My name is Jo.
I only can only undergo all that have faced me
without knowing, what will happen
and what would i face
so pity
in time when i should have laugh
time when i must have been happy
but still i'm looking...
to find who the real me
and questions
who am i?
who is hiding behind a smile from bad days
that shadowing real life
but who am i?
who close one self from full desperate laugh
who can't only pretend to be happy with scars inside
who laugh in a dilemma
who can only closes they eyes from real stories
who doesn't know sad words
i raised a continuous questions
about the reality and dreaming which struggle in one's chest
who am i?
who can only answer questions from world that rear scars in laugh
maybe the words tired
sometimes i said
because
this journey is still quiet far
so long
and i'm not allowed to be tired
to find who is the real me
which way that i have to choose
where i should go
to the time
i met my friend
only one word they will give
destroy, knock down the big wall that been shackle the soul
tell this to the world
that you can!