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Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.90,0:00:11.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Narrator] Gerald S.\Nis grossly delusional
Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.94,0:00:13.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and thought-disordered.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.44,0:00:16.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He is currently on the\Nfollowing medications.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.35,0:00:19.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Haloperidol, 32 milligrams daily.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.53,0:00:22.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Benztropine B, four milligrams daily.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.44,0:00:25.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Not doing so hot, I think\Nand feel as though people
Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.38,0:00:28.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have called me here to\Nelectrocute me, judge me,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.68,0:00:32.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,put me in jail, or kill me, electrocute me
Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.70,0:00:35.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because of some of the sins I've been in.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.18,0:00:37.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] Is this a new feeling for you?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.88,0:00:40.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- The main thing is don't get excited.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.71,0:00:41.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the thing is,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.18,0:00:46.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's not a new feeling, no.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.22,0:00:51.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm scared of people.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.72,0:00:53.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] Must be very\Nfrightening for you though.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.46,0:00:55.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Feel like you're about to get killed.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.38,0:00:56.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- It's so scared, I can tell you
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.58,0:00:58.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that picture's got a headache.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.82,0:01:01.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] Can you tell\Nme more about that?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.41,0:01:02.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The picture has a headache.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.55,0:01:06.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Do you wanna know?\N- Yes I do.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.93,0:01:10.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Okay, when a sperm and an\Negg go together to make a baby,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.53,0:01:12.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,only one sperm goes up in the egg.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.92,0:01:16.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when they touch,\Nthere's two contact points
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.35,0:01:18.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that touch before any other two.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.83,0:01:22.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then it's carried up into the egg.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.17,0:01:25.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When they fuse, it's like nuclear fusion,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.35,0:01:26.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,except it's human fusion.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.64,0:01:28.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a mass loss, the proton.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.35,0:01:30.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One heat abstraction\Ngoes up in the electron,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.54,0:01:33.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,spins around, comes back\Ndown into the proton
Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.18,0:01:34.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to form the mind.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.20,0:01:36.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the mind could be reduced to one atom.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.68,0:01:41.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Gerry, in one patient at one time,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.37,0:01:43.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,shows almost every one
Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.08,0:01:46.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the major features of schizophrenia.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.14,0:01:48.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His thinking is disorganized.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.75,0:01:51.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The thoughts are loosely connected.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.21,0:01:54.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has formed delusional ideas.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.35,0:01:58.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some of those delusions are grandiose.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.73,0:02:01.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some of them are paranoid.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.00,0:02:05.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has disturbances in his mood.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.43,0:02:08.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His mood is in some cases almost absent
Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.67,0:02:10.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and in other cases is\Ntotally inappropriate.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.15,0:02:14.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And his behavior is\Ndisordered, it's unusual.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.70,0:02:19.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has mannerisms that are inexplicable.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.13,0:02:23.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He has purposeless, aimless\Nbehavior around the ward.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.84,0:02:26.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's a textbook case.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.43,0:02:28.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He combines all those\Nthings in one person.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.36,0:02:32.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] At this point,\Nwhat would you like us to do
Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.07,0:02:33.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for you?\N- I would like you
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.42,0:02:35.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to get me off of cigarettes.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.40,0:02:37.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Get me dried out, cleaned\Nup, so I can go home
Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.71,0:02:40.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and get a job in a bakery,\Nand go to medical school.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.39,0:02:46.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Gerry's voices may at times\Nsay, you raped that woman.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.70,0:02:50.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In a case where he may have\Njust seen a woman on the street,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.31,0:02:52.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the voices will accuse\Nhim of assaulting her.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.03,0:02:56.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One of the things that worries me
Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.28,0:02:58.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about Gerry and about many patients
Dialogue: 0,0:02:58.08,0:03:00.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is at times his voices\Ntell him to do things.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.86,0:03:03.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In just the short time\Nhe's been in this program,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.96,0:03:05.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the voices at times have told him
Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.43,0:03:09.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that he's got to leave because\Nwe're going to hurt him.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:10.38,0:03:13.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So obviously, they say things\Nthat greatly distress him,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.59,0:03:14.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that scare him.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.49,0:03:15.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Nice to see you.\N- Dr. Bigelow's
Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.99,0:03:17.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Clinical director.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.89,0:03:20.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Wanna sit there?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.90,0:03:30.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, thank you for coming down.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.98,0:03:34.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Dr. Bigelow.\N- Good morning.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:34.17,0:03:35.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How are you today?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.94,0:03:38.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- About to get my teeth\Nknocked out, I feel like.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.57,0:03:41.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'Cause I'm nagging\Npeople, I'm playing a game
Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.04,0:03:42.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with my psychological pain.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.54,0:03:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it exists.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.82,0:03:46.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I know it does, Gerry, that's\Nwhy you're here, isn't it?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:46.74,0:03:48.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To see if we can help you with it.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.24,0:03:53.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Gerry, I think the big question today
Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.46,0:03:56.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is if you stay, and when you and I
Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.37,0:03:59.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,met with Dr. Bigelow on Friday,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.37,0:04:00.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that wasn't very certain.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.63,0:04:04.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's the whole reason\Nthat your mother flew out here.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.62,0:04:07.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I will stay if my mom stays.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.04,0:04:11.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Well, I told you before that\NI can't stay continuously.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.52,0:04:13.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Well, how is that working?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:13.38,0:04:15.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- We can come down maybe\Nonce every six weeks
Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.66,0:04:17.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and stay a week, but I can't-
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.38,0:04:19.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- See what I'm doing right now.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.32,0:04:20.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understand what I'm doing.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.91,0:04:23.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've got you one down and\NI'm not gonna let you up.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.46,0:04:25.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's a game, that just gets you mad.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.27,0:04:28.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Truly deep down he knows
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.80,0:04:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that this is the last chance\Nhe's got of having anything
Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.44,0:04:34.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and being able to control\Nanything that he's wants
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.14,0:04:35.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or tries to do.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.36,0:04:37.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Yeah, I can-\N- And he knows
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.83,0:04:40.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that if he turns his back\Non it, that he's had it.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:40.38,0:04:41.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I hate you.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.91,0:04:44.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dr. Petrolley in Detroit\Nlooked at my transcripts,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.76,0:04:46.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he started going like this.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.65,0:04:48.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Gerald, just, what could you have done
Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.87,0:04:51.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if anything had ever went right for you?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.90,0:04:53.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Been my boss?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.17,0:04:56.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Can I interrupt you?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.89,0:05:00.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If-\N- Every time in school
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.42,0:05:01.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I was gonna do something,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.56,0:05:02.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would raise my hand,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.67,0:05:05.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a colored kid would stab\Nme in the back of the neck.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.20,0:05:10.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What is your explanation for that, God?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:12.48,0:05:13.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's what you're afraid to say.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.86,0:05:15.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What is your explanation over that?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.39,0:05:16.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'Cause you can't say it.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.71,0:05:18.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- My explanation is, is that you feel
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.60,0:05:21.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that whatever decision you\Nmake, you're gonna lose here.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.69,0:05:23.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And maybe that's why it's so hard
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.37,0:05:24.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for you to make that decision.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.84,0:05:26.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- My dad told me to stay here.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.46,0:05:28.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will stay if my mother will stay.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.20,0:05:29.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's no pressing job for her.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.79,0:05:32.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She can have my social\Nsecurity check to live on
Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.34,0:05:33.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while she's here.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.07,0:05:36.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] Is that possible Mrs. Smith?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:36.29,0:05:39.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I told him that I\Ncould we could come down
Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.06,0:05:40.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,once a month maybe and stay a week.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:40.25,0:05:41.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- You're gonna get me not scared
Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.82,0:05:44.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I'm not scared while\Nthis dude's playing
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.04,0:05:45.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,boogie woogie with me.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:45.72,0:05:47.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- But, Gerry, listen a minute.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.09,0:05:50.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You mean that you can't\Nstay away once a month?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.55,0:05:52.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let us come once a month and see you.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.95,0:05:55.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I mean, in walked this one\Nold dude with green teeth.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.92,0:05:57.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I couldn't think of nothing to do,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.33,0:05:59.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I just reached out and\Nkicked old green teeth
Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.49,0:06:00.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,right in the knee.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.39,0:06:01.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] Your mom asked you a question.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:01.98,0:06:03.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Gerry-\N- If I'm not scared,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.99,0:06:05.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I won't kill ya.\N- Gerry, it's important
Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.46,0:06:07.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you listen to me for a minute.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.32,0:06:09.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Gerry] Why, are you\Ngonna tell me Dad's dead?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.98,0:06:11.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- No, if you go back, you-\N- You gonna tell me
Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.62,0:06:13.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Snoopy's dead?\N- You had better listen.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:15.33,0:06:17.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't think of something else\Nwhile I'm talking to you.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.94,0:06:19.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Listen to what I'm saying.\N- I'm not talking to you
Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.50,0:06:21.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at all.\N- Okay, if you go back,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.33,0:06:22.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you may wind up in a hospital
Dialogue: 0,0:06:22.95,0:06:26.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I won't even get to come\Nand see you once a month.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.46,0:06:29.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- You are not my-\N- Do you understand me?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:29.25,0:06:30.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Do you realize this is my mother
Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.57,0:06:32.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm trying to keep her alive?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.37,0:06:35.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now, what do you recommend, doctor?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.40,0:06:36.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Doctor] I recommend\Nyou give her a chance
Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.69,0:06:37.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to listen to her.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.76,0:06:39.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Don't you think it would be better
Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.87,0:06:42.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you stay here on your own?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.69,0:06:43.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where you-\N- No.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.58,0:06:45.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Where you signed yourself in.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.43,0:06:48.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I don't.\N- Gerry, I think that you're-
Dialogue: 0,0:06:49.65,0:06:51.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- You don't know-\N- Confused enough about,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.89,0:06:54.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and frightened enough
Dialogue: 0,0:06:54.75,0:06:56.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I'd be afraid you would hurt yourself
Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.46,0:06:58.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if you weren't in a hospital.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:58.29,0:07:01.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Gerry] Okay, now you are\Nafraid that I would hurt myself
Dialogue: 0,0:07:01.08,0:07:02.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if I wasn't in a hospital.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.61,0:07:03.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now why is that?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:04.50,0:07:05.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Because of what you've said.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.63,0:07:07.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Gerry] Because you're not afraid?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.46,0:07:09.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- No, from what you've said
Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.99,0:07:12.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Gerry] I think my dad\Ncan treat me very nicely.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.07,0:07:17.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Well, I understand that your\Ndad knows that you have to
Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.55,0:07:18.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be in a hospital for that.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.95,0:07:22.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I can't see why you\Ncan't stay and participate
Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.20,0:07:25.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on good terms without-\N- Because I was raped
Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.80,0:07:28.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going to kindergarten about five times.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:28.29,0:07:30.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- That was a few years ago.\N- Okay.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.18,0:07:31.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let me give it to you a different way.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.68,0:07:34.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How long has it been since\NI dreamed I was there
Dialogue: 0,0:07:34.44,0:07:35.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in hillbilly heaven?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.68,0:07:42.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or how long has it been since\Ntown without pity for rape?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.27,0:07:43.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or how long has it been since
Dialogue: 0,0:07:43.53,0:07:45.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the man who shot Liberty Valance?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.92,0:07:51.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- My first impression of his family
Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.66,0:07:53.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was the one I have in\Na lot of these cases.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.49,0:07:57.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's that they're\Nlike a group of people
Dialogue: 0,0:07:57.57,0:07:59.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that have been struck by lightning.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:59.43,0:08:02.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Their son has developed\Na terrible illness,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.60,0:08:05.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has been through lots of treatment,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.04,0:08:06.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and has not gotten much better.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:07.74,0:08:10.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they feel devastated by it.