My name is Jo
I only can only undergo all that I've faced
Without knowing what will happen
And what I would face
It's a shame
That at a time when I should be laughing
A time when I must be happy
But still I'm searching...
To find who the real 'me' is
And I question
Who am I?
Who is hiding behind a smile from bad days?
That shadows real life
But who am I?
Who closes ones self from full, desperate laughter?
Who can only pretend to be happy with scars inside?
Who laughs in a dilemma?
Who can only close their eyes from reality
Who doesn't know sad words?
I raised questions continuously
About the reality and dreams which struggle in one's chest
Who am I?
Who can only answer questions from a world that scars in laughter?
Maybe the words are tired
I said sometimes
Because
This journey is still quite far
So long
And I'm not allowed to be tired
To find who the real 'me' is
Which way I have to choose
Where I should go
During the time
I meet my friends
They speak only one word
Destroy, knock down the big wall that is shackling the soul
Say to the world
That you can!