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Bonjou, mwen rele Castelline Tilus e mwen soti Ayiti.

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M' ap eseye rakonte istwa [de, fr] lavi mwen.

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E pou ... di ou kòman m arive isi an Kalifòni

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kote m ap etidye, kote m ap viv.

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[Hmm, English] Mwen te leve ann Ayiti, m soti nan yon vil andeyò

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ki rele Jan Rabèl

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li [tout près de la mer, Français]

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Paran m te travay kòm [professeurs] nan [Lycée de Jean Rabel, fr]

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Genlè yo te panse te gen [plus] opòtinite [à l'étranger, fr]

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ou te gen [plus... meilleures éducations...hmm ....à l'étranger, fr]

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Se pou sa yo te deside voye m al viv avèk matant mwen

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an Florid, lè m te tou piti.

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Hmm, Mwen sonje jou a

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Papa m te di m: "Kasou, al, ... al ranje valiz ou.

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Ann al vizite fanmi nou [aux États-Unis, fr]. "

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M te panse nou t ap sèlman vwayaje 2 semèn

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M di, "Oke, papa, m dakò."

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M ranje valiz mwen. M te byen kontan. M foure tout bagay mwen ladan l.

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M di, "Papa, ann ale, ann ale."

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Lè fin'... M sonje jou sa a. Nou monte avyon an,

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nou desann Miami. M te pase yon bèl sejou!

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E, Aprè 2 semèn, papa ...papa m di li prale.

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M pa t fin konprann kisa l te vle di.

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Li fèmen pòt lan, li te kite m anndan an, lè fini menm, li soti,

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Li pran 'on taksi .... lè fin' m pa t wè l 'pou yon lòt dizan.

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Sa vle di li te kite m Miami avèk fanmi mwen

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Men li menm menm, li te retounen ann Ayiti.

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Nan panse li, m t ap [plus] gen yon chans pou m avanse nan lavi an

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si m te rete Ozetazini.

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E..., sa te 'on ti jan difisil pou mwen

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paske m te pase 10 zan san wè paran mwen,

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san wè fanmi m ann Ayiti.

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Sa vle di m te prèske fin bliye pale kreyòl nèt.

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Paske nan lekòl lan, se anglè yo pale pifò.

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[Hmm], Aprè [quelques années, fr.]

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M bliye..., M pa t 'ka menm kominike avèk paran mwen, m pa t' pale kreyòl, lè fini yo pa t pale anglè

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M sonje premye fwa m te ale Ayiti depi m te rantre isi

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M te genyen 17 tan.

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Tout moun te gade m tankou m te etranj

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Lè m te eseye pale kreyòl, m te gen yon aksan ameriken.

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Yo te rele m "Dyaspora", yo te rele m "Blan",

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"Etranje"... tankou m pa t yon vrè ayisyen.

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[Hmm], Se premye fwa m te gen pwoblèm sa a, paske

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pandan tout lavi mwen, m te panse se ayisyen m ye:

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Chak jou m leve, m maje diri kole ak pwa, m maje bannann peze...

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tankou m gen ayisyen nan san mwen.

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Men an reyalite lè m te nan peyi a moun yo pa t aksepte m kòm yon ayisyen [de vrai, fr.].

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[Hmm], Se poutèt sa lè m te retounen

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Ozetazini, aprè premye vwayaj sa a

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M te deside pou aplike mwen, pou eseye aprann pale kreyòl.

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Mwen te kòmanse li Labib,

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Hmm, M te koute radyo ayisyen,

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Se Radio Lumière ki pi popilè Miami...

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Kisa m te fè ankò? ...

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... Nenpòt sa m te ka fè pou m aprann pale kreyòl

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Sa vle di kounye a, m ka degaje mwen

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Men, ekri ak li kreyòl yon ti jan difisil pou mwen.

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Lè fini, lè m te rantre nan kolèj

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An 2009, m te kòmanse etifye fransè.

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Lè fini, sa a, sa fè bagay yo pi, pi difisil pou mwen

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paske kounye a, m pa ka separe franse ak kreyòl

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nan panse mwen.

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Lè m eseye pale kreyòl - se yon kreyòl [franchize, en. (fransize, kr.)]

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Lè fin, lè m eseye pale fransè, pafwa m gen difikilte pou m fòme fraz yo

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(ri) Bagay sa tèlman fristre m,

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men m pa ka chanje l.

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Se.., se konsa l ye.

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[Hmm. en.] Sa vle di ...m santi m pi alèz nan, nan anglè an

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Se lang,.. se lang sa m pale pi byen.

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Men, nan lavni m ta anvi metrize kreyòl e fransè

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Paske m anvi retounen ann Ayiti pou ede pèp mwen,

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pou m ede peyi mwen.