1 00:00:06,475 --> 00:00:09,140 When I was a little girl, I would sit at the dinner table 2 00:00:09,140 --> 00:00:13,074 and revel in my father telling stories about the civil rights [movement]. 3 00:00:13,074 --> 00:00:16,182 And I have an active imagination, so I just envisioned my father 4 00:00:16,182 --> 00:00:18,318 at all of those strategic places: 5 00:00:18,318 --> 00:00:20,718 walking across that bridge in Selma, 6 00:00:20,718 --> 00:00:22,808 sitting at those lunch counters, 7 00:00:23,132 --> 00:00:25,359 standing on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial. 8 00:00:26,076 --> 00:00:29,315 I even envisioned my father burning bras during the women's movement. 9 00:00:29,315 --> 00:00:31,195 I don't know whose bras he was burning, 10 00:00:31,195 --> 00:00:34,917 but it was very exciting to see my father out fighting the good fight. 11 00:00:35,401 --> 00:00:38,982 But as I got a little older, and my father got a little more successful, 12 00:00:39,235 --> 00:00:42,114 then suddenly the only handicap he seemed to revel 13 00:00:42,114 --> 00:00:43,885 was his golf score. 14 00:00:43,964 --> 00:00:46,767 The next thing I knew we were living in a gated community, 15 00:00:46,767 --> 00:00:49,193 my father was driving a convertible Mercedes, 16 00:00:49,497 --> 00:00:52,164 and so I decided that if I wanted to fight the good fight 17 00:00:52,164 --> 00:00:56,304 and go off to college, that maybe I would do so standing in front of a judge. 18 00:00:56,597 --> 00:01:01,007 I went off to college, and as I was pursuing law, there was this moment, 19 00:01:01,007 --> 00:01:04,829 this moment in time when I turned to my television, like so many folks, 20 00:01:04,901 --> 00:01:08,301 and I saw this young man standing in front of a tank 21 00:01:08,301 --> 00:01:09,946 in Tiananmen Square. 22 00:01:10,071 --> 00:01:11,691 And I'll never forget that moment. 23 00:01:11,691 --> 00:01:15,554 He stood there, so resolute and so passionate. 24 00:01:15,554 --> 00:01:17,218 And it was so much bigger than him, 25 00:01:17,218 --> 00:01:21,291 whether it was about democracy or freedom or education. 26 00:01:21,321 --> 00:01:26,016 As I fixated on that moment, I realized I wanted to stand up for something. 27 00:01:26,253 --> 00:01:29,263 When I thought about my cleats or my pompons, 28 00:01:29,263 --> 00:01:31,640 or that tiara, even those Greek letters, 29 00:01:31,640 --> 00:01:34,466 I realized I'd never stood up for anything. 30 00:01:34,499 --> 00:01:37,550 So at that moment, I decided that I wanted to be a teacher. 31 00:01:37,584 --> 00:01:41,240 And I remember calling my father, and he didn't take the news so well. 32 00:01:41,284 --> 00:01:44,020 He quickly reminded me that teachers don't make any money, 33 00:01:44,020 --> 00:01:45,278 which is true. 34 00:01:45,348 --> 00:01:48,448 He also told me that I would never afford a home in Newport Beach, 35 00:01:48,448 --> 00:01:50,559 which is still true to this day. 36 00:01:50,588 --> 00:01:54,828 But no matter how cynical my father was about my "new-chosen profession," 37 00:01:54,828 --> 00:01:58,502 I thought, "It's bigger than a dollar or a paycheck." 38 00:01:58,502 --> 00:02:00,787 It's like that "Aha!" moment. 39 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:03,728 Well, shortly after I made that decision to stand up, 40 00:02:03,868 --> 00:02:07,822 I turned on my television again and watched the Los Angeles riots unfold, 41 00:02:08,548 --> 00:02:12,162 and I remember seeing the faces of young kids who were so angry, 42 00:02:12,470 --> 00:02:14,170 and justifiably - 43 00:02:14,183 --> 00:02:16,563 kids who had their back against the wall, 44 00:02:16,563 --> 00:02:18,430 kids who didn't have a voice, 45 00:02:18,430 --> 00:02:22,874 kids who'd reach for their fists or a spray can or, worse yet, 46 00:02:22,874 --> 00:02:25,781 reach for a Molotov cocktail and destroy something. 47 00:02:25,969 --> 00:02:28,178 So I had another epiphany. 48 00:02:28,196 --> 00:02:30,779 At that moment I realized I not only wanted to teach, 49 00:02:30,779 --> 00:02:33,428 but I wanted to teach those kids. 50 00:02:33,433 --> 00:02:36,923 Once again, I picked up the phone, I called my father on the golf course, 51 00:02:36,923 --> 00:02:39,874 and he made all kinds of cynical jokes, the most important was, 52 00:02:39,874 --> 00:02:42,618 "No matter what you do, please don't eat the apples," 53 00:02:42,618 --> 00:02:46,225 because he convinced himself they're laced with strychnine or razor blades. 54 00:02:47,345 --> 00:02:50,244 So I'm going to tell you about my first day on the job. 55 00:02:50,328 --> 00:02:54,060 I wore the exact same dress that Julia Roberts wore in the film "Pretty Woman." 56 00:02:54,060 --> 00:02:56,177 I had polka dots; I had pearls. 57 00:02:56,177 --> 00:02:58,127 And as I was about to leave my house 58 00:02:58,127 --> 00:03:01,718 and make that 45-minute drive down Pacific Coast Highway 59 00:03:02,112 --> 00:03:04,104 in my convertible white Rabbit, 60 00:03:04,104 --> 00:03:07,024 I started thinking about all of those great stories I'd read 61 00:03:07,024 --> 00:03:08,844 in the literary canon - 62 00:03:08,844 --> 00:03:12,102 stories by Homer, stories by Shakespeare. 63 00:03:12,277 --> 00:03:13,647 And as I made that drive, 64 00:03:13,647 --> 00:03:16,899 I wondered what kind of stories I was going to read with my students. 65 00:03:17,138 --> 00:03:19,248 But they had a story of their own. 66 00:03:19,333 --> 00:03:20,690 Because I quickly found out, 67 00:03:20,690 --> 00:03:23,631 in their city, shortly after the Los Angeles riots, 68 00:03:23,631 --> 00:03:26,904 there were 126 murders - 69 00:03:26,904 --> 00:03:28,181 126. 70 00:03:29,044 --> 00:03:30,534 So I walked into my classroom - 71 00:03:30,534 --> 00:03:33,618 there were no textbooks, there was no technology, 72 00:03:33,790 --> 00:03:36,300 and I looked at students who were miserable. 73 00:03:36,697 --> 00:03:40,935 Students at the age of 14 who were told they were going to fail 74 00:03:41,057 --> 00:03:44,182 and drop out of school by the end of their 9th-grade year. 75 00:03:44,260 --> 00:03:47,081 Students who desperately believed that they'd be behind bars 76 00:03:47,081 --> 00:03:49,201 by the time they were 16. 77 00:03:49,318 --> 00:03:51,784 And worse yet, students who believed 78 00:03:51,784 --> 00:03:55,308 they would be six feet under by the time they turned 18. 79 00:03:55,624 --> 00:03:58,434 My students had never read a book from cover to cover, 80 00:03:58,434 --> 00:04:00,318 nor did they intend to. 81 00:04:00,476 --> 00:04:01,886 They hated reading, 82 00:04:01,886 --> 00:04:03,240 they hated writing, 83 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:06,790 and the only thing that seemed to bring them together in perfect harmony 84 00:04:06,790 --> 00:04:08,319 was they really hated me - 85 00:04:08,319 --> 00:04:13,010 this perky, annoying person with my polka dots and my pearls. 86 00:04:13,117 --> 00:04:16,416 And if you don't believe me, I'd like to show you a brief clip 87 00:04:16,416 --> 00:04:18,407 to show you what that first day was like 88 00:04:18,407 --> 00:04:20,571 and what my students thought of their teacher, 89 00:04:20,571 --> 00:04:22,414 this cheerleader from hell. 90 00:04:22,417 --> 00:04:23,417 (Laughter) 91 00:04:23,419 --> 00:04:26,391 (Video) (Background music) Student #1: Looking around at them, 92 00:04:26,451 --> 00:04:28,441 it was like looking at nothing 93 00:04:28,956 --> 00:04:30,441 because I didn't care. 94 00:04:30,441 --> 00:04:33,374 Student #2: A lot of students were just bad, you know? 95 00:04:33,374 --> 00:04:37,094 And I didn't expect Erin to try to teach us anything. 96 00:04:37,834 --> 00:04:41,344 I knew that she was nothing more than a babysitter. 97 00:04:42,935 --> 00:04:46,121 Erin Gruwell: It was very evident that they didn't want to be there. 98 00:04:46,121 --> 00:04:49,434 I could walk into my classroom and I could tell who was pissed off, 99 00:04:49,535 --> 00:04:52,857 who's jaded, who's hungry, who's bored, 100 00:04:53,039 --> 00:04:55,959 who can't wait to get out of here, who hates my guts. 101 00:04:57,242 --> 00:05:00,042 It's easy to be perceptive and to be in the moment, 102 00:05:00,162 --> 00:05:02,504 but to be in the moment you have to be vulnerable. 103 00:05:02,504 --> 00:05:05,704 I had to walk in there and not have a guard up. 104 00:05:06,562 --> 00:05:09,178 Student #1: I think that anybody in that situation, 105 00:05:09,178 --> 00:05:11,329 you've got be scared out of your mind, 106 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:13,598 you have to be scared out of your mind. 107 00:05:13,598 --> 00:05:14,725 Have to be. 108 00:05:14,735 --> 00:05:16,245 Have to be. 109 00:05:16,245 --> 00:05:19,281 Because not only are you dealing with people 110 00:05:19,330 --> 00:05:22,204 that don't care that you're a teacher, 111 00:05:22,495 --> 00:05:24,225 they don't care about you. 112 00:05:24,686 --> 00:05:25,690 It's personal. 113 00:05:25,690 --> 00:05:26,800 (Background music ends) 114 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:28,568 (On stage) EG: It's personal. 115 00:05:28,678 --> 00:05:30,549 So, looking at these students, 116 00:05:30,549 --> 00:05:33,505 I realized, "How can I get them to put down their fist, 117 00:05:33,607 --> 00:05:38,417 to put down that spray can, or worse yet, put down that gun?" 118 00:05:38,650 --> 00:05:42,680 Because in my classroom I had students who just came from juvenile hall, 119 00:05:42,682 --> 00:05:44,764 had ankle monitors around their legs, 120 00:05:44,943 --> 00:05:46,566 and a probation officer. 121 00:05:46,733 --> 00:05:51,311 Students who just came from rehab for crystal meth or crack cocaine. 122 00:05:51,796 --> 00:05:56,261 Students who bounced around from foster home to group home to shelter. 123 00:05:57,064 --> 00:05:59,444 Students who would never turn in their homework 124 00:05:59,444 --> 00:06:01,313 or have their parents bake me brownies, 125 00:06:01,313 --> 00:06:03,705 and if they did, I probably shouldn't eat them. 126 00:06:04,363 --> 00:06:10,205 And most of my students could care less about these dead white guys in tights. 127 00:06:10,524 --> 00:06:14,544 Dead white guys in tights like togas or Shakespeare. 128 00:06:14,694 --> 00:06:18,184 And so what I tried to do was to figure out, "How can I teach my students 129 00:06:18,488 --> 00:06:22,018 that they have a story, because we all have a story?" 130 00:06:22,790 --> 00:06:25,110 So I decided that we were going to play a game 131 00:06:25,273 --> 00:06:27,374 that was anything but a game. 132 00:06:27,445 --> 00:06:31,016 And I was going to simply put this piece of tape down the center of my floor 133 00:06:31,016 --> 00:06:32,535 and ask my students questions. 134 00:06:32,535 --> 00:06:35,315 And hopefully that line could be a gravitational pull. 135 00:06:35,705 --> 00:06:38,263 And as my students would stand on that line, 136 00:06:38,296 --> 00:06:42,054 I would know where they stood, I would know their story. 137 00:06:42,457 --> 00:06:44,147 As the questions began, 138 00:06:44,432 --> 00:06:50,266 I believe that 150 kids who walked into my classroom at the age of 14, 139 00:06:50,615 --> 00:06:52,525 all of them were poor. 140 00:06:52,860 --> 00:06:55,348 In fact, all of them knew in the pit of their stomach 141 00:06:55,348 --> 00:06:58,489 what it felt like to not know where that next meal was coming from, 142 00:06:58,489 --> 00:07:03,196 to be so proud that they didn't want to turn in that meal ticket at school. 143 00:07:03,674 --> 00:07:05,894 All of them knew what it felt like to go home, 144 00:07:05,894 --> 00:07:07,844 and the lights had been turned off again. 145 00:07:07,844 --> 00:07:10,185 There's no food in that fridge again. 146 00:07:10,318 --> 00:07:14,718 And those hardworking single moms with those cockroaches and those roaches 147 00:07:15,180 --> 00:07:17,382 were never going to get ahead. 148 00:07:17,872 --> 00:07:21,035 Most of my students knew what it felt like to be homeless, 149 00:07:21,536 --> 00:07:23,005 to be picked on. 150 00:07:23,295 --> 00:07:26,064 Most of them knew what it felt like to want to end it all, 151 00:07:26,064 --> 00:07:29,569 to stand on the ledge, to put a razor blade to your wrist, 152 00:07:30,022 --> 00:07:32,767 to look at those pills. 153 00:07:33,386 --> 00:07:36,836 Most of my students had been bullied or were the "bullier." 154 00:07:37,161 --> 00:07:41,055 Most of my students had visited somebody in juvenile hall or jail or prison, 155 00:07:41,334 --> 00:07:43,284 or themselves had been there. 156 00:07:43,857 --> 00:07:46,696 But the most disturbing question that I asked my students 157 00:07:46,885 --> 00:07:49,465 was if they'd ever lost somebody. 158 00:07:49,575 --> 00:07:52,715 And as student after student stood on the line, 159 00:07:52,789 --> 00:07:55,259 I realized, "That is our story." 160 00:07:55,633 --> 00:07:58,943 Because to be 14 and to go through your entire life 161 00:07:59,032 --> 00:08:01,712 feeling like you have a bull's-eye on your chest, 162 00:08:02,124 --> 00:08:04,764 to be 14 and to look over your shoulder 163 00:08:05,182 --> 00:08:07,766 and wonder and wish, "Am I going to make it home today" 164 00:08:07,766 --> 00:08:10,155 to see that hardworking single mom again? 165 00:08:10,199 --> 00:08:15,052 To be 14 and to be numb and anesthetized to your future? 166 00:08:15,576 --> 00:08:18,866 So I wanted to teach my students to have a voice. 167 00:08:19,171 --> 00:08:22,571 And maybe they couldn't change the cast of characters they were dealt, 168 00:08:23,027 --> 00:08:25,458 but maybe if "the pen was mightier than the sword," 169 00:08:25,760 --> 00:08:29,050 maybe, just maybe, they could rewrite their own ending. 170 00:08:29,447 --> 00:08:31,927 So I decided that we were going to have a toast, 171 00:08:32,084 --> 00:08:33,844 "a toast for change." 172 00:08:33,863 --> 00:08:35,103 And maybe it didn't matter 173 00:08:35,103 --> 00:08:38,863 that most of my students had been kicked out of every school they ever attended. 174 00:08:38,863 --> 00:08:41,945 Maybe it didn't matter that my students had a 0.5 GPA. 175 00:08:42,117 --> 00:08:45,097 Starting right then, starting right now, 176 00:08:45,097 --> 00:08:49,119 we were going pick up a plastic champagne glass filled with sparkling apple cider, 177 00:08:49,119 --> 00:08:51,591 and we were going to wipe that slate clean. 178 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:54,776 The first young woman who picked up that plastic champagne glass 179 00:08:54,776 --> 00:08:56,443 got very serious. 180 00:08:56,443 --> 00:08:59,229 And her change wasn't about a number 2 pencil. 181 00:08:59,458 --> 00:09:02,181 Her change wasn't about a test 182 00:09:02,698 --> 00:09:06,148 or student scores or data or statistics. 183 00:09:06,684 --> 00:09:11,441 She picked up that plastic champagne glass at the age of 14, and she simply said, 184 00:09:11,780 --> 00:09:16,164 "I don't want to be pregnant by the time I turn 15, like my mama, 185 00:09:16,546 --> 00:09:20,996 and I don't want to spend the rest of my life behind bars, like my daddy, 186 00:09:21,289 --> 00:09:26,706 and I don't want to be six feet under by the time I turn 18, like my cousin. 187 00:09:27,173 --> 00:09:28,873 I want to change." 188 00:09:29,385 --> 00:09:31,495 And in that moment of vulnerability, 189 00:09:31,884 --> 00:09:33,652 and in that moment of being exposed 190 00:09:33,652 --> 00:09:35,974 in front of a room full of her so-called enemies, 191 00:09:35,974 --> 00:09:40,513 it gave every other kid the opportunity to pick up a plastic champagne glass 192 00:09:41,005 --> 00:09:44,025 and dare to dream and to dream big. 193 00:09:44,372 --> 00:09:47,212 Young boys were tired of being told to act like a man 194 00:09:47,226 --> 00:09:50,796 when there was no man in their house to show them or to guide them. 195 00:09:51,129 --> 00:09:53,999 Young boys were tired of sitting on the edge of their bed 196 00:09:53,999 --> 00:09:57,452 "on this Christmas" or "this birthday," waiting for their deadbeat dad 197 00:09:57,452 --> 00:10:00,637 to show up and bring them a present or tell them they love them. 198 00:10:00,654 --> 00:10:02,464 And they never showed up. 199 00:10:02,835 --> 00:10:06,085 Beautiful young girls were tired of being touched in places they knew 200 00:10:06,085 --> 00:10:08,086 they weren't supposed to be touched. 201 00:10:08,086 --> 00:10:11,391 And people touching them had names like "Uncle Joe." 202 00:10:11,804 --> 00:10:15,774 And as each and every student picked up that plastic champagne glass 203 00:10:15,774 --> 00:10:17,538 and talked about change, 204 00:10:17,743 --> 00:10:19,509 I handed them a journal. 205 00:10:19,530 --> 00:10:23,790 And the idea was, "Go back, go back to wherever you feel safe, 206 00:10:24,114 --> 00:10:26,634 and write, and own it. 207 00:10:26,866 --> 00:10:29,636 And maybe these words will make you immortal. 208 00:10:29,899 --> 00:10:32,630 And together we're going to read stories about other kids 209 00:10:32,633 --> 00:10:34,395 who've written their words down. 210 00:10:34,402 --> 00:10:36,912 Kids who come from undeclared wars - 211 00:10:37,143 --> 00:10:38,544 or declared. 212 00:10:38,707 --> 00:10:40,809 Little girls in tiny little attics 213 00:10:40,809 --> 00:10:43,137 who will look out her window and watch her friends 214 00:10:43,137 --> 00:10:45,305 being led off like sheep to slaughter. 215 00:10:45,414 --> 00:10:47,004 And she owned it. 216 00:10:47,004 --> 00:10:50,256 Every day, that little girl Anne Frank wrote her story. 217 00:10:50,720 --> 00:10:52,311 Or young boys like Elie Wiesel, 218 00:10:52,311 --> 00:10:55,881 who was crammed into a cattle car, rode into Auschwitz-Birkenau, 219 00:10:55,881 --> 00:10:59,073 watched his entire family perish in a chimney. 220 00:10:59,492 --> 00:11:01,172 But he wrote about it. 221 00:11:01,645 --> 00:11:04,535 Or courageous little girls in places like Bosnia-Herzegovina, 222 00:11:04,535 --> 00:11:07,365 who watched her friends being picked off by snipers, 223 00:11:07,422 --> 00:11:10,382 and yet every day she too wrote about it." 224 00:11:10,914 --> 00:11:13,564 So my students started writing their story. 225 00:11:13,860 --> 00:11:16,496 And in doing so, we started sending these letters off 226 00:11:16,496 --> 00:11:19,340 like these messages in a bottle. 227 00:11:19,630 --> 00:11:21,744 Maybe someone will listen to us. 228 00:11:21,744 --> 00:11:24,724 Maybe our cries won't fall on deaf ears. 229 00:11:24,871 --> 00:11:27,951 Maybe these icons will come and see us, 230 00:11:28,194 --> 00:11:30,357 150 gangsters. 231 00:11:30,731 --> 00:11:32,211 And they came. 232 00:11:32,551 --> 00:11:35,941 The woman who helped Anne Frank in that tiny, little attic, 233 00:11:35,995 --> 00:11:37,973 this simple secretary, 234 00:11:38,075 --> 00:11:40,076 got 150 letters, 235 00:11:40,552 --> 00:11:44,378 and she hopped on a plane, even though there were typos and grammar mistakes, 236 00:11:44,832 --> 00:11:47,912 to give homage to my students and their story. 237 00:11:48,637 --> 00:11:51,837 Schindler's survivors who walked across those railroad tracks 238 00:11:51,837 --> 00:11:53,866 leading into Auschwitz-Birkenau - 239 00:11:53,866 --> 00:11:56,232 they too got letters from my students. 240 00:11:56,322 --> 00:11:57,888 They too came. 241 00:11:58,278 --> 00:12:02,731 Bosnian refugees came to our classroom. and looked at my students - 242 00:12:02,731 --> 00:12:05,144 who could care less about the color of their skin, 243 00:12:05,158 --> 00:12:07,068 the side of the street they came from, 244 00:12:07,113 --> 00:12:10,167 or, more importantly, what their parents did or didn't do. 245 00:12:10,344 --> 00:12:11,814 They came. 246 00:12:12,013 --> 00:12:14,510 And then one day my students got really cocky, 247 00:12:14,644 --> 00:12:19,044 and they said, "You know, Miss G, we keep sending these letters out into the world, 248 00:12:19,301 --> 00:12:22,769 and all of these icons come into room 203, 249 00:12:22,769 --> 00:12:25,250 and they share their world with us. 250 00:12:25,274 --> 00:12:28,957 It's time that we take our world out there." 251 00:12:29,001 --> 00:12:31,072 My students wanted to go on a field trip. 252 00:12:31,161 --> 00:12:33,141 They wanted to go to Washington, D.C. 253 00:12:33,141 --> 00:12:36,534 They wanted to follow in the footsteps of these civil rights activists, 254 00:12:36,534 --> 00:12:40,283 the Freedom Riders, who got on buses and stopped at every depot 255 00:12:40,343 --> 00:12:43,403 and drank out of those drinking fountains, sat at those counters, 256 00:12:43,403 --> 00:12:46,266 and sat on that bus, no matter where they wanted to sit. 257 00:12:46,462 --> 00:12:48,992 For those of you who have never dealt with teenagers, 258 00:12:48,992 --> 00:12:51,995 the idea of taking 150 students to Washington, D.C., 259 00:12:52,070 --> 00:12:55,526 all I could think about was "sex, drugs and rock'n'roll." 260 00:12:55,928 --> 00:12:59,468 And in the pit of my stomach, I knew that I had 150 students 261 00:12:59,521 --> 00:13:01,632 who lived below the poverty line. 262 00:13:01,649 --> 00:13:03,696 So they didn't have the luxury of going home 263 00:13:03,696 --> 00:13:05,660 and talking to that hardworking single mom 264 00:13:05,660 --> 00:13:08,170 and asking her to pull out her Visa, 265 00:13:08,170 --> 00:13:10,980 or convincing her to write that check, 266 00:13:11,003 --> 00:13:13,922 or even to go to the ATM and get that crisp $20 bill, 267 00:13:13,922 --> 00:13:15,856 because if they had that $20 bill, 268 00:13:15,856 --> 00:13:17,594 that should go for lights, 269 00:13:17,594 --> 00:13:19,911 that should go for food in that fridge. 270 00:13:20,364 --> 00:13:23,395 So I told my students, "You have to figure out a way. 271 00:13:23,395 --> 00:13:26,352 If we're going to get from point A to point B, 272 00:13:26,449 --> 00:13:28,625 if we're going to take this journey, 273 00:13:28,625 --> 00:13:30,598 you have to figure it out." 274 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:32,551 And as we began to fundraise, 275 00:13:32,551 --> 00:13:35,412 one of my students put me on the spot, like all kids will do, 276 00:13:35,412 --> 00:13:39,069 and he said, "Miss G, what happens if we raise all of this money, 277 00:13:39,245 --> 00:13:41,285 and we don't make it there?" 278 00:13:41,345 --> 00:13:44,410 And at that moment I thought, "We're not going to make it there." 279 00:13:44,410 --> 00:13:46,375 So like a deer in the headlights, I said, 280 00:13:46,375 --> 00:13:49,778 "If we raise all this money and don't make our way to Washington, D.C., 281 00:13:49,998 --> 00:13:51,911 we can buy some more books. 282 00:13:52,035 --> 00:13:55,219 Maybe we can take a field trip to the Museum of Tolerance. 283 00:13:55,716 --> 00:13:57,507 Maybe we can have a pizza party, 284 00:13:57,507 --> 00:14:00,540 so in that case it's a win-win because we did it together." 285 00:14:00,750 --> 00:14:05,103 But then I stopped myself and to this day I don't know how and I don't know why, 286 00:14:05,647 --> 00:14:08,655 but I said, "But if we do make that chic trip, 287 00:14:08,715 --> 00:14:10,675 and we do raise that money, 288 00:14:11,005 --> 00:14:13,940 your lives will never be the same." 289 00:14:14,210 --> 00:14:15,631 And they did. 290 00:14:15,874 --> 00:14:19,117 So, for a brief moment, I'd like to show you our field trip, 291 00:14:19,117 --> 00:14:23,851 when 150 kids put down a fist, put down a gun, 292 00:14:24,279 --> 00:14:27,124 picked up a pen, and wrote their story, 293 00:14:27,412 --> 00:14:31,612 and took their words, their story to our nation's capital. 294 00:14:31,796 --> 00:14:35,101 (Video) (Background music) Student #3: Somebody came up with this idea 295 00:14:35,101 --> 00:14:39,357 that we should honor all of our friends who had been lost to senseless deaths. 296 00:14:40,905 --> 00:14:45,441 Student #4: So we wrote names of people we lost in our lives on pins, 297 00:14:45,441 --> 00:14:49,195 and we were wearing them as a symbol of that their spirit is still alive. 298 00:14:49,203 --> 00:14:51,919 You know, they're still with us, they're still part of us. 299 00:14:54,936 --> 00:14:57,326 Student #5: We all held hands, 300 00:14:58,179 --> 00:15:01,459 and we left the hotel holding hands. 301 00:15:04,703 --> 00:15:09,001 Student #6: We took a walk to the Washington Memorial, 302 00:15:10,023 --> 00:15:12,092 and it was quite a ways 303 00:15:13,377 --> 00:15:17,377 and - there were 150 of us. 304 00:15:17,771 --> 00:15:19,308 And we didn't let go. 305 00:15:19,624 --> 00:15:23,184 Everybody started honking at us and we just kept on walking. 306 00:15:24,113 --> 00:15:26,071 Student #7: The world just goes by 307 00:15:26,071 --> 00:15:28,729 and no one stops to look at somebody in their face 308 00:15:28,748 --> 00:15:31,358 to actually look at them for who they are. 309 00:15:31,429 --> 00:15:34,219 And so we stopped traffic, 310 00:15:36,315 --> 00:15:40,612 and you could feel the presence of this is something bigger than us. 311 00:15:46,782 --> 00:15:50,212 EG: I'll never forget this man rolled down his window, very disgruntled, 312 00:15:50,212 --> 00:15:52,167 and he said, "What are you doing?" 313 00:15:52,167 --> 00:15:55,619 and one of the "Freedom Writers" said, "We're changing the world." 314 00:16:02,104 --> 00:16:04,154 (Background music ends) 315 00:16:04,154 --> 00:16:06,831 (On stage) EG: For a group of 150 students, 316 00:16:06,950 --> 00:16:10,355 change meant that they didn't have to be like that mother 317 00:16:10,355 --> 00:16:12,164 who was strung out, 318 00:16:12,164 --> 00:16:14,352 or that deadbeat dad, 319 00:16:14,448 --> 00:16:16,818 that they could rewrite their own ending, 320 00:16:16,838 --> 00:16:20,608 that they could be the first in their families to graduate, 321 00:16:20,951 --> 00:16:23,981 the first in their families to go to college, 322 00:16:24,132 --> 00:16:27,202 the first in their families to take these stories, 323 00:16:27,585 --> 00:16:29,393 to put them in a book, 324 00:16:29,425 --> 00:16:30,463 to send them off - 325 00:16:30,463 --> 00:16:32,773 once again, like a message in a bottle - 326 00:16:32,773 --> 00:16:35,973 and hope that those cries didn't fall on deaf ears. 327 00:16:36,719 --> 00:16:39,717 So I sent 150 copies of my students' stories 328 00:16:39,717 --> 00:16:42,475 to every single publishing house in our country. 329 00:16:42,525 --> 00:16:45,455 And every single one of them rejected my students. 330 00:16:45,513 --> 00:16:48,303 Every single one, except one - 331 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:50,795 the same publishing house that took a chance 332 00:16:50,795 --> 00:16:53,847 on a little girl in a tiny, little attic. 333 00:16:54,250 --> 00:16:55,364 So it's as it should be 334 00:16:55,364 --> 00:16:58,508 that the publishing house that published "The Diary of Anne Frank" 335 00:16:58,508 --> 00:17:03,178 decided to take a chance on 150 kids and published their book. 336 00:17:03,807 --> 00:17:07,727 Would anybody read a book written by and for and about kids? 337 00:17:08,347 --> 00:17:10,047 Apparently someone would 338 00:17:10,047 --> 00:17:14,102 because this little book became the number one book in America. 339 00:17:14,626 --> 00:17:17,799 And I tell you that because my students nicknamed this book 340 00:17:17,818 --> 00:17:19,708 "The Little Book that Could," 341 00:17:19,754 --> 00:17:22,501 in honor of that train going down those tracks, 342 00:17:22,501 --> 00:17:26,265 "I think I can, I think I can, I think I can." 343 00:17:27,323 --> 00:17:31,173 I stand in front of you as an ordinary teacher 344 00:17:31,421 --> 00:17:34,041 who had an extraordinary experience. 345 00:17:34,332 --> 00:17:37,672 And even though I haven't quite mustered up the courage 346 00:17:37,805 --> 00:17:41,225 to stand in front of a tank in any square, 347 00:17:41,488 --> 00:17:45,678 or like my students, stand and stop traffic by myself, 348 00:17:46,073 --> 00:17:49,823 I did muster up the courage to stand in front of you today, 349 00:17:50,321 --> 00:17:53,341 and so I hope that, standing in front of you, 350 00:17:53,381 --> 00:17:55,181 when you see me, 351 00:17:55,280 --> 00:17:57,060 you see my kids. 352 00:17:57,453 --> 00:17:58,933 When you hear me, 353 00:17:58,933 --> 00:18:00,697 you hear their cries. 354 00:18:01,128 --> 00:18:04,118 And when a beautiful Holocaust survivor challenged my students, 355 00:18:04,118 --> 00:18:08,143 and she said, "Evil prevails when good people do nothing," 356 00:18:08,170 --> 00:18:09,780 I stand before you, 357 00:18:09,780 --> 00:18:12,548 challenging each and everyone of you, 358 00:18:12,548 --> 00:18:15,201 each and everyone of you who is a good person, 359 00:18:15,201 --> 00:18:16,660 to do something. 360 00:18:16,738 --> 00:18:19,860 Don't let those cries fall on deaf ears. 361 00:18:19,860 --> 00:18:21,720 Don't turn the other cheek. 362 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:23,017 Do something. 363 00:18:23,017 --> 00:18:25,367 Do something for a kid in need. 364 00:18:25,532 --> 00:18:27,012 Thank you. 365 00:18:27,065 --> 00:18:30,045 (Applause)