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Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.97,0:00:06.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My boyfriend cheated on me with me cousin \Nabout three years ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.16,0:00:10.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're still together and I have to see\Nthem at every family gathering.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.14,0:00:12.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Aw that's so messed up.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.65,0:00:38.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have loved the same girl for the past \Nsix years.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.97,0:00:41.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see her from time to time and we fool \Naround.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.99,0:00:46.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But to me it's more than that. I've been \Nfeeling the same heartbreak for six years.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.57,0:00:51.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I dated a guy for almost two years.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.85,0:00:54.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was so in love with him I changed myself\Nto his liking,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.40,0:00:56.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not realizing that he never felt the same\Nfor me.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.71,0:01:01.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He dumped me and when I asked why, he\Nrefuses to tell me.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.60,0:01:03.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He left me in the dark to this very day.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.95,0:01:06.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can relate to that one.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.88,0:01:12.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had someone do something very similar to me when\NI was in college.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.24,0:01:17.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ended up getting back with his old fiance.\NDidn't tell me about it.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.72,0:01:21.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wish I wouldn't have put so much of the\Nblame on myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.20,0:01:24.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because at the end of the day it was \Nsomething going on with him.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.15,0:01:27.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel like so many people are hard on\Nthemselves in relationships.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.54,0:01:33.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was in a long distance relationship.\NEverything I felt was real,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.74,0:01:35.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I believed it was real for him too.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.05,0:01:39.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We each kept a journal to write letters \Nand when we saw each other again,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.40,0:01:41.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we would read them out loud to each other.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.66,0:01:45.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was something special. But his friends\Ndidn't believe in our relationship and
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.99,0:01:50.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pressured him to burn his journal. They\Nrecorded it and sent the video to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.78,0:01:51.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesus Christ
Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.43,0:01:54.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Uh, it was tormenting and traumatizing.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.85,0:02:03.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm astounded by the cruelty.\NUh, exhibited by people sometimes.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.77,0:02:09.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, you are far better off not being \Nassociated with them at all. Whatsoever.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.77,0:02:15.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because its going to take years for this\Nperson and their friends to discover what
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.56,0:02:17.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is at the route of their own pain
Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.18,0:02:19.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's causing them to want to hurt other\Npeople this way.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.90,0:02:23.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But um, you dodged a bullet here.\NI think.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.67,0:02:33.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My worst heartbreak would have to be when\Nmy great grandma passed away five days
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.15,0:02:35.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,before my twenty-fourth birthday.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.36,0:02:40.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I usually get a picture with her every \Nyear for my birthday but not this year.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.13,0:02:47.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My father was never a religious man but \Nwhen he had liver cancer and was at the
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.62,0:02:52.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hour of his death, I saw him pray to a God\NI had never seen him so scared in his life
Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.76,0:02:54.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it broke my heart.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.36,0:03:03.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My best friend died in a car crash.\NMy last words to her were
Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.43,0:03:05.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I never want to see you again."
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.46,0:03:11.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It will continue to haunt me for the rest \Nof my life. I wish in her final moments
Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.69,0:03:14.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she knew how much she meant to me,\Nand how much she changed my life for the
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.72,0:03:15.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,better.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.96,0:03:23.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That, that makes me want to like call up\Nlike some of my friends and be like
Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.88,0:03:26.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Dude like I love you like do you know\Nthat?"
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.85,0:03:30.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're probably gonna be like what are\Nyou talking about? But like
Dialogue: 0,0:03:32.26,0:03:34.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really just letting them know.