WEBVTT 00:00:07.460 --> 00:00:12.280 [Arlene Shechet: Sculpting Time] 00:00:13.600 --> 00:00:17.480 I am going to see pieces I haven't seen in twenty years 00:00:17.480 --> 00:00:22.820 because a lot of these went to different people in different places. 00:00:22.820 --> 00:00:26.000 Sadly, some of them we couldn't locate. 00:00:33.760 --> 00:00:38.879 Twenty-five years ago, a very close friend of mine, Carol, 00:00:38.879 --> 00:00:41.570 was dying at a very young age-- 00:00:41.570 --> 00:00:44.960 at the same time that I was having babies. 00:00:45.760 --> 00:00:50.940 One day, when it was very clear that Carol was dying quite soon, 00:00:50.949 --> 00:00:56.359 I was tearfully explaining to a Buddhist teacher. 00:00:56.359 --> 00:01:01.319 He said, "You know, stop making such a big deal out of it." 00:01:01.320 --> 00:01:07.620 And when he said that, I realized he was completely right. 00:01:07.630 --> 00:01:09.630 He's like, "Everybody's going to die," 00:01:09.630 --> 00:01:12.210 "don't be too dramatic about it." 00:01:12.800 --> 00:01:16.330 I had come to the realization, for the first time, 00:01:16.330 --> 00:01:18.290 that I was going to die-- 00:01:18.290 --> 00:01:20.500 which should have been no surprise 00:01:20.500 --> 00:01:23.780 but was a huge surprise, [LAUGHS] 00:01:23.780 --> 00:01:25.080 inside of me. 00:01:26.150 --> 00:01:31.890 So, to honor Carol, I basically threw out everything in my studio 00:01:31.890 --> 00:01:34.210 and I started anew. 00:01:35.140 --> 00:01:39.070 Instead of being one of those New Yorkers saying, "I don't have enough time," 00:01:39.070 --> 00:01:44.050 I said, "Whatever time I have is exactly the time that I need." 00:01:48.800 --> 00:01:53.020 Plaster is so much a timekeeper. 00:01:53.020 --> 00:01:56.640 Every single second as it's drying, it changes. 00:01:57.420 --> 00:01:59.420 Even though I'd work with plaster many times, 00:01:59.420 --> 00:02:02.260 I was just starting to pay attention to what was happening, 00:02:02.260 --> 00:02:04.940 and I took the wet soup and I would try to mold it, 00:02:04.940 --> 00:02:06.800 and it would start to harden up. 00:02:06.800 --> 00:02:09.820 I would keep molding without an armature. 00:02:09.820 --> 00:02:13.440 I had been doing some paintings out of paint skins. 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:17.940 I started embedding the paint skins onto it. 00:02:19.880 --> 00:02:23.860 Whatever time--be it an hour or be it five hours-- 00:02:23.860 --> 00:02:28.480 I would make a piece for that amount of time, out of that material, 00:02:28.480 --> 00:02:32.020 that suddenly became just the right thing. 00:02:34.520 --> 00:02:37.080 For about a year, without letting anybody know-- 00:02:37.090 --> 00:02:39.569 including my husband-- [LAUGHS] 00:02:39.569 --> 00:02:41.709 I grew this family. 00:02:42.720 --> 00:02:46.960 I would put them on the various stools. 00:02:46.960 --> 00:02:50.140 I just saw them as living on those places. 00:02:50.140 --> 00:02:52.140 And so they just stayed there. 00:02:53.840 --> 00:02:57.340 [Arlene Shechet: All at Once] 00:02:59.540 --> 00:03:03.260 I didn't have aspirations to make a perfect figure; 00:03:03.260 --> 00:03:07.260 I had aspirations to make this, kind of, signifier. 00:03:08.260 --> 00:03:11.740 The real meaning of an icon--at least for me-- 00:03:11.740 --> 00:03:18.160 was in that it was there to keep me remembering what I wanted to remember. 00:03:21.060 --> 00:03:27.020 After a period of time, I made something that reminded me of a Buddha form. 00:03:29.340 --> 00:03:32.620 Very long story short, I just decided to go with that 00:03:32.630 --> 00:03:38.870 because seeking form was giving what I was doing some direction 00:03:38.870 --> 00:03:40.590 without too much direction. 00:03:46.040 --> 00:03:50.580 I actually lived with them and enjoyed them as an installation. 00:03:52.700 --> 00:03:55.340 It's not going to look as funky as my studio, 00:03:55.349 --> 00:03:58.680 but it gets back to what I lived with, 00:03:58.680 --> 00:04:03.020 as reminders of life being fragile-- 00:04:03.020 --> 00:04:08.960 and to have that be addressed in my studio on a daily basis.