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hello i just wanted to make a video

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mm I'm starting to remember some things

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that happened to me while I was being

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targeted back in march of $YEAR 2016

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somebody mentioned that its all-electric

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like cellphones and satellites which I

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totally agree with I know what's going

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on and I know how they mess with your

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brain and can try to make you think that

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what exactly what she said

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just read through my comments i wanted

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to remember a time where in March 2016

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they did

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they did mess with my electronics so I

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wouldn't have any evidence of that

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happening so at the time the voices were

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really in my house and loud and all

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around me

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my my camera was shut off it wasn't

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working this camera right here

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it came up like air her and I wouldn't

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let me do anything with it but it works

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now so that was one thing they shut down

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so I wouldn't have any evidence but it

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it came back on so I can get evidence of

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the abuse my cell phone wasn't working

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at all it was bitching and all kinds of

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stuff was going on with it so I never

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even I thought it was broke so I it then

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have my cellphone be used to get any

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evidence or anything like that

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they shut down my car one . shut off my

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electric to my house somebody actually

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flip the switch and shut it off that I

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had to go outside and turn it back on

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so somebody physically was there and

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shut it off and I heard them do it

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I could hear everything if you just pay

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attention to what's going on around you

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you can you know even here their motives

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you can hear their intentions you can

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hear what they're going to do before

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they do it so you have a chance of

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always being you know steps ahead of

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them

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they turn 18 so they did turn off my

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electricity on the Box somebody was on

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my property and did that and myself and

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which is a knife air and wasn't working

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i would keep getting weird texts from

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people that were wear it with

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synchronicity to the max like I would

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keep getting messages from people

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talking about exactly what I was going

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through it but now they have no

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recollection

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it's like I feel like people must have

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been disassociating and they can't

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remember talking about it and telling me

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exactly what I needed to hear like I

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would get text messages from my mom for

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exactly what I needed to hear at the

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time she told me up one time and cried

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your eyes out and said thank you for

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spirit because i was talking about the

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Holy Spirit now I have the Holy Spirit

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and she said thanks for spirit and she

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was crying really hard and just said

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you're welcome you know i was talking

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about the exact same thing

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I was I would just keep getting I got

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phone calls from an ex boss that was

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abusive her voice kept coming through on

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the house phone and my cell phone and so

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a lady that targeted me to begin with in

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2012 that was hearing her voice she was

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calling my house and my cell phone

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mm I don't want to talk to her of course

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because all the all that she put me

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through a job and I wouldn't doubt if

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she was the one that labeled me a

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terrorist

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you know what I mean to get back at me

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for quitting because i wasn't going to

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put up with the abuse i wouldn't doubt

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if she had some access to the targeted

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individual list and put me on it when

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she's just a nut case that needs help in

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that fashion and I could I just know she

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called my house and talk to my mom

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because I would I heard them have

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conversations I was right here

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I was right here right listening to them

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having conversations like she was

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infiltrating my house through my phone

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talking to my mom like you don't mess

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with my family you don't try to

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infiltrate my family to tear our family

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apart and she was causing all kinds of

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drama making my mom feel bad about

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herself just like she did with me that's

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all she does and my ask my mom about it

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later and she has no recollection of it

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as if it never even happened but I was

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here and that's enough proof for me that

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it happened

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so I just feel bad for the people that

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are you close to me and you know

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sympathizing with me and being targeted

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themselves bodies malicious people and

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then they must have this associated to

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not have any memory of it not have

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memory of everything so you know it must

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not affected me as much but I can

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understand how it could affect my mom

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because I used to work for the Lady and

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that's all she could do was try to tear

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you down and she was textbook you know

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targeted material targeted perpetrator

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material and I already dealt with it

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once and I think that's why I was so

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good at you know fighting at the

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fighting it's so hard because i already

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had to fight it before with people

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face-to-face so whenever these voices

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started coming and it was people I

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didn't know and strangers it was easy

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because i was able to fight it in person

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with people so yeah they messed with my

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fair and I even and I even heard

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President Obama call my house and he

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said hello hello hello

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and then she and then the perpetrator

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the lady I used to work for that was

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talking to my mom on the phone and my

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mom doesn't remember she was she chimed

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in and goes hello hello hello and then I

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didn't I was anti phone like I would

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just hurt i would purposely stay away

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from phones if you're being targeted and

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so you can fight better because you

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don't want any outside distractions or

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any outside influence you want this to

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come for you and your fight

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it's like you know you want to be able

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to pat yourself on the back later and

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say good job for fighting you didn't

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need to call the president you know but

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it's I don't know it's kind of like I

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made I made the best out of it was like

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oh that's cool president called my house

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but it may have just been technology at

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the same time but what I'm saying is the

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lady that used to work for is the

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perpetrator who was somehow getting into

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my phone line I guess I gave her my home

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number as my emergency contact on over

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honor application so that's how she has

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that number and somehow somehow she was

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able to intercept phone call with my mom

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the phone call that my mom was crying

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and said thank you for spirit the last

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voice I heard was the perpetrators not

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moans so she somehow intercepted that

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phone call and it's all about and that's

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all they do is intercept intercept

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intercept and you know everybody hates

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interceptions that was the cause of you

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know the atomic bomb on hiroshima

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because you know other country was

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intercepting messages and attacked us

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and that's what's going on you know

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they're intercepting our personals

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messages or phone messages are every all

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our messages to like I don't know what

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they want credit for it

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or they want to sabotage some more but I

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just I always knew when they were

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intercepting and I did I wasn't even

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going I wasn't going to use the phone .

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as long as interception was going on I

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don't mind using the family i don't i

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want a paper trail

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I want all my I don't care anybody reads

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all my text messages everything on my

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phone I want people to see everything

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like that if they are looking you know

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what I mean because i have nothing to

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hide . and i always want that paper

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trail to where I can look back and be

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like no this is what happens instead of

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people lying about everything so like

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just stayed away from phones because

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they were while the interceptions we're

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going on because i wasn't going to put

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up with it . but it's kind of funny how

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i did get text messages from all kinds

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of you know not you know a couple people

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and it was exactly what I needed to hear

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exactly so you know

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it was just magical at the same time

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like I felt like I had help from

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invisible forces and we do we do have

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those things to help us

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I've already made a video about that

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because you know it's just out here

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that's funny like everything is just so

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funny

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yeah I want that paper trail i want i

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don't i don't care if I have to look

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back at facebook Messenger and and have

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a paper trail of everything i ever

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talked about my whole life with people i

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just don't care if anybody actually i

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would love for my information to be used

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it as evidence to help us you know but

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I just have and it's just it's fucked up

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it all is fucked up in and smiling now

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because I overcame and

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I know that we as humans are much

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stronger than any technology

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I don't know why

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somehow I was stronger than all the

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technology and they tried to put my mind

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in a computer to use for their own

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satisfaction which was you know

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something that made me terribly

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anti-that and I could hear their system

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with my mind at the same time and what

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they are using it for so I had backstage

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passes to what was going on

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pretty much so I could fight which was

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nifty because in the end my mind was

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used in technology in which my mind

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shows me and shut it down shut it down

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and came back to me my mind didn't want

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to be my mind even in technology didn't

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want to be used for their purposes and

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that's the truth

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I heard it all go down somehow i was

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blessed with the backstage pass to hear

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what was going on with everything and

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how they are taking arm they want to

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label us with mental illness and call a

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psychotic and target us and make our

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lives hell but they want our minds and

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technology to use it's because they know

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what they did get them to put life in

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prison so I just I just cleaned it up

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the best stock hood and convince my mind

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that I was the best thing for it so it's

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not being used in technology anymore it

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was kind of just like you know a big

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victory over some people stealing minds

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and that's what they do and they make

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money off of it they make lots of money

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i know i have at least a billion dollars

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with my name on it out there but i'll

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never see it because people just don't

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have it in them to do the right thing

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you know if I'm really if they wanted my

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mind so much to make money off of it

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then that should do to me . for us all

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of us that's happening to em that's the

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god-honest truth all these comments and

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that you're leaving me on my videos are

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all accurate from what I found out along

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the way so yeah just it's not just a

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coincidence your electronics aren't

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working at a time when you need them

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it's not a coincidence it's not a

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coincidence that people from the past

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that believed you and targeted you are

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popping up and still playing their

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stupid games

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it's just none of it's a coincidence not

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a coincidence and somebody sends you a

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text exactly what you need to hear at

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the time it's called synchronicity and

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getting signs that's what God does he he

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speaks through signs who God's not a

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voice like these people

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it's all signs and you just have to be

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self-aware you have to pretty much I was

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prepared for this from day one because I

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did the work i did the work in the past

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I would isolate myself on purpose so

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that i can learn everything about myself

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so by the time i was targeted they would

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have nothing on me because i would

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already know every detail about myself

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that no one could trample on and no one

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can turn me into something that I wasn't

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I did the work i did this work

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spiritually physically I just I did the

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work it took years said by the time that

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they really started targeting me with

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technology and everything I guess I was

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just too strong like spirituality wins

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over technology it's pretty sad people

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sell themselves out 22 technology when

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there's all kinds of natural ways you

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can become better people but you know

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and they use the technology as weapons

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instead of you know all this technology

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and that's what you use it for to hurt

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people like innocent innocent civilians

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that could could contribute really well

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to society but you choose to label as

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mentally ill and won't give us

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disability and you know we kind of try

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to ruin our lives and there's always

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there's always symptoms that come after

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like i did get in trouble with the law

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but the law who brutalized me they took

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me as a mentally-ill schizophrenic and

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beat me

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I've seen him do it to talk about kelly

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thomas you know look that up and what

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they did to him that's what they want us

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to do they want to pick they want to

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hope helpless you know and they could

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beat us and get away with it but I found

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out in cali Thomas's case the police

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that killed him brutalizing him you know

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were charged with murder and that's

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awesome

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thank you fucking system for working for

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once and and I got in trouble with the

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law because you know i am human and it

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was just 11 breaking point that i had

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and there the cops were so just be very

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careful like if you're bound to break

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which you will just make sure you're

0:15:56.990,0:16:01.190
just keep it to yourself

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don't go try to like run to a friend's

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house or anything because they don't

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know they just I mean I think the bigger

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issue here is not me getting in trouble

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but the bigger issue is the fact that

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they thought they could beat me behind

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closed doors and I go to court and

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december so we'll see how it goes i mean

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it sucks I kinda want to make a t-shirt

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with pictures of all my bruises and you

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know list all the evidence and just kind

0:16:30.440,0:16:34.730
of want and so it and you know just show

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up in court but with that t-shirt so

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that the police that beat me that

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they're there you know can see the

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damage that they call as one cooperative

0:16:42.380,0:16:49.310
young lady and I was a cut

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I mean they instantly started treating

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me like shit and I you know after being

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targeted and treated like shit for so

0:16:54.170,0:16:59.120
long I'm bound to say something smart

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aleck like I feel sorry for your wife

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because you're you beat me and now you

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know and I wonder if your wife knows

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that you're you are an abuser I feel

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sorry for her

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like I said that big deal i mean people

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say stuff like that all the time to your

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face and you can't go hittin people

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because you have problems you have

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emotional problems

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do you understand that you need to get

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help for that if you find it appropriate

0:17:22.310,0:17:28.879
to hit people behind closed door when

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they're chained up and helpless that is

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cruel and unusual tortures punishment

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that it's not a punishment is just abuse

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behind closed doors

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police brutality which people always

0:17:38.330,0:17:42.770
stand up for

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like in huge groups and march and make a

0:17:42.770,0:17:46.908
big deal out of it because it is a big

0:17:44.390,0:17:48.530
deal you know you can't get I mean I

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want to cry right now thinking about

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what they did to me but they forgot that

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God knows you know God knows they hurt

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me

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all in all ways cooperative just because

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I say something that's true

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does not warns me being hit just like

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with my abuser that strangled me with a

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sheet you you're allowed to say I you

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know I didn't even say anything

0:18:14.510,0:18:21.770
provoking you know I tested it

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I said you know stay silent the whole

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time and see how they treat you and

0:18:24.799,0:18:28.280
still the same whether you speak you

0:18:26.600,0:18:33.139
don't speak they're just going to do it

0:18:28.280,0:18:34.850
because their animals . their barbaric I

0:18:33.140,0:18:37.850
don't know what made them think that

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it's okay to issue cool and a new

0:18:37.850,0:18:44.840
unusual punishment and just because they

0:18:41.840,0:18:47.539
think you're mentally ill and obviously

0:18:44.840,0:18:52.980
I'm not but I'm enjoying these

0:18:47.539,0:18:57.300
antidepressants but

0:18:52.980,0:19:01.710
you know that's for my own i don't know

0:18:57.300,0:19:06.600
i always had an existential crises well

0:19:01.710,0:19:09.690
who wouldn't in this world but it's so

0:19:06.600,0:19:14.580
fucking funny like the whole process has

0:19:09.690,0:19:18.299
led me here to being happy but I still

0:19:14.580,0:19:20.700
have to you know help people and it'd be

0:19:18.299,0:19:24.389
really nice if we could get a lot of

0:19:20.700,0:19:27.418
help but i have to go to fucking court

0:19:24.390,0:19:32.760
and I should wear the t-shirt with all

0:19:27.419,0:19:36.540
my bruises I just they're never gonna

0:19:32.760,0:19:39.960
live it down because I know the cycle

0:19:36.540,0:19:43.770
and an abuser is an abuser they will be

0:19:39.960,0:19:49.140
miserable and nothing will ever you know

0:19:43.770,0:19:50.940
work out for them so it's just like it's

0:19:49.140,0:19:55.800
a win-win situation as long as you're a

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good person that's all i have to say see

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ya