:37,050 그 반대라면 좋겠네요 67 00:03:37,050 --> 00:03:38,610 오늘 하루는 어땠나요? 68 00:03:38,610 --> 00:03:39,960 우리가 만날 수 있다면 좋겠어요 69 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:42,150 언젠가는 만날 수도 있겠죠 70 00:03:42,150 --> 00:03:44,850 [미란다] 그와 저는 관심을 좋아한다는 71 00:03:44,850 --> 00:03:48,423 비슷한 이유로 편지를 쓴 것 같아요 72 00:03:49,320 --> 00:03:51,450 어떤 십대 소녀가 73 00:03:51,450 --> 00:03:55,260 그 사람 삶에서 유일한 자유인인 걸 74 00:03:55,260 --> 00:03:57,480 안 좋아하겠어요 75 00:03:57,480 --> 00:04:00,390 그는 12년 동안 편지를 못 받았어요 76 00:04:00,390 --> 00:04:04,140 친구들, 고등학교와 소원해졌어요 77 00:04:04,140 --> 00:04:08,910 이걸 이해시키지 못했거든요 78 00:04:08,910 --> 00:04:10,203 그래서 희곡을 썼어요 79 00:04:11,820 --> 00:04:13,833 있잖아, 그게 기억나 80 00:04:16,050 --> 00:04:17,490 내가 누구였는지가 아니라 81 00:04:17,490 --> 00:04:19,980 누가 되고 싶었는지 기억나 82 00:04:19,980 --> 00:04:21,630 [속삭이듯] 그 둘은 달라 83 00:04:21,630 --> 00:04:23,337 내가 이렇게 당신을 잘 알아서는 안 돼요 84 00:04:23,337 --> 00:04:25,170 왜냐하면 [미란다] 제 세상과 85 00:04:25,170 --> 00:04:27,810 동떨어진 사람들과 86 00:04:27,810 --> 00:04:31,200 이런 프로젝트를 하는 이유는 87 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:36,200 어떻게 작동하고 무엇을 의미하는지에 대한 88 00:04:36,240 --> 00:04:39,900 제 스스로의 추측에서 벗어나기 때문이에요 89 00:04:39,900 --> 00:04:43,830 우정처럼 근본적인 것도요 90 00:04:43,830 --> 00:04:45,213 이게 우정일까? 91 00:04:47,700 --> 00:04:48,990 제 부모님은 작가예요 92 00:04:48,990 --> 00:04:53,990 그분들에게 작품에 자신을 투영하는 걸 배웠어요 93 00:04:55,680 --> 00:05:00,680 그리고 저는 제 작품을 통해서 94 00:05:01,740 --> 00:05:05,463 사람들과 친밀해지고 싶었어요 95 00:05:07,350 --> 00:05:08,820 자라면서 봐 온 바로는 96 00:05:08,820 --> 00:05:11,493 달리 관계 맺는 법을 몰랐어요 97 00:05:14,700 --> 00:05:17,453 잘 모르겠네요 98 00:05:17,453 --> 00:05:19,089 그러니까 99 00:05:19,089 --> 00:05:20,468 유사 가족이나 100 00:05:20,468 --> 00:05:25,845 날 구원하는 친구가 101 00:05:25,845 --> 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