WEBVTT 00:00:10.986 --> 00:00:15.986 00:00:20.833 --> 00:00:25.633 00:00:39.066 --> 00:00:44.133 00:01:01.266 --> 00:01:03.566 00:01:03.566 --> 00:01:06.100 00:01:08.800 --> 00:01:09.800 Exporting my lecture notes to Notability 00:01:12.500 --> 00:01:16.366 00:01:20.833 --> 00:01:24.733 These are all of my objectives notes that I took. 00:01:24.733 --> 00:01:27.433 Just going to go through this a couple of times NOTE Paragraph 00:01:27.433 --> 00:01:30.066 and I think I might call it a night after that. 00:01:30.433 --> 00:01:33.566 I saw a huge spider literally this big. 00:01:33.566 --> 00:01:34.566 I couldn't catch it. 00:01:34.566 --> 00:01:36.166 I'm in my bedroom right now 00:01:36.166 --> 00:01:38.433 and now I don't know where it is 00:01:38.433 --> 00:01:40.366 It might be on on my bed. 00:01:40.366 --> 00:01:42.066 That's going to keep me awake. 00:01:42.066 --> 00:01:48.433 I need to get 4 pathology questions right to pass the course. 00:01:48.433 --> 00:01:49.933 4 out of 27 00:01:49.933 --> 00:01:52.733 There's no way I’m not getting at least 4 right. 00:01:52.733 --> 00:01:57.666 So, that's okay. I need to get 2 out of 36 clinical questions right 00:01:57.666 --> 00:01:59.533 I'm okay with that. 00:01:59.533 --> 00:02:02.266 The catch here is microbio 00:02:02.266 --> 00:02:05.166 I need to get 8 00:02:05.166 --> 00:02:07.566 out of 17 of those questions right 00:02:07.566 --> 00:02:08.866 That's scary 00:02:08.866 --> 00:02:11.266 I am not down to remediate anything. 00:02:11.266 --> 00:02:14.600 This exam is the only one that I'm scared about failing. 00:02:14.600 --> 00:02:18.000 The other 6 exams I'm not worried about failing those, 00:02:18.000 --> 00:02:19.533 but they're just stressful because 00:02:19.533 --> 00:02:22.133 they're practicals and I still have to practice for them, 00:02:22.133 --> 00:02:23.933 Basically, how practicals work is that 00:02:23.933 --> 00:02:25.633 you work with a standardized patient. 00:02:25.633 --> 00:02:27.533 They present with a chief complaint 00:02:27.533 --> 00:02:30.666 and then you do a focused history and physical to figure out 00:02:30.666 --> 00:02:33.433 your working diagnosis and 3 differential diagnoses 00:02:33.433 --> 00:02:37.200 and then from there, we would have to present our findings to 00:02:37.200 --> 00:02:39.966 the preceptor, including treatment options 00:02:39.966 --> 00:02:42.400 like medications, imaging, labs , etc. 00:02:42.400 --> 00:02:44.600 The patient is going to present with fatigue (for this practical) 00:02:44.600 --> 00:02:47.733 and it's so stressful because there are so many 00:02:47.733 --> 00:02:50.400 possible differentials for fatigue. 00:02:50.400 --> 00:02:53.833 Fatigue? Omg, do you have sleep apnea? 00:02:53.833 --> 00:02:55.533 Do you have leukemia? 00:02:55.533 --> 00:02:58.300 But anyway, you guys, after this final exam, 00:02:58.300 --> 00:03:00.833 I'm not going to be using any of my brain cells 00:03:00.833 --> 00:03:04.033 this summer break is for no brain cell activities. 00:03:04.033 --> 00:03:07.000 I'm going to be sleeping. Hibernating. 00:03:07.000 --> 00:03:11.333 Should I even bother studying for anything other than microbio right now? 00:03:11.333 --> 00:03:15.533 Because this Google doc is 32 pages long. 00:03:15.533 --> 00:03:17.766 Maybe I should just go to sleep right now. 00:03:17.766 --> 00:03:19.733 No, that's definitely not a good idea. 00:03:19.733 --> 00:03:22.933 Dude, renal is supposed to be my favorite system. 00:03:22.933 --> 00:03:24.633 What’s going onnn 00:03:27.566 --> 00:03:31.433 Morning of exam 00:03:37.933 --> 00:03:40.200 microbio stuff that I need to cram. 00:03:40.200 --> 00:03:42.933 I took this to New York and back. 00:03:42.933 --> 00:03:44.466 This has been through a lot. 00:03:54.900 --> 00:03:58.766 No more energy to study 00:04:04.100 --> 00:04:05.233 I passed. 00:04:06.566 --> 00:04:09.233 I got all of the microbio questions right. 00:04:09.233 --> 00:04:10.833 I didn't even need to worry about that. 00:04:10.833 --> 00:04:13.333 50%? Ha, easyyyy 00:04:13.333 --> 00:04:15.700 now I have 6 more exams to go. 00:04:21.566 --> 00:04:23.066 Now that today's exam is over, 00:04:23.066 --> 00:04:24.933 I'm feeling a lot more at ease. 00:04:27.133 --> 00:04:31.000 I'm going to go to campus soon to practice for the practicals I have tomorrow. 00:04:31.000 --> 00:04:33.700 I'm not super stressed out about them anymore. 00:04:33.700 --> 00:04:34.900 I'm kind of just like 00:04:34.900 --> 00:04:36.966 it is what it is. It’s whatever. 00:04:36.966 --> 00:04:38.900 For the first practical I have this semester, 00:04:38.900 --> 00:04:42.633 I was very underprepared. It wasn't my best performance 00:04:42.633 --> 00:04:46.333 and then I ended up overpreparing for my second practical. 00:04:46.333 --> 00:04:47.233 The outcome is the same. 00:04:47.233 --> 00:04:48.800 I'm still passing, regardless. 00:04:48.800 --> 00:04:51.566 So for this practical, I'm just going to prepare enough for me 00:04:51.566 --> 00:04:54.166 to feel confident in myself going in, but 00:04:54.166 --> 00:04:58.066 I'm not going to stay up trying to memorize every single thing. 00:04:58.066 --> 00:05:01.400 I have a very bad stomach ache right now. 00:05:01.400 --> 00:05:03.466 Hot girls have stomach issues. 00:05:03.466 --> 00:05:06.900 I’ve been sitting here because my stomach hurts so bad. 00:05:08.833 --> 00:05:11.366 I feel so underprepared for this practical. 00:05:11.366 --> 00:05:14.100 It's actually terrifying. 00:05:28.833 --> 00:05:29.433 help 00:05:31.533 --> 00:05:35.166 I only prepared for a handful of diagnoses last night 00:05:35.166 --> 00:05:36.500 cuz I was too tired 00:05:36.500 --> 00:05:38.766 I'm just hoping I get one of those. 00:05:42.933 --> 00:05:45.233 Thank you to Skillshare for sponsoring this video. 00:05:45.233 --> 00:05:47.533 Skillshare is the largest online learning community 00:05:47.533 --> 00:05:49.766 with thousands of classes led by industry experts 00:05:49.766 --> 00:05:54.166 across film, illustration, design, freelance, productivity, and more. 00:05:54.166 --> 00:05:55.066 As you guys may know, 00:05:55.066 --> 00:05:57.200 a lot of medical students, including myself, 00:05:57.200 --> 00:06:00.200 use Anki to study for exams and prep for boards. 00:06:00.200 --> 00:06:02.633 Although I've been using Anki for over a year now, 00:06:02.633 --> 00:06:04.700 there is quite a learning curve to the study tool, 00:06:04.700 --> 00:06:08.166 so I never got the chance to fully master it beyond the basic functions 00:06:08.166 --> 00:06:10.500 Luckily, I was able able to find a class on Skillshare 00:06:10.500 --> 00:06:13.166 that covers everything you need to know about this software, 00:06:13.166 --> 00:06:15.500 including the optimal settings to have for medical school 00:06:15.500 --> 00:06:17.800 and how to create your own flash cards to study with 00:06:17.800 --> 00:06:18.900 With summer break coming up, 00:06:18.900 --> 00:06:21.666 I'm excited to use skillshare to build healthy study habits 00:06:21.666 --> 00:06:23.300 and explore new productivity skills 00:06:23.300 --> 00:06:25.733 that will better prepare me for the new school year in the fall. 00:06:25.733 --> 00:06:27.433 There are also tons of classes that can help 00:06:27.433 --> 00:06:28.866 you build your small business 00:06:28.866 --> 00:06:30.666 or explore new creative skills, 00:06:30.666 --> 00:06:32.400 so if you want to spend this upcoming summer 00:06:32.400 --> 00:06:34.466 investing time into yourself and your goals, 00:06:34.466 --> 00:06:36.533 Skillshare would be the perfect place to start. 00:06:36.533 --> 00:06:38.900 The first 500 people to use my 00:06:38.900 --> 00:06:41.733 will receive a 1 month free trial of Skillshare. 00:06:41.733 --> 00:06:42.533 Get started today. 00:06:42.533 --> 00:06:44.466 I'm so devastated right now. 00:06:44.466 --> 00:06:46.566 I was able to come up with my diagnosis 00:06:46.566 --> 00:06:48.500 pretty early on in the practical, 00:06:48.500 --> 00:06:50.766 which is good cuz then I can start thinking about 00:06:50.766 --> 00:06:53.333 what tests I'm going to do for the physical exam so 00:06:53.333 --> 00:06:56.233 everything was good. I had enough time to finish everything. 00:06:56.233 --> 00:06:58.233 We're given a piece of paper to take notes on 00:06:58.233 --> 00:07:00.066 and also just gather our thoughts 00:07:00.066 --> 00:07:04.133 before we formally present everything to the faculty. 00:07:04.133 --> 00:07:07.300 They tell us when we have 6 minutes left on the clock. 00:07:07.300 --> 00:07:09.533 That's when students usually start start talking. 00:07:09.533 --> 00:07:13.600 But then last time, I regretted not spending enough time on 00:07:13.600 --> 00:07:15.766 gathering my thoughts before making my presentation 00:07:15.766 --> 00:07:18.033 because there were things that I remembered in hindsight 00:07:18.033 --> 00:07:20.100 that I could add to my presentation, 00:07:20.100 --> 00:07:22.666 so this time, I took my time formulating my thoughts 00:07:22.666 --> 00:07:25.933 before I started presenting, but I ran out of time. 00:07:25.933 --> 00:07:27.100 But it makes sense that I ran out of time 00:07:27.100 --> 00:07:28.033 because I was spending the extra time 00:07:28.033 --> 00:07:29.633 adding more to my presentation which would make it longer. 00:07:29.633 --> 00:07:31.600 I had more labs to order, more medications and stuff to talk about. 00:07:31.600 --> 00:07:32.800 I should have known to start earlier 00:07:32.800 --> 00:07:35.466 It’s frustrating knowing that I could have done better 00:07:35.466 --> 00:07:38.433 but I wasn't able to bc I was just like in my own head. 00:07:41.033 --> 00:07:43.033 little kith from cat 😽 00:07:50.566 --> 00:07:54.266 I'm just going to air fry some tofu for dinner. 00:08:11.533 --> 00:08:12.900 I took a nap I still have my coffee from 00:08:12.900 --> 00:08:14.566 I still have my coffee from the morning. 00:08:14.566 --> 00:08:16.966 After I filmed the no caffeine challenge, 00:08:16.966 --> 00:08:20.500 I honestly don't even crave caffeine as much as I used to. 00:08:20.500 --> 00:08:24.333 This was my only cup of coffee or source of caffeine 00:08:24.333 --> 00:08:25.933 and I didn't even finish it. 00:08:25.933 --> 00:08:26.433 Who am I? 00:08:26.433 --> 00:08:28.800 I mean that's probably why I slept for so long though. 00:08:28.800 --> 00:08:31.933 If I wanted to stay awake, I would have had to have coffee. 00:08:35.300 --> 00:08:36.500 nice 00:08:37.633 --> 00:08:38.966 nice 00:08:47.666 --> 00:08:49.666 stop being tired 00:08:49.666 --> 00:08:53.166 I got a restock of energy drinks from Alani. 00:08:54.866 --> 00:08:59.500 I have 3 more exams left and all of these are didactic exams. 00:08:59.500 --> 00:09:00.500 Thank God. 00:09:00.500 --> 00:09:03.400 I literally cannot do another practical. 00:09:03.400 --> 00:09:07.466 Now I just need to go through a bunch of practice problems and 00:09:07.466 --> 00:09:08.833 everything will be good. 00:09:08.833 --> 00:09:10.700 One of the exams, I have to pass. 00:09:10.700 --> 00:09:13.033 The other exam I don’t really have to pass. 00:09:13.033 --> 00:09:17.166 and then the last one on friday, I have to pass, I think. 00:09:17.166 --> 00:09:18.666 But, I'm not too stressed out about it. 00:09:24.566 --> 00:09:28.300 Time to take another exam 00:09:38.000 --> 00:09:39.800 I took an exam this morning. 00:09:39.800 --> 00:09:43.833 I've been really bad at vlogging myself studying, 00:09:43.833 --> 00:09:47.366 but I did stay up until like 3am studying last night. 00:09:47.366 --> 00:09:48.800 I feel like I overstudied. 00:09:48.800 --> 00:09:51.233 I have another exam in the afternoon. 00:09:51.233 --> 00:09:54.100 I think it's only like 1% of our grade. 00:09:54.100 --> 00:09:57.300 I am going to check real quick 00:09:57.300 --> 00:10:02.133 and see if I actually have to take this because 00:10:02.133 --> 00:10:04.233 I have a feeling it's going to be a long exam 00:10:04.233 --> 00:10:08.300 and I'd rather just give up the 1% and not go 00:10:08.300 --> 00:10:10.866 and start studying for my exam tomorrow 00:10:10.866 --> 00:10:12.700 cuz I haven't started studying for that exam 00:10:12.700 --> 00:10:14.000 and I’m more worried about that. 00:10:14.000 --> 00:10:17.933 At this point, I'm not even excited for summer break anymore. 00:10:17.933 --> 00:10:22.400 I need at least a week to emotionally recover from this first year 00:10:22.400 --> 00:10:26.200 and then maybe I'll start feeling a little bit more alive 00:10:26.200 --> 00:10:28.166 and more excited for summer break 00:10:28.166 --> 00:10:32.300 but as of right now, I look forward to nothing in life. 00:10:32.300 --> 00:10:33.533 I don’t- I don't care. 00:10:33.533 --> 00:10:35.733 Guys, worst case scenario happened to me. 00:10:35.733 --> 00:10:39.400 My laptop died halfway through my exam. 00:10:39.400 --> 00:10:41.166 I didn’t have my charger with me. 00:10:41.166 --> 00:10:44.100 That was my fault. I should have known to bring my charger. 00:10:44.100 --> 00:10:46.966 I had to borrow my professor's MacBook charger. 00:10:46.966 --> 00:10:48.933 He was like, “Please give it back to me” 00:10:48.933 --> 00:10:50.933 I'm just like emptying out my fridge at this point. 00:10:50.933 --> 00:10:53.200 I have some egg whites and these umm… 00:10:54.233 --> 00:10:56.666 I actually don't know what these are, but they're… 00:10:56.666 --> 00:10:57.966 They taste good! 00:10:58.500 --> 00:10:59.900 I have some barbecue sauce 00:11:03.966 --> 00:11:07.833 These were actually mushroom patties (?) 00:11:15.966 --> 00:11:20.766 Going through my notes and ppt slides 00:11:31.966 --> 00:11:33.933 last final exam 00:11:33.933 --> 00:11:37.666 I never look this put together to go to school 00:11:37.666 --> 00:11:41.366 but I'm like actually not in a hoodie today. 00:11:43.833 --> 00:11:45.100 Let's go! 00:11:45.100 --> 00:11:48.566 That was actually a pretty rough exam. 00:11:48.566 --> 00:11:51.433 I passed but it was… 00:11:51.433 --> 00:11:53.566 not a good score lol 00:11:53.566 --> 00:11:55.400 I think I studied the wrong material. 00:11:55.400 --> 00:11:57.333 I decided to skip a few lectures, 00:11:57.333 --> 00:12:00.633 but those two lectures were very high yield 00:12:00.633 --> 00:12:04.366 and I guessed on like half the questions 00:12:04.366 --> 00:12:05.633 but I still passed 00:12:05.633 --> 00:12:07.766 Cheers to finishing my first year of med school 👍 00:12:07.766 --> 00:12:09.900 Thank you for coming along this journey with me :)